Chapter 30: Truth often hurts the most

The owner sighed, "It's like it's destined, Ye Lan is not the woman I like, I don't know why she has a good impression of me, and although I don't have a big good impression of her, but I get along day by day, and I have a good meaning, I tried to date at that time, and later, she had Xiaomin, at this time, I have another object to get along with, that is, my current wife, and I love Xiaofu very much, after Ye Lan knew, the mental illness suddenly broke out, and it became more and more serious, she threatened me, If she doesn't leave Xiaofu, she will hurt the child in her belly, I love my child very much, although I don't love Yelan, but I won't let her hurt the child, so I locked her up. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 ο½‰ο½Žο½†ο½β€

"You lie, my mother won't be like this, you forced her."

Baili Chang suddenly realized and said: "So, Xiaofu left you for a while, is it because of Ye Lan?" Could it be that she was sad at that time, and... ”

The owner smiled bitterly and shook his head, "That's it, one day Xiaofu accidentally found her and secretly met Ye Lan, without me knowing, Xiaofu left without saying goodbye that day, at that time, Ye Lan was almost about to give birth, and threatened me again and again, if I went to find Xiaofu, she would kill the child, I didn't have extra time to find Xiaofu, I could only take care of Ye Lan, but I didn't expect Ye Lan to get sick and run away." ”

"She took away my children, and I lost my wife, and the news that she was hiding in my house was also known to people outside, and the Yang family came to the door to crusade, at this time, I... It's a mess, later, it was hard to solve the matter, and when Ye Lan was found, the child was gone, Ye Lan also died, she died with hatred for me, she would rather throw away the child than give it to me, I really regret having a relationship with her, but I thank her for giving birth to Xiaomin. ”

"If you say I forced her!!" The owner also made a mocking expression, "I don't want to speak ill of Ye Lan, she gave birth to a daughter for me, which is my child's mother!" ”

Yang Xu gasped for several breaths, suppressed the emotions that were about to explode, and said angrily, "But it is a fact that you took her away, no matter what the reason, you should not provoke her even if you take her away, you are pregnant and say that you don't love her, her death was forced by you, and my father also died because of this illness, these are all because of you, surnamed Lian, I don't care what happened to them back then, I only know that you forced my mother to death, forced my father to death, made my Shuiyue Mansion pout, and became a joke in the cultivation world, all of this is thanks to you." ”

"Yang boy, I am friends with your father, I don't want him to die, but you said his death was because of me? I don't want to carry this black cauldron, you know what he died for, does your father really care about your mother's death, hehe, you should know some right and wrong as an adult!! The owner threw out this sentence, and he also suppressed the feeling of anger that wanted to beat the other party.

Hearing the end, I don't know what kind of fantasy story I'm listening to, my mind is dizzy, this complicated story, twists and turns weird story, that is, it happened to my biological mother Ye Lan, because she was alone, caused a grudge between the two families, I sighed loudly, and said secretly, no wonder she wants to go crazy, these things will go crazy no matter who puts them on her, after so many years, I suddenly heard such a thing, even I myself trembled and was afraid, how pitiful and frightened she was at that time.

It's just that I agree with Yang Xu's other words, if you don't love Ye Lan, why do you want to provoke her, just because I can't stand the temptation, let Ye Lan get pregnant but fall in love with other women, completely ignoring the feelings of pregnant women, what else can she do if she doesn't run, throw away the child she gave birth to, and this is not revenge.

This kind of truth is so painful, not only Yang Xu, but even myself is faintly painful, I know, emotional things can't be explained, one is willing to fight and one is willing to suffer, others can't care, I don't want to sympathize with Ye Lan, I don't want to sympathize with my current biological father, I just feel sad that my birth satisfied whose happy name, and why I was born for.

The owner didn't say anything, and asked Baili to take me out.

Baili Chang didn't know what to say, and sighed: "This kind of thing, we outsiders have also heard of it, but we have never believed that it will be true, the Chuanyang family is often close relatives to marry and have children because of the protection of their own family's original blood bloodline, but I didn't expect that they would be so crazy, biological brothers and sisters。。。。。 ”

I followed behind, silent.

