004 is reluctant to leave
Mai Dong sat in An Jinru's car, only crying silently, and did not pay attention to An Jinru next to him. At the beginning www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun", An Jinru would deliberately tease Mai Dong and try to talk to her, but every time she saw tears rippling in Mai Dong's big eyes, and she looked innocent and crying, she was upset.
Gradually, she stopped looking for topics. In the narrow carriage, only the sound of Mai Dong's sobbing was left, which provoked the driver in front of him to look at it several times. How can there be a mother and daughter like this?
An Jinru closed her eyes, remembering the voice that Mai Dong shouted hoarsely when Lamaidong left: "Aunt Min, save me, I don't want to go, Aunt Min ......"
The woman's face appeared in front of her eyes, how many years have passed, and she hasn't seen much change, she is still so beautiful, she can't wait to tear off her skin. If it weren't for her, how could she quarrel with Mai Dong's father, if she didn't quarrel, how could Mai Dong's father be angry and go outside, if he didn't go outside, how could he encounter an accident?
Thinking about it, she found that she couldn't remember the appearance of Mai Dong's father, yes, after so many years. Now that I think about it, he was a very elegant man, who knew medical skills, could recite poetry, could play the flute, and was considerate...... Being able to marry him, she felt that it was a blessing from her previous life. But I want to come back, if it weren't for what happened later, she wouldn't have gone out, if she didn't go out, she wouldn't have met Qi Jianguo, and she wouldn't have a good life like herself today.
can only say that everything is fate, and now I came to take Mai Dong away, half because I have been married to Qi Jianguo for many years, and I have no pregnancy, I am afraid that I will not be able to give birth, but fortunately, Qi Jianguo's ex-wife left him a son, so I discussed with Qi Jianguo and took Mai Dong over, as a comfort to myself; Half of it was because of how much Mai Dong's father died, she also had some responsibility, and she was always ashamed in her heart, after all, she was also her own daughter, and the mother still remembered her responsibility.
Thinking about it, my heart became more and more irritable, and Mai Dong's sobbing was still fueling the flames, and the anger in my heart became more and more intense. But An Jinru didn't know how to coax her, after all, she was a child, and she hadn't seen her for so many years, and she was a stranger to her. I just think that I have to learn to be a mother in the future.
Although when she first married Qi Jianguo, she was a stepmother to a 5-year-old child, but she basically didn't care much about that child, because the child was taken care of by his grandparents. In fact, he spent much more time at his grandparents' house than at home. Besides, boys don't need girls, and there are fewer clingy people.
She reached out and rubbed her temples again, deciding not to think about anything, close her eyes and take a good rest, take one step at a time, who doesn't want to recruit when something happens? How can you let your thoughts crush you!
At this time, Mai Dong looked at the fast-moving scenery outside the car window, from familiar to unfamiliar, from trees to high-rise buildings, and gradually she understood that she had really left, and she was far away. With this realization, although I felt even more sad, I didn't have tears, I just bit my lower lip and pursed my lips.
When Mai Dong left. Liu Guilan didn't come out, but asked Liu Min to wrap the jade bracelet she often wore in a handkerchief, put it in the inner pocket of Mai Dong's padded jacket, and told her to take good care of it. Liu Min hugged Mai Dong and shed tears, crying so much that his eyes were a little swollen. Liu Min also wrapped a piece of paper with her and Liu Guilan's addresses in the handkerchief where Mai Dong put the bracelet.
"Maizi, remember to write back to report when you settle down, the address is in your pocket, don't forget to ......" Liu Min's voice was forbearant and sad, she straightened the folds on Mai Dong's clothes, and as a result, the pleats retracted back to their original state, and then she pulled them again, shedding tears while pulling, "Mai Dong, don't blame grandma, grandma is also for your good, you know?" Be good over there, be obedient, don't run around, in the big city, no more than in our village, you have to be careful, don't eat and drink from people you don't know...... Be careful when you go out, cross the street on the sidewalk, if you don't know, follow the crowded place, be careful of the car, do you know...... I don't know the weather over there, it's cold, I have to remember to add clothes, don't compare with others whether it looks good or not, warm and not sick is bigger than the sky, do you know? ”
Liu Min hugged Mai Dong into her arms, her whole heart seemed to be soaked in chili water, so hot that her heart hurt hotly, but there was no way to relieve it.
Liu Min seemed to think of something, so he whispered in Mai Dong's ear: "Maizi, Aunt Min put 600 yuan in your pocket, don't use it indiscriminately, you know?" I only use it as a last resort...... Aunt Min only has so much, wait until later...... Later, Aunt Min will take grandma to see you. After speaking, Liu Min looked around for a handkerchief to no avail, so he wiped his tears with his sleeve, and then used another clean sleeve to carefully wipe the river on Mai Dong's face.
It just so happened that An Jinru went to the village committee to get some certificates, took Mai Dong's household registration book and a few pieces of paper, and went to Mai Dong's side.
"Maizi, listen to your mother in the future, you know? Study hard, and be a productive person like your mother in the future. After Liu Min finished speaking, he looked up at An Jinru, as if he wanted to say something to her, but he moved his lips and said nothing.
When An Jinru heard this, she sneered, but she didn't say anything, she just didn't look at Liu Min, she picked up Mai Dong with one hand and walked out. Mai Dong finally called "grandma" hysterically, and after calling grandma, she called "Aunt Min" again. The small body always pushes back and refuses to give in. So much so that An Jinru pulled Mai Dong on the slightly wet dirt road, leaving a long trace.
Liu Min couldn't bear to chase and ran two steps, but in the end, he could only watch them leave. When I turned around, I saw Liu Guilan leaning against the fence, with a pair of red eyes, looking at the ...... with pain Liu Min sighed in his heart, and only walked back step by step, Liu Min reached out to help Liu Guilan, and didn't know what to say to comfort this old man who had lost his only granddaughter.
This is also the first time since the death of Mai Dong's father that Liu Guilan has accepted the distance between Liu Min and herself so closely. Or, she is really old, there was Mai Dong before, no matter how hard it is, she has to hold on, and now, without this pillar that makes her stand upright, she seems to be ten years old in an instant. was supported by Liu Min, and even his steps seemed weak.
Life always goes on, though, doesn't it? After the night, the day will eventually come, the sun will eventually rise, no matter how hard it is, you still have to live, and no matter how reluctant you want to miss, you still have to continue to miss.