Chapter 8: Her Thoughts
In the narrow alley, Makoto pressed Sakura Fujino against the wall, her hair half-naked, her hair disheveled, her face flushed, shocked, overwhelmed, and faintly uneasy, guilty, and remorseful. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½
Next to her, Qingpu stood instantly, holding a small bag in her hand, hanging her head and crying. The whole person was almost not angry at all, and his mood was extremely low.
Makoto, on the other hand, had a calm face.
No panic, no shyness, and no anger!
First of all, Makoto left Sakura Fujino without hurrying. He took out the napkins from his pocket, came to the moment, and gently, gently, silently wiped the tears that had been flowing for her.
Makoto didn't say anything, and he didn't want to say anything!
- Because, there is nothing to say!
Suddenly, he put down the bag in an instant and threw himself into Makoto's arms. Hands around his back and hugged him tightly.
"Na...... Ito...... I like you......"
"I like Ito the most......"
"Since a long, long time ago...... I've always liked you......"
"But ......"
"I don't dare to say it...... I don't dare to say ...... to others."
"I'm scared...... I'm afraid you're going to reject me...... I'm afraid that if I fail to confess, I won't even be able to make friends......"
"I ...... I...... I wish I could be with you...... (Ahhh...... οΌβ
"I wish I could be your girlfriend one day (world, sorry!) οΌβ¦β¦β
"To be with you (me!) οΌβ¦β¦β
"Being able to stay by your side as a matter of course with an unabashed closeness to geography (can't stand it anymore!) οΌβ¦β¦β
"Not as a friend of the opposite sex (me!) οΌβ¦β¦ It's as a lover (I really like Ito so much!) οΌβ¦β¦β
(So, I'm sorry!) I can't support you anymore! I'm going to be a hindrance to you, for my own sake...... I'm sorry! With you! Like you! Care about you! β
"So...... Please accept me, Ito! β
After saying the voice of the heart, I conveyed the thoughts I wanted to convey, and the next thing should be the answer. He closed his eyes, raised his head, pursed his lips slightly, and waited quietly for my answer.
If you kiss it, you will accept it! If you leave, you will fail!
Choose one proposition, there are only two roads, how to choose?
Kiss, or leave......
No need to be confused, no need to hesitate!
Sincerity outside the rules will not follow the fixed ridiculous rules!
Makoto has always only done what he wants to do, and he has never only walked the way he wants to go!
If not, it's up to you! After you have walked yourself, there will be a third road!
"Instantly, open your eyes and look at me!"
Makoto hugged her for a moment and said to her softly.
Momentarily opened his eyes obediently, without the slightest hesitation and without doubt. It's just that Makoto said that, she did that, and everything was taken for granted.
"You kiss me!"
In an instant, the little feet stood on tiptoe, lying on Cheng's shoulders, and struggled to "kiss it".
I don't know how to kiss for a while, and this time it should only be the second time!
Of course, Makoto doesn't understand! Whether it is in the "nightmare" or after waking up, he has never had much interest in the opposite sex, and naturally he will not know about that knowledge, so it is natural that he has no experience.
Makoto just blindly responded to the moment, to her words, her thoughts, and her thoughts.
"Those who don't know how to love won't fall in love, and those who know how to love won't love!"
How much does the person who said this think is worth his words?
What is Love? What about love?
Blind date? No.
Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son? No.
All those who are married, the person standing next to him (her) is definitely not the one he (she) loves. Standing next to him or her is not what he or she really loves.
The person he or she loves is already dead - at the moment of "entering the wedding hall".
Love is a thing of the past! They are all lovelorns! It is because they have lost the most important love between the two......
That's why there will be marital cheating.
That's why there will be betrayals again and again.
That's why we get divorced! After bigamy, you will leave again!
As long as he or she is still pursuing love and getting married, the tragedy must be repeated over and over again......
Makoto, I haven't been married, and I can't get married!
Sincerely, he has no interest in the opposite sex, and he has never wanted to fall in love.
He thinks it's a sin to pass on the lineage! It is an irreparable, irreparable sin!
Makoto never wanted to come to this world, and he didn't want to come to this world at all, but the world gave birth to him!
Tragedy happened to Makoto! He doesn't care about other people's, and he can't care about it!
At least, Makoto will not perpetuate his sins!
For these other reasons, I sincerely pray to myself.
ββWhat I'm looking for......
