Chapter 5 Know Your Sorrow
"Ye Zi, do you really want to be with Teacher Su?"
"Xiao Yu, he is the beloved of my life, without him, how can Ye Li be complete. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Ye Zi, you've read too many novels, although I don't have a deep contact with Teacher Su, but my classmates like him, such a man shouldn't be bad, I support you." Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, Ye Zi's happy smile every day makes people feel that she has nothing to do with sorrow, but as long as people close to her will find that the optimistic leaves also have sorrow, but they will not show it, she is emotional but not easy to be emotional, and the road to her heart is narrow, widened and narrowed.
There were only two customers left in the store, Ye Li and Tang Liangyu, Aunt Fang sat next to them and chatted with them, looking at Ye Li with loving eyes: "Xiao Yezi, the more Auntie looks at you, the more she thinks that you are a good match with Xiao Su, which is really pleasing." ”
Ye Li was ashamed, drinking tea to hide his embarrassment.
"Auntie, I also think that although Mr. Su is very handsome and tall, the leaves are also beautiful now, and they have grown a lot taller, and it must be a beautiful scenery for the two of them to walk together." Tang Liangyu longed for himself and couldn't extricate himself from his fantasies.
Although Ye Li likes to hear others say that there is no disharmony between her and Su Geyan, but... Cover your face and say too much, you will be shy and unnatural.
"Xiao Su likes to come to my aunt to eat, when he was very young, I remember that it should be about the fifth or sixth grade of primary school, every day with a big schoolbag, come here to eat, always eat silently alone, at first I didn't pay much attention, and then he came more often, my aunt found that he was alone, a person came silently, and left silently, a very quiet boy, the aunt tried to talk with him, but he just didn't want to speak, always lowered his head, buried all his heart in his heart, Such a child is really pitiful. Aunt Fang said very seriously, Ye Li listened very seriously, Aunt Fang was reminiscing about the past, and Ye Li was listening to the story, the hero in the story was called Su Geyan, how could she not listen carefully to understand the past she didn't know about him.
"Aunt Fang, wait, I want to talk to you about this topic alone." Ye Li stood up and said apologetically in the direction of Tang Liangyu: "Xiaoyu, can you forgive me?" ”
"Go, I'll sit here and wait for you." Tang Liangyu picked up the tea on the table and drank it leisurely.
I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I don't want too many people to know about his dark place, it's good for me to know, because Ye Li and Su Geyan are together, not outsiders, those unpleasant things will fly away, but I want to know its weight before it is blown away by the wind.
followed Aunt Fang to the lounge of the store, Ye Li was a little nervous and looking forward to it, his mood was the same as the moment when the college entrance examination results came out not long ago, he was afraid to hear the bad aspects, but he forced himself to listen, and if he didn't listen, he would blame himself.
"Xiao Yezi, relax, Aunt Fang is not an outsider, don't be too restrained." Taking the water cup handed by Aunt Fang, Ye Li's expression relaxed a lot.
"Xiao Su, this child, now the changes are really much bigger than when I was a child, I always didn't like to talk when I was a child, and I thought he had autism, and then I slowly got along with him, only to know that Xiao Su knew everything, but he didn't like to talk, such a young child, but he had such a keen feeling, and his heart was heavy on that face that obviously did not match his age, and it would take a lot of pain to become like that." Maybe it was a certain Gen Xuan who touched her heart, and Aunt Fang's tone was not as cheerful as before.
"Aunt Fang, does he, have no parents?" After asking this sentence, my heart felt like I had been pricked with a needle, and it felt like a stinging sensation.
"No, but it's pretty much the same." Hearing 'no', Ye Li's hanging heart let go, but 'almost' lifted his heart again.
Speaking slowly, Aunt Fang's next words were even more shocking.
"There is a father without a mother, my mother died in the fourth grade, Xiao Su said that his father killed his mother, when he said this, I saw the indelible sorrow in his eyes and the indelible hatred when he gritted his teeth, I asked why, but he never said, only said that Su Derui was a murderer, a murderer who ruined his happiness, and when he grew up, he never mentioned his father, and still came to his aunt to eat, still eating with an expressionless face." After a pause, he adjusted his mood, held Ye Li's hands, and looked at the child's lowered face, the air was full of sadness.
Slowly speaking, Ye Li didn't dare to raise his head, afraid that Aunt Fang would see her crying red eyes: "Aunt Fang, is he crying?" ”
"No, that kid is very stubborn, never sheds tears, maybe he is disheartened, the tears have secretly dried up, I have never seen him cry, pretending to be strong, it is distressing." Gently hugged Ye Li's body, and patted his back again and again: "Child, you are different from him, he is a glacier, then you are the greenhouse effect, you must be able to melt it all, at least I can see a small part of him melting, because it is you, a child named Ye Li who saved Su Geyan, and Su Geyan may be waiting for Ye Li's salvation." ”
His face was buried in Aunt Fang's arms for a long time, and he looked up at Aunt Fang with teary eyes, and asked with a sob, "Can I?" ”
"Yes, in the words of you young people, it is positive energy, and Ye Zi has positive energy in you that can dissipate the haze in his heart."
