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Looking back, the foreign snow beauties gradually blurred, only remembering the blue rouge that outlined the eyebrows, flashing slightly uncertainly.

Jun Changning breathed a sigh of relief, wanting to probe the young man's physical condition, she stretched out her hand.

The boy subconsciously ducked.

In an instant, the two froze at the same time.

For some reason, at this moment, they were a little afraid to look each other's eyes, obviously they should be more intimate, but they were rusty. The moist and refreshing air came to their faces, and the two of them walked silently with their heads bowed.

The young man was still wearing Jun Changning's cloak. That was what she brought out from Ask Zen Peak, and I don't know if there is still Ask Zen Peak now? No matter how lonely Jun Changning is, he has also heard of the Battle of the Forbidden Sea, and asked Zen Feng to disappear from the cultivation realm.

As soon as her thoughts ran away, the expression on her face had turned cold again, and she seemed indifferent.

If it had been in the past, the boy would have been unhappy. Now he didn't react at all, just lowered his head and looked thoughtful.

Jun Changning stepped on the raft, and the ferryman wanted to shake the oars.

But the boy was still standing by the river.

Jun Changning opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to call him. They weren't really familiar, she didn't even know his name.

"You haven't come up yet?" Eventually, she called.

As if he had just woken up from a dream, the boy raised his head and slowly boarded the boat.

The captain rowed the boat so fast that he didn't dare to raise his head. They have been accustomed to strange monks coming and going, and they try to live better as if they didn't exist.

Jun Changning is on the other side of the boat, and the young man is on the other side of the boat.

She wanted to ask him if he regretted leaving the Shan family with her, but she felt that it was not good. She was used to being selfish, and she didn't want to open her mouth and listen to him say that she wanted to leave, so she swallowed it back. It's awkward, it's better than just breaking up like that!

There was fog on the river, and the hazy figure had a bit of fairy spirit.

The young man looked at the back of the girl on the other side of the boat in silence, bowed his head and spread his palms. In the mist, the hand was pale and graceful, without the slightest greenness and fragility, indifferent and full of control.

"Where are we going?" The teenager asked.

He didn't know how many times. Such conversations occupy a large part of the communication between them, dry and tedious. Thinking about it would be a little different? There is no escape from the cycle of silence.

Jun Changning held his face, and his gaze fell on the river.

Liang Jiu replied, "Go to the Demon Domain." ”

Bang!

The oars fell into the water with a loud noise. An ugly smile squeezed out of his wrinkled face, and the captain shuddered: "Yes, I'm sorry, your nobles forgive me, hehe!" Hurriedly wiped the cold sweat on his face and continued to ferry, but his stiff body was tense and guarded.

Jun Changning glanced at the young man, his gaze swept over the father-in-law, and fell silent again.

The boy didn't say anything more.

Jun Changning slowly got up and came to the young man's side and sat down on his knees. Between the two, it seems that the teenager is willful, but in fact, the teenager compromises more. This compromise even carries with it a life-saving tolerance and trust.

Jun Changning understood.

It's just that she has never given in, and in a sense, she hasn't really tasted "loss", she has always gambled everything.

She didn't realize it herself. Won, they are alive and continue to be with each other all the way; If you lose, you will either die, or you will be separated, or you will be worse off than dead.

Jun Changning didn't know that he was adventurous in his bones.

She unknowingly weighed everything. No one can afford to be spread out naked under those eyes, so in the end, her world will only be left alone.

Realizing this is not an easy task. Jun Changning gave the only friend in his life, the girl who has been by his side for more than ten years.

It was Jun Changning who chose to leave.

She couldn't understand why such a close friend would choose to give up on her in the face of her and an opportunity to study.

Obviously, there will be a chance in the future, why did you refuse her without hesitation?

Aren't they good friends? The moment when she was so desperate that she couldn't breathe was just trying to find someone to go out with her!