After kissing goodbye, Makoto hugged Momenta tightly, ignoring Fujino Sakura, who was stunned on the side, and slowly whispered to Momenta in a gentle and sincere voice, "Moment, I have fully understood your intentions. Your thoughts have indeed been conveyed to me, and I accept you! β
Makoto could feel it, and in an instant, his little body trembled with excitement.
It's just that Makoto's words haven't been finished yet!
"But...... It's not that I think you're a lover."
"--Because I don't like you right now."
"A couple represents two people who love each other together, you love me, and I don't love you, so we're not a couple yet! Not lovers! β
"However, now that we know your mind, we are no longer just friends of the opposite sex!"
"You are the one who likes me, I am the one who is liked by you, if you are willing to wait......"
"Until I like you too, I hope you can stay by my side as my 'girlfriend' and not as a lover."
"Instantly, can you accept it?"
After speaking, Makoto is ready to wait quietly for an answer......
"I accept! Please let me stay with you as your girlfriend Ito! β
But he didn't expect to give him an answer so quickly.
"Thank you, Moment......"
Again, Makoto hugged the moment in his arms tightly.
"Hey! Two over there! Am I a little redundant? β
When I was moving, the guy who couldn't understand the atmosphere and occasion opened his mouth out of place.
"How so? Nothing! β
Makoto let go of the moment in his arms, turned to look at the half-naked Fujino Sakura and said lightly.
"I really don't know why a scumbag like you would have a girl like you, I really don't know what she's thinking in her head......" Fujino Sakura muttered there with her head down, she seemed to have forgotten something important.
Makoto and Momenta glanced at each other.
Makoto asked her "what to do now", and instantly replied to him, "It's up to you, whatever".
"Then go to your house! Don't you want to go to the pool in the afternoon, go back and get ready. And I don't think I've been to your house yet! Would you like to join Fujino? Makoto suggested going to the house to play.,And invited Sakura Fujino by the way.,Good toys should always be kept around.γ
"Hey! Do you have any shame? Didn't your parents teach you what shame is? Fujino Sakura erupted, she was very angry, after all, she was treated so excessively by Makoto. Legally it may be considered an attempted rape!
It was a nightmare experience for her, but Makoto's attitude was so understated that she didn't seem to take it to heart at all, and her annoyance was rightfully annoyed.
"Shame or something, only hypocrites would say. And the guy who says that others have no shame is actually just talking about himself. I don't mind at all! β
Makoto glanced at her from the bottom to the top meaningfully, and with Makoto's gaze, Fujino Sakura looked down to see her state, and then she blushed and held back her anger and immediately put on and tidied up her clothes.
"As for parents, it is better to have them than not to have them, and it doesn't matter if they teach or not! Anyway, I won't take their words to heart. I am who I am, and I don't need anyone to educate me, and no one deserves to educate me. β
Makoto's eyes became faint again, but not completely expressionless, as he was talking about things that were taken for granted in his heart.
So whenever this happens, his tone will always reveal a little powerlessness and helplessness. Although he didn't actually mind much, he couldn't help but sigh a little.
ββ¦β¦β
I don't know if I heard the meaning behind Makoto's words, Fujino Sakura fell into silence, she looked at him stupidly, she should have been speechless to him in every sense!
"Anything else to complain about?"
It's not a way to always stalemate.,In the end, Makoto broke the silence first.,And try to solve all the troublesome things in one go.γ
"Forget it, it's gone......"
Sakura Fujino had a good expression, and it seemed that she was planning to forget what had just happened! Or they have given up on continuing to pursue Cheng's crimes and accepted their fate.
No matter what happened, this unfinished rape drama came to an end, and Makoto, as a criminal, avoided the danger of being in a cage because of the parties' refusal to pursue them.
- If that were the case, he wouldn't have sat still.
"Then you want to come with me to the Ε ena house?"
Facing the somewhat depressed Fujino Sakura, Makoto once again sent out an invitation to go along.
"Okay, let's clean up the filth on this body!"
"Are you sarcastic about me? Forget it, let her be pleased! β
"Then let's go, lead the way in an instant."
"Hmm."
Instantly, he nodded obediently.
"Well, that's fine! Obedient, well-behaved, considerate, and able to understand and support me unconditionally to a certain extent, it is a good choice. β
Thinking like this, Makoto took the initiative to take the delicate little hand of the moment and walked side by side with her, while Fujino Sakura followed behind him at a slightly distance, and the group of three moved in the form of obviously snubbing Fujino Sakura. I'm sorry for Sakura Fujino, but it's good for everyone!
Everyone agrees!
