Su Youling just can't see Liansheng, some people may be easily thrown out of your heart when your life is turning like a whirlpool, but when your life calms down, take a look at that person again, that taste is like a sigh of Tsing Yi on the stage, which is magnified by the stage ten times and 100 times reverberated in your mind, and the aftermath lingers and can't be dispersed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info She hasn't seen him for almost half a year, I remember the last time I met was when he reluctantly proposed marriage to her, really, for half a year, the children in her womb are so big, he hasn't changed at all, and it's the same as when he was in Hongkou, I don't know why, her impression of him always stays in Hongkou for a while, probably because she didn't see him often when she moved to Pushi Road, and she was more bored during that time, and she always remembered some things when he and her were in Hongkou.

She looked for the amulet, and called Zhou's mother to find it in the corner of Axijiao, and Zhou's mother said that she would go to the City God Temple one day to ask for one, but she didn't want it. At that time, Mr. Tang happened to come upstairs and heard what kind of talisman was so irreplaceable, and he could count it, and with a "hmm" his eyes drooped, he turned to the terrace and stood by the fence to smoke...... The next day, he brought a talisman, hugged her as strongly as the jade bracelet last time, and tied it tightly to her wrist, she was strangled by the red rope and refused to wear it, he let go of her, "Bang!" An ear scraper went up, and she fell to the bed, "You take my heart!" …… There is no next time! ......" He slammed the door and left, and she curled up in the corner of the bed crying...... He tied a dead knot between the two of them when they struggled, and Ah Xi didn't untie it for a long time, so he could only go down with scissors and tie it again with a red rope.

That blow was hard enough, a handprint on her face didn't fade for several days, and it happened that at this time Xiaodong called her again to ask her to have afternoon tea, she didn't want to see him with this face, so she declined. Xiaodong smiled and said that it was no big deal, Gu Xiaochun gave birth to a boy, he thought that it would be good news to send her some sugar and red eggs, as soon as she heard it, even if she agreed to see him, she turned around and prepared a red envelope, and wrote "Joy of Zhang". Her face was quite thick today, but she still couldn't hide the handprint, Xiaodong saw it at a glance, "He beat you?" …… I'll look for him......" He was very angry at the moment, and he was planning to cut off business cooperation with him and seek justice for her, thinking that he was coerced by him to leave her to him, but it was not for him to beat her, no matter what he could do! He planned to look for him when he turned around later, but she stopped him, peeled the spoon in the cup, and the tears that couldn't hold back fell when he thought about it, thinking that this Xiaodong had also watched her and Lian Sheng together, and the bitter complaint in his heart didn't hurt him to listen to it, so he opened his mouth and spoke intermittently, "I can't forget him, I can't help it...... Don't say that he hit me once, he just beat me ten times and beat me to death, and I still can't forget him! …… I don't want to do that, but I just can't help it......" She spoke quite slably, sobbing uncontrollably as she spoke, and then she put her arms on the table and held her forehead and cried. He handed over the handkerchief, he roughly understood what she meant, Mr. Tang beat her because she still remembered Lian Sheng, but he didn't understand this kind of thing in his heart, how did Mr. Tang know, so she told the last time in the Sun family and the amulet, she also cried so much that her brain was completely confused, and she had always treated Xiaodong as a brother to her mother, and now everything fell out to him...... He looked at her and said, he only felt that it was all trivial, and there was no need to be angry at all, and he really didn't understand how Mr. Tang, a man who was involved in big scenes, sometimes had eyes smaller than the tip of a needle. He decided to talk to him, so he comforted Su Youling a few words first, and then handed Gu Xiaochun's three dynasty gifts to her, laughing and saying that the boy was born very heavy, and it was very gratifying to be chubby. She: "Yo? He smiled reluctantly, asked when he was born, and asked him to take the red envelope with him, saying that she would not go to visit. He hugged his elbow and didn't accept her red envelope, thinking about it and returning it, "You can send it when you go by yourself in the future...... I don't know what to tell them, I don't say anything anyway......" She thought about it, he hid it from everyone like her, and coldly asked him to bring a red envelope back, how did he explain, he was really in a hurry, and he didn't expect it, and then he said a little playful to him, "...... on a boat" The moment he saw the original brilliance in her eyes again, he replied to her with a witty expression, and she smiled.

