When Su Potian came to look for me, he looked lonely, he said: "Meng Jin is gone, in that accident, I took a knife for him, hit the vital point, and left him on the way to the hospital." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info He said that it was the first time he knew the pain of life and death, and the girl he once loved so much could never wake up again. ”

On that day, Su Potian came to say goodbye to me, and later, he left the city, and from then on, the crowd was surging, and we could no longer find the person we loved.

Gu Qing was lying on the hospital bed, the little finger of his left hand was empty, he smiled at me, pursed his lips, "It's nothing Gu Mian, don't blame yourself, anyway, the little finger is useless, it's superfluous to put it." Gu Qing smiled and comforted me.

Tears fell from my eyes, and that day, Meng Jin was stabbed in the vital position by the thugs on the corner of the street and died, and that incident caused a sensation in the city, and the newspapers of 'High School Girl Slashed to Death by Gangsters' were full of headlines, and notices were posted everywhere to find the murderer and find witnesses. And I was the only witness, so that day, the leader and his younger brothers found me and Gu Qing's residence, and forced Gu Qing to tell my whereabouts with a knife, how much Gu Qing doted on me, so that day, under the coercion of those gangsters, Gu Qing's left little finger was cut off. Looking at the blank space at the end of Gu Qing's palm now, it will always be a scar in my heart.

However, the parting of life and death did not disappear, and the sadness only followed. After Gu Qing was discharged from the hospital, not long after, my grandmother, who had long been dragged down by the pain, finally passed away because she couldn't stand this kind of man-made disaster at home, I held my grandmother's urn, tears flowed down, and later, Gu Qing and I buried my grandmother next to her husband and son, I hope that in the next life, you will not be separated. Also, in the next life, don't adopt my unfilial granddaughter.

After I went back, I became a little silent, Meng Jin's death, my grandmother's death, Su Potian's departure, and Gu Qing's fingers. It's like everything started because of me. In the end, I collapsed in front of Gu Qing, and I said: "It's all my fault, it's me who killed Meng Jin, it's me who killed my grandmother, it's me who is wrong, so I will let your fingers be cut off, if I had stopped them earlier, all this might not have happened." I cried heartbreakingly, Gu Qing hugged me, kept comforting, he said, "I said, you are not to blame for all this." ”

However, I still can't rest assured, for that girl named Meng Jin, it is I who will destroy your happiness with my own hands, and I only hope that in the next life, you can spend a good life and live this life perfectly.

Grandma, it's a shame that I have always lacked in my heart, if it weren't for me, your life might end safely, instead of dying in this chaotic moment, and not ending well.

Su Potian, I lost your girl, if, one day in the future, you know that I stood stupidly in place that day, stubbornly waited for a long time, and did not go to the police or ask for help earlier, would I hate me for being a vicious woman, which will cause you to be displaced now.

Gu Qing, the part I never want to mention, I have been protecting me since I was eight years old, and my man has been hurt because of me after all.

At night, I had a nightmare, in the dream Meng Jin smiled at me, still so sweet, and then, the camera reversed, it was Su Potian, he said with cold eyes, without the slightest tone: "Gu Mian, why are you so ruthless, it was you who killed Meng Jin." I cried, I said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I said like this one by one, until Gu Qing woke me up next to me.

After waking up from the nightdream, the corners of his eyes were still soaked with tears, Gu Qing murmured: "You have a nightmare, it's okay for me to be by my side!" Then he took me in his arms. That night, I had another high fever next to Gu Qing, and like eight years ago, I had a splitting headache and was extremely uncomfortable.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital again, without the meticulous protection I had when I met my grandmother for the first time, Yuan Xiaofu stood in front of me, and when I saw that I was awake, I was a little excited, and he said, "Gu Mian, you finally woke up!" I thought you couldn't figure it out and planned to go to Meng Jin's funeral! "Yuan Xiaofu's words are always so unpleasant. However, I did have suicidal thoughts, and even thought about jumping from the top of a 28-story building, but I still didn't have the courage to do so.

During that time, Yuan Xiaofu ran to the hospital every day, and he lied to his mother that he had been under too much pressure to study recently, and he wanted to drink some chicken soup and improve his food at school. So, he came to the hospital with a pot full of chicken soup and handed it to me to eat, which can be said to be a good care. Gu Qing saw it in his eyes and smiled, "Brother, if I had this blessing that day, I wouldn't say anything and obey you on the spot." Gu Qing's words made the three of us laugh. After that, my mood was much better than before, and when I came home, it was an empty room, and Gu Qing said to me with a pale face: "This is a sad place." He said, "Gu Mian, let's get out of here, go to another city, and start a new life." ”

I always hear others say that wounds take time to heal, however, this is no longer the place for me and Gu Qing to heal.

On the train platform, when Yuan Xiaofu came to see me off, his face was full of grievances, and he said: "Gu Mian, you wait, I will definitely go to you, you can't like others!" Then he handed me the specimen of plum blossoms in his hand, "This is what I accidentally found in a store, and I originally planned to ask you to go and see it that day, but it doesn't work, now you have to leave, buy it and give it to you." ”

Yuan Xiaofu's words hit my ears like this, and tears wanted to run out of the corners of my eyes again. It turns out that I missed so much, if I hadn't stubbornly left the original little talisman that day, wouldn't things have been different?

Yuan Xiaofu was still talking to himself, his face was full of literature and art, and he muttered: "Gu Mian, I know you have a plum blossom birthmark, I heard that people with birthmarks have a very bumpy fate, this is for you, I hope you will not be adrift in this life." ”

That day, I said goodbye to Yuan Xiaofu on the train platform, the world is big, where is our place, where can we no longer wander in this life.

Actually, I'm still selfish, I selfishly remember that Su Potian's parents were in a city with a sea, and that was Su Potian's favorite place. Therefore, when Gu Qing asked me where I was going, I stubbornly thought that Su Potian went to the city with the sea, and then I said to Gu Qing: "I want to see the sea, let's go to the beach, okay!" ”

When we were children, we lost our loved ones in our memories, and now eight years later, we still can't live this life.