058 Our souls that have nowhere to rest
After figuring it all out, everything that happened in the West came back to my chaotic mind. In fact www.biquge.info, on the way back, I wanted to cry in my mother's arms and tell her everything that happened between me and Lin Ye. But when I finally stepped into the long-lost land of the northern plains, my wandering and restless heart was quiet for a moment. Everything in the West has been left behind by me. Here, I am no longer a little white-collar worker who has to live with exquisite makeup all the time, and I don't need to hide my joys, sorrows, and sorrows. If you break your teeth, you can spit it out, and there is no need to force Yan Huan to swallow it with a smile of blood and tears. Here I have no secrets and no need for disguise. This is another sub-palace that gave birth to me.
After coming back for so long, I thought that everything about the West Rim had been forgotten by me. But I didn't expect that at this moment, I was aroused by some "eavesdropping". The story is so long that I don't know where to start. For the sake of narrative convenience, I think let's start with the "troublesome" banquet before I left.
In October, at the company's celebration banquet, a male boss with a meaty face blatantly put his groping pig hand under my skirt under the pretense of drinking. I smiled at him, turned around and walked out. The male boss staggered out. Before he finished shouting a sweet and greasy little baby, his fat body had already fallen to the ground. I calmly put on ten centimeter high heels and looked at his very large cloudy eyes due to the accident. Blood ran down his head, quickly blurring his entire face.
A little girl passing by instantly screamed in fright: "Murder! ”
Lin Ye led me out of the police station, and we walked one after the other on the wide road facing the west. I was barefoot, wearing a simple silk little black dress, and carrying my 10-centimeter nude high heels in my left hand. The wind blowing from the river was very strong, but I didn't feel cold at all. At that moment, I even wanted to sing or laugh out loud because I felt free, free like never before.
The old man, who was almost fifty years old, never hid his desire for a young woman's body. On my first day of reporting to the company, his squinting eyes crossed over the other three new members and landed on me.
Since then, incidents of pretending to be careless have been frequent. The bad intentions that are clearly exposed, but they use an unintentional guise to cover up in a high-sounding manner. And the eyes full of nakedness, nakedness, lust, and longing, projected on every inch of the body where the cloth covered. This feeling of being regarded as a traitor makes me unbearable. Fortunately, at the celebration banquet, he finally couldn't bear to attack me.
This made the humiliation that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time suddenly find an outlet for release.
"Ranran, can you restrain your temper a little in the future?" Lin Ye, who was walking in front of me, suddenly stopped.
"Your wife was sexually harassed. As a normal man, even if you don't raise your fist to avenge me, you should at least praise me for a good job! I was stunned, still smiling.
"Be serious, okay?" Lin Ye looked at me helplessly and pleaded. I looked him in the eye and tried to see a hint of banter. But sadly, I didn't find it. Lin Ye was serious.
I didn't expect that after coming out of the police station, the first thing Lin Ye said to me would be like this.
My heart went cold all at once.
I desperately held back my tears, lowered my head, bit my lip and stubbornly asked, "Why?" ”
"Why? Don't you understand? Lin Ye suddenly raised his voice, and as soon as his emotions came up, he would have such a fierce tone: "Ranran, can you think about the consequences before doing things." What if you crush someone to death or have a concussion today? ”
"Isn't he alive and well?" I couldn't help but mumble.
"Yes! He's alive and well. But have you ever wondered what if. What if he had a concussion, if he died?"
"What should I do? What else can I do? If you stoned him to death, I'll go to jail if it's a big deal. I yelled angrily.
"Jail. Hum. It's simple. Once you go to jail, your life is ruined. What bullshit future, what bullshit future, has nothing to do with you. Do you want to live under the strange gaze of others for the rest of your life? Just for such a scumbag! Yes? Lose your whole life! Is it worth it? Why can't you change your random nature!" Lin Ye saw that I couldn't listen to him, and turned around on the side of the road in pain. As he turned, he taught me a lesson.
I looked at Lin Ye's angry appearance, and I couldn't help myself. He is my man, my strong arm and support, all my sense of security, but why does he not comfort me when I am hurt, but instead blames me regardless of it? Thinking about this, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I cried and shouted at him, "It's my business whether it's worth it or not, it's not your turn." Okay, right? That scum has put his hand in my skirt, do I have to swallow it? ”
"I'm not asking you to swallow your anger. He harasses you, you just resign. Is it necessary to break someone's head and bleed? "Lin Ye completely lost his temper, although it was far away and the street lights were dim, I still caught the deep exhaustion and helplessness on his face.
"Is that all?" I asked Lin Ye softly with tears in my eyes. At that moment, I suddenly felt all my strength leave me. The hard touch of the road from under my feet made me almost arch my feet.
"More is better than less. When you come out to do things, how can you rely on your own likes and dislikes? If you can endure it, you still have to endure it. If we can't bear it, we'll change it. There's no need to take it too seriously, right? Lin Ye looked at my depressed appearance, his tone suddenly softened, and then he took off his coat and wrapped me. In the blink of an eye, I was already on his back.
"Am I more serious?" I leaned on Lin Ye's shoulder and asked him. There was a feeling of vastness in my heart, like the earth that had just been ravaged by a tornado.
"Hmm. You're just too serious. Lin Ye replied, and then walked back step by step along the side of the bridge, "Such a person will be punished sooner or later." When you encounter such a thing, you can avoid it as much as you can, so why bother with it?"
"If everyone thinks like you, wouldn't he be even more arrogant?" I said through gritted teeth. The wind blowing from the river was so strong that it ruffled my hair. I was so distracted that I didn't have the heart to take care of my hair that was running around. Let that long hair be messy in the wind.