"Xiaomin, don't blame your father, he also has a lot of hardships, and many things are not something he can control, back then, because of Ye Lan's threat, Xiaofu ran away from home, your father didn't dare to blatantly look for her, and when Ye Lan's affairs were sorted out in looking for her, she disappeared, and it wasn't until six years later that Xiaofu was finally found, and when she was found, she was deceived and lost outside, and gave birth to a son, who was struggling to live with a child alone, and didn't even know the name of the child's father, so she gave birth to a child and was abandoned, Your father picked her up, married her regardless of his previous suspicions, and took care of the child, even so, he didn't blame Ye Lan, and he has always been very sad that Ye Lan gave birth to a dead baby, and blamed himself for not watching Ye Lan at the time, let her run away, adults and children will die, so many years have been blaming themselves, if it wasn't for the inadvertent discovery, Ye Lan gave birth to twins, and there is one you who survived, I don't know how long he will blame himself. Baili Chang turned around and said to me.

I smiled helplessly, "What can I blame him, I don't know Ye Lan, although I know that she is my biological mother, but I still can't think about it, what else does she have to do with me, hearing these things, I just feel that she is really miserable, all the bad things have been encountered by her, so, you can say that I am very cold-blooded, the past is over, I can't force myself to stuff myself into the past, let myself look how sympathetic." ”

Baili Chang was silent for a while, and then laughed, "That's right, their things have nothing to do with you, as long as you don't have a burden in your heart, you are a cultivator now, you can't have a burden in your heart, if there is anything best to vent it now, if it has been backlogged, it will eventually become your inner demon, it is a big taboo for cultivation, your father's cultivation has been stagnant, and I am afraid that it is related to depression in my heart, and there are few resources, if you add psychological barriers, I am afraid it will be more difficult to take a step forward, hey. ”

I nodded alarmedly.

Is the matter over, the people who should leave in the Zhuangzi have gone home, Yang Xu was arranged to stay, saying that he was waiting for the Yang family to come to pick him up, but no one came to the door, so he stayed until a doctor came to the door, and I didn't know that he was sick.

In the past few days, my father locked himself up, saying that he had been in a bad mood, and Baili Chang also stayed behind to help take care of the family, Meng Xiaofu has also been staying by his father's side to take care of him, and other disciples have stepped up their practice.

However, I haven't seen Qingyan and Qingmu, that day because I suddenly heard such a shocking thing, I forgot to tell my father about me and Qingyan, after the banquet, today is the fourth day, why didn't I look for them, I can't figure it out.

I went to the training ground, saw a disciple who was practicing, and asked Qing Yan where he went, and the disciple was immediately more surprised than me, "Is Senior Brother Qing Yan gone, I thought he had been practicing, and now everyone is working hard to cultivate, and I don't care about anything else." ”

I have a black line on my face, how can I call it that I don't care about anything else, so a big living person is gone, or your senior brother, do you have his existence or not.

"Did you say he was gone, I just saw him yesterday, and I went to the courtyard called Yushui with Senior Sister Qingmu, and it was good that both of them had bad faces, and Senior Sister Qingmu seemed to be crying." A girl walked over, it was the child named Jingjing, she flashed her big eyes, and said very seriously, "The day before yesterday, I also saw that my brother and sister went to find my sister, and the two of them were quarreling, and the senior sister said that the senior brother should not be with Sister Xiaomin, and she was crying all the time, and the senior brother looked very angry, and the senior sister scolded Sister Xiaomin fiercely as she spoke, what are they doing." ”

I looked at her, and the little girl blinked innocently, "Sister Xiaomin, why did Senior Sister scold you, you are shameless, and you said that you are seducing Senior Brother... "Quietly, shut up!!" Another senior brother named Qingyi, who came to listen to us, stopped the little girl's mouth and smiled at me embarrassedly, "Senior Sister Xiaomin, don't be angry, children are not sensible, Senior Sister Qingmu can't say that kind of thing, Jingjing must have heard it wrong." "No, I heard it very clearly, my sister scolded me like this... said that Sister Xiaomin is an ugly monster.,Quietly you won't hear it wrong.。。。 The little girl pulled away Qingyi's fingers and shouted to me again, I don't know why, I think this little girl is deliberate, hearing this, the people who practice next to her all stopped and stared at me in unison.

After a quiet look, I nodded lightly, turned around and went to the Chongqing Courtyard.