There are a lot of people gathered in front, go and take a look!

In the middle of the zebra crossing in the middle of the limestone gray road, there is a pool of scarlet blood, it seems that someone has been hit by a car again! If you don't produce cars, if no one buys them, if no one drives them, wouldn't this kind of accident have been completely eliminated a long time ago?

Heaven does not do evil, but it does its own evil - looking for death, and it is long to be suspicious. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Let's go back! I'm tired enough today! I hope that tomorrow will not happen again, let me live in peace for a while!

Back home, take a little rest. Makoto prepared a sumptuous dinner for himself. It's not because it's a special day, it's just that I suddenly want to do it. However, when he was ready, he had no appetite after he put it on the table.

Makoto only ate two bites of fragrant white rice, but the dish didn't move!

Makoto had a nightmare at night, and he dreamed of a picture that had seen his heartache! That was something that had not yet happened - the "tragedy" of the night after the festival.

Makoto was awakened by a dream, at two o'clock in the morning. He sat on the edge of the bed, didn't turn on the light, just stared at the darkness and didn't think about anything. By the time he came to his senses, it was already past seven o'clock. There wasn't much time, so Makoto hurried to school without even eating breakfast.

On the train, he didn't meet Yan Ye. For some reason, he just wanted to meet Yan Ye. There is no need to speak, and there is no need to approach. I can't say why, but as long as I look at her from afar, I always feel at ease.

However, what we are looking forward to is another sin that cannot be escaped.

The nightmare beckons to Makoto, but he has no choice but to accept it silently.

Makoto sat alone in a deserted park, stunned, and his mind was in chaos. I don't know what I'm thinking. Makoto just wanted to be quiet, to stay here quietly—a place where he was the only one now.

It's good anywhere! As long as there is no life outside of oneself......

Damn it!

Why?

Why are you here?

-- Makoto is looking for answers.

Why is there such a thing as me in this world?

- He was lamenting.

Who the hell is it? For what...... Created me......

-- He longed for someone to answer.

And with me, why do other lives exist at the same time?

Can anyone answer me?

-- But no one can answer these questions.

Who can tell me......

- So, he was silent.

However, in this silent uninhabited park at night, in addition to sincerity, there is only the cold wind that passes by from time to time! When he passed by, it was cold and cold, and only they silently accompanied him.

-- Actually, his heart was extremely conflicted.

The silver moonlight in the night sky also jumped down from the sky, turning into a thin shirt and draped over Makoto's body without authorization. He was a man who walked in darkness, but now he was bathed in the moonlight......

But, so be it! That's it!

Just be a little more willful and stay a little longer!

Somewhere in the night, in an uninhabited park, there was a faint sound of chains rubbing.

In the silence of the night, a black-clothed boy sat on a swing, holding the chain lightly with both hands, and followed the swing that sat down and swayed back and forth, quietly rippling in the cold wind under the silver moonlight.

As far as the eye could see, he alternated, and he just looked faintly ahead. Staring at what is actually there, though invisible.

In this way, I don't know how much time has passed. The swing in the deserted park is still rippling, but the boy in black has disappeared without knowing when. After expanding, expanding, and expanding the search area, his emaciated and lonely figure can be seen in the white building about two kilometers in diameter in the northwest corner of the park.

"I want to talk to Yan Ye for a while!"

After opening the door of the ward and walking inside, he whispered.

On the bench next to the hospital bed, a middle-aged man in a suit stood up. The young man looked at him squarely, and in front of him, the middle-aged man who was taller than him, more mature than him, and much closer than the relationship between him and the "Yanye" in his mouth - Gui Yanye's father.

The man, who claimed to be Gui Yanye's father and Gui Sanchun when they first met in the afternoon, stood up and turned to look at him wordlessly. It seems to be hesitating, as if it is scrutinizing. He was not angry, he was not confused, he was calm. Maybe he had already guessed that the boy would come!

But no matter what, Gui Sanchun was just silent and didn't reply.

Not even the basis of the conversation was established, just silence, and only silence! The air was filled with wordless tension that seemed to be on the verge of eruption.

However, this does not affect the two people who look at each other, they are always the same!