I still remember that it was summer, the sun was shining on her body, her face was dripping with sweat, but her heart was cold.

Jun Changning looked at her best friend, whom she regarded as her lifelong friend, without blinking, and left her on the road without looking back after answering a phone call.

Her excited voice echoed in her ears: "Really? I'll go over right away when I'm free、、、、、、"

It's just a trivial matter, Jun Changning, don't worry about it. Others have their own lives. You're not God, and you don't have the right to ask people to revolve around you. Get back! Just find a place where no one is and cry. What's the big deal! Jun Changning warned himself over and over again in his heart.

Later, Jun Changning reflected on why he took it for granted that he should be the one who was chosen.

She suspects that she is a princess disease, and regards the kindness of the people around her as her own capital, and when she is rejected, she plays a child's temper, and she can't stand others saying "no" to herself.

It's not as difficult as she imagined to admit that she is sick as she thinks, after all, she is used to hearing her mother say that she is hard or something, selfish people, self-care should be the norm?

But this conclusion is not so tenable, she will even say thank you for Jun Yongning's care and redouble the return to her little nephew and little niece, and she never resents her sister-in-law's complaints openly and secretly, let alone others. Jun Changning never takes other people's goodness for granted!

This question has been bothering her for a long time.

Since then, Jun Changning has never taken the initiative to call his only friend.

After a long time of despair, she began to reminisce about the past.

The bright pink curtains are cheesy in color, but they're thick enough to keep every ray of light out. Jun Changning sat on the edge of the bed with her knees crossed, and her raunchy face was reflected in the mirror on the side, suddenly feeling a little strange. What was she like?

In the fresh and bright campus, a girl sits on the playground and sleeps on the lap of another girl. Mottled patches of light cast through the cracks of the leaves, and sometimes mischievously landed on the sleeping girl's eyelids, which were blocked back by an impatient coat.

At that time, Jun Changning loved to sleep, and there was an indifferent look on his face. Have you ever had a sharp edge in the corners of your eyes? She doesn't remember much anymore.

It's just that they skip class.

My best friend was just a familiar friend at that time, and she was bullied, and her dinner was spilled all over the floor with her lunch box. Jun Changning wants to comfort her!

The more times you go, the more familiar friends you know, the more you know. Jun Changning never forbears grievances, and the two of them helped each other through junior high school and high school.

And later? Jun Changning only remembered the torture of motion sickness when she went to another city to deliver gifts. Jun Changning smiled, she really only remembered herself.

Eyes swept over the dresser, and the oldest one on it was the eyebrow pencil from three months ago.

Jun Changning rarely has thrushes.

She misses the old, why doesn't she even have anything to keep as a souvenir?

After a while, I realized that I couldn't see clearly. Jun Changning panicked, got up too quickly, and suddenly fell to the ground, knocked his knees and couldn't take care of it, and opened the curtains suddenly. I was stunned, and suddenly thought, it's getting dark!

It wasn't until the sky was completely dark, Jun Changning slowly turned on the light, and saw a moth fluttering its wings trying to squeeze in through the window screen, that she vaguely understood.

It's not that her friendship isn't important, it's not that they don't understand how deep her feelings are.

It is that Jun Changning's true and pure heart is not worthy of the survival philosophy that the secular church human beings must abide by.

Feelings that cannot be expressed in material things are worthless.

Feelings that are not expressed in material things are not commendable.

Jun Changning actually has nothing.

Therefore, she is used to being spoiled like a baby in a smooth life, and once there are twists and turns, she must be the one who is abandoned.

The people she loved with all her life, her mother, her father, her friends, couldn't give her what she wanted.

Twenty-seven years, short and long, taught her restraint at the last moment of her life.

If you don't love, you won't hurt.

Control your feelings to the extent that you can accept its backlash, even if one day, you are rejected, you can hide the **** wound alone.

Jun Changning lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes.

The pet turtle in the sleeve slowly pulled its limbs, trying in vain to turn over.