Chapter 25: Be Kind to Yourself
Yang Xiaoice is very depressed, obviously he can have an inn to live in, but Tianxun has to buy some things in the city before leaving the city, is it said that he just wants to squeeze to a place where there is no one? If this continues, he will be isolated and become incompatible with the human world. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info but no matter how she objected, Tianxun completely took her words as the wind in her ears. At night, there is no soft bed, can only nest in the carriage, Yang Xiaoice is really resentful, do you have to curl up your hands and feet to nest here? This heavenly inquiry is completely torturing her!
The mournful scream woke up Yang Xiaoice in his sleep, and the smell of blood in the air was disgusting. What's wrong? Yang Xiaoice hurriedly pulled the curtain and ran out. As soon as she got out of the carriage, she gasped, and saw a group of people dressed as bandits fall to the ground with terrifying faces, looking dead. And the wound on the neck, what is it if it is not a bite mark? Yang Xiaoice couldn't help but regurgitate, some wanted to vomit, and his mind was also blank, is it Tianqing? Did Tianxun kill these people? The moon hangs in the center, Yang Xiaoice looks around, what about the heavenly inquirer? Where are the others? "Heavenly inquiry, heavenly inquiry!" Facing the wilderness, Yang Xiaoice shouted loudly. The scene in front of her made her heart furious, and she had a creepy feeling, this was done by Tianxun, but why?
Yang Xiaoice suddenly found a back standing in front of him, and his steps stopped suddenly, what a lonely back! Yang Xiaoice pressed his chest, this is the feeling, why is there a sad feeling in his heart? I have experienced the situation of Fang Cai, I should be afraid, why do I feel sad and sad in my heart? Some stepped forward slowly, and Yang Xiaoice asked softly, "Tianxun...... You okay! ”
"Don't come here!" Tianxun suddenly shouted, he fell into the madness he had created, it was not that he wanted to kill, nor that he wanted to create blood. Rather, it's nature, his nature as a vampire zombie, but he's willing to be in the endless underground, why do you have to face the world.
Yang Xiaoice was not afraid in his heart, but an indescribable feeling, that is, he stepped forward in three or two steps, only to see Tianxun's five fingers deeply inserted into the trunk. The strong smell of blood on his body made her sick to her stomach, but Yang Xiaoice suppressed the feeling of wanting to vomit, and then took a few steps closer, and saw that there were still blood stains at the corners of Tianxun's mouth, and his fangs were still exposed in front of her eyes, and she didn't know where she got the guts, that is, she raised her hand and wanted to use her sleeve to brush the blood from the corner of his mouth.
Tianxun shook it away with one hand, Yang Xiaoice, and withdrew his fangs, he didn't need anyone to watch such a scene.
"Tianxun, are you sad?" Yang Xiaoice was almost thrown to the ground by Tianxun, but he still spoke, "I can feel it, you are sad, I don't know why you made these ...... It is...... Those dead people, but if you are sad, you must be able to stop it if you don't want to do it! ”
"You know what?" Tianxun shouted. "I'm a zombie, a zombie who lives on blood, do you want me not to kill people and suck blood? It's impossible, that's nature, as long as I live, I can't change it! But how do you know it's what I'm happy with? I have fallen asleep in the ground, and who has awakened me? Tianxun's blood-red eyes suddenly stared at Yang Xiaoice, as if he hated Yang Xiaoice for bringing him back into this world.
Yang Xiaoice's heart trembled, and she took a few steps back, but she didn't mean it!
"Do you think I'm willing to be a zombie? Do you want to do the ugliest thing in the world? "Tianxun punched the trunk of the tree, and the big tree broke off and fell." I don't have the right to choose my own birth, I was born a vampire zombie, I was destined from birth, this life is to live on blood, the place I arrived is the beginning of the killing, is this what I want to do other than you? Tianxun asked the sky with some hatred. Some zombies are bitten by other zombies, and some are corpses after they die! But he is different, he is born, he will grow, his face will change, but he will never grow old, he will not die, in him, time will be condensed at this time! For him, time stood at the peak of his mana, and from then on, there was only boundless loneliness waiting for him. He doesn't even have the right to die, he hates this day, he hates the Lord of all things, why should a monster like him be born.
He was hating himself, Yang Xiaoice could feel the kind of emotion that Tianxuan hated herself, why could she feel his pain so easily? He is actually hating himself, hating his own identity, no wonder, he will have such a lonely feeling, such a sad look.
"Tianxun, if you can't change it, why don't you want to accept it? If you can't change your identity, then you should learn to get used to it! It's not your fault, you don't need to be disgusted with yourself, a lot of things can be changed, right? You don't have to feed on blood, do you? Do you hate that you were born to be an executioner? It will bring destruction, but do you have to hate yourself like this? You don't grow old and die and have endless life, so why not choose to make yourself happy and do something meaningful? Won't you be kind to yourself? Yang Xiaoice wanted to persuade him.
Tianxun suddenly approached Yang Xiaoice, and the smell of blood on his body made Yang Xiaoice want to dodge. "Be kind to yourself, do you know what it means to be kind to yourself for a zombie? It's to fill your stomach as much as you can, to kill as much as you can, and what makes me happy, and that's the evil in the world. “
"Not really!" Yang Xiaoice said loudly, "If that makes you feel happy, will you still be so sad?" You must know what is good for yourself. ”
Tianxun sneered, why is this woman talking nonsense here, she is not him, how can she know his mood.
"Tianxun, I was originally just an ordinary girl, and I didn't need to face these strange things, but it was the spirit stone that brought me into this world, and I was far away from the environment I was familiar with, and I left my father. Do you think that if I am not sad, I will be able to live well? I'm just an ordinary person, I don't want to be a hero, and I don't want to be tormented, but I can't change it, so I can only accept it, and then, try to make myself happier, otherwise I won't be able to get out of the abyss of self-pity. Yang Xiaoice took a deep breath and said. Others may think that she is very happy and accustomed to her, but she actually doesn't want to go on like this at all, if she can, if she can, go back to her modern age, so as not to waste time on something ethereal!
Tianxun only snorted coldly, and he didn't know if he had listened to it, so he only said: "How long do you want to stand here, go back to your carriage!" ”
This face has changed too fast! Yang Xiaoice felt that he was still a little unfinished, and he hadn't said enough! Seeing Tianxun striding away, he could only follow.