Chapter 58: Telling the Truth
A man's heart, a daughter's body. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info has no intention of participating in Zen, and fate is fate. Several degrees of life and death sighed coldly. People are crazy, and they don't believe that flowers are dead.
Reminiscing about the past, homesick. Drunk and screaming, knowing how much you can do. Nightmares are only sorrowful. Who is right and who is wrong will be judged by the heavens.
- "Su Curtain Cover"
"Haha, good words, good words," Lin Xiaobin suddenly laughed again, "Such a good word, it should be revealed." With that, he threw the paper into the charcoal basin and burned it, and the heavens and the earth seemed to fall silent.
Then he brought up a jar of wine that he found out of nowhere, and he drank it all. The residual wine flowed down the corners of his mouth, and Lin Xiaobin just wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and ignored it.
Lin Xiaobin has been very similar to Ouyang Xue a few days ago, in addition to taking care of Ouyang Xue, he is writing some poems or drinking. And those poems that were written were either torn to shreds or burned in the end.
"Haven't you always been a drinker? Why are you so addicted to alcohol now? Xu Xiaoxia asked anxiously, "What's more, you also have to think about your current body." ”
"Xiaoxia, you say, is Dabin's sacrifice worth it?" Lin Xiaobin did not answer Xu Xiaoxia, but instead asked a question that seemed inexplicable in the tone of chatting with an old friend.
"I don't understand what you're talking about, aren't you Dabin?" Xu Xiaoxia seemed to be a little panicked.
"If you don't want to say it, forget it. It doesn't end well to get involved with an ominous person like me. Lin Xiaobin didn't embarrass him.
"Since you have chosen to do this that day, then you should not think for yourself, but also for your children."
As soon as Xu Xiaoxia finished saying this, Lin Xiaobin felt nauseous, and immediately found a place to vomit. My throat felt like it was burning.
"Can't you stop torturing yourself like this?" Xu Xiaoxia said helplessly.
"Sister Lin, what's wrong with you?" It happened that Ouyang Yue brought food in, and she was shocked when she saw Lin Xiaobin's appearance, yesterday she saw her own sister Ouyang Xue quietly taking poison and committing suicide after vomiting like this, although she was rescued, she was still unconscious, lying quietly on the bed.
And now she saw that Lin Xiaobin was vomiting like this now, although she didn't quite understand what was going on, but she was also scared, "Senior Tang, please come over and take a look at Sister Lin's situation." There was a tremor in his voice.
Tang Sai'er still loves Ouyang Yue very much, and when she heard Ouyang Yue's shout, she immediately walked to Lin Xiaobin's house in three steps and two steps.
Hurriedly stepped forward and firmly grabbed Lin Xiaobin's arm, Lin Xiaobin was about to struggle, but suddenly he was weak, so he had to let Tang Sai'er's other hand put on her jade wrist, and at the same time twisted his head, as if he didn't dare to face Tang Sai'er's upcoming verdict.
"It doesn't make sense." After taking the pulse, Tang Sai'er hurriedly withdrew his hand, as if he had encountered something hot.
But then Tang Sai'er's face sank even more, "In order not to let us doubt you, you didn't hesitate to ruin your innocence?" Lin Tianyuan, I misread you. From now on, your life and death have nothing to do with my old woman, you can do it yourself. After saying that, he brushed his sleeves away, and never looked back at Lin Xiaobin again, as if he was afraid of staining his eyes.
Ouyang Yue shouted: "Senior, senior!" ”
Tang Sai'er still didn't look back, but said in a slow tone: "Yue'er, you are a good boy, put down the meal and leave, with this kind of person, it will not insult you." ”
Ouyang Yue didn't move, and Tang Sai'er raised her tone: "Do you want my wife to hold you away?" ”
Ouyang Yue's heart sank, and she obediently left with Tang Sai'er.
Lin Xiaobin was left alone, looking at Ouyang Xue's face in a daze.
"Why don't you explain to them, you don't want that." Xu Xiaoxia's voice came again.
"Is the explanation useful? There are many things that they can't believe. Moreover, it was indeed a sin of my making. ”
"Okay, if you don't say it, I'll do it."
"What are you going to do? Don't fool around. Lin Xiaobin became vigilant, and she had a premonition that something was wrong.
"You can't stop me." Xu Xiaoxia said suddenly.
Lin Xiaobin suddenly had a feeling that everything around him was still, as if his time had stagnated and he couldn't do anything.
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Ouyang Xue seemed to have had a dream, in which she returned to the night when the wind and rain made her miserable and humiliating.
The scene of that night was restored, and the scene when she and Lin Xiaobin had a drug attack made her not want to watch it anymore. But in order to know who the real culprit is, she still reluctantly watched it herself.
Then what happened made Ouyang Xue's eyes widen, because she saw with her own eyes that Lin Xiaobin had become a man, and he was also a man with a beastly nature.
And half an hour later, Lin Xiaobin changed back and fell asleep deeply.
"Senior sister, she's actually a monster?" Ouyang Xue suddenly felt a little frightened in her heart.
After that, the picture shifted to the day when Ouyang Xue took the poison after discovering the incident, when Lin Xiaobin said "All the sins are borne by me", Ouyang Xue saw an ethereal qi from himself to Lin Xiaobin. And Ouyang Xue inexplicably felt that she was relieved.
"Does that feel weird?" An abrupt man's voice suddenly broke into Ouyang Xue's dream.
"Who is Your Excellency?" Ouyang Xue secretly became vigilant.
"You can call me Passerby A, everything in this dream is what I arranged for you to see." The voice didn't carry much emotion.
"Then everything I saw just now was deliberately arranged by Your Excellency." Ouyang Xue said coldly, she had already treated this voice as a demon and a monster, although she had never seen it in her life, but in her cognition, there was probably only the legendary demon and monster who could have such power.
"I'm not a demon or a monster, and I didn't make any special arrangements, what you saw just now is the truth of that day, believe it or not."
Ouyang Xue was taken aback again, and she didn't believe this voice, but this voice that she obviously couldn't explain also showed that what she saw might be true, Lin Xiaobin was also a monster, and a monster that the world did not tolerate. And I believe in her so much (he?) And he ruined his innocence! Ouyang Xue felt uncomfortable when she thought of this.
"She didn't want to, but she didn't know what she had done at that time." The voice argued.
"Then how can she be responsible, my lifelong innocence was ruined at the hands of a man who is neither a man nor a woman." Ouyang Xue's tone was mixed with endless anger and despair.
"And you only see yourself?" The man's voice seemed to deal with anger as well, "Do you know how much she's done for you?" ”