Chapter Twenty-Three: Rock-Solid Determination
In front of me is Yingcui and the others are constantly shaking, my ears are full of crying, upsetting crying, I want to jump up and curse this annoying crying, I want to yell that the old lady is not dead, what are you crying!
I will never die so easily, and even if I do, I will never easily forgive those who want to kill me. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
In the midst of my drowsiness, my body suddenly lightened, and I was picked up from the cold ground. The warm embrace made me curl up like a kitten, clinging to the source of warmth, a broad, hot chest. This reminds me that when I was a child in school, I forgot to bring an umbrella, and when I saw that the sky was getting darker and the raindrops were getting heavier, I rushed into the rain desperately, and my whole body was immediately drenched from head to toe by the cold rain.
As a result, after I had not run a few steps, I met my mother, who had come to pick me up, who was still very young and radiant. After seeing the rain dripping down my hair, she did not hesitate to hold me in her arms, and I gradually warmed up in her warm embrace, hugging my mother, as if holding a stove.
What a nostalgia!
Mom, are you back? Did you come back to see me?
I knew that you would not be willing to leave me alone in this world. Really, like your old man, my father, why is he so ruthless, after he left, he didn't even come to see me once, even in a dream, let me shout and cut my throat, he refused to come out to see me. Even if he is dead, he also wants to exercise my strong will? Is he really my father?
It turned out that my heart was so fragile that I overestimated my ability to face danger without panicking. After a rain of arrows, I had nightmares all the time, always dreaming of a rain of arrows in the sky, weaving into a big net and falling towards me, and I had nowhere to escape. I think that all my life, in my lifetime, I will be tormented by this nightmare of arrow rain from time to time.
I fell ill with excessive fear, I kept talking in a fever and sleep, my body was cold and hot, it was so cold that when I was cold, I felt like I had fallen into an arctic ice cave, my tongue in my mouth was frozen and stiff, and then my body began to freeze layer after layer, constantly frozen, and before I lost the strength of my last breath, my body seemed to be thrown into the magma of hell, and the hot breath filled my chest, as if it was going to burn my internal organs, my throat was already smoking, and all the breath in my trachea was scorching flames, I won't stop until I burn my body.
In the midst of the dire situation, my body was no longer like my body, and in the midst of death and life, I felt as if I had really come to hell and suffered.
In the 30 years I have lived in this world, I have never done anything that harms others and benefits myself, and the work I have done is also a chivalrous thing to petition for the people to eliminate violence and peace. Even if the soul pierces Dali, it will not harm anyone. It's hard to succeed because I occupy Chang's body, so I have to suffer like this, so unwilling!
I can't help but occupy other people's bodies, but I am not willing, although I was shot in this life, but I am obviously wearing body armor, and I am not dead, why do I wear my soul. O God! O earth! Somebody will save me! I'm really in pain right now, I'm dying.
I didn't get to meet the Da Luo Immortal who saved me, but I was lucky enough to lose consciousness when I was about to die in the most pain. By the time I woke up, it was three days later, and I felt like a century had passed, and both my body and my brain had lost their functioning. I looked even more stupid than the last time I was kicked in the head by a horse, and I didn't know where I was wandering when the people around me were talking to me.
After experiencing a sudden ordeal, I thought I would be sad and angry, but I found that I didn't resent Duan Hong, he just despised other people's lives for the sake of being able to live in this world. And for the imperial family, anyone's life is not as good as the emperor's position in their eyes. For the sake of that enchanting throne, they can kill their father and brother, or even give a bowl of poison to their own children, and all those who endanger their lives and thrones are no different from them like grass mustard ants.
In addition, it seems that because I don't have any feelings for Duan Hong, he will not cause me too much resentment towards me if he treats me like this. The reason why I got seriously ill was probably because I had never been so scared. I don't want to die in this strange world like this, and what worries me the most is that in this strange environment, in a strange world, there are crises everywhere, every step is frightening, and if you take a wrong step, you will fall into the bottomless abyss, and finally you can only end up with a broken end. And what scares me the most is that I am at a loss in this dangerous environment, everything here is unknown to me, I have no power to wield, only a brain that must be awake at all times.
After the last arrow rain incident, Yingcui said that Duan Hong had come to see me on the first day of my coma, and stood on my bedside with a very bad face, quietly, motionless, silently watching me all morning, without saying a word, without even blinking his eyes. On his body, there was a terrifying aura like a beast, and at that time, Yingcui felt that the expression on Duan Hong's face seemed to suddenly reach out and strangle me to death, and everyone was waiting anxiously from a distance.
