039 Reminiscences

No matter how many hundred years pass, Concubine Xuan will never forget the sound and shadow that Xuan Jue left in her mind. Pen Ɨ fun Ɨ Pavilion www. biquge。 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

It was a rare cool day in the middle of summer, and Father Zhuang said that he would take a few little demons to the town to dig people's hearts and eat.

Concubine Xuan knew that after they became goblins, they didn't have to eat what the foxes used to eat, and the human heart was said to be the best elixir for demons to replenish essence and blood and nourish demon yuan.

In the eyes of demons, people are the highest animals, they have all the wisdom that carnivorous herbivores do not have, and people often say words such as heart, mind, and mind to prove how wise and different they are, which has also attracted many fairy ideas.

So people can't blame goblins for wanting to eat their own hearts, this is the same as people eating deer antlers, shark fins, snake gall bladder, there is no right or wrong, the so-called strong forcible, the weak obey is not this truth.

However, this was not so easy for Concubine Xuan, who had never killed anyone at that time, to accept.

That night she did not follow everyone to the town, but turned back into the little fox and ran to the flower valley where her friends used to go to play, she liked this kind of freedom to let go of her nature and run in the mountains, when she was tired, she took a nap in the flowers, and when she was hungry, she went to catch a hare or hid in front of the rat hole and waited for the fat mouse to throw herself into the net, and finally had a beautiful meal, and it walked leisurely back to the nest, without checking the half-grassy slope behind it, and a pair of green eyes had been staring at her.

Suddenly, this huge body jumped down the mountain and rushed towards the little fox, the little fox felt the shock of the threat at the foot of a wild flower in front of the sniffing tree, and suddenly turned back to the huge tiger as if it was right in front of her, she began to run wildly, at this moment she actually forgot that she was a demon, and it was the nature of every animal to run away in front of the bigger hunters.

If she was just a fox, then this fight was destined to happen, the little fox didn't run far before the tiger's paw scratched her hind legs, screaming, she thought she was going to die, a purple whirlwind swept through the flowers and trees in her desperate eyes, and in a blink of an eye, she turned into a fluttering purple cloth, and she raised her palm and easily waved the jaw-dropping tiger out.

The miserable roar of fierce beasts such as tigers is rarely heard in the mountains and forests, and the birds in the forest flutter their wings and fly in shock, and all the trees are alarmed.

Xuan Jue looked back at the frightened little fox on the ground, compared to her, the little fox felt so small, it was ashamed to lower its head and turn into a human form, there was a bloody mouth on its ankle, she didn't dare to look up at her clan sister was the leader of the fox clan, "Thank you, thank you, sister." She whispered.

Xuan Jue looked at her without blame in his eyes, just looked at the motionless tiger and asked, "When you were chased by it, you forgot that you were a demon, right?" ā€

She also asked herself this question more than once, lowered her head and said, "I—I forgot." ā€

Xuan Jue could see through her mind and said, "You don't want to be a demon, do you?" ā€

Concubine Xuan was startled, raised her immature little face, looked at Xuan Jue and said, "How does my sister know?" Seeing Xuan Jue's eyes heavy and stunned, she said, "I mean, I mean......" She mustered up the courage to put her fear behind her, and said in her heart, "I want to be a fox more than a demon, I don't have to eat people's hearts, and I can run freely in this mountain wilderness." ā€

Xuan Jue looked at her, there was a hint of difference in her eyes, and she said lightly, "Then why do you still want to cultivate?" ā€

Concubine Xuan said, "Because the partners around me are all cultivating, I asked them why they want to cultivate, isn't it good to be foxes?" Their answer is that because other foxes are cultivating, they don't want to be isolated, just as I don't want to be isolated, but I know that most foxes like to be foxes, they are just afraid of being different and afraid of dying alone, in human words, we are just poor companions on the way. ā€

