Chapter 14: Divided Love

Noon the day before the school festival。 Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Has Ito already decided on tomorrow's itinerary?"

"No, not yet!"

"Oh, really?"

I don't know why.,Everyone else didn't come today.,When Makoto came to the roof alone.,When I opened the door, I saw Fujino Sakura, who I hadn't seen in a while.。 She sat on a chair northwest of the door, eating a lonely luxurious lunchbox.

"How are you and Moment going?"

When Makoto didn't see Fujino Sakura, somehow she quietly became a good friend of Kiyoura, and it seemed that she would go to play together on her days off.

"It's still like that, there's not much progress."

That being said, in fact, it is only Cheng unilaterally resisting the continued progress! But why? Not only do I not hate the moment, but I still like it a little.

"You're really bad!"

Fujino Sakura cast a reproachful look straight at her, and she could see that she was really upset for the moment.

"Yes! I must be the worst person in the world! After all, even my very existence is a mistake! ”

It's not a joke, it was, it is, it will be, it will be in the future. From beginning to end, until the last moment when Makoto is gone forever, his thoughts will not change.

-- My existence is a mistake in the first place.

"Well, don't say that! Although you are a terrible person, you still have a good heart, and you are a very good person. Otherwise, I won't like you anymore. Not knowing whether to tell the truth or to comfort him, Fujino Sakura quietly looked at her front of herself and spoke calmly.

"Do you really think so? Thank you! However, I don't think so, didn't I still do something very excessive to you when we first met? You won't forget it all so quickly, will you! ”

Denying Fujino Sakura's words, Makoto picked up a cabbage and put it in his mouth without hurry, turning his head to look at Fujino Sakura.

"Really, don't let me think of nasty memories! You're the worst person you say! But don't deny yourself everything! Actually, you're a very good boy. If we hadn't met in that way, if we had met earlier, I might have been completely obsessed with you! ”

Half-joking, Sakura Fujino turned her head and spit out her little tongue with a mischievous smile.

"So, what now?"

"As you can see!"

"Is that so?"

"That's it!"

"You too, if I had met you earlier, maybe I wouldn't have become what I am now!" Looking at the sky, he opened his eyes wide and stared directly at the dazzling light emitted by the sun from countless light years away, and looked at the strange sight of the sun in his eyes, sometimes bright, sometimes dim, and smiled with satisfaction.

"Is that so?" Sakura Fujino's voice was weak, so small that Makoto thought it was an illusion.

"That's it!" In order to give Fujino Sakura affirmation, Makoto shifted his gaze to her. However, the place where the dark shadows gathered in the line of sight lowered their heads.

"That's right, thank you......"

"Huh? What did you say? ”

"I didn't say anything!"

All life has feelings, while some lives are considered to be emotionless beings. Either way, it's a stupidity, a kind of sadness! Because you can't do it, you give up, which is understandable! However, if you give up because you think "you can't do it", this kind of behavior is in itself the greatest betrayal of understanding, and it will never be forgiven.

-- Makoto, on the other hand, often takes a detour before the "victory."

"Ito, how about coming to see the theme activity in the class tomorrow?"

Before the last class in the afternoon, the world that came back from the outside was unusually a little lost and said this to Makoto.

"I'll stop by if I have time."

"Well, please!"

glanced at the world, and saw her low state It was really unbearable, and I couldn't help but ask: "Did something happen?"

The world did not look at sincerity, nor did it raise its head, but lowered its head deeper.

"In an instant, she just told me everything about you!"

The temples and bangs that fell as her head lowered covered the entire face of the world well, making it impossible to see what kind of face she was at the moment. But through her suppressed and trembling voice, you could feel her sadness and confusion now.

"Really? That's good! I was supposed to tell you, but when she became stubborn, she was very powerful! ”

"I won't say anything, I won't do anything! I believe that the world and the moment are close friends, both before and after...... Now let's cry a little and save the rest until we go home. However, be careful not to hurt your body! ”

Holding the left hand that the world was powerless to hang down, Makoto handed over something that could be used at such a juncture into her hands.

"It's noisy in the classroom, but it's better not to cry."

Without replying, the world silently took the tissue, nodded silently, and used it silently.

After school, Makoto was about to leave, but was wordlessly pulled by the world. After Makoto exchanged glances, she left the classroom first. Makono sat down and waited quietly, and after everyone in the class had left, the world spoke:

"Does Makoto know them all?"

"What do you mean by 'all'?"

Although I wanted to find out all of them, I was hesitant to do so. Just pretend to be stupid!

"My business! Makoto already understands my feelings. So why ......"

Suddenly raised, turned to Makoto, was the world's tearfully pale face full of tears.

There was once a saying that was once taken as the most truthful thing: the gentleness peculiar to boys is effective against girls at all times.

As it turns out, at the moment it is right. However, it is important to be gentle afterward......

"What are you talking about?" So be it.