――The young man just looked at Gui Yanye's father, Gui Sanchun, and he only unilaterally conveyed his will: I want to talk to Yanye for a while.

What is revealed in those eyes is unshakable perseverance, it is will, it is the voice of the heart! As if to say, no, to declare - this is already a given, a fact that will inevitably happen.

There was no self-blame, no guilt, and no pleading in the young man's eyes!

To say that he is rude and uneducated is better to say that he is too domineering!

If the man named Gui Sanchun standing in front of the young man was just a highly educated high-ranking intellectual and upper-class person, even if he was relatively mild, he would think that he was "deceiving people too much", and he couldn't help but be angry! After that, it's not hard to imagine the roaring scene of the host going out of his rage and driving the rude visitor away!

It's a pity that the young man's luck is very good, Gui Sanchun is not such a person. So he can accept the will of the teenager, because he understands, so he agrees!

Therefore, the person who left the room was not a teenager, but Gui Sanchun. When he went out, he gently closed the door and let the boy share the room with his unconscious daughter, who was lying in a hospital bed. And he was standing in the hallway some distance from the ward, but not too far away.

Again, teenagers are lucky!

He is finally alone with Yan Ye!

For Yan Ye's father, Gui Sanchun, Cheng silently expressed his gratitude in his heart! Whether it was the first meeting in the afternoon, or the way he had just accepted an unspoken wayward request, he felt extremely fortunate.

It's really good that Yan Ye's father is a person like him, and this discovery makes Cheng sincerely feel lucky!

Thankfully, there won't be any more nightmare misfortunes that befall Yan Ye! She no longer has only one spiritual pillar named "Makoto Ito", that is, she is no longer the whole of her world! That is, even if he is "gone", it won't matter much!

Although Gui Sanchun is such a sensible person, maybe he won't come to disturb Cheng until he leaves the door! However, Makoto still thinks that there is not much time that can actually be used!

After all, in this world, there will never be only one factor that gets in the way!

Obviously, we could have been together for tens, hundreds, and thousands of times before, but now it's ironic to think about it, and what's even more ridiculous is that Makoto is still thinking about this kind of inconsequential thing at such a juncture.

After loss, human beings will know how to cherish! will understand the precious!

But Makoto won't look back, and he won't regret it.

Makoto sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at the haggard face of Yan Ye with an oxygen mask, and the shadow of her who had become the day before and shouting behind him came to mind, and his heart tightened—it was pain.

It's the emotion that should have been lost!

Now it seems that this is just my own naivety!

Makoto gently grasped the delicate right hand exposed from the cuffs of Yan Ye Songchang's hospital gown with both hands, slowly moved it to his chest, and placed it in the position of his heart.

Let her feel her heartbeat!

After glancing at Yan Ye's face on the hospital bed again, Cheng slowly closed his eyes.

"Ah, wait a minute, Ito-san!"

"Please wait a minute!"

……

The words of the day before yesterday were clear in my ears, and the voices that I didn't listen to at that time understood in a different way in this way!

Yan Ye's words, the emotions in her heart, the meaning implied between the words.

"Does Ito-san hate me?"

"Don't hate it!"

There's no way he can hate Yan Ye.

"Have I done anything that Ito-san hates?"

"Nope!"

Even if there were, he would forgive.

"Why, then, did you leave as soon as you saw me?"

"It's just a temporary reminder!"

Because he's serious so that he doesn't hurt her.

"Liar!"

"Nope!"

Yes, that's a lie! It's not even perfunctory, it's a random excuse that comes to mind.

Makoto is a liar! It's a jerk! It's garbage! It's rubbish!

It's a scum named Makoto Ito!

He's just running away, just indifferently playing the role of being silent! Maybe you're just a coward!

And today's Makoto may just be a distorted personality after experiencing powerlessness, helplessness and pain! At some point that Makoto doesn't know, maybe he's already broken!

I gave up being a human being, I gave up living as a life.

It's just to fulfill his unattainable sad wish!

What is the meaning of existence in such a life, such a life?

And this is something that Makoto has been thinking about all along, and it is the phantom that is now confusing him in his heart!

For the sake of words! For the moment! And for the sake of "who is that" after them!

Makoto is determined to face it officially!

Only before that......

