In those days, Su Youling always had insomnia all night long, the rain did not stop, and a canopy was replaced on the door of the people behind, and the sound changed on rainy days, she was not used to it, and she couldn't sleep all night...... She had never missed someone so hard, and sometimes it hurt like she was gouging flesh out of her body. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It is absolutely impossible for her to ask Gui Sheng or Mr. Ni, only hoping that Mrs. Zhang will come over one day to buy snacks and chat, so as to find out some news about him, but the hateful thing is that she often meets her on weekdays, but now she is always seen at this time, and I don't know why, she is so anxious that people are not settled, she herself feels like she is about to collapse, and she walks on the street after closing, the light on the rainy night is miserable and lonely, and the red high-heeled leather shoes step on the tram track with sparkling night light, and she has been walking along the track like this, and the spring rain lingers, The wind swept through the ankles with a thick damp breath, like a half-old cigarette veil covering it, which was slightly cool at first, but then it still felt so stuffy that it made people panic......

That day, she came back and stepped into the back door, there was a guest in the Ni family's guest hall, she stretched out one hand outside the door to shake the water on the umbrella, and saw Yu's mother wrapping small wontons at a glance, and she actually burst out: "Mr. Tang is here?" An irrepressible emotion, Yu's mother paused, smiled and said no, it was a colleague in Mr. Foreign Bank, she smiled, "Oh" fell back in one breath, and pretended to be casual and perfunctory A few words, an umbrella was sprinkled, and the rain shook herself......

Fate is often the more you want to see a person and can't see it, it is always against people's wishes. How much time had passed at that time, she didn't know very well, but she felt that it had been a long time, and she had long wondered if he had suffered that time and didn't plan to see her again, and there was no blame for him, it was really not cost-effective for a man with such conditions to say that he would do such a thing for a woman with a general relationship, not to mention his friendship with Gui Sheng and Mr. Ni, even if he thought about her again, he could only accept it when he saw the situation, and there was no need to make jokes between the three of them.

She doesn't remember when the weather was lifted, like a hangover after waking up, there was no transition, turning over the river and the sea dreamed of opening her eyes, the abrupt nerves in her brain were still dull and dull, the spring breeze in the alley had rushed to her face, neither cold nor warm, not hurried or slow, echoing in her body of this age ignorant and confused...... She wanted to be born, and since they were separated in the New Year, she hadn't seen him yet, and she didn't know what happened to him. One day she took the afternoon off to go to his residence to see, and bought some pecans at the South Goods Store, he was not there, Mrs. Yan opened the door for her, she asked Mrs. Yan when he would come back, Mrs. Yan was surprised, "Why didn't Miss Su and Mr. Zhao make an agreement in advance?" …… Heck, not necessarily! Mr. Zhao sometimes doesn't come back in the afternoon, but he's been busy lately! When she heard this, she suddenly felt a little disappointed, and she was involuntary for a while, "Ah? She smiled hesitantly, thought about it and persuaded Mrs. Yan to be busy, and she didn't have to take care of her, she would talk about it later, Mrs. Yan said "It's okay", and went downstairs to continue mahjong.

She looked at the furnishings in his room, which was basically the same as the last time she was here, and presumably he had only come back to sleep after she was gone. The little round mirror was still hung by her window, he used to hang it by the door, and combed her hair twice before going out, she thought that the light was not right, which affected her dressing, so she changed to the position by the window, and he must have never used the mirror again, and even the wooden comb was thrown on the frame and never moved, and there was a curl of her hair wrapped around it angrily - at that time she could not bear the irritability of his urging, she couldn't help but smile and clean up the messy hair on the wooden comb, and took the mirror off again, and watched her face leaning out of the window leisurely...... The bright and clear sky hides the layer of white dust on the mirror, and she actually smiles as bright as a spring flower, and still has the kind of fresh air flowing freely in the people's livelihood in the market.

