Look back, Makoto Ito. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I remember that it was after that that I never saw Yakumo Ranka again, and Arashika didn't keep her promise, and she left silently. Then, as I said, I forgot about ......

Forgetting her, forgetting the experience with her, forgetting her existence, I really did it!

When I woke up from a dream, tears were still flowing from the corners of my eyes, and I couldn't help it unconsciously! I took care not to let anyone notice it, and casually waved away the tears with my sleeve.

I swept the screen and looked at the boring emotional dialogue, which I felt very boring. turned around and looked at the three of them separately, only to see that their eyes were staring at the screen tightly, watching intently.

In order not to disturb them, and so that the rest of the time would not be too boring, I desperately thought about the future schedule.

"That girl is really pitiful! It's just like that, and the difference between him and the man! ”

"No, she did it herself!"

"Apricot, that's too much! It's obviously the doctor who is wrong, right? The girl just broke up with the guy because she got the wrong test report......"

"Even so, didn't she still like the childhood sweetheart who was really good to her wholeheartedly?"

"Even so...... But when she was in the most pain, that Dongmi took care of her meticulously, and didn't the man just watch secretly from a distance? ”

"yes!"

Apricot lowered her head and looked at the ground.

"He's just watching from afar, he's only watching from afar......"

She whispered, not being heard by anyone.

She sighed, and she saw the figure of another person.

"That's why in the end, he will go to see Dongmi the day before the wedding place of Dongmi and Yuren!"

"Then why didn't he go to find him?"

Facing the world's geological question, Xing lowered her head again, and she was silent for a while and said, "Isn't that answer clear at the end?"

The sun was bright and the sky was clear, but snowflakes were falling in the sky. It's not ice, it's not cold, it's bone-chilling!

The boy was cruel, and he kept all his grief to himself, so much so that he led to a sympathetic empathy. But just like he said, "I just want her to be happy!"

"Forget it, it's just a movie! Forget it after reading it, and discuss it, but don't go too deep. The world also has its own ideas and opinions, so don't argue between the two of you! ”

Seeing that Apricot's mood was getting lower and lower, Makoto Ito interrupted their conversation with a loud voice. He could feel that Xing was aware of some details in the movie, and at the same time took into account the character of the world, so he endured it with implicit excitement.

But it was very uncomfortable!

"Besides, I'm going to have a bite to eat if I want to! But be careful! "Although money has no value or meaning at this point, the atmosphere is still very important.

"Really? Then the cream puffs are please, and the other ...... Just drink the milkshake! ”

"Ito, I want cheesecake!"

"If Kiyoura-san, if you want cheesecake, I'll have one too!"

"Really? Then I want tiramisu! ”

Smiling, I led the four of them out of front of the cinema.

Is the time coming?

There are only about 20 minutes left!

I carefully left Moment's body and carefully covered her with the quilt. Thinking, "Let's go out and hang out!" I changed my clothes lightly, and as I was about to open the door and go out, I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Ito, where are you going?"

Turning around, he instantly covered his delicate body with the quilt and looked at me with anxiety and doubt.

"Hehe~~" I chuckled again.

"I'm going out for a walk, let's go for a while!"

"Hmm!"

"Then I'll wait for you outside!"

After closing the door, I leaned against the door and paused: "Sure enough, you are special!"

"I've kept you waiting!"

"Let's go!"

……

In the early hours of the night, I walked hand in hand on a dark forest path with no light through, and we didn't say anything, just walked quietly, but the strength in our hands grew stronger.

Every time I get close to a minute, I become more and more nostalgic and reluctant.

But I knew it was time to say goodbye.

"That night, we were like that!"

"Yes!"

That's it, you can know what I'm referring to without prompting, as if you really know what I'm thinking.

"At that time, did you know that I was leaving?"

"Hmm!"

Honest and frank, obedient and well-behaved, clever and intelligent, gentle and considerate, delicate and lovely, it is simply the perfect companion I have imagined in my mind.

"Why didn't you stop me?"

"Actually, I want to, but that's Ito's decision!"

Truly single-mindedly thinking about me and putting me first. It is not to impose his selfish willfulness on me, but to think about me in his own situation.

