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After the incident with Mr. Tang, for a long time she seemed to be blinded, and she couldn't ease her senses, so she stood at the back window alone in a daze, standing for a long time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 The cheongsam that made her unbearable was put away and pressed into the bottom of the rattan box, and she didn't plan to wear it anymore. Seeing the injury, even the pot of evergreen in the corner of the wall was put aside - she didn't want to think about Lian Sheng now, and when she thought about it, she couldn't help but tears fell down, and she didn't know how to feel sad. However, I don't want to think about it, but I often can't think about it, when she is alone, she is always locked in the room and crying, not to mention the Zhao family's card game, it is rare for someone to play cards in the Ni family downstairs, even if she goes down, she helps Yu's mother make snacks, and it is rare to see people.

For a moment she hid like a snail in her own shell, avoiding the whole world, especially rejecting the perpetrator - she no longer walked on the road, either in Ngawang's car or another car, hurried back and forth, and did not have any chance to meet him. And one day he came to the store, and he was forced by her, he couldn't let go of her, he wanted to see her and was afraid of stimulating her, and he didn't settle down for a while. He came, she refused to face it, and walked to the corner of the counter with her face turned to the side, where someone was looking at the dim sum, he looked at her, and took a deep breath, and did not go to look for her, but waited here for Awa to come down and greet him. After he bought the refreshments and saw that there was no one there, he walked over slowly and whispered to her, "I'm just going to see if you're okay...... Don't think too much......" It seemed to be a voice that had been held back for a long time in my heart, and there was a meaningful sadness. He just said this, and then beckoned to Apo and left, looking at his departing figure, she was suddenly a little moved-after all, it was the person she had been infatuated with, can she hate it for a lifetime? Is it that she didn't understand his love, otherwise what was the knife in his abdomen? Maybe he loves her, but he hides it too deeply and loves it too paranoidly, so he loses his weight for a while. He went out and got into the rickshaw, but before leaving, he turned his head and waved his hand at her, and she stubbornly parted her face, and her eyes instantly turned red, and he hurriedly turned back to stop looking at her, and urged the coachman to hurry away.

This year's weather has changed very quickly, and it's only May, and it seems like it's already summer. It took a while for her to slowly calm down, and she took a half-day off to wash and dry at home, and the summer clothes were about to be taken out, and the chest of drawers was churning and churning, and the ones that had been sprinkled in the previous rainy season were wrapped in a mess with the declaration paper—yes, she sometimes looked at what she had done before, and it was really a little incomprehensible. She was much calmer than before, she felt the same when she raised the sheet on the sundeck, it was a light blue sheet, very close to the color of the sky, and threw it high on the bamboo pole a few times, the afternoon sun shone over, and the wind drifted in it...... She smiled and walked to the edge of the terrace, crossed her waist to look west, looked at the east for a while, and then looked east, turned around and carried the basin terrace escalator up and down. In Miss Ni's room in front of her, Yu's mother was mopping the floor, and a gentle wind penetrated through the front and back windows, blowing on the sweaty body, making people sleepy. She felt that she was a lot lazy for a while, maybe because the weather was too hot, her body was a little unbearable, and she wanted to find a domino stool to sit on after standing in Bifangzhai for a while, and she couldn't do it every afternoon, and she dozed off as soon as she sat down, Gui Sheng Yufen naturally wouldn't talk about her, she felt very embarrassed. But now you can take a rest, this sleep seems to be a gathering of all the sleep that I have longed for for this while, sleeping in the dark, with nightmares and nightmares, and waking up at dusk is extremely uncomfortable. At that time, Yu's mother was stir-frying in the stove room, she smelled the smell of oil smoke and wanted to vomit out, but she ran to the bathroom but couldn't vomit, so she calmed down and washed her face with cold water to get better.

She changed her clothes and planned to go out to breathe, but she didn't want to make a fuss but bumped into Lian Sheng, which shocked her. He walked over with a smile in his trouser pocket, saying that he was in a mansion near here, and that there was a banquet for him, and Gao Hongnian, who was specially invited, was in charge of the spoon, and his master brought him here, so he came over to take a look when he was not busy at the moment. She let out a sigh and smiled, and her eyes immediately evaded and looked away. She was a little wet with the hair on her forehead because she had just washed her face, he thought it was sweat, and her face was not very good, so he wondered if she was sick, and reached out to probe her forehead, but she was cold and irritated as if she was inexplicably hidden, and reluctantly smiled and turned back. "Youling, your face is not good, are you cold and hot?" "Nope." She walked faster and faster, almost trotting as if she were going to shake him off—yes, she saw him to-day and realized that she could not face him at all, and the more he asked her like that, the more she could not face it. He thought she was angry with him, and he was fed up, but now when he met her tone, he felt blocked. He grabbed her arm and forced her to stand still, "Youling, it's embarrassing for you to call me like this!" Why do we have to do this every time? What do you say the two of us are doing now besides being unhappy? …… Forget it, let's get married...... You're with me, but I really can't give you anything right now......" His words later didn't know how frustrated he made the decision, he compromised, with the hesitation of loving someone but not knowing what to love, crushed the arrogance he had always had. She couldn't cry all of a sudden, he took a gentle breath and hugged her, and his hand soothed twice on her shaky shoulder, "Okay...... I'm going to tell my eldest brother about this as soon as I can. We'll always have a way ......" "You dare! She suddenly broke away from him, hysterically, turned around and ran back crying, he hurriedly called out to her, "Youling!" "I want to chase her, but this place is too close to the back door of Ni's house, and it's not good to pull and cry outside the door after all, so I can only stop there, look at the time, exhale, and walk out of the alley.

