Chapter Twenty-Nine: Let Go
Xiaodong was not in Shanghai a few days after the Pang Mansion tragedy, and went on a business trip to the mainland. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Lian Sheng saw it in the newspaper on the second day, nothing else, Zhao Guisheng's name was listed, and it was his friend surnamed Tang and the second wife of Tang, he Huo Ran tightened his heart, closed the newspaper rickshaw and got down, went to the street to make a call, and called Julada Road. Yu Fen answered, saying that Gui Sheng was fine, and he called back, in a hurry, Lao Tang died, You Ling temporarily avoided the dock, he had too many things to do, and he didn't have time to elaborate on the phone, anyway, others are fine, don't worry. Lian Sheng breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, fortunately Gui Sheng and she were still intact, but when he thought of the surname Tang, he immediately felt a little stuffed, the newspaper said that he was killed in a rush of guns and killed on the spot, no wonder, this kind of person, sooner or later he harmed himself and others, but because of her, he always had a complicated mood about his death, and he couldn't say that he was stagnant in his heart, and his chest was sluggish.
At night, Gui Sheng came back with a phone, it was late, and he called Lian Sheng's residence - he had just returned to Julada Road at that time, and he had to rest all day long, and there was a different kind of atmosphere on the phone, which was roughly as stated in the newspaper, not to mention it, he himself had nothing to say, he only told him a few words about Su Youling's situation directly and briefly, he was silent, took a leisurely breath, put his hand into his pocket and leaned his head against the wall, the electric light above his head was dim, and the power was insufficient. He told him the address of her Song Anli at the other end, and explained to him several times, "I'm going to see her when I have time......" He just smiled, and he knew him after all, and he still sighed before hanging up the phone, "The situation at that time was that everyone was targeting her - but as you can see, I'm not talking about anything else, Liansheng, the person is gone, and the one who should be put down has to be put down......" He didn't say it directly, but he listened to it and suddenly hit his head, like an electric light suddenly jumping in the middle of the night when it transitioned to strong electricity, The white trance stimulated the brow bones tightened, and a sourness from the heart was indescribable, not a taste - he himself has always been self-confident, and he has never looked at her relationship with a person like him in a positive light, and he later treated her and him only on the moral level, or on the basis of his own definition, with a superior perspective, but suddenly found that this is just an indispensable life! He had never been in such a mood, sitting at the top of the stairs and smoking, with a breath in his chest that could not fall.
After all, he went to visit her after a few days, and it was not for the past, but it happened that there was an errand in the vicinity, and when he went back to pass through Baylor Road, it was not too late, so he came around to sing Anli. She had been living alone for a few days at that time, and the people in the social field had always been accustomed to watching the direction of the wind, and when such a thing happened, none of them contacted her, and a few mahjong partners who shouted fiercely on weekdays were also silent in an instant. In such a situation, Zhou's mother quit, and she later worked as an aunt in an alley north of Song'anli, and sometimes came to visit her. That night he rang the bell downstairs, she thought it was Zhou's mother, got out of bed and put on a coat and went downstairs - she was stunned when she saw him, and he was also a little stunned, and then put his hand in his pocket and said, "I happened to have something near here, so I came over." She "belched" her head, lowered her eyebrows, turned sideways to let him in, and invited him to sit in the living room, while turning around to boil water and make tea, he hurriedly shouted at her not to be busy. The light in her living room is broken, it's been two days, Zhou's mother hasn't come, she won't get it, shelving it and forgetting it, there are guests in it now, that is, I remembered it again, and said with a little embarrassment that the lamp was broken, and she went upstairs to get a table lamp down...... He was already very reluctant to come here today, this is not anything else, this is where she and his family are, and there is always a compelled embarrassment for him, so he naturally didn't plan to help look at the broken lamp, but the table lamp she brought seemed to be out of place, she herself didn't think so, but she really had no other way, turned around and bowed his head in the backlight, and buried his head, he turned his eyes and turned back and pulled a Sixian platform next to him, "I'll look at this lamp......" She turned around depressedly- Go to the stove and make tea. The water had not yet boiled, the coal stove was squeaking, and the slender and continuous sound was cutting through the heart, long as a silk thread, passing through the fluffy heat, but after all, it was getting weaker and weaker, and she took a breath of slackness, and stood by the stove and rubbed her sour eyes...... The lamp in the guest hall is a bulb is broken, just change it, he called her to hand over one and put it on, no problem, but the lamp forgot to turn off, and both of them forgot it.
