Chapter 23: Confession
Hongdingfang was prosperous for a while and then calmed down, Lian Sheng was happy to accept the current situation, he has always had the preparation for the beginning of everything, knowing that the good times at the beginning actually have little to do with him, he will eventually face his own ability, and he has never slackened off for a while, so the situation quickly stabilized after falling back for a while. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 infoHe washed his face by the pool on a exhausted spring afternoon, changed his clothes, went to the front shop to chat with people, smoked - he was smoking now, and it was inevitable that he would deal with people, and every day since the beginning of the year was enough for him. He almost only rested for an hour during the day, and then he had to go back until late at night, so busy that he didn't feel it at all after the days passed, and the time he met Xiaodong was already in May.
Mr. Tang is not bad, he lost half of Guisheng and got another Xiaodong. This young man is a malleable talent, his mind is active, and he is on the road, and Mr. Tang sent him to the top of some things that could not erase his face at the critical moment, which was naturally not a good errand, and most of the time he had to touch a nose of ash, although he was not very happy, but for the sake of Mr. Tang often providing him with help, he could only help him. That time, the person who was originally going to take over a batch of Mr. Tang's goods didn't plan to cooperate because of Mr. Tang's reasons, and Mr. Tang threw this difficult bone to Xiaodong to do. Xiaodong made an appointment to meet, and at noon he invited guests to dinner, at that time it was not far from Hongdingfang, people said to go to Hongdingfang, he could only agree - he was also afraid of meeting Lian Sheng, thinking that he had always sincerely taken him as a friend, but he turned his back again and again, he really didn't know how to face him, so when he saw Lian Sheng coming in from outside, he turned his face avoidantly...... "Hey, Xiaodong!" …… Mr. Shen, hello! Lian Sheng still saw them and came to say hello, he knew Mr. Shen who was with Xiaodong, no wonder people wanted to come to Hongdingfang for dinner, Mr. Shen also said, "What, Master Zhao and Mr. Gu know each other?" "Xiaodong is my friend." Lian Sheng smiled, seeing that their style was that Xiaodong had something to ask Mr. Shen for help, so he handed over two cigarettes and said by the way, "Xiaodong is young, Mr. Shen takes care of it." Xiaodong said "oh", smiled, patted him on the shoulder, said hello to Mr. Shen and went inside. That meal Xiaodong had been eating uneasily, Mr. Tang's matter was solved, and Mr. Shen said, "Mr. Gu, I am for your sake." "In fact, everyone knows who sees the face.
After sending Mr. Shen away, Xiaodong really couldn't help but go to Lian Sheng, he had been out for a long time, and he had already cultivated an old face, seeing the wind and making the rudder, and being false and wronged, but he just couldn't cross the hurdle of Lian Sheng in Su Youling's matter, for so long, Lian Sheng has been blocking his chest, and sometimes he can't breathe through it. By the time of this day he had decided to tell him clearly, that he wished he would never recognize him as a friend! When Lian Sheng came out, Xiaodong was still smoking with his back to him, he smiled and punched him in the back, "Xiaodong, is business doing well now!" Xiaodong "belched" a smile, a sentence of "don't laugh at me...... buried his head in dusting the ashes and thought about it, or called him "Brother Liansheng", he made up his mind to vomit today, and then ended the psychological torment he was carrying. But his mind was too chaotic, and he didn't know where to start even if he combed through the things of the past year or so, he turned his head away in annoyance, but he said about Mr. Shen today, "You don't have to help me just now...... That's Mr. Tang's business......" Thinking about it, he added a sentence "Youling is with him now......" Lian Sheng was stunned for a moment, he didn't realize anything when he heard Mr. Tang at first glance, Xiaodong mentioned Su Youling, he suddenly remembered Gui Sheng's friend surnamed Tang, as if it was what Awang told him that time. He didn't understand why this matter involved Xiaodong again, he asked Xiaodong, Xiaodong sighed and started from the source of the matter, that is, when he met Su Youling, she asked Gui Sheng to help him...... In fact, he said it quite clearly and clearly, things developed step by step, controllable and uncontrollable, whoever is a bastard is innocent. And these now sound like a long story of the Arabian Nights that are indigestible, and they are irresistibly pressed on his head, and his whole person is unbearable...... He blindly lit a cigarette and smoked, he was quite calm, and he suppressed everything for a long time, without saying a word, but at the end he still talked about Mr. Shen's matter, "Today's matter, I will see you before you tell me this, and then I will see her for her sake, whether it is you or her, I will not follow the downfall of the surnamed Tang." He left absolutely, what Xiaodong said, he had heard and heard, what else to pursue? Anyone who tells him about her is a harsh torture of him, in those stories someone helped her and someone hurt her, she may be intentional or innocent, the key is where is he? As the person closest to her, where was he when those things happened? Does he really care about her, does he really know her later? He doesn't hate Xiaodong, everyone has their own way, they are friends when they have similar personalities, and it doesn't matter if they don't have the same temperament, just don't mention this person. But this time he recognized a fact: in fact, the story of him and her existed in Hongkou, in that confused life that seems to have not yet begun, and the fireworks were as short as a moment, and in the blink of an eye, they branched into the stories of the two people. He admits that he was really estranged from her later, so he has no right to comment on her story after Hongkou.