At such a time, Makoto, who came here on purpose, has something that must be achieved.

In order to convey her wish to Yan Ye, in order to stop her from feeling pain (?) In order to let her understand her own mind, in order to change the fate that had been predestined in the dark.

One sentence, surging in my heart, finally burned:

"Yan Ye, wake up quickly!"

It was the only word Makoto had thought of after sitting in the park for so long, the only word he wanted to say before that. And yet now......

"Then, when you wake up, forget all about me! Wake up and live happily ever after. And where you can't see, I'll watch over you silently! ”

-- In order to prevent another tragedy.

Makoto is gone, he leaves the room. Without saying goodbye to Yan Ye's father, Gui Sanchun, they passed by in the corridor. For a moment, his gaze was focused on Makoto, but our eyes did not meet.

He glanced at Makoto, but Makoto just looked ahead!

Don't hesitate and never waver!

"Hmmm......"

"Who is it? Whose voice is it? ”

"Who is it? Called my name? ”

"Yan Ye, wake up quickly!"

"Who is this voice? Why, hearing this voice, there is a faint labor pain in the chest? ”

"Then, when you wake up, forget all about me! Wake up and live happily ever after. And where you can't see, I'll watch over you silently......"

The voice...... Whose ...... the hell is it?"

"Why, I don't know...... Why, can't remember ......"

Feeling the gentle gaze, I slowly opened my eyes.

In front of the bed sat a middle-aged gentleman in a suit and tie. He is embracing me with gentle eyes, he is my most important ...... My father, Gui Sanchun.

"I'm causing trouble for my father again! I'm very busy at work, but I ......"

Seeing my father's smile made me feel more and more guilty.

"Yan Ye, how do you feel? Is there anything out of the ordinary? Somewhere, it hurts or something......"

Hearing my father's words, I tried to push a little hard to see if there was anything out of the ordinary.

"Hmm, hiss~ Except for a little pain in the head, there doesn't seem to be anything abnormal."

"yes, that's good! But after all, he was so badly injured, so let's lie down for the time being! My father took my hand as if he was relieved.

"Makes him worried!"

"It's just, the temperature of this hand...... This feeling...... It's not that he'......"

"Father!" I couldn't help it, and I cried out.

"Is there anything you'd like to say, Yanye?"

Sure enough, it's my father, he understands me very well.

"Just now...... No, mother, it doesn't matter to her, right? ”

Don't ask, just take it as a delusion! Although I still cared, I chose to change the topic anyway.

"I'm a little anxious, I should be able to feel more at ease when I call her! Also, Ito-kun came here just now, and he just walked for a while! ”

Sure enough, it's my father......

Ito-kun...... Who is it......

"That Ito-kun, why did you come here?"

"I'm here to see you! If you had woken up earlier, you might have seen it. ”

Coming to see me? Why......

"Well, Ito-kun, what does my father think of him?"

"He's a nice kid! (Although, it seems to be a little negative!) Something may have happened to him! The look in my eyes at that time...... Compared to the impression when we first met, it was just a different person. ）”

"Is that so......

"Yes."

“……”

"You've just woken up, and you're getting some rest! I'm going to give Zhili a call and put her at ease. ”

"Well, thank you, Father!"

I felt guilty in the face of my father, who stood up and looked at me tenderly.

"Yan Ye, don't blame yourself! You, but I'm a child of reason! (It's more like pride to be able to worry about you, after all, that's all we can do!) So, I'm out, remember to get some rest! ”

"Sure enough, it's my father!"

As I watched my father walk out of the room, I couldn't help but think. Should it be said to be a specialized type of natural stay? The father seems to have a natural obstacle to the affection of love, and he is completely unaware of the love manifestations of other people except one person. Even if he said it explicitly, he didn't understand it at all.

Yes, except for one person!

I'm a little sorry for my father, but it's good that he didn't notice my abnormality! For the time being, I don't want them to worry more about my affairs. For the time being, just hide it from them!

Ito-kun? Who the hell is it?

Why, just thinking about it, makes my chest ache dullly......

Why, I can't think of anything about him......

I always felt that just now, I lost something important......

Just now, after the man left...... I lost ...... What's important...... No, what's important...... Forgotten......

-- Why, exactly?