Presumably, Fujino Sakura won't want to have too much contact with Makoto in a short period of time!
"I'm back!"
"Excuse me!"
"Excuse me......"
"Ah, welcome back, Moment! Ito...... Is this one a new friend? Welcome to play! Come, come, come, get in and sit! β
After Moment's door opened, a mature woman who didn't look quite like Moment's unexpectedly appeared. She was putting on her shoes when she saw them, and she looked like she was about to go out.
"Why Mom ......"
There was some confusion for a moment.
"Came back to pick it up because it was left at home because something needed was left behind! I'm in a hurry, so I'll go first! In an instant, you have to entertain good guests! Well, goodbye! β
It's Moment's mother who solves Moment's doubts.,Makoto has met her before.γ She seemed to be in a hurry now, and hurried away after speaking. Although the speed is not as fast as running, it is also much faster than jogging, and it seems that the time is really tight, and I am really in a hurry.
"Mom of the moment? What a beautiful woman! β
"Uh...... Thank you ......."
"Huh? The shy moment is so cute! (I really want to keep bullying it!) οΌβ
"yes!"
"Ito ......"
"It's true!"
"Really, Ito......"
Touching the head of the moment, looking at her shy and angry happy appearance, I always feel very interesting, I really like her more and more, but it's not the emotion of love.
"Ito will sit here first, and I'll take Fujino-san to the bathroom."
What a person who "forgets to see friends"! I actually left the person I liked, and took a friend to the bathroom or something.
"Anyway...... Can they be considered friends? β
Go for a voyeur? No, Makoto is not so boring!
But! I'm still very interested in the girl-the boudoir of the moment.γ
Hehe, let's just visit it alone!
Taking advantage of the moment to take Fujino away, Makoto quietly slipped to the location of the bedroom, and he was ready to explore the boudoir of the moment.
ββThis is how it should have been.
What he saw was a door with a clear sign.
It's clear who lives in that room and what it's for. Whose vision is this? It's boring!
Makoto walked straight to the door with the instant sign, twisted the handle, and opened the door.
What catches the eye is a large wooden wardrobe. Makoto closed the door and walked into the room.
Makoto glanced at it roughly!
There is a very large double bed on the right-hand side, and it is estimated that three people can sleep side by side depending on the area. To the left of the bow is a wooden writing desk and a wooden chair. The desk is neatly placed with large and small items full of girlish feelings, including trinkets, small pendants, pendants, hair bands and so on. By the way, I also accidentally found a hair ornament that I don't use very well, the hairpin.
A silver hairpin without any carving. It was quietly placed in a pink box with the words "Happy Birthday" written in exaggerated conjoined English in front of a small pink mirror standing in the center of the desk. It looks like it was put here so that it could be accessed at any time.
"Who sent it? No taste! β
Makoto doesn't care that he doesn't know how to dress up at all.,Just spit out irresponsibly.γ
Except for this hairpin on the desk, Makoto didn't find anything else that was obviously special. After scanning it again to make sure there were no special items, Makoto gently opened the large drawer directly below the desk.
There were only two things inside: a notebook and a pen.
When it comes to a separate notebook, the first thing that comes to mind is a diary, and this kind of thing is exactly what Makoto is interested in.
The diary of a girl's feelings, and it's also the diary of a "shameless" little Lori who rarely shows expressions, what will be written in it?
I'm so curious, I'm looking forward to it, I guess I can understand that!
Because this is a girl's diary of a girl who boldly says that she likes Makoto and loves Makoto! Makoto reads the diary to confirm what she really thinks in her heart, so this isn't a voyeurism!
Yes, it's not voyeurism......
-- It's a confirmation.
The black diary is large, thick, and therefore slightly heavier. In the center of the black cover is written something like a manifesto, which reads: From today onwards, record the bits and pieces of my life. The color used is the same silver pigment as the hairpin, and because it glows lightly, it is judged to be a highlighter.
Turning the first page of the diary, Makoto was surprised by what was written on it.
"There is always a day every year, and every year there is always a day when everyone gets together! Although it was not what I expected, I sincerely wish you: Happy Birthday! β
The font is small, only about half of the grid. The font is arbitrary, there is no order, and there is no style of writing, just a record of what you think in your heart, just engraved what you think in your heart. Yes, you can feel it! Because these words are from their own hands.
However, Makoto doesn't remember it anymore......
Or rather, he had no impression of this at all......
In addition, the font color is also the same color as the hairpin, and it seems to be the same pen.