Chapter Forty-Nine: The Secret of the Heart

Li Nuoyan suddenly woke up from his dream and sat up suddenly, gasping for breath, only to realize that he was dreaming. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

In a cold sweat, thinking about the dream just now, his heart was uncomfortable, and he covered his beating heartache, and he felt that his heart was not uncomfortable, but painful.

Only now did he realize what a stupid thing he had done, he didn't even leave himself the slightest chance, and gave Lan Yiyi, whom he had loved for so many years, to other men.

Then he couldn't bear the pain anymore, and buried his head in the pillow so that he could lie straight like a dead man, and all that was left was to endure the pain humbly, and even he couldn't breathe because of the pain.

Li Nuoyan really regretted it, knowing that he was not so great, why did he force himself to do that?

I know I love it very much, so why should I pretend that it doesn't matter.

Obviously I am reluctant, why should I pretend to be free.

The pain he felt at this time was even a hundred times more painful than when he first opened his eyes in the hospital.

He clearly knew that this time he really lost, he gave Lan Yiyi away, he also gave away his heart, and the rest was the grave he dug for himself with his own hands, and finally buried himself with his own hands, and then he became a living dead.

He finally knew that the person he was most sorry for in this world was not someone else, but himself.

He was so cruel that he killed his love with his own hands, and he didn't even leave himself a little room for buffer, so he said to himself, Li Promise said that you have no right to be sad, this is all your own fault, you are dead, you deserve it.

In such pain, he spent a long night, and the next morning he left Qinyuan and returned to the company.

Seven days later, it was the day when the company's new products were put on the market for the first time in the United States, in order to free himself from the pain and concentrate on his work, Li Nuoyan asked Gu Xiaochen to book a plane ticket three days in advance, and flew directly to the United States at 8:30 that night.

Lan Yiyi worked in the Lin Group, and it was not very smooth, as others said, she became this female secretary because she looked very similar to someone, and the strange eyes of the people in the company and the gossip behind her made her feel depressed.

But she is very strong, the more others talk about her, the more she wants to do a good job, she just wants to use the facts to tell those people that she can do this job well.

She was originally a newcomer, and she didn't know much about some things in the company, in order to be familiar and master as soon as possible, she not only worked earlier than the average person, but also in order to sort out some documents that she was not very familiar with, and even forced herself to work overtime until eight o'clock in the evening.

Fortunately, even though she got off work late, Su Yifan would wait patiently for her at the door of the company, and then take the trouble to drive her back to where she lived.

After a long time, she and Su Yifan gradually became familiar again, and on the surface, her relationship with him really revived.

It was Saturday, and before noon, Su Yifan asked her to go to the café early and then go to the movies.

When they came out of the café, it was just after one o'clock.

After walking around the street, I went to the cinema.

But at this point, the next movie in the cinema is a horror ghost movie, Lan Yiyi's courage is a little small, and in addition, living alone at night, she is even more afraid of this kind of film, she didn't want to go in, but Su Yifan saw that it was a ghost movie, but it was a nature, there was no way, Lan Yiyi could only bite the bullet and follow in.

Because they came earlier and their seats were relatively high, this made the atmosphere of the ghost movie even more terrifying.

This movie is a classic old movie, the old corpse of Wu Zhenyu and Li Zi in the mountain village.

The scene was extremely terrifying, and in addition to the poor lighting in the movie theater, Lan Yiyi was really scared and shivered, her scalp was fried, and her body was densely cold.

In order not to let herself be too engrossed, she had to move her eyes to other places, she looked east and west, and her heart became even more uncomfortable.

Most of the people who watch the movie today are young men and women, basically people in love, can you take a closer look? There are those who snuggle together to watch movies, those who move their hands and feet ambiguously, and those who hug and kiss together, there are basically few normal people, and Lan Yiyi feels a little collapsed.

I really don't dare to watch the movie with my heart, but I want to look away, it's full of hugging and hugging, kissing me and me, which makes her feel like she is on pins and needles.

Su Yifan is an avid ghost movie lover, but there is a Lan Yiyi by his side, he still pays attention to Lan Yiyi's every move from time to time, she saw that Lan Yiyi's face was a little unsightly, and she kept looking around, he also followed her line of sight, and he also realized it in hindsight that the men and women around them were here, where were they watching movies, this was simply looking for excitement, the horror sound effects in ghost movies, coupled with the intimacy of men and women, were really a bit unacceptable.

It's been more than ten days since he reconciled with Lan Yiyi! Due to the influence of the last time, he was afraid that an intimate action of his would attract Lan Yiyi's disgust, so he was always vigilant, afraid that he would not be able to control it for a while, and did something that made Lan Yiyi unhappy, he didn't even dare to touch her hand, but today on this occasion, he couldn't help but reach out and take Lan Yiyi's hand, hold it with both hands, and then look at her with stupid eyes, although Lan Yiyi was a little scared in her heart, she didn't refuse.

Seeing that Su Yifan's eyes were hot, she panicked and wanted to withdraw her hand, but Su Yifan grabbed it very tightly, and she could only blush, lowered her head, and didn't dare to look at his eyes.

Su Yifan saw that Lan Yiyi had no intention of objecting, and his heart was full of joy, he couldn't help but stretch out his arm, wrap Lan Yiyi in his arms, and then kissed her forehead, closed his eyes and enjoyed this hard-won good feeling.

It's been three years, and the feeling of his dreams has finally returned, and Su Yifan feels that happiness is getting closer and closer to him, and his Yiyi is really back.

Lan Yiyi didn't expect Su Yifan to hug her, and then she was frightened and panicked, but she felt that if she refused, Su Yifan would definitely be very sad, after all, it was she Lan Yiyi who did something sorry for Su Yifan first, and now people don't care about her past suspicions and her past, what is she not satisfied with?

What's more, for so many years, her only wish is to be with Su Yifan, and her only dream is to marry Su Yifan.

Although she also knew that this time was different from the past, and her feelings for Su Yifan in her heart had changed a lot, but she also knew that that the secret could only be a secret, a secret that she would never be able to say.

She understands very well that that person doesn't like her, that person will only treat her as a friend, that person likes a woman who is not her type, that person personally sent her to Su Yifan's side, in order to make him get his wish, even if she really doesn't like Su Yifan, she will definitely be with Su Yifan.

Therefore, although she was a little repulsed by Su Yifan holding her like this and kissing her forehead, she told herself from her heart, Lan Yiyi, Su Yifan has always been your favorite man, you must accept him, you must forget the person who does not belong to you, otherwise, you will live a very painful life in the future.

The horror of horror movies has been completely suppressed by Lan Yiyi's emotions, she tried her best to make herself happy, she tried her best to make herself laugh, and slowly the movie ended like this.

It was already more than four o'clock in the afternoon when they walked out of the movie theater, they walked around the street for a while, and ate barbecue on the side of the road, and when they were almost finished, Su Yifan sent Lan Yiyi home.

But today's Su Yifan is abnormal, that is, holding her hand and refusing to leave, and in a pleading tone, he wants to accompany her upstairs and sit in her room for a while, Lan Yiyi really wants to refuse, she even has a hunch that Su Yifan today is simply too bold for her, but although she said to Su Yifan, I am too tired today, I just want to take a good shower, and then go to bed immediately, but Su Yifan is like a demon, just that sentence, I just want to send you upstairs, and then turn around and leave.