Chapter 14 Dust and Wind Inferiority

"Sister, I want to go home, I think, my mother must miss me very much under Jiuquan, I want to go and see her, by the way, to the aunt who cares about me

Say hello, please don't worry, sister, I'll be back for class by Monday." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Dustwind left the letter at home, and then left alone. Today is Friday, he is in elementary school, and there is only one class in the afternoon, while his sister reads

In the first year of junior high school, the class time was the same as usual, so he had the opportunity to leave at this time.

He didn't want to trouble his sister all the time, so he left on his own.

Dustwind is now six years old, and has grown a lot taller than last year, and when children are a few years old, they grow their bodies very quickly, so every year

may all change their appearances and be the same as before.

Dusty Wind only has a few dollars on his body, which his sister left on his body for him in case of emergency. But he didn't use it to ride in the car.

He was reluctant to spend the money his sister gave him casually. He chose to walk, although his sister's own hometown was a bit far away, but he walked two or three

The hour will come, too.

The dust wind is not afraid of hard work, not afraid of tiredness, and not too much sun, and walks towards his hometown step by step. He was a child with perseverance

He knew that no matter how long he had to walk or how tired he would be, he could walk.

Along the way, the dust wind walked silently, in fact, after that incident, his mood has always been low, Fang Biting's words were for him

The blow was too great, and although his sister was very close to him and constantly comforted and enlightened him, his weak heart still couldn't be calmed for a long time

Quiet. In the past two days, even in his sleep, he dreamed of Fang Biting's words, and every time he thought of those words, he felt deeply inferior, feeling that he was shorter

A cut.

After the class at half past two o'clock, he returned home and wrote a message, it was already three o'clock, he did not delay the time, and kept walking to his hometown when he went out

Go.

Du Lingshi was always concerned about Dusty Wind, especially after that incident, she was afraid that if she was negligent, the shadow in Dusty Wind's heart would be aggravated

So, as soon as school ended, she rushed home non-stop.

Younger brother, younger brother, Du Lingshi hadn't even walked into the house, and the dust wind was screaming from afar.

She pushed open the door of the house, but did not see Dusty Wind, only to see a note pressed with a pen on the desk, on which was a message written by Dusty Wind.

Brother, how can you do this? Don't you know that this will make my sister worry and sad? How can this be? in your heart

There are still shadows, and you still feel inferior... It's because my sister is not good, and my sister didn't protect you well, that happened like that. Say it

Du Lingshi cried. Worries, fears, and self-blame that I never had in my heart.

"Wait for me, my sister will come to you."

Du Lingshi put down her schoolbag, then tore up the message written by Chenfeng, and wrote another message to her mother: "Mom, my brother said yes."

I went back to see my mother, so I accompanied my brother back, don't worry, we will be back soon, don't hang up." Du Lingshi didn't know herself

When will I come back, so I didn't write the time, and if I came back early, I would tear this note, and if it was my mother's Sunday

If she hadn't come back when she came back, her mother read the note and didn't know when she left, so she wouldn't be too burdened

heart".

Du Lingshi has been smart, quick-thinking, and calm when she is a child, so even if her brother is gone alone now, she is very worried, but she can

Handle these things calmly, and don't let too many people worry and worry.

After writing the message, Du Lingshi rode straight to Chenfeng's home.

At this time, the dust wind had come to the front of his mother's grave, he was very lost, he could see that he was very sad, the tears on his face had not yet dried, and he knelt at this time

In front of my mother's grave, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Mom, I miss you, I've come to see you, how are you doing over there? Will you think of me the way I think you do? I feel the same way

Boundless loneliness? ”

Mom...

"Mom, my classmates said that my aunt and sister took me in because they took pity on me, gave me a place to live, and gave me food. Mom

Is it covered? Am I so pathetic? Am I a burden to my aunt and sister? Am I dragging them down? My aunt goes to work alone

, the salary is very small, and it is very difficult to raise an older sister, and now that I have to raise an additional one, it is even more difficult for my aunt. ”

"Mother, am I being selfish, shouldn't I have stayed at my aunt's house and caused them great difficulties? Mom, should I leave?

Open your aunt's house? Dusty Wind complained in front of her mother's grave, and her tears couldn't stop flowing. At this moment, he was heartbroken, and he felt very relieved in his heart

I feel very fragile and don't even have the ability to take care of myself.

