Ning Jinyun suddenly closed her eyes and stopped looking at Li Yuanjing, her mind was as complicated as a mess, she had no idea, she only knew that she couldn't go the wrong way again, she couldn't be involved with Li Yuanjing anymore, and besides that, what should she do?

In short, the wrong love between her and Li Yuanjing is destined to be a tragedy and a void, so perhaps, she should start from this moment and end it all early, leaving no room for the two of them to get along in the future. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Ning Jinyun slowly opened her eyes, blinked her long eyelashes, and after her vision gradually became clear, she saw that Li Yuanjing was still looking at her, but there was a little more doubt in her expression.

At this time, her eyes suddenly froze, a pair of watery apricot eyes with a bit of fierceness, and she glared at Li Yuanjing angrily and fiercely, her face was also extremely blue, as if she had a deep hatred with him, and she looked like she was going to rush over and beat someone.

Faintly, you can see that her chest is rising and falling sharply, and her breathing is extremely unsteady.

She wanted to scare Li Yuanjing and make him not have a good impression of herself.

Seeing her so abnormal, Li Yuanjing couldn't help but feel a little confused by the second monk, obviously he didn't do anything wrong, why was he stared at? He shook his head in confusion, pursed the corners of his mouth, and had to withdraw his gaze from Ning Jinyun. I secretly said in my heart: This Miss Ning Er is really strange, but it is also a little interesting.

Ning Jinyun stared until his eyes ached, then he stopped and lowered his head.

Gradually, her vision became blurry, and she subconsciously sniffed twice, choking, until cold tears dripped down her face, and she realized that she was crying.

It turned out that she was still crying.

From the moment she entered Qixiang Courtyard and saw him, Ning Jinyun had endured it, she tried her best to control her emotions, not to let herself remember and think too much, barely kept the calm on her face and in her heart, and pretended that nothing had happened. However, she finally couldn't hold it back, and at this moment, the pair of fists she shrunk in her sleeves were trembling, and her body was trembling. And her heart was even more painful like a stormy wave, constantly tormenting.

She thought that she would not shed another tear for Li Yuanjing, but she still cried, was it because of Li Yuanjing's eyes, or because of the past grievances and pains? She didn't quite know.

The only thing she can think clearly is that Li Yuanjing has lost her, her youth, and her affection, but in the end, he only gave her a ruthless farewell.

Today, Ning Jinyun specially changed her inconspicuous outfit, from the bun to the makeup, to the pair of shoes she was wearing, all of them were extremely ordinary, and she was so careful to cover up her advantages, just to prevent Li Yuanjing from noticing her again.

never thought that Li Yuanjing still only looked at her twice. Obviously, there is a dignified and decent Ning Jinhua on the side, and a beautiful and charming Ning Jinrao, why didn't Li Yuanjing go to see them, why did he use ambiguous eyes to try to tug at her heartstrings?

Ning Jinyun didn't expect that maybe it was because she was dressed too plainly that she looked a little green among the flowers, which was too different from the sisters who wore flowers and butterflies, which attracted Li Yuanjing's attention even more. Her good intentions not only failed to change the slightest, but instead made the events of her previous life happen again, so it is very likely that everything will return to the same trajectory as in the previous life.

In her previous life, there was really an emotional entanglement between her and Li Yuanjing.

That year, fourteen-year-old Ning Jinyun met seventeen-year-old Li Yuanjing for the first time, in this magnificent Ming Hall, she moved her heart for the first time, she rarely went out and she had never seen such a handsome man, she couldn't help but fall in love with Li Yuanjing, and fell in love at first sight.

Li Yuanjing was the same, he was attracted by Ning Jinyun's outstanding appearance and elegant temperament, and soon took the initiative to show favor to her and expressed his heart.

When they met for the first time, the two of them were tempted, and the next relationship was as smooth as flowing water, and not long after, the two of them fell in love, and the talented woman made others envious. Even, Li Yuanjing also made a vow to her, promising that she would not marry in this life.

