The woman on the drawing board, with a pair of big eyes, smart and clear, gentle and atmospheric, may not be enough to captivate the city, but it is the most beautiful scenery in Qi's heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Mai Dong, who was held in his arms in the afternoon, was so light that he felt distressed. At that time, he really hated the people who hurt Mai Dong: Meng Ya, Sun Jialin, Qi Jianguo, An Jinru...... The most hated thing is myself. Why did she have to endure so much? Why can't there be someone around her who loves her wholeheartedly?

Sometimes, Qi Zai really hopes that during the Spring Festival in 1997, An Jinru did not bring her to City A. So can she still laugh unscrupulously, lose her temper heartlessly, and cry hysterically when she is unhappy...... Will she meet a simple man with a simple and stocky home?

In this life, Qi can't forget that in 2007, he returned to City A from the UK for the Spring Festival, and when he entered the house, the whole atmosphere was very low, which made people very uncomfortable, and the atmosphere around him was full of death.

He called at the door several times, but no one answered. Just as he was feeling strange, Qi Jianguo came out of the bedroom on the first floor tremblingly.

Qi Jianguo lost a lot of weight, had more gray hair, his eyes were red, swollen and bloodshot, and he looked like he had cried.

Qi Zai's heart was shocked by a heavy electric shock, "Dad, ...... at home What's going on? What about aunts and sisters? Didn't Mai Mai come back, why didn't she see her? ”

Qi Jianguo shed tears before speaking, "I'm here, your sister is ...... She's gone. ”

Qi was secretly anxious in his heart, and asked in a deep voice: "Which one...... Younger sister? ”

At this time, An Jinru ran out with a cloak, and the situation was not very good, and he hissed loudly: "How many sisters do you want?" Damn not dead, damn ......" An Jinru's legs weakened and fell to her knees all of a sudden, "Why did you take my Jiajia away?" Why...... God, you didn't want me to live, did you? ”

When Qi Zai heard it, it turned out that his three-year-old little sister Qi Jia was gone, I don't know why, although he still felt heavy, the feeling of heartache disappeared a lot.

Qi Jianguo walked over, helped An Jinru up, and persuaded with grief in his mouth: "Why are you doing this? I've just gotten better, do you still have to toss like this? I just came back, so let him rest first. ”

With that, Qi Jianguo helped An Jinru into the bedroom on the first floor.

Qi Zai didn't find a trace of Mai Dong at home, pushed open the door of her room, the quilt and mattress were all rolled out, the skin care products on the table were still there, the shoes were placed on the shoe rack, and the slippers at the door were lying lazily...... It's not like it didn't come back.

He was thinking it was strange that his grandmother had already called, and he knew the general situation of the incident.

Qi Zai felt cold all over, and he couldn't wait to appear in front of Mai Dong immediately.

When he sat in the taxi, Qi Zai's mind was blank, for Mai Dong, it was a relationship that was born from the dependence of each other when he was young, or it was not an exaggeration to say that the emotional dependence was not an exaggeration. It overrides love and struggles desperately in the gray area of family affection and love. He is similar to Mai Dongtai, two people who have lived under the same roof for nearly seven years, have similar families, have similar growth experiences, and even their living habits are influencing each other.

In the heart of the young Qi Zai, he felt that Mai Dong was his family in that home, and he subconsciously wanted to protect Mai Dong well, just like protecting his own shadow.

Qi Zai resolutely opposed Mai Dong going abroad, but Mai Dong, as the party concerned, went willingly, without any complaints, and his anger and reluctance were not worth mentioning in the eyes of the girl. Therefore, he was young and vigorous, angry, angry, resentful, and spoke ill of each other...... Finally, in a fit of rage, he agreed to his grandfather to study in the UK.

But for a long time, Qi Zai lived uncomfortably and painfully, and he didn't want Mai Dong to leave him. But gradually, he seemed to clearly understand that Mai Dong wanted to stay away from that family, including him who belonged to that family. Therefore, Mai Dong built a transparent protective film for himself, separating them as if he were nothing.

He knew that Mai Dong would not be happy by his side, he would still be cautious, still smiling, and he would completely erase the closest to the real Mai Dong that he had ever been lucky enough to see.

Is this what he wants? No, he doesn't.

When he arrived at Mai Dong's "residence", through the narrow glass on the iron door, he saw Mai Dong sitting in the corner with his knees crossed. Her eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, and she couldn't stir up the slightest ripple when she stirred it vigorously, without any expression, without joy or worry, without joy or sorrow, as if time had no meaning to her.

Qi was asking ** to open the door, ** was unwilling, and cowardly said that he was not the attending doctor and had no right to open the door.

Qi Zai's eyes were red, clutching the clothes of the young female nurse in front of him, looking like a cannibal.

**Frightened, she cried loudly, "Can't let it go, she's going to kill, she's crazy, she's going to kill people......"

"Shut up!" Qi was throwing down **, and Yu Guang saw Mai Dong in the corner, covering his face, and crawled stiffly under the bed. Thinking that he heard their movements outside the door, Qi Zai almost dragged ** away, staring at ** with red eyes, so frightened that ** didn't say a word, sobbing and staggering to follow Meng Ya.

Finally entering the room, Qi Zai took a light step, his tall body was lowered and lowered, and finally parallel to the half-meter-high bed.

"Mai Mai, Mai Mai, I'm Qi Zai, I'm here," Mai Dong didn't react, his whole body was so thin that he could see the dark blue blood vessels through his skin, "I'm back." ”

Mai Mai finally ignored him, and even the gentle words and smiles with estrangement God had to take it back.

Qi Zai was still gentle, like a father facing his child who was about to fall asleep, gently coaxing, dotingly shaking, repeating over and over again: "Mai Mai, I'm here, I'm back." ”

But the body huddled in the shadows, like a ball, used its limbs to protect its vital points, not listening, not looking, not moving, not thinking.

Qi Zai had no choice in the end, and he crawled under the hospital bed, but as soon as he got closer, Mai Dong's shaking became more and more obvious, and in the end, he could even hear the sound of Mai Dong's gums fighting each other.

"Mai Mai, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

His language was so pale that he couldn't even think of anything from the past that he could sacrifice to offer.

He finally tasted retribution, because of his so-called self-esteem, for more than three years, because he had not lost his anger at the beginning, occasionally the two of them talked on the phone, but because of his awkwardness, the atmosphere was particularly embarrassing, and he regretted it after hanging up the phone; Later, because Mai Dong finally had another man standing next to him, he suddenly felt that he had lost his position.

In short, in the years when the two of them were separated by thousands of miles of studying abroad, the annual ring drew three circles, and the distance was several light years away. And he gradually understood, and gradually let go......