Xiaodong went to find Mr. Tang after separating from her this time, he thought that he threw her into this pit, he had the responsibility to settle her, she is now betrayed and divorced, he doesn't stand up for her, who else will help her? He went straight to Mr. Tang's office, pushed the door in, and asked him, "You beat Youling?" You beat her up for that little thing? Mr. Tang leaned back in the chair and smoked, raised his eyes and said nothing, pinched his fingers and thought about it, and motioned for Xiaodong to sit, throwing over a cigarette, "When do you still think about those other things, I don't know where my heart is." "This kind of thing is originally come first and come first, you want her to forget all about the past for a while, do you think she is a casual person who treats feelings?" You're so hard for her! …… Besides, this is about fate, not that if people are in your hands, you can control everything! ......" He thought of her at that time and sincerely hugged her grievances, and said a lot of anger at once, since he succumbed to Mr. Tang for his own selfish interests, this was the first time he openly vented his anger at him, at that time he really had no scruples, if the business could not be done, he would not do it! Mr. Tang didn't speak, leaned on and smoked for a long time, and only dusted off the ashes of the cigarette at the end, the old man took a long breath, but he didn't talk about her, he went to talk to Xiaodong about something else, "You can't feel it yet, young people, you will feel it when you are older...... Too many things are false, and what people want is real......" He said the last sentence with a frustrated look, he had always thought of himself as a spicy person, broke off friendships without thinking, but in her case, he now also felt that he was acting in vain—some friends couldn't break up, and some women were blocked even if they tried their best to stay around. When Gui Sheng just broke with him, he felt that some people's hearts were going, and for the first time he weighed out how many catties and taels he had, but although he was busy with business for a while, he thought that he had a favorite woman since then, and it was not a bad situation; Later, he and Gui Sheng got back together, and the situation improved, but it was always reluctant, and he categorically did not return to the past, and Su Youling over there was out of control since he met Lian Sheng, and he felt a great frustration, and the fragility of middle age couldn't help but hit her with an ear scraper...... In fact, he may not understand what Xiaodong said. There wasn't a word about her in what he said later, but Xiaodong still felt the kind of hurt she had for him, the leaves that were fluttering this season.

Xiaodong called her later, it was two days later, the afternoon sun outside was faintly shining, he subconsciously turned a pen in his hand, persuaded her, and went to Mr. Tang to comfort her, she just cried on the other end of the phone, did not speak...... He finally made a decision that was contrary to his original intention, he used to be so optimistic about her and Lian Sheng, thinking that they were a cherished pair, even at that time, Mr. Tang tried his best to coerce and entic, he only promised not to interfere and not support the bottom line, but now he still went over to persuade her to Mr. Tang's side. He himself thought: People are really fickle, living in this world, they may change their minds at any time, how can they have any principles or beliefs! So he didn't blame her for hanging up his phone with a "tom", she must have been disappointed in him, her only pillar told her at this time, "To understand Old Tang, don't think about it anymore, he just didn't stop for a while, and there was nothing wrong in the end", no one understood her, no one cared about her feelings...... In fact, he was right, she herself may not think this is the truth, but now she always has a kind of unrestrained situation towards him, the only outlet for emotions, thinking that he should be on her side to speak, and only then hung up the phone with a slick at him.

Later, she rarely went out to contact people, and her actions became more and more inconvenient, and on the other hand, she really didn't want to meet Lian Sheng again, or hear about him. She sewed the child's clothes and bedding with Zhou's mother Axi, because it was cold at that time, and a lot of diapers were made, light blue cotton cloth, the same color as the sky, sandwiched on the rope on the terrace in the late autumn afternoon, and the wind was flying in the wind...... She suddenly remembered the time when she was drying the sheets on the sundeck of Ni's house, as if it was also such a scene. She smiled and picked up a belly that had been spent far away, thinking that she had never wanted to keep it at the time, and now that it was so big, a fact that could not have been more powerful, confirming the weight of Mr. Tang in her life. She thought about Mr. Tang in Xiaodong's words, calm and calm, and gradually understood him in the autumn wind......

When people live to a certain age, it seems that it is particularly easy to escape some things, such as emotional unhappiness, but they do not have the courage to face it like young people. Mr. Tang has not come to Peiyuan since that slamming the door, after a while there were two phone calls, Zhou's mother picked up and called her to pick up, she angrily refused, and he didn't call her again, and he hung up after two inquiries with Zhou's mother, and then the phone didn't call...... She began to fidget, and for a while she was about to give birth, and instinctively irritable and anxious, paced in frustration by the fence of the terrace, watching the passing cars on the road ahead—she had not understood him.

She never thought he would abandon her. She refused to answer his phone like that because she wanted to force him over, just like every time she gestured with him before, he would come over with a pinching force to clean up her temper, but I didn't expect him to be so decisive this time. In fact, he originally wanted to talk to her on the phone to find a step, but she refused, so he broke off that thought with a lonely "oh". He didn't want to abandon her, he just couldn't use the previous mood to resolve with her in this matter, he had his indelible wounds, he couldn't always stand in the active position to repair this relationship, and the embarrassment of the year of confusion naturally became a knot that had to be resolved by time - this delay was dragged into a rain and clouds. She stubbornly did not allow anyone to call him, and in the throes of labor, she smashed everything in a panic, burning to her throat, and the hatred that burned to her throat was to close her teeth and block her breath from talking to him!