Xuan Jue just smiled, although this smile was charming and moving, but it was a little cold, she said, "It's a living and understanding fox, but I don't understand it so well, you don't know why you want to cultivate, right?" Her eyes fell on her wound and said, "If I hadn't shown up today, you would have been the tiger's dinner, but the problem is that if I wasn't me and just an ordinary fox all the time, then my appearance would not save you, and there would be one more fox in the tiger's dinner, do you understand?" ā€

Concubine Xuan seemed to understand, and said, "But I think that if our people can move together every time, we don't have to be afraid of tigers." ā€

Xuan Jue said: "Can we always be together all the time?" Why do you have to wait for others to help, when you can change the established natural laws and regulations and trample the tiger under your feet? How many years does a fox live? You haven't had time to watch the sapling grow into a towering tree, you haven't enjoyed a few springs and summers before you're old, one day the fox older than you will die one by one, only you are the only one, after a few years you are no longer young, you no longer have the energy to enjoy the sun, play in the flowers, as an old fox, you must stay in that small nest and wait for someone else's food to survive, you can no longer climb the torrent to the back mountain to see that piece of flowers, you can no longer climb the dangerous peak, you can only wait for death alone, That few years of moderation is the freedom you cling to? ā€

Concubine Xuan's heart felt like a stone was pressed and uncomfortable, crying, "I, I don't want to ......"

Xuan Jue's eyes were deep and complicated, ignoring Concubine Xuan's excitement, and continued, "What about the tiger, you may be the first prey it has encountered for a day, or it may be the only prey it has encountered in the past few days, if one day you lose the ability to hunt, you will become the food of the strong or even the weaker, don't think that the mountains are full of food, if you have more than enough heart and insufficient strength, you can only helplessly watch the prey flow away from the minions, and then starve to death, what about the king of the mountain?" Concubine Xuan remembers my words, if you are willing to be a fox, then you live only to eat and be eaten, but if you are a demon or a tiger, you can swallow it. ā€

Concubine Xuan gradually understood why so many companions wanted to be demons, because we had no way out. "But......" she was embarrassed again, "why do demons have to kill people and eat people's hearts, I, I can't do it." ā€

Xuan Jue raised his eyebrows and said, "You think that's cruel?" ā€

Concubine Xuan nodded cowardly, Xuan Jue looked at her and said with a smile: "Really cruel people never think they are cruel, they kill animals without moderation, eat their meat, skin them and even dig out their internal organs to sell, in the eyes of people, we are born to fill their stomachs and enrich their money bags, this is the value they give us, but not the value we should believe in, now I just ask them for a heart, do you think this is cruel?" ā€

Concubine Xuan looked at her with wide eyes and shook her head stupidly, all this sounded so fair, or persistently said, "If you don't have a heart, you will die......"

Xuan Jue said, "Don't bear those unwarranted guilt, there is no reason to talk about this world, it is not the right and wrong of those people, we are demons, we don't have to follow the hypocrisy of people, bullying the weak is our way." ā€

Under the moonlight, Concubine Xuan sat in front of the stone wall and touched the tiger bone pendant hanging around her neck, recalling Xuan Jue's words as if they were just yesterday, and she had not forgotten a word.

A gray-robed man walked over and said, "Maybe we are all wrong, Xuan Jue is Xuan Jue, Xia Kexian is Xia Kexian, they are not alone at all." ā€

Concubine Xuan's eyes were soft, and she still clenched the tiger bone pendant and said, "No, if she really has nothing to do with her sister, there will be no purple cloud, this is the will of God, I believe that one day Xia Kexian will still stand by us." ā€

The man's sword eyebrows furrowed and said, "This girl actually has a part of Xuan Jue's demon yuan in her body, if we can make her wake up, you don't have to work so hard." ā€

Concubine Xuan hesitated a little and said, "The blood beads melt into Xia Kexian's blood, and it is Xia Kexian who benefits, she has part of her sister's strength, and her blood is no longer pure, I don't know what Ye Xin will think." She looked into the distance under the moonlight, and the back of Xia Kexian's departure came to mind.