Ning Jinyun once imagined that she and Li Yuanjing would never be separated until they got married, gave birth to children, grew old together, and lived a sweet life of raising eyebrows and loving each other. She doesn't know the world, she loves too innocently, too passionately, too blindly, and thinks that all lovers in the world will eventually become married. It's a pity that the complexity of people's hearts far exceeds her imagination, and the good times don't last long, and soon the love between her and Li Yuanjing is like an epiphany, only experiencing a short bloom, and then decaying into a mess.

At that time, Ning Jinyun, who was very affectionate, desperately wanted to marry into the Li family, she was waiting for Li Yuanjing's proposal all the time with a worried and happy heart, but until the end, what she was waiting for was not the dream of getting married, but her grandmother's obstruction, Aunt Li's obstruction, and Li Yuanjing's gradual indifference to her.

Although Mrs. Ning intends to marry the Li family, the granddaughters she wants to send to the Li family are the two Ning Jinhua sisters, not her granddaughter Ning Jinyun, who has a more noble family affair for Ning Jinyun and marries King Lu.

Mrs. Ning wanted to marry Ning Jinyun to Zhu Guan, King of Luduan, as a concubine, but Ning Jinyun already had Li Yuanjing in her heart, where would she agree to go to any palace, so of course she would disobey her grandmother's orders, refuse to agree to her grandmother's arrangement, and even released the cruel words "If I don't force me to go to Lu Wangfu, then I will destroy my face". Mrs. Ning was both soft and hard, but she couldn't persuade Ning Jinyun, she didn't expect that Ning Jinyun, who had always been soft and well-behaved, would be so stubborn when she was carried away by love.

She really had no choice but to give up the idea of sending Ning Jinyun to the palace, but since then, Mrs. Ning has never taken care of Ning Jinyun, let alone cared about it, the relationship between them is like three feet of ice, and there is no room for resolution.

And she would not agree to let Ning Jinyun marry into the Li family.

At the same time, Aunt Li also gave Ning Jinyun a lot of embarrassment and torture. Aunt Li wants to marry her eldest daughter Ning Jinhua to Li Yuanjing, the Li family is her maiden family, and it is extremely wealthy, she knows that Hua'er will not suffer hardships and grievances when she marries, this will definitely be an excellent family affair. So she first had to get rid of Ning Jinyun, a stumbling block, and kept obstructing Li Yuanjing and Ning Jinyun's family affairs. Finally, at the instigation of the Li family, Mrs. Ning stood on her side, and they decided to marry Ning Jinhua into the Li Mansion together, and made an appointment to meet the lord and wife of the Li family.

Since then, Ning Jinyun has been placed under house arrest, without the support of her elders, she has no possibility of marrying at all, let alone a penny of dowry, and she can't even see Li Yuanjing. Pity her and wait, waiting for Li Yuanjing to come to her rescue and escape from here together.

But Li Yuanjing had never had this kind of thought, he had already seen the situation clearly, and understood that it was not his daughter Ning Jinyun who could bring a rich dowry and get the support of the Ning family, but the eldest daughter Ning Jinhua, and his heart was shaken. Although he has affection for Ning Jinyun, it is far from enough to only have the love of men and women, he wants more, he wants interests, fame, and the inheritance of the Li family, he must take a long-term view.

If marrying Ning Jinhua is more beneficial to him, then what else is he hesitating about? He is a playboy, and he is not an infatuated good man, how could he give up a good future for a woman?

What's more, soon his father and mother had already made a family relationship with the Ning family, and chose a good day for him to marry his cousin Ning Jinhua, and he was not allowed to have any dealings with Miss Ning Er. Li Yuanjing happily accepted.

And Ning Jinyun, who was still waiting at Ning's house, learned the news, and immediately fainted, and was seriously ill for more than a month, washing his face with tears all day long. But no matter how she cried and begged, she never saw Li Yuanjing again, except for a heartbreaking letter that broke her heart, there was no news of the negative man.

Since then, she has been confined to the Red Peony Courtyard and has not been able to go anywhere...... Until she committed suicide and died.