But he also knew that if he left his aunt's house, he would be really homeless. But that's not what he's worried about, because he's anyway

What does it matter if a homeless person, a fatherless, motherless, and helpless person left his aunt's house and starved to death? What he was worried about

Yes, if I leave, my sister and aunt will be very anxious and sad, and this will not cause them trouble and trouble?

However, if they continue to stay at their aunt's house, it will bring them great trouble and trouble, and financially, my aunt will support him and his sister alone

Sister, it's really hard. Although the dust wind is small, he understands these truths, because he has been a hard-working child since birth, so he is better than children of the same age

All children must understand these things, and they can understand the suffering of others. Now he's tangled, troubled, and really doesn't know where to go.

Mom, you say, I'm here with you, always with you, okay? Feng'er doesn't want to go, she doesn't want to go anywhere. Dust and wind shed tears

Say.

As the sun sets, the sky is golden and beautiful. The autumn days are long, the nights come late, and the autumn evening breeze is also very strong

Comfortable and cool. It's even a little cold, especially for Dusty Wind, who has been hit by the cold and has a weak body.

The evening breeze blows, and the chill hits my heart. Because the sun is in the day and the weather is hot, the dust wind only wears a short-sleeved shirt.

He held his body with both hands, and the cool feeling made him a little uncomfortable.

"Brother, how can you run away from home alone? Do you know how worried your sister will be if you do this? How scared will it be? ”

Du Lingshi appeared in front of Chenfeng's eyes, she did not come over, but stopped next to the grave, her face worried, her words heavy and sad. as

This shows how worried and scared she is and uneasy about the departure of Dusty Wind.

Sister, why are you here? Isn't that something you don't have to worry about? Dusty Wind said this weakly.

If you're like this, can my sister not worry? Are you not even listening to your sister's words?

Seeing Du Lingshi's affectionate and affectionate tone, Chenfeng's heart suddenly felt very painful and uncomfortable. Did you make my sister angry? Makes my sister worry and scared

, that's the sister who loves her the most, how can she be so ignorant and make her sad? Dust Wind is full of self-reproach at this moment,

At this moment, his heart melted, and he really understood that his sister was already indispensable in his heart, and he didn't want to see his sister sad.

As long as my sister is sad and sad, his heart will hurt and hurt.

Sister, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, it's me who is ignorant and makes you worry and scared. Dustwind stood up and said, his face annoyed and blamed himself.

It's good to know, then you say it in front of your mother, and you will never be so ignorant and run away from home alone.

Okay, sister, I listen to you: "Mom, I will never make my sister sad and worried in the future, please bear witness for me".

The younger brother, Du Lingshi, finally couldn't help the joy and sorrow in his heart, and came over at this moment, just holding the weak dust wind.

Older sister ...

Brother, come and kowtow to my mother, my sister has something to say to my aunt.

"Auntie, you can go in peace under Jiuquan, I will take care of my younger brother, as long as I am Du Lingshi, I will not let my younger brother suffer at all

Wronged, I won't let him be bullied again, I will definitely love him as if he were myself." Du Lingshi said to the grave of Mother Dusty Wind.

Sister, I have something I want to ask you. Dusty Wind asked Du Lingshi in his usual voice.

You say.

Sister, did I live in your house an additional burden for you and your aunt? Am I a burden and a fetter to you?

Fool, what do you think about this little brain, my mother and I both treat you as our own family, why do you think so? So at my sister's house

After a long time, don't you understand the love that your sister and aunt have for you?

But...

But how can someone say that, right? Brother, don't think nonsense, others don't know, don't you know? There are sisters and

Auntie's love for you can't match those gossip?

Sister... My good sister, I see. After that, I don't think about it anymore. Dusty Wind listened to his sister's words, and finally felt relieved

's doubts, the blocked heart finally cleared the clouds and saw the blue sky, and suddenly it suddenly opened up.

Now that you understand, can you go home with your sister?

Well, sister, I'll go home with you, and I'll follow my sister for the rest of my life. Hee-hee...

At this moment, the two siblings finally smiled, and the touching smile replaced the sad and sad feelings on their faces.

The two sisters and brothers held hands, facing the setting sun, descending the mountain step by step, and the long shadows, one high and one short, were reflected on the mountain path.