Chapter 13: The Reef of the Heart

The misfortune of any marriage will have its deep-seated reasons, logically speaking, Liu Wangsun finally got the beauty after all the hard work, and he should work hard to cherish it.

But he, like Shen Jiarou, has a breath in his heart,

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Shen Jiarou doesn't seek to understand much when she reads, she likes to be rigid, and even all kinds of nonsense, these are not the real reasons why Liu Wangsun can't love her wholeheartedly, the most important reason, what he can't say but torments him from time to time is that Shen Jiarou is not a virgin.

Although Liu Wangsun knew it at the beginning of his relationship, it took him a long time to accept this fact.

But thinking that for so many years, I have been rejecting all kinds of hints and temptations from the girls around me, just for the pure and beautiful love in my heart, and the loyalty of each other. As a man in his prime, this is not easy. And his wife, Shen Jiarou, is not a virgin.

He is not stubborn or narrow-minded, but he feels very unfair, which completely breaks the dream he has had for so many years, and also destroys the holy and innocent love fantasy that he has been yearning for in his heart.

If Shen Jiarou is a virgin, even if he smashes pots and sells iron and borrows money from everywhere, he will give her a satisfactory wedding.

And for Shen Jiarou, who destroyed his perfect imagination with his own hands, he really didn't have that heart.

What's worse is that when Shen Jiarou is dissatisfied with him, she can't help but compare herself with that damn ex-boyfriend Qin Huan.

No matter how pretentious Shen Jiarou is, how beautiful the relationship is, it is also a story of chaos and abandonment to Liu Wangsun's ears.

is a story of a rich second generation playing with women.

Whenever Shen Jiarou pear blossom said with rain that her best youth was given to Liu Wangsun, Liu Wangsun would be angry, Shen Jiarou's best youth was not given to him, but to Qin Huan who ran away with oil on his feet after eating.

Just because she is Shen Jiarou's husband, she naturally blames all her unhappiness and unhappiness on herself.

The person she should complain about the most should be Qin Huan.

Shen Jiarou's 22 and 23 years old are all related to Qin Huan, and that is the real golden age of a woman.

At that time, Shen Jiarou and Qin Huan were mingling in major five-star hotels, all kinds of drunken fans, walking through the prosperity of the world and seeing the scenery of the world.

Every time Shen Jiarou talks about the customs of Thailand, the cherry blossoms of Japan, the night of Hong Kong, the beautiful scenery of West Lake, the sea of clouds of Huangshan, the beauty of Erhai Lake, and the coconut grove of the island with psychedelic eyes, Liu Wangsun wants to kick her out.

Shen Jiarou is not only obsessed, it is simply a cheap word.

Shen Jiarou was motionless like wood on the bed, and Liu Wangsun would feel that she was really pretending to be a mother;

Bohemian and uninhibited, Liu Wangsun will think of her clever smile under another man.

Those suspicions, like invisible reefs hidden under the deep sea, seem to be calm on the surface, but accidentally bumping into them is enough to break the whole moving big ship into pieces and fall into the bottomless darkness.

The encounter between Shen Jiarou and Qin Huan was simply a thunderbolt, like a movie, dreamy and beautiful, full of countless surprises and romance,

If Shen Jiarou didn't ask Qin Huan for the most important thing (marriage), Qin Huan would not have run abroad.

Just because a person likes to eat a dish and comes to eat that dish every day does not mean that he wants to stay and be a chef.

If he must be forced to be this chef, he can only choose to run away.

Marriage and love are two different things, Shen Jiarou is a good love partner for Qin Huan, but not a marriage partner. Even at the first glimpse, he clearly knew the direction of the relationship between the two. Perhaps from the very beginning, he set a position for Shen Jiarou. A lover, a red face, or a female companion....... Haha, maybe there are more ugly titles such as ****, well-behaved, safe and convenient.

Only a silly girl like Shen Jiarou would believe the lingering love words on his bed and believe it. Just listen to those words, even if there is some truth at the time, it is just a momentary agitation and impulse.

At that moment, the man couldn't say anything.

In fact, Shen Jiarou knew better than anyone that she had been ruthlessly abandoned, and Qin Huan would never come back, but she was stubborn and didn't want to admit it, and she refused to face the naked truth. What she told Liu Wangsun was nothing more than a dream she weaved. In that dream, Qin Huan loved her forever.

What is the truth, cruel She felt stinging even at a glance.

It was as if the heart was pierced by a sharp blade in an instant, and the blood red splattered was as tragic as a white canvas. Absolutely clear and clear.

She wanted to deceive herself that it was a real hopeless love, Qin Huan was in love with herself, and he just had no choice.

But she knew all too well that everything was going on.

If people can never grow up, always be confused, and always be stupid and persistently loved, then it is not happy.

All the sweet words, all the gentleness and thoughtfulness, all the sweet dreams are just a mirror, a castle in the sky.

Her whole person is like stepping on the clouds for three meters, and she looks infinitely beautiful. One foot in the air, but it is a catastrophe.

No one pulled her, more just laughter and schadenfreude.

The scenery is too beautiful, so that she is down, and everyone who knows her feels more psychologically balanced.

Fractures, tears, humiliation, often leave her in a schizophrenic trance. I'm not interested in anything, and I can't do anything.

The deepest hurt and pain in her heart is known only to her.

Shen Jiarou has always been confused, she can't even remember her mobile phone number, but she can clearly report Qin Huan's number. Qin Huan is the first man Shen Jiarou fell in love with, and she is also her first man, which is as hard to forget as engraved in her blood.

In the dead of night, she cried breathlessly. I just feel that all the tears of my life have been drained.

She begged for a signature, made a wish, traveled to all the places related to him, and found all the people he knew.

And bought the three pillars of high incense, knelt in front of the so-called miracle temple with tears in his eyes, begging to be able to turn back time, everything is as before, longing for him to change his mind.

Every time she knelt down, Shen Jiarou was extremely pious.

What is lost is lost after all, and there is no power to turn back time and remain in the beauty of when the two first met.

It took almost a year for Shen Jiarou to come out of the shadow of lovelorn, and when she married Liu Wangsun, what she was thinking about was still the missing Qin Huan. On the day of her wedding, she anxiously looked at her mobile phone countless times, how much she wished that Qin Huan's gentle and warm voice would ring in the mobile phone

"Little Piggy, do you miss me?"

"Little Piggy, my husband is back."

"Little Piggy, my husband has always loved you."

The man who said he was a lucky angel, the man who said that she was the happiest woman in the world, finally disappeared into the sea of people. Like a drop of water falling into the sea, it can no longer be found.