25, about Tao Xia's life experience
When Gu Qing, Ah Tan, and Song Ci and I left the police station, although Song Ci already knew the whole thing, he looked at me, Gu Qing, and Ah Tan, and always had a feeling that he was watching a love triangle, and his intuition told me that no matter how we look now, it looks like I am the third party. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
So, I didn't care so much about explaining, I looked at Song Ci, my cheeks began to be a little shy, and I muttered: "Thank you for helping today, I will pay you back when I have your money together." ”
Song Ci leaned on the car door with one hand, looking at my face with a smile that wanted to be welcomed, he spoke, "Okay! I'll wait for you. Then, with his whole body flashed into the car, he stepped on his vermilion sports car and left.
After Song Ci left, Ah Tan gave me a thumbs up next to him, and he said, "Gu Mian, you are my idol, heroine, do you know?" You're the only girl I've ever seen who has succeeded in playing Cinderella. ”
I ignored him with a blank look, and dragged Gu Qing home with my arm.
I still remember the first time I went to Mansion No. 7, that night Tao Xia and I were beaten by Zhao Wenhai, when we walked out of the mansion, we were sitting on a cold step, I was drowsy, Tao Xia told me a story, about her own story, but I was dizzy at that time I couldn't remember what Tao Xia told me, later, I asked many times, and took the opportunity to get her drunk, she retold the story to me intermittently.
It was a cold winter, so cold that it ate my heart, Taoxia's hometown was in the Northeast, every season, there was always a mountain of snow outside, and every time I went to a season with snow, it was another year to pass.
At that time, Momoxia was only an eight or nine-year-old child, probably the same grade as me. At that time, Momoxia always liked to curl herself up in the closet, and then bury herself with a mountain of clothes, and she could stay in it for a day at most, not that Momoxia really wanted to stay inside, but her mother, her weak mother, told her, "Let's play a game, play a game and not be found by anyone." "But, Momoha thinks! You can't hide the wardrobe every time, and every time your mother can't find her, so the game won't be fun.
So, that day, Momoxia crawled out of the mess of clothes, this time, she used her ingenuity to hide herself in a conspicuous place, so that she could not only observe when her mother came, but also make it easier for her to find herself, how witty.
But that day, the young Taoxia, through the narrow gap, saw not the figure of her mother coming to her, what she saw was the scene of her father coming back from drinking outside, punching and kicking her mother, no wonder, there are always big and small black greens on her mother, and she always lied to herself that she accidentally spilled ink on herself.
Who said that children should be young and ignorant, and they can't always use the judgment of adults to measure the thinking and understanding of children, Taoxia This is the first time to see her father beating her mother so brutally, but it is not the first time she knows about it, only at a very young age, she can sense, sense that her father does not love her and does not love her mother, she can also judge, judge that her mother has also been hurt, but she has never seen it with her own eyes.
It's just that day, what Tao Xia saw, but it was different from the beating on weekdays, that day, the emaciated mother could no longer stand her husband's drunken violence against herself, she finally lost control, she rushed into the kitchen, grabbed a kitchen knife, focused on her husband, and then, viciously pounced. Yes, she forgot the fact that she was a thin mother, where did she beat her huge and burly husband in front of her!
As for what happened next? Later, the police came, there was a big pool of blood in the house, the mother was lying quietly in a pool of red blood, and the father was tortured and kneeled in the corner by a group of policemen, at this time they found out that in the corner of the living room, there was Taoxia who had been squatting in the corner to witness the whole process, and the whole process of the father brutally cutting off the mother 26 times.
All this happened in front of Taoxia's eyes, she was completely stunned, she didn't cry, no tears, just quietly walked in front of her mother, and saw the blood splashed on her face, there was an unprecedented peace, but her eyes were still open, as if she clearly found that she could finally be freed, but she remembered that she still had an eight-year-old daughter who still needed her to take care of, so she refused to look at death.
At the barbecue stand at midnight, Momoxia finally told me the fact for the second time, this time I was not drunk and did not fall asleep, but she was drunk and unconscious, heartbroken.
Accompanying me to listen to this story is also Ah Tan, he sat next to Tao Xia, and it was the first time he knew about Tao Xia, before, Tao Xia never said his own things, so, in Ah Tan's eyes, the definition of Tao Xia has always been deeply hidden, but today, hearing such a sad and compassionate thing, Ah Tan's heart finally felt sorry for Tao Xia.
Later, Tao Xia fell asleep on the table, Ah Tan and I were silent, and finally, Ah Tan forcibly poured two bottles of wine from himself, and the empty wine bottles slammed on the table, as if he was venting his discomfort for Tao Xia, and then muttered carefully, "How strong you have to be to live without heart and lungs, without a trace of tears." ”
Ah Tan's words reminded me in an instant, I have never seen her cry uncomfortably since I have known Taoxia for so long, I only remember that she will always have a hippie smile in my mind, but I never thought that she just never took off her disguise.