Tang Liangyu saw Ye Li's red and swollen eyes, although he was worried, he didn't know what to say, sighed, and went back to school hand in hand.
After Xia Luo learned the news of Ye Li's skipping class, he wanted to run out to find her, but was stopped by Ren An, who laughed at him: "The two girls go out to play together, what are you doing nonsense." "After thinking about it, too, it is really detrimental to the image of a big man who follows two girls as a follower, so let's sit in the classroom and read with peace of mind.
"Small fish. You go back to school first, I won't go back, I have something to go to a place, if I haven't come back from school, you remember to tell Brother Tianluo to let him go home by himself without waiting for me to go. ”
"Okay, be careful on the road, then I'll go back to school."
"Hmm."
Tang Liangyu walked a few steps, turned back uneasily, and saw Ye Li driving away from the rough car, kicking the small gravel under his feet, Ye Zi, it seems that he is really important.
The car drove into a villa area, and the car was not allowed to enter, Ye Li asked for the driver's number, took out the pass from his bag, walked in, and looked up, and the familiar building came into view.
Took out the key, clicked, entered the door, the house was very clean and tidy because of the aunt's regular cleaning, looking around the room, it seemed to see Su Geyan's figure in this house.
Look, I've come to see you, although you don't know, it's the first time I've come back after we've been apart for two years, and it's your nest, and I'm wondering if this will be my nest in the future.
Yan, it's been almost a year since you left, so fast, I thought I couldn't wait, it turns out that I can also wait, it turns out that my perseverance is also very deep, I am still young, I can wait for you for many years.
Slid his hand over the furnishings in the room, very gently, went upstairs, and came to Su Geyan's room, the room was as dark as ever, at that time I only thought it should belong to the color of the man's world, now I think about it, how can this be the color of the man's world, this is his color, he wants to express his heart, forgive me, so dull.
Pull open the curtains and let in the sunlight to add warmth to the room, but how can the sadness of the full house dissipate.
At this time, I want to hear his voice, listen to his voice calling for himself.
"Teacher Su, have you slept?"
Su Geyan belongs to the type of light sleep, he will wake up at the slightest movement, and he grabbed his mobile phone with hazy eyes and looked at it, thinking that who would find something to disturb him in the middle of the night, it turned out to be a little guy.
"I haven't slept yet, it's not very late here." Hearing his hoarse voice, he covered his phone, coughed a few times, and lied just to reassure her, understanding her too well, if she was woken up by a ringtone, then the phone that could chat for a minute at most was forced to hang up.
"I'm at your house." Smelling the faint smell of his own person on the quilt made him feel very comfortable, at least his heart was not so tingling.
"Why do you run so far, remember to come back early when you go home, don't come back until dark, it's dangerous for girls to go out alone, you know?" It's really a worry-free child, getting out of bed and walking to the calendar to look at the date, and a year has passed, a long and difficult time.
"I just missed you, so come and see, and I'll be gone in a while."
"Comrade Ye Li, will you regret wasting your years waiting for an old man?"
"I study very hard, and I run every day very seriously, so it's not a waste of time, high school is the same as junior high school, and school is not allowed to fall in love, so it's a good thing for me to wait for you, and I'm motivated not to fall in love."
The glutinous sound in my ears can always calm down my impetuous heart.
"That's good."
"Yes, I'm a good boy." Ye Li stretched his waist and felt comfortable, "Teacher Su, the first time I entered the house, do you know what I was thinking?" ”
"Huh?"
"I'm thinking about you."
"Silly boy." My heart is so soft that I can't do it.
"Do you know what I'm thinking the second time?"
"It's a hard question."
"I'm wondering, the owner of this house is now Su Geyan, will there be a day when the real estate certificate says that Su Geyan and Ye Li are jointly owned."
"Yes." But it's not all.
"I'm recording, don't go back, but there is evidence."
"Su Geyan will never go back on what he said."
"When you come back, let's talk face to face, I have a lot to say to you."
"Okay." Hanging up the phone, Su Geyan rubbed his eyebrows, took a black signature pen and carefully drew a circle on the calendar, I will be back soon, wait, wait and we can meet again, it's not that I can't go back to see her, but I'm afraid that I will give up the idea of going abroad when I go back, I have been in the United States for so long, and I am learning knowledge all the time, just to be able to complete my studies as soon as possible and return to China early.
Carefully checked the doors and windows, and after making sure that they were all closed, he locked the door, Ye Li looked back at this house deeply, I will come again, this is my home, our home.