"I, I...... I like you like that much! Why? Why didn't you respond to my thoughts? ”

It's like venting, but it's closer to roaring. Then, Makoto felt that the actual object did not seem to be him.

"There's nothing why! Didn't you say nothing to me too? Even if I know you like me, it's not my personal speculation at best, how do you want me to prove it? Besides, I haven't liked anyone, or now......"

It hurts, just now, and the position of the atrium in the chest hurts.

Is that proof?

Once, Makoto liked someone!

"Then now I tell you! Makoto, I like you! I've always liked you for a long time......"

"So what! What do you want from me, world? ”

"Socialize with me......"

"Don't you think it's too late?"

Unconsciously, the tone became colder and colder. By the time Makoto noticed, there was a bone-chilling chill in his gentle voice.

"Makoto, please......"

The face of the most fragile and lowly beggar of mankind has appeared in the face of the world, and there is no longer any self-esteem, but only a wretched desire for the only wish.

And to achieve this wish is the only solution that Makoto can think of.

What the beggar needs is not mercy, not understanding, but salvation......

And those who are not redeemed can only slowly become bad, either from the outside in or from the inside out!

This is a **** naked threat to him!

But in this regard, Makoto has no choice but to accept it silently.

Why, exactly?

Makoto can't just turn around and leave, he can't just leave the world alone.

"I like her too?"

No, it can't be!

A ridiculous idea came to Makoto's mind, but he immediately dismissed it.

So, why exactly......

Hugging can often make people calm and sober!

Why, Makoto doesn't know, but that's what he did to the world.

The world of Saionji is different from every girl he has embraced so far. It's just her, it's just her body that can't stop shaking. I don't know if it's because I'm excited, or I'm scared, or whatever.

The body that hugged the world, and after a sudden panic, she hugged him back. He pressed his head on Makoto's right shoulder, and the weight of his whole body fell on him. But her body is much lighter than it looks.

"Makoto!"

The world whispers in Makoto's ear.

"Let me stay by your side, too! Even if you're not a girlfriend, even if you don't like me, don't say no. Please, don't leave me again, I can't do without you. I really don't know what I'd become without you. So, don't shy away from my heart! I can give everything if it's for you......"

Cold, moist lips printed, and the next moment a small lilac tongue poked into Makoto's mouth. Handover, entanglement, teasing, sucking......

They hugged and kissed each other with their eyes closed, doing this kind of thing that only lovers would do in this simple classroom!

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Makoto immediately opened his eyes because he felt the sight! He noticed a small black shadow in the corner of his eye. Makoto turned his head to look at her, his body stiffening.

"Makoto, my first kiss has been dedicated to you. Don't forget to come to our maid cafΓ© tomorrow! After hugging and kissing, the world finally burst into laughter and cried, and changed back to that energetic and energetic girl.

It's nice - something, there's no room to think like that.

Why, why is she here at such a time......

She shouldn't still be in the hospital to heal her wounds, but......

No, it's good to be healed, but ......

- Why her?

- Why is she here?

For a moment, inexplicable confusion and fear occupied Makoto's whole body. However, on the surface, he is not exposed to the world, and Makoto feels that he is wearing a mask of hypocrisy again.

"The world seems to be seen......

Letting go of the world in his arms, Makoto pointed to the door of the classroom they were facing diagonally.

"Huh? Huh! Eh......"

Turning her head to see the long-haired black girl standing at the door of the classroom, she panicked, and this is exactly what Makoto wanted to see.

"Well, don't forget to make an appointment. So, Makoto, see you tomorrow! ”

The world didn't forget to tell him while sorting out the things he wanted to take home, and after cleaning up, he stood up and kissed Makoto lightly, and then quickly left with a mischievous smile.

It seems that the girl named Saionji World is really not good at dealing with accidents, and she is actually very shy!

I don't know why I was seriously injured when I was hit by a car, and I recovered very quickly. It's unbelievable that he's completely healed after he wakes up. It stands to reason that I can be discharged from the hospital after the injury is healed, but my mother is still not relieved and asks me to continue to stay in the hospital for observation.

When you are quiet, you have more time to think.

When you think about it, you get confused.

The more I think about it, the more confused I become.

Makoto Ito, the name of this completely unimpressed person is the root cause of my confusion.

Makoto Ito, I don't remember ever coming into contact with this person. But as long as I think of this person's name, I feel uncomfortable and panicked. I want to say something, but I can't say anything. And as long as it is pronounced, the little heart will ache faintly.

And for someone who would make me react that way, I don't think I really don't know him. So, that is, I have amnesia?

And yes, just forget about him!

His name, his face, everything about him......

Theoretically, if you are hit by a car and injure your brain, it may indeed cause memory loss, but the physical examination report is that everything is normal, and why is it him?

With all my doubts, I came to school. I'd like to talk to this guy named Makoto Ito, and I might be able to get the answer I want from him. With this in mind, I was able to overcome my heterophobia in an incredible way.