In front of him, she was already trying her best to restrain herself, thinking that he also came here because of a little concern for the past, what was it to wipe her eyes and tears at him, she first asked him how he was doing, but he was still busy, and she found something to say without saying anything, trivial and messy. He asked her what she wanted to say, she might as well say it, she smiled sadly, and said that she hadn't seen Gu Xiaochun for a long time, I don't know what it was now, in fact, she just had something in her heart for a long time and wanted to say it out to breathe, but he didn't want him to think anything, he thought that she was like this now, it was good to find someone who could talk to her, so he persuaded her to go to Gu Xiaochun's place, she was silent, and paused for a moment before saying, "I haven't been there for a long time...... The Ni family hasn't been there since he came out......" From her tone, he probably knew the reason why she didn't go, so he couldn't help but take a deep breath and buried his head, "Go, after all, Xiaodong also has a part...... reason" As soon as he mentioned Xiaodong, she smiled a little carelessly, shook her head and looked at the photo of her with Mr. Tang and the child on the coffee table on the side of her, "Forget it—it's all over, my own reasons ......" He didn't notice the photo, thinking that she just didn't want to affect others and blamed herself for everything, Isolate yourself, so she said, "When I met him one day and told him ......to take you there," she said, "He is in Guangzhou." "He's in Guangzhou?" He thought that he had seen him a while ago, and then asked, "When did he go to Guangzhou?" She said that she should leave after the New Year, but she didn't know, and there was no news. He suddenly fell back in one breath, thinking that this person was ruthless! In the past, she and the surnamed Tang must have taken care of him, but now he has no sound at all, he really mistook him, this kind of person doesn't mention it...... He then changed the subject and asked her what her plans were in the future, she said she didn't know, he said that if there was someone to help, he could tell him, and then thought about it and said, "Or tell the eldest brother the same......" He knew that after she left him, because of her surname Tang, she and Gui Sheng have always been directly or indirectly connected, and recently this matter is also Gui Sheng's help, some busy she may tell Gui Sheng, but she may not be willing to talk to him, she also understands what he means, just smiled sadly......
He stayed for a moment before leaving, and she didn't leave him to sit for a long time, but got up to see him off, and he told her at the back door that she didn't have to go out, so she stopped, smiled slightly, nodded and waved her hand, and when he left, she closed the door and turned back...... He didn't move the cup of tea, she brought it over and drank it, Tieguanyin, the fragrant incense, and in the dim yellow stage light, she leaned over and picked up a few of the photos.
Xiaodong returned to Shanghai in early April. Su Youling's matter, Mrs. Gu is naturally gossiping about others now, and the newspaper that day was also found after a while. He took out the contents of his suitcase and packed half of it, and sat there reading the newspaper on the domino stool, forgetting to take a sip of the tea he had just made, and it was so hot that his shirt was splashed, so he got up and wiped it with a towel, and took a deep breath and picked up his clothes to find an excuse to go out, but he hadn't put down the newspaper in his hand. He went outside to call Song Anli, but no one answered, so he immediately put on his clothes and hurried to the tram platform.
She had moved away, and he had learned about it from the house next door to her, and he had no way of knowing where he had moved the day before—the smell of the train carriage on his suit had not yet dissipated, but some things were like this, just like the climate in March and April, when he left, he still had to wear a fleece sweater, and when he came back, he was already wearing a shirt suit, about ten days, two seasons...... Song Anli alley out, her street scene here seems to be different from other places in Shanghai, can't say, anyway, it's a kind of bad that people can't react, in the same place after returning from a business trip, the same as the seasonal difference, panic through the street like a dream, and don't understand what to do here, and then find a place to go back, holding the newspaper in his hand......