Taohong said that she also felt that way at the time, and asked me why I offended Duan Hong? But then she said to me loyally: If Duan Hong really wants to be unfavorable to me at that time, she will definitely stand up and stand in front of me.
I remember that day, the sky was full of sharp arrows like dense raindrops, even if the peach stood in front of me, what was the use, it would just take a life in vain.
"Mother, what happened that night?"
"It's nothing, it's just that an assassin is coming to assassinate me. But fortunately, Shizi, he came in time to save me. “
"However, when His Royal Highness the Prince came to visit Niangniang, he looked so weird!"
"His Royal Highness the Prince should be scared."
"However, it has been two or three days since you woke up, and His Royal Highness the Prince has not come to see you once, which is unreasonable."
"Your Highness, he should be busy! I'm busy investigating the Assassin! “
"Mother.....s Mother"
Taohong wanted to continue to ask, but was stopped by Yingcui, Yingcui looked at me deeply, with a thoughtful expression on her face, and her eyes fluctuated very much, and then after hesitating for a while, she asked me in a low voice: "Niangniang, do you want to inform the master of your assassination." “
The old man in Yingcui's mouth should be Chang Lin's father Chang Qing, Yingcui is the person who came out of the Zhongguo Mansion, and she calls the Zhongguo Gong Chang Zhong the old lady.
I don't want to let the Zhongguo Duke know about my assassination, and there may be another hidden story in this, so for me, the fake Chang family, it is better not to contact the Zhongguo Mansion. Moreover, Yingcui and Peach Red have been hiding the stupid thing about Chang's head over there, and if they inform the assassin about it, it will definitely cause an uproar over there, and Chang's secret can't be kept, and it will be me who will be difficult to do at that time.
"This matter is better left to the prince to decide!"
When Yingcui heard me say this, she didn't say anything more and went down to help me prepare my meal. But after I woke up, my appetite was much worse, and a bowl of porridge sometimes took more than half an hour to drink.
However, I soon realized that this was not going to happen, and that I had to regain the physical strength and energy that had disappeared during my illness as soon as possible. Because after the arrow rain incident, I have made up my mind to leave the cage of Shizifu completely.
Duan Hong just suspected that Chang's identity was fake, so he wanted to get rid of her, such a killing decision can sit firmly in the country, but he must not be a good husband, don't expect him to let go of Chang's at all, he will definitely not have feelings for Chang's. And I will never fall in love with Duan Hong, who is as ruthless as a rock, the two of us, one of us will definitely die first, and the other will live in this world with peace of mind.
Unless I was lucky enough to be struck by lightning and my soul pierced back before I was done by Duan Hong, this is the best result. So I have to do my best to leave the Shizi Mansion, find a quiet and unoccupied place, and live as I want, while waiting for God's arrangement. Of course, I hope that the sooner I go back to the present world, the better, although I don't have any relatives in this life, but I still have colleagues in the police station, even if Li Lei, who is embarrassed by me everywhere and constantly picks thorns, is millions of times more cute and amiable than Duan Hong when I think about it now.
How long the little fish that are pressed under the cat's paws can live depends on the cat's mood; How long can I live if I am trapped in the Shizi Mansion, it depends on Duan Hong's mood!
The helplessness of fate being in the hands of others is really uncomfortable for his grandmother.
Now, I can only live if I leave the world of Shizifu. Even if you can't live openly, as long as you can survive.
My heart was as solid as a rock when I left, and after I made up my mind, I used the worst mood to look forward to the beautiful dream of chivalrous travel, and began to prepare for various things to escape.
The Shizi Mansion is impregnable and heavily guarded, but the tigers also have time to nap, so I plan to jump out of the west wall of the Shizi Mansion and escape while the guards are changing shifts. The key is to reach the distance of the west outer wall, to go through the inner and outer gardens, and I hope that no one will bump into it at that time.
The Nuanxiang Pavilion where I live is some distance away from the Shizi's dormitory, and it is located in the center of the inner garden of the Shizi's Mansion, so it is a little difficult to reach the perimeter of the outer wall, so it is best to jump out from the direction of the west outer wall closest to the Nuanxiang Pavilion. At this time, I have made up my mind that even if the Shizi Mansion is impregnable, I will poke a hole and escape from this four directions.