That day Xiaodong left very relaxed, but also with a deep unbearable wound, he talked to him, and was completely flattened by him, he has always been a gentleman, and he has suppressed the heart of revenge in such things, in fact, he would rather be accused by him of being dumped by him, the more he said such things, the more this attitude blocked his heart! A live assault on him! He threw his clothes on the chair in front of Mr. Tang and sat down to smoke. "How's it going?" Mr. Tang glanced at it, and Xiaodong said "oh", "It's ...... talked" "Then your face...... The young people came from behind, huh? Mr. Tang leaned back in his chair with a sigh of relief, smiled and lit a cigarette, Xiaodong decided to make it clear to him, "People don't look at my face...... This matter was negotiated in Hongdingfang...... "When he saw Mr. Tang, he must have understood a little, so he continued, "He didn't know at first, but he said hello for me, and then he found out - I guess it's the end with me." You don't have to worry, he won't fall on your stage, I believe in what he says, and I hope you respect him......" He said and got up to leave, Mr. Tang leaned back in his chair, his cigarette between his fingers, and forgot that he had lit a large section of cigarette ash and "fluttered" and fell...... Mr. Shen's ticket was very thoughtful this time, based on a strange concept among men: a friend's face can be thrown at will, but the opponent's account must be bought.
After Xiaodong confided the truth to Lian Sheng, he felt brisk at that time, and was ready to part ways, he proudly boasted that even if he was a bastard and a villain, he would not do anything to his friends! He decided to break off with Lian Sheng, but he still couldn't stop feeling sad, after all, he was one of the few people he looked up to. He had been out drinking with a group of fox friends on a dreary and noisy May night, and had drunk until midnight, and was out of shape—and it was the first time he had indulged in such indulgence, and that day he was in such a bad mood that he had drunk until the shop closed, and then he staggered out and was separated from the people on the side of the street. Lian Sheng saw him at night, but he didn't intend to greet him, so he hurried by in the rickshaw, and turned around after a while—Xiaodong sat alone on the side of the street, where there was no light, and it happened to be the darkest place between the two street lamps, and his bag and clothes were thrown on the ground in frustration, his face buried in his knees, and he didn't know if he was drunk and unconscious. He helplessly shouted to stop the rickshaw, came down and walked towards him, stood in front of him for a moment, sighed and couldn't stand it, reached out and grabbed one of his arms, pulled him up and stood still, leaned over and picked up the clothes on the ground and shook it twice. "Where to stay?" He asked, and he was too drunk to remember the address, so he exhaled deeply, and decided to send him home. Halfway through the rickshaw, he seemed to be more sober, and he also recognized Lian Sheng, and said some contradictory things to him, saying that Mr. Tang had helped him, and then saying that the hooligan surnamed Tang had made a means to restrain him, and he hated himself for being incompetent, and later talked about Su Youling, saying that Mr. Tang treated her very well, and said that Mr. Tang beat her, and one ear scraper was ruthless enough...... Lian Sheng said "don't talk about it......" irritably, and he knocked on the armrest of the car and vomited, and he watched coldly...... He talked a lot about this way, the bitterness of being outside, the difficulty of no one to help, and regret and helplessness, he also said some presumptuous words about Su Youling, Lian Sheng listened to it in his heart, and was silent all the way, I don't know if he was based on guilt, or if he originally had such intentions, and at this moment he could only be his wine, interrupted with a sentence of "...... drank too much", pulled down the car and returned the people and things to Mrs. Gu.
In the middle of the night, Mrs. Gu came out with a "yo" sound, after a year to see Lian Sheng at this time, she was quite surprised and had a strange feeling, she had already heard about him and Su Youling, she couldn't imagine that he would come over, she couldn't help but shout to him with a different mood, "Lian Sheng is Nong......" He nodded "belched", and gave the people and clothes in his hand to Mrs. Gu, "He drank too much, I saw ...... halfway" Mrs. Gu was busy taking over and thanking her, Lian Sheng didn't say anything, a sentence of "...... gone" Immediately Gu Zi left - he was physically and mentally exhausted after a busy day, and he was tossed by Xiaodong at noon and in the middle of the night, and the state at this time was cold, Mrs. Gu couldn't help but sigh, and the next day Zhang Luo Xiaodong talked about it at breakfast, not without a sense of the world's hot and cold, "Originally, it was half a son-in-law, and the two of them were separated - what are the same." It's no wonder that he is confused, it is Youling who is confused...... "Xiaodong listened beside him, and the rice was pounded properly, and he dropped the dishes and chopsticks and left with a muffled sound halfway through eating.
In fact, Xiaodong vaguely remembered some things after drinking, and the rest was irrelevant, the key was that the absurd thoughts about Su Youling that he said in front of Lian Sheng were really unbearable after he woke up. He went to Lian Sheng again, and said straight to the point, "I'm sorry for last night's incident", "Some things are my fool's dream, I'm too a bastard." He said this and left, even with his hands in his pockets, and said nothing with cold eyes, and then turned around and left.
Since then, Xiaodong has become a bit profligate and indulgent, drinking, gambling, and sometimes laughing with dancers, Su Youling and Mr. Tang have met when they go out dancing. She got up to call him, but was stopped by Mr. Tang, who smoked and laughed, "People are not romantic teenagers, men always want to play on the spot...... Don't call him on some occasions. Although she couldn't stand it, she also felt that Mr. Tang was reasonable, and it was too rash to call him at this time, so she sat back hesitantly, thinking about it and unwillingly reached out to pinch Mr. Tang, "It's all crooked...... Look what you have taken him into! ”