They probably did be quite loud at that time, and Yu's mother heard it stir-frying. I only heard two voices arguing and shouted twice, she didn't know what was going on, she went to the back door to look, but bumped into Su Youling who ran in crying, I didn't see crying so much, the whole person cried red and ran upstairs. Yu's mother was frightened, and when she looked outside, she saw Lian Sheng walking outside, and the two of them didn't know why they were arguing like this. Su Youling didn't come down to eat dinner, so they didn't have the shame to call her more...... Today, the Ni family has a card game, she is not in a good state, and she can't smell the smell of smoke now, so she went out again, and bought some plums in the cigarette paper shop to eat, so that she can feel better.

She suspected that she was pregnant because she heard someone talk about it in Bifangzhai once, the two women met in the store to buy refreshments, and they chatted about a person's daughter's pregnancy, and the symptoms seemed to be like this. She didn't know who to talk to, and who to tell was like a bomb thrown at herself! She wanted to tell Lian Sheng about it, that was already the closest person to her, she could tell him that she was forced by a stranger, and he might help her deal with it quietly, but this would inevitably affect other people's opinions of him, and she couldn't do it, so she couldn't bear it. She also thought about looking for Mr. Tang in a broken jar, and was afraid that he would find out about the pregnancy and force her again, she really had no one to find, nowhere to sue, and when she was desperate, she thought of Gu Xiaochun, as if she was the only one who could talk and discuss with her.

The next day, she embarrassedly asked for another leave to go to Hongkou to find Gu Xiaochun, this was the first time Su Youling came to visit her after Gu Xiaochun got married, her mother-in-law cooked dim sum eggs very politely, and insisted on going to buy vegetables to leave Su Youling to eat, and also took the opportunity to talk to their master and apprentice to talk about the old days. Gu Xiaochun has also come out of the yarn factory now, and after she became pregnant, she was a female celebrity at home, her belly was already obvious, and she accompanied Su Youling to the hospital for a check-up a little clumsiness. Su Youling was really pregnant for more than a month, she took the test results and cried on Gu Xiaochun's shoulder, at a loss. Gu Xiaochun naturally thought it was Lian Sheng, and urged Su Youling to marry her quickly, but Su Youling shook her head desperately, and even said that she couldn't tell him, seeing her like that, Gu Xiaochun already understood a little, and suddenly slapped her twice, "Why are you so confused!" What do you do now! …… Tell me who it is! She hated it so much that she really wanted to find someone to settle accounts with him. Su Youling shook her head, "You haven't heard of it, you don't know ......" Gu Xiaochun thought about it later, and figured out that it was impossible for anyone to go to someone else to settle accounts, after all, Su Youling also had a reason. The most important thing at the moment is how to solve this matter quietly, it is best if the Zhao family and the Ni family do not know, but Lian Sheng must not hide it, nor can he tell him the truth, just say that he was accidentally forced by a stranger, and Bi Fangzhai and the Ni family will find a reason to take a leave of absence for a while, and find another place to recuperate after surgery, and then she will be able to take care of her, but she must not be entangled with that person again, so it will be over. Although Gu Xiaochun was the best way, Su Youling was unwilling to treat Lian Sheng like this after all.

When she went back that day, she had never slept all night, she had never felt such a long night, and the cold moonlight sprinkled on the roofs of the people behind her, and it was terrifyingly quiet. She wrote to Lian Sheng in her surprisingly calm sobriety at midnight, and told him that she was gone, and that there was no need to look for it, that he had given her the most worthy feelings for a lifetime, and that she was very glad for this encounter with him, but she still had to go, and as for the reason, she did not write. A few words, but the pen is like exhausting a lifetime of spirit and tears, as if the love and hatred of this life are engraved on this letterhead to him, and since then she no longer thinks about what love is, what pain is...... After writing the letter, her mind was very confused, and she only briefly packed up some things in a hurry, and in the early morning, she carried a rattan box and suppressed her emotions and rushed out. Yu's mother saw that the style was wrong, so it mattered, "Miss Su, Miss Su!" "Come up and pull her, while shouting upstairs to Mr. Ni and Mrs. Ni. Su Youling shook her hand to get rid of Yu's mother, covered her mouth and nose and hurriedly ran out of the alley, kept running, ran for a long distance before she collapsed on a certain street corner, squatted on the side of the street and buried her face deep in her arms, wanton the unbearable of her whole youth like a wild current - she loved Liansheng, so she chose to leave.

The streets in the early morning were bustling and indifferent, and how many pedestrians passed by, glanced at her hurriedly, and moved forward.

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