He went to Hongdingfang to find Liansheng, Liansheng was on an errand outside, I don't know when he would return, he went to Bifangzhai to find Guisheng, thinking that he had experienced this incident firsthand, he might as well talk to him, maybe he knew where she went. Gui Sheng had heard a little about Gu Xiaodong before, and he had a bad impression, thinking that this person was raised by virtue of nepotism, and he had not been with Tang Jinpeng for a long time, and no matter what the reason, it was inconvenient to talk too much to him now that he came so rashly, so although Gui was not cold, his substantive words were still very ...... That day, Lian Sheng happened to come over, and asked Apo Gui Sheng downstairs, Apo said that Mr. had a guest upstairs, because after that incident, Lian Sheng had never seen Gui Sheng's face, and both times Gui Sheng had a guest, so he couldn't help but be a little discouraged, and asked a little more about which guest, Apo just took a look at it when he handed the business card to Xiaodong, and said that it was Mr. Gu Gu Xiaodong, and Lian Sheng immediately returned to the upstairs.
He didn't knock on the door when he even entered, he walked straight in, and casually threw the clothes he took off into the chair, his hands were a little heavy, and Gui Sheng was also stunned. He only sat in the chair and looked at Xiaodong, and did not speak, Xiaodong seemed to sense this unfriendly intention, and then he told the business trip, Lian Sheng glanced at it slightly, and exhaled in one breath, but he still said with a little emotion, "You just came back and you understand the situation with my eldest brother?" Xiaodong knew what he meant, and told him, "She moved away, just yesterday...... I thought you knew where she was. "She moved away?" Lian Sheng was surprised, and then looked at Gui Sheng and said, "Does the eldest brother know?" Gui Sheng clasped his hand, "I also learned about it after Mr. Gu told me......" Thinking about it, he sighed and said, "Forget it-let her go, if you want something in the future, you should still help, and if you don't hear from you, you don't have to ask." "The wind in April blows in, this person is also an injury to him, because of Liansheng, because of Tang Jinpeng, and because of the time when she was in Bifangzhai and Ni's house, under his hands, her departure, he has a deeper feeling of nostalgia than anyone else, like a flower sculpture in the dusty ground, although it is only a three-year incense, but it is also a catastrophe for him in the end...... She left, and Lian Sheng smoked a cigarette this time, just smoking on his lap, silent. Xiaodong said to herself, "I'm going to look for her...... I don't care what she's going to do! Gui Sheng thought that he was thinking of the care she and Tang Jinpeng had taken care of him before, so he was momentarily angry, and finally thought that he was young and vigorous, and said impatiently, "What do you have to find her!" …… Every man has his own way! ......" while Liansheng raised his eyes and said, "Don't come nonsense." He naturally understood what Xiaodong meant, and Xiaodong also knew his advice, "I have my own number of what I do." At that moment, Lian Sheng chuckled suddenly, he thought that he Gu Xiaodong was extremely ironic when he said that sentence, he used to exchange her for fame and fortune, but now he has talked about friends and made such thoughts, what does he count! What principles of right and wrong does this man have! However, he suppressed it, and he didn't want to be too ruthless in front of Gui Sheng, so he extinguished the cigarette butt in a deep puff of smoke, so he advised him, "Xiaodong, we all look forward, including her, so there are some things that you can stop in moderation." Xiaodong smiled, "I won't mention it in the past, so it's whatever you think of me, but in the future, I know in my heart, I just hope you don't interfere anymore......" Lian Sheng got up and left with his clothes, and with a pull of his hand, a button on his clothes scraped the horizontal strip of the wooden chair, Gui Sheng shouted, "Lian Sheng!" "Didn't stop......
Gui Sheng said to Xiaodong, "Mr. Gu, it's okay if you want to find Youling, if you don't find it, forget it, if you find it—I hope you are not temporary." Liansheng doesn't mean anything else, we just want everyone to be well. He also called Lian Sheng and told him about the incident he advised him the last time he dealt with Tang Jinpeng, "Maybe we can't see some sides of people, and you shouldn't deny him because of this, in fact, it doesn't matter how we see him, the key is how she is - I don't think I have to worry about you......" There was a silence on the other end of the phone for a while, a silence like a stone sinking into the sea, Gui Sheng "Hey, hey?" I asked twice, and then there was an echo, and I couldn't see the sudden "Oh......" in my heart