46. Your relationship
Zhuang Mudong and Gu Zi skipped class to speak, after the first evening self-study class, Zhuang Mudong went to Xuesilou to find the president of the music club, and when he was going back after talking about things, he saw Gu Zi standing under a tree and looking in a direction. He called out to her twice www.biquge.info and she looked back at him with a questioning "ah".
Then the two escaped the next evening study and slowly paced around the campus, chatting about things as they walked.
......
"What!" Gu Zi looked at Zhuang Mudong in surprise, "Really? She couldn't believe what he had just said.
Zhuang Mudong's face was solemn and nodded, "Really." I met him twice that day. ”
"And then, what did he tell you?" Gu Zi asked anxiously.
Zhuang Mudong's eyes flashed with a hint of panic, "He didn't say anything, he just asked me to go with him." "He hid the truth, he didn't have the courage to tell people what his dream was, why he wanted to go with that man.
"You're stupid!" Gu Zi couldn't help but scold, "How can you trust strangers easily." ”
"I had doubts." Zhuang Mudong weakly argued.
"But you finally called him." Gu Zi glared at him, "What did that man say?" ”
"He said that he had found a girl, and he had to think about me again." Zhuang Mudong was very flustered at this time, he was afraid that Gu Zi would continue to ask, and then he might shake everything out.
"Still not answering the phone?" She turned her back to him and sighed, "There are no living people like that." ”
Zhuang Mudong was also a little frustrated, lowered his head and said, "I didn't expect things to happen like this. His tone was full of self-reproach.
"It's not your fault, it has nothing to do with you," Gu Zi turned to look at Zhuang Mudong and said, "You were just lucky to avoid the catastrophe, and what happened to that girl in the end was her fate." Her voice was crisp and distant, with a faint wry smile.
Zhuang Mudong scratched his hair with a painful expression, and he roared irritably, "It's so annoying!" ”
Gu Zi turned her head to look at him and looked up at the sky, "Look at that star," she pointed to the brightest star in the sky, he raised his head to look, she said: "That's not the North Star, it shouldn't be the brightest one, but at this time it is the brightest, among the many stars, it shines, but it is not so bright all the time." She tilted her head slightly to look at him and smiled, and she said, "You are like that star, you will not be the biggest and brightest, but there will be a moment when you will shine your own color." ”
Zhuang Mudong looked at her smile, his face was not so relaxed, but more dignified, Gu Zi had already turned to look in the other direction of the night sky, where there were many stars, scattered, she looked a little idle. And Zhuang Mudong was silent for a long time before he said in disbelief, "You...... Do you know something? ”
The wind suddenly howled, the leaves beside her were blown and a few fell, and the wind blew Gu Zi's waist-length long hair, fluttering, like a dream, she said softly: "Classmate, I must listen to your voice and sing." ”
"You ......" Zhuang Mudong was speechless in surprise, "Why are you ......?"
Gu Zi raised the corners of her mouth and let out a contemptuous smile, she said with a slight mockery: "After I said a word of caution on the road for the first time, someone will say that I have a good voice and am suitable for being a singer." ”
"You say...... My voice is good for that man, so what about you, is your voice described as a natural sound? Her chuckle rang in his ears, his face flushed, and he stammered, "That'...... That, that man spoke to you too? ”
Gu Zi nodded, pretending to be relaxed, "I didn't speak, I glanced at him and left." ”
"He didn't follow you?" Zhuang Mudong asked suspiciously, he remembered that he saw the man again on the way back that night, obviously waiting for him there.
"Yes," Gu Zi said, "I glared at him, and then told him that I knew who you were, and then he left." Her tone was indifferent, as if she was talking about something that didn't concern her.
"I know who you are, that's all!" Zhuang Mudong didn't believe it, "You know why didn't he tell him about his conspiracy?" He felt that Gu Zi would not be such a selfish person, and it was none of his business.
Gu Zi frowned, "Can't you hear me?" I didn't know him at all, I just thought he wouldn't follow him if I said that. ”
"So you don't know anything, it's just a coincidence."
"Yes." Gu Zi nodded.
She said: "Let's not think about this matter, and we will know what is going on when the results of the investigation come out." ”
"That's all there is to it." Although it is still a little unwilling.
"Let's go back, it's so cold, it's almost time for class." Gu Zi put his hand into the pocket of his coat and took the lead in the direction of the tree-lined path.
Zhuang Mudong could only put this matter in a corner of his heart and wait for the day when the results came out.
He walked beside her, and he asked, "In the class exam in March next year, do you choose essays and science?" ”
"Text." She didn't hesitate or think about it.
"So decisive, aren't you afraid of choosing the wrong one?"
"No," she shook her head, "I've been thinking about liberal arts since junior high school." "It's a long time ago."
He said, "I choose reason." ”
"Hmm." She answered and said nothing more.
After walking for a while, seeing that he was about to arrive at the door of the Zhixue Building, Gu Zi was about to go upstairs to go back to the classroom.
"Gu Zi," Zhuang Mudong called her.
"Huh?" She looked at him with a questioning expression.
"I heard that you and the president ......," he didn't dare to continue.
Gu Zi frowned, looking at him, they looked at each other, his expression was embarrassed, and she frowned.
He was so embarrassed that he said, "It's okay, I'll go back to the classroom first." After saying that, he turned around and wanted to run.
"Wait a minute!" Gu Zi stopped him.
"Nope." She said in a firm voice, "Nothing." ”
He stiffened his back, not daring to look back, paused for two seconds, and walked away.
He is really stupid, what an idiot, why should he doubt the relationship between Gu Zi and the president. There was nothing between them, nothing was going on, he was cranky, he listened to the slander.
He shouldn't doubt his good friend, he once declared the world in the music club: "Gu Zi is my best friend in the music club."
How could he doubt his good friend, he really shouldn't.
It seems that we all like to think crankily in adolescence, thinking about what kind of Jean he or she is, thinking about the corners of her mouth that is slightly raised when she laughs, fascinated by his handsome figure when he plays, like her frowning slightly because of unpleasant things, like her surprised voice when she speaks, and fantasize about his mood after playing.
In adolescence, we are imaginative, and there will always be another world playing in our minds, with you and your favorite Jean, as well as good friends, happy things, wonderful things, full of pink bubbles flying in the air.
In addition to the fantasy of some beautiful things as we should have, we always have a little sign of something strange in addition to the excitement, we are afraid of everything, we want to know everything, but we never dare to ask.