(25) Conduct and re-act, and separate from Junsheng

As Situ Yan said, Xuanyuan Jin went out to play for a few months, obviously to observe the people's feelings, but he was still reprimanded by the emperor for a few words, and the affairs that had been piled up for several months were also punished in the palace before he was allowed to go back, so after leaving the Chengqian Palace, Situ Yan went directly to the queen's bedroom and the queen mother's bedroom, and after saying some things to prepare for the New Year, he let Situ Yan go back to the East Palace. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Sister." As soon as he entered the East Palace, he saw Ye Chen walking out of the corner. Situ Yan just nodded lightly, I don't know if it was a coincidence or waiting for Xuanyuan Jin to come back. "My sister has something to say to my sister."

"Good" didn't want to say more to her, but couldn't help but think about the expression on her face when he saw her earlier, and that kind of restlessness was not an illusion.

In Situ Yan's dormitory, the palace maids retreated after serving refreshments, and behind the screen, Mo Lian was writing with his godson writing one by one, and the entire dormitory suddenly felt so quiet.

"I remember when I first saw my sister, Sisang's mother-in-law's silkworm clothes were embroidered with golden peach blossoms, even Miss Situ Er, the first beauty in the capital, was a little dim in front of my sister, and my sister's indifferent atmosphere at that time made my sister think that she was a fairy." Situ Yan didn't speak, only to see her pick up the teacup, pick up the teacup, take a small sip of tea, and the tea was misty.

"Everyone thought that I knew the prince seven years ago, even the prince thought so, in fact, very early, at the gate of the palace, I met the boy who helped me to fall, only later I learned that he was the prince, seven years ago, on the day of my mother's death, I took a few personal guards to the ancestral tomb to worship, when I came back, I suddenly remembered that His Royal Highness the prince was in Hanshan, so I did not hesitate to go around the original road thinking that I could see him again when I passed through Hanshan, but there was a fork in the middle, and I met the mountain bandits first before I saw him, and there were many of them, Even though my father had personally chosen these personal guards, I still couldn't resist them, and I thought in despair at the time that maybe this life would be like this, and even then I never regretted going all the way to find him. Exhaling lightly, Ye Chen clasped his hands on his knees and curled up on the chair.

"When he appeared, a white dress like snow fell in front of me, I thought it was a fairy, he got off me from the mountain bandits, sent me all the way back to the capital, he was very gentle, took care of me in every way, even if he was seriously ill on the road, he has been taking care of me and never left, at that time, I thought that even if I forgot about me, I just remembered, even if he didn't love me, I also wanted to stay by his side, at that time, I thought that he was such a fairy-like man, he would not fall in love with others, at least I could be the one closest to him. At that time, I thought that my life could be entrusted to him. ”

"After returning to Kyoto, almost everyone thought that we would be together, he has always spoiled me, protected me, no matter what I asked he would agree to, and even asked people to beg for my illness, although it was not satisfactory later, I also thought we would be together at that time, and I have been looking forward to it, knowing that night, he was drunk by them, and I saw the gentle highness crying for the first time, and kept shouting Yan'er, Yan'er, Yan'er......, and then I knew how ridiculous I was." I saw her smile, as if she was laughing at her own inadequacy at the time, but the tears in her eyes spoke of her deep love.

"I always thought, I always thought that his wandering eyes had always been filled with unfinished business, in fact, I never dared to face him in his heart is not me, he always carried the jade flute on his body, I begged him at that time, but he always used various reasons to prevaricate me, and then he didn't even let me touch it, at that time I was still deceiving myself to explain, it was just a jade Xiao."

"On the day you returned, I never saw him so happy, and I did not know the reason at the time, but I heard later that the prince had visited the palace many times; On the day of His Royal Highness's birthday, he withdrew all the banquets, saying that he wanted to have a special birthday this year, so he took a few children of official eunuchs to visit Taihu Lake, and specifically pointed you to go, I only knew that it was the Situ family who protected you too tightly, even if he was the prince, he visited many times but refused because it was a man, I thought at the time, I was jealous. ”

"The first time I saw you, you fell in front of our eyes like a fairy descending to earth, a little melancholy and softness in the loneliness, at that glance, I knew why he would let me stay by his side all the time, just the same depression as you, but I was unwilling, I was unwilling, it was at the beginning of that glance, I knew that even if I died in this life, I would still love him."

"That day in the palace, some people may know, but Your Highness will never know, I don't know that you saved me with your heart, I know that Your Highness will only feel more guilty about you if he knows about it, and he can't do without you, I know that I am selfish, so I won't tell him, I won't tell him to blame him. After returning home that day, I never saw him again, and even never sent me back to the house as before, and later I learned that after you saved me, he didn't wake up for many days, and he went to Hanshan to find Han Lao. ”

"When he came back, it was close to the wedding date, and when I went to him, he avoided him, but the manager passed the word, 'In this life, death and life will never see each other again', I think, even if I am selfish, even if I don't tell him, he still knows, I think he hates me, but I know that he hates himself more, he hates him and almost kills you. Later, even if I was forced to die, he didn't want to see me. ”

"My aunt married a few years ago to southern Xinjiang, when she just went back to her parents' house to visit relatives, she gave me a medicine, can solve the toxicity of Lethe water on His Royal Highness, she said that Lethe water is actually not poisonous, according to the different dosage of medicine, how long to forget, I took the medicine to him, asked him to marry me, I was willing to give him the antidote on the night of marriage, he didn't want to, he said, 'Even if I can't remember the life on the cold mountain in this life, it doesn't matter, now she is by my side. At that time, I thought that I had really lost him like this, and then my aunt couldn't see me washing my face with tears at home every day, so she came to him and said, 'Lechuan water is not poisonous, but if you don't understand, the longer it goes, the more things you will forget, especially after falling into Wuyou Gu' He knew that when they met, his aunt had already given him a Gu, and his aunt forced him to marry me, otherwise he would really have nothing to remember. ”

"He entered the palace, asked for marriage, married me as a side concubine, and even left you to pick me up on the day of marriage, I will no longer think that he has affection for me, I saw his cold eyes, without any temperature, I saw him for the first time so cold and resolute. It wasn't until I was sent to the cave room that I relieved Wu You Gu and said, "Okay, today's everything, I should repay you for doing my weakness for her for seven years", even if I tripped and fell to the ground, I knew that I couldn't call him back, let alone find him who had the memory of Hanshan."

"He walked so resolutely that day, I didn't even give him a chance to catch the corner of his clothes, and then you got sick, but you always sat under the peach tree in the courtyard to play the piano or play, and he would always stand at the entrance of the courtyard for a long time before entering, and then I knew that I was just a spectator to witness his love." She was laughing, poignantly, sad, lonely and hopeless.