When I came to the class, everyone's attitude towards me changed a lot. Not only was I no longer excluded and isolated, but some people took the initiative to care for me. It always feels like everything has changed since the accident. The way everyone looked at me also changed, and they tried to communicate with the girl who took the initiative to come to condole, and the relationship was unexpectedly good.

For me before, it was like a dream!

Joy brought tears to my eyes, and they were tears of happiness and happiness, I can be sure because it tasted sweet.

In this way, I was immersed in happiness, and once again I forgot about the existence of Makoto Ito, and I forgot about the things that puzzled me......

Today's class was a little late because of the school festival activities.,Although everyone was kind enough to help me.,But I still politely declined one by one.。 After all, there is only a little left, and if someone helps, there will be no job for me.

For the first time in more than ten years, I'm enjoying the joy of the school festival. In the past, because of various courses and training, I was isolated after refusing the invitation of my classmates to play together. Many times, when I watch everyone play together and laugh together, I am very envious!

But it can't be helped! It's seen as high!

Although this time it was inexplicable, it finally blended into the class, and I cherish it very much. Let's discuss together.,Discuss together.,Design together.,Prepare for the school festival together......

School Festival,I never thought it would be so enjoyable.。

Even though I was busy, even though I was sweating, my smile was still the same, because everyone was with me.

With the final work done, I packed up my things, closed the doors and windows and prepared to go home. However, when I passed through the third classroom, I was slightly curious because I heard the sound of someone talking, but I saw something terrible.

A man and a woman hugged each other and kissed each other passionately (how shamelessly), and I froze. After a while, the woman left first. As she passed by, she whispered to me to keep it a secret and not to tell anyone about it.

Then be careful not to be seen!

No, no, it's not a question of whether you see or not, it's a problem in itself!

While I was still thinking, the man came over with a schoolbag that had already been organized. He looked at me and smiled reassuringly. His face was calm and calm, and he didn't panic at all because he was seen (kissing a girl in the classroom).

Just a glance, and after a glance, he looked ahead without the slightest hint of it. Get out of the classroom, close the door, and leave. There wasn't any conversation between us, my eyes were drawn to him and I kept watching him until he disappeared from view.

I felt like my breathing had stopped, but my heart was beating faster. I remember a girl named Otome Kato, who I have a good relationship with now, said that this feeling is the so-called "love at first sight".

I'm in love and have someone I like......

Just thinking about it makes me know that my face is completely red!

It's so embarrassing! But, so happy! The heart beats!

What to do? There's no room for that!

Although I have lost my ladylike demeanor, I am now running down the road and I want to catch up with that person. Isn't that right? The girl who left just now should be his girlfriend, right?

It doesn't matter!

I just wanted to, look at him. Just look at him from afar, that's good!

"Good, caught up!"

I saw his back in the distance. The next moment, my nerves shook.

A skinny girl who looked completely different from the girl I saw kissing him just now was holding his arm, and they were walking side by side, talking and laughing, looking very happy.

What's going on? Who is that girl?

Why are you with him? And they took him by the arm......

Why?

Is it a flower heart, stepping on two boats?

Thinking of this, I buried my head. I felt stupid because of the disappointment. It would be love at first sight for a flowery man! I even had the idea that he had soiled my eyes, and I slowed down and deliberately distanced myself.

When I walked to the tram stop, I found that he hadn't left yet, but the skinny girl was gone. It seems that the tram he was on has not yet arrived. I really wanted to wait for him to leave before leaving, but it was getting late, so I might as well hurry home.

When I came to the platform, I deliberately stood far away from him. He seemed to notice me, glanced at me, and then moved away. I was wary of his movements, and if he had any ill intentions, I would use the practice of kendo Iai to deal with him.

It's just scum, scum! I really want to find a chance to teach him a lesson. No, stay away from him. This way the line of sight is cleaner.

After waiting for about five minutes, the tram came. I don't know why, there were so many people in this class that I couldn't squeeze in. In desperation, I immediately changed positions. But when I got on the train, I realized that I was standing right in front of him.

I wanted to turn around, but after thinking about it, it was safer to face it. I looked up and stared at him intensely, only to see his calm face with his eyes closed. He stood casually, breathing evenly, one hand grasping the armrest, the other in the small bag on the right side of his coat.

How so? It feels like Bai is worried. And,There's a feeling that it's obviously deliberately ignored.,It's so annoying......

He got out of the car! He just walked around me with his eyes closed and stepped off the train. There were a lot of people at this stop, and when you looked out the window, there was a dense crowd of people. And he, for some reason, disappeared into the crowd.

The train is running again, and looking at the empty rows of seats, I feel empty in my heart! I feel so uncomfortable, and my heart is panicked! I want to say it, but I can't say it......

I always feel like I'm missing something!

Forgot something very important......