I don't know what kind of force made Zhang Beichen, who only graduated from junior high school, stumble to write these thousands of words, even if he was forced to write an essay by a teacher at school, he never exceeded a thousand words, and many of them were copied from it casually in a book. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I guess it's a relationship that I personally experienced.

Several times he wrote, Zhang Beichen had to stop, and he needed to work hard to calm the churning thoughts in his heart before he could put his fingers firmly on the keyboard. Otherwise, those trembling hands would not have been able to knock out a complete sentence.

From the afternoon to the evening, he finally struggled to write down what he wanted to say.

Although it does not have the enviable writing and superb rhythm skills that can write the ups and downs of the story, some of the emotions contained in it made Zhang Beichen almost cry after writing. This strange performance, which is different from the usual, can't help but attract the surprised eyes of the familiar companions next to him.

"Beichen, what's wrong, is your wife dead?"

"Fatty, you're just dead, I'm so moved to cry by what I wrote, what do you know stupidly!"

"Cut, it's good that my mother is dead, so that no one cares about me at all, like now, I have to pay a few hundred yuan back every month to prove that I am still alive."

Hearing his companion's complaints, Zhang Beichen suddenly stopped the urge to cry and laughed a little crazy.

"Alive..... It turns out that all that is missing is the feeling of being alive...... Hahaha......"

For the first time, he felt that this place was actually like shit, so bad that no matter what the talent of the people who stayed here was, they would one day become shit, and it was only a matter of time.

And I'm afraid I'm already a piece of shit......

Looking at the dirty and dim Internet café, the smoky miasma environment full of cigarette butts and garbage, and the rotten and musty smell emanating from the body of everyone sitting in it, recalling the normal life that used to be, Zhang Beichen couldn't help but lower his head a little self-deprecatingly, and re-edited a few paragraphs after the answer he had just written.

"In fact, everyone knows that staying here will eventually become like Xiao Hei, either completely losing himself and going completely crazy, or he has realized that desperate fact and is ready to flee from here in fear. It's just a pity that most people are reluctant to give up this comfortable life without pressure until the results appear, and they don't know how to make trade-offs until they finally see their hopes dashed. At this time, many people can't actually go back, not because they don't have the money to go back, but because they have no courage and motivation to change themselves, so they can only continue to stay here and watch themselves slowly rot. Here, I've seen too many guys who spend all their money, even if they have a little money, they just go to gambling, female tickets, and poisoning and spend all of them......"

In fact, we have also had dreams, and we also yearn for that kind of bright and self-disciplined life with a future, but most of us can't persevere for various reasons, give up the belief and hope of continuing to work hard, and leave the original normal life. We also feel very sorry and helpless for Xiao Hei to face such a result. But even if there is a choice, most people will still end up here, because there are not many places for us to go, and staying here at least does not feel out of place. I don't want to show off anything, write down the events here and what happened to Xiao Hei, I just hope that people who see this story, after laughing and disdain, can think about their past, their own present, their own future, and know what kind of choices can cause such a result......"

"Actually, I'm very grateful for the requests of my parents now, if it weren't for these things behind the scenes, I'm afraid I would be even worse than I am now. At least there is no worry about eating and drinking, there is a place to sleep, there is a bombardment, there is an Internet, and sometimes I can save some money to go to the bustling Guannai to have a dashing meal, which is good for people like me. But there should still be unwillingness in my heart, otherwise I wouldn't have written these things, so I hope that I can encourage you to wait for the next time I appear again, I have already left here, and I will never have to come back! ”

Yes, after watching the video posted by Liang Yufa and finding out why he became like this, Zhang Beichen already plans to say goodbye to the past.

For him, although there is no chance to start over in life, he can choose the path he wants to take in the future. In the past, he was just afraid that his efforts would be useless, struggling but not seeing any hope, and after going around and around, he finally walked back to the old path, so he didn't want to change himself, and he didn't dare to have his own ideas and goals. But now, he found that the things that scared him weren't really a big deal.

The shocking sight of thousands of people shouting "get out" in unison made him truly realize that as long as you don't take them seriously, they're a piece of fart. In front of the power awakened in everyone's heart, they can only be scared.

Maybe after I go back, I have to face the harsh criticism of my parents, or maybe after working hard for a while, I still find that I still have nothing to achieve.

But at least he knows that his future should never be like this, and he can only watch himself slowly decay day by day, and finally become a walking corpse without a goal of faith.

Having experienced first-hand what the most unmotivated life is like, he at least understands how precious and cherished that normal life is for him, and it's time to muster up the courage to face life's troubles again.......

Zhang Beichen, who clenched his fists, stood up and left the Internet café without looking back, leaving this comfortable place where he had lived for several years, without a trace of nostalgia in his heart.

It's just that what Zhang Beichen didn't expect was that not long after he wrote down this experience, he was immediately taken by the editor who was forced to take a fancy to it, and it was included as one of the main contents of the daily newspaper.

No one can refuse such powerful words, it is not just a matter of skill, jokes and suspense that can attract attention, compared to deliberately complicating a simple story, this is what can really touch people's hearts, ordinary, unpretentious, but sincere and great.

This is also the purpose of the establishment, to share their own valuable knowledge, experience, and insights with others, even in the eyes of the parties, these poor people, sad things, the vast majority of people in reality will not encounter. It's just a laugh-off after dinner, but for those who need it, it's an invaluable spiritual asset. Whenever you are at the lowest point in your life, when you are in the most difficult and powerless weak situation, you can think of it, and you can bring yourself the motivation and faith to continue to persevere.

This in itself is the greatest meaning and function of the existence of the story - to guide people upward!

It doesn't matter if it's motivating or spurring.

In just a few days, the content of Zhang Beichen's anonymous answer has received thousands of likes and more than hundreds of messages from enthusiastic netizens, and even a few well-wishers decided to help Xiao Hei, who had gone crazy, to return to a normal life after discovering that this was the real thing.

But this is all for later, for Liang Yu, he saw the changes he hoped for.