She really liked me!

"You're so stupid!"

I chuckled again!

"It's always easy to be with you!"

"Really? Me too! ”

"But you're not smiling!"

"Is that so?"

Walking out of the dark forest path, he came to the silver moonlight, raised his head in an instant, and smiled desperately. But that smile looked so heart-wrenching.

"I'm sorry ......"

I choked up and pulled the moment into my arms, so that she would not see my face, so that I could not see her painful smile.

"Woo woo woo ......"

"I'm sorry ......"

“……”

"I'm sorry ......"

"Don't! Don't go, Ito! Please, don't leave me again! ”

“……”

"I'm sorry ......"

As a result, this is the only sentence I can say in the end.

I'm sorry!

I don't want to do that, but ......

"Why? Why do you have to leave? Is there something wrong with me......"

"No, it's not."

"Is it true that you still can't like me?"

"Not really!"

"Sure enough......"

"No, Moment!"

I'm holding harder! I really don't want that to come out of her mouth, because that's so sad!

"I like you! I really like you! ”

"I don't want to leave you, I want to be with you, I want to be with you forever! That's ...... like that."

"But...... But...... I had to leave here......"

"Why?"

Why? Even if you ask me why, I can't tell you!

Everything was just a dream of mine, a ridiculously sad wish, like that unattainable dream.

Why?

What exactly did I do wrong, and why was I punished so cruelly?

Is it wrong not to want to hurt others?

Is it wrong to just want to break free from the shackles of reincarnation?

Is it wrong to dislike and hate the world, and just want to live alone?

Why does every time end in the worst possible way?

Why should I be slandered?

Why......

- I'm still alive.

- It would be nice if he died.

- If this dream does not wake up, if it can be extended indefinitely.

"Blank ......"

"Blank ......"

"Blank ......"

When I opened my eyes, three figures appeared in front of me. A young girl about eighteen years old, a middle-aged couple. I tried to get up and look around, but my body couldn't move. I was covered in bandages, and I could feel the burning pain even if I didn't move.

But none of that mattered.

I struggled desperately to get out of bed, and my aim was the floor.

Yes, I wanted to deliberately fall out of bed and hit my head on the ground. I don't know if I sensed my intentions, but the young girl held me down intentionally or unintentionally, and she sat on the edge of the hospital bed staring at me with worried and sad eyes, and said to me with a smile: "Kuxing, do you remember me?" I'm Gu Lanxin, I haven't forgotten the promise I made in elementary school, I've been looking for you for a long time! ”

Gu Lanxin, of course I remember. She was my first girlfriend in elementary school, and because of her own reasons and family reasons, we didn't even have time to say goodbye before we separated.

I haven't seen it for about six or seven!

But I have never forgotten her existence, because it is the first love, so I love extra hard, and I pay a lot of passion and effort, but I poured all my true feelings and sincerity into the end in exchange for scars and fragments.

Since then, I have not been a man of false words, even disdainful of women.

But...... But......

-- But.

"I ......"

"What do you want to say?"

Gu Lanxin leaned over to listen, smelling her elegant fragrance, and I tried my best to say, "I...... I...... I think...... Stop...... Take a break! ”

I thought it was loud enough, but the sound was like a mosquito. But fortunately, Gu Lanxin heard it. I saw her turn to the middle-aged couple and say, "Uncle, aunt, you go out first!" Empty line him, I want to take a break! ”

The middle-aged couple glanced at each other and went out silently, Gu Lanxin watched them leave, and I closed my eyes......

Open your teeth with your mouth closed, stick your tongue out as long as you can, and ......

"Ahh......h

A tongue came through her lips, and then my teeth splattered with blood, and my blood and hers mixed with each other's saliva were sucked up and swallowed. We kept a tongue-kissing position, and she kept sucking and didn't show the slightest sign of leaving.

I want to hate her, but I can't! I wanted to push her away, but I couldn't!

I have no choice but to let it act arbitrarily.

With my eyes closed, the sad face of parting flashed in my mind, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of regret.

I should have said it to her earlier:

"It's great to meet you! And ......"

"I like you the most!"