She washed and dried him, and cleaned the room, which was so small and simple, and it was done in a short time, so she knocked on the windowsill and knocked on the walnuts to eat, and watched the children in the alley below chasing and frolicking—there were many children here, and they were all savage and casual, screaming and whistling through the alleys like the wind, rendering the time she was waiting here—it was a large expanse of bright orange, a huge sunset reflected on the window glass of the front building behind the people, desolate and enthusiastic, and goosebumps that rose spontaneously...... She was deflated when he didn't come back, and the walnuts in the canvas bag couldn't be found, so she fell on the table angrily, mixed with the pile of broken shells she had just eaten, and rolled down the table, and the freshly swept floor was thrown to the ground...... She closed the door and went downstairs to say goodbye to Mrs. Yan, and asked her to take care of the bedding he washed on the sundeck and remember to accept it.

Sure enough, the next day he came in a hurry, he went back late at night to Mrs. Yan and learned that she had been waiting for a long time, and hurriedly ran upstairs to see the scene, and I don't know what she was sad and discouraged, and the next afternoon he had no choice but to ask for a moment of leave - Gao Hongnian now has the intention of cultivating him as a successor, and everything during this time has taken him with him, not only in cooking, but also in the daily operation of the entire back kitchen. But something went wrong at this critical juncture, which actually made Master Gao unhappy.

The time was too tight, and in a hurry, he seemed like a wind whirling through the door, which suddenly surprised everyone in the store. For work reasons, and for convenience, he has now shaved a navy head like Mr. Song, and it is no wonder that the wooden comb is no longer needed. I don't know if it's because of this, she felt that he was a little more impatient than before, and after briefly greeting her and calling her out, she pulled her and hurried down the street, she couldn't catch up with him in high heels, and writhed with him angrily all the way, and after walking a few storefronts, he stopped at a corner, turned around and hugged her, and at this time, she felt a strange force between his arms-she never doubted his affection for her, but she wasn't sure if he still had the same state of mind as he had been...... He had warmed her years like still water in the first period of time, when he was clear and peaceful, like a wisp of April wind blowing through the tips of her hair, and warmed her melancholy and barren heart, she admired him because of this, and had always thought that he was a young man like a spring breeze and still water, until he was hastily held and pressed against his chest to hear his chaotic heartbeat—in fact, they were the most ordinary in their relationship, and they were happy to talk about each other, and she thought that her drama could be sung here to take a curtain call, and since then she has been unemployed and returned to the field, The years are quiet, but he thinks that life has just begun, so she slowed down her pace, but he sped up and chased forward like a torrent of surges, this time he left, tearing out a tension of feelings, and the tense tendons tortured people, she said: "It's almost enough, I don't want you to do your best, it's too busy, it's not cost-effective." He smiled and said a little sarcastically, "Why should I do so badly if I can do my best?" In fact, he is not aimed at her, he has just been under too much pressure recently, Gao Hongnian has taken a lot of weight, gave him a great future, and at the same time pushed him to the cusp, many people are not convinced, secretly stumbling on him, forming a party to exclude him, he is high-spirited, and he is forced to be angry, and he refuses to give in at all, which makes the interpersonal relationship in Hongdingfang very tense. However, after saying that sentence, he immediately realized his gaffe, and instead smiled and took her hand, making some explanations that were already superfluous, she shook her hand coldly, and said lightly, "You go and do your business, I don't care......" He was in a bad mood, this breath sank, and he paused there, she turned around and walked back, he went to pull her again, she twisted him to let go, at that time it was estimated that he was also depressed, she threw her face at him like this more than once or twice, and he was tired, In the spring sunshine, he put his hand in his pocket in frustration, looked at her, looked away, stood for a moment and raised his hand to look at the time, and then walked to the tram platform across the street.

There are no rape flowers in March here, and you can vaguely feel the spring soup coming, the wind that shuttles through the narrow alleys of the street, which can never be cleared of direction, and the flowing blood, calling out the terrifying void of this city...... For a while, she resented Lian Sheng like a madman, and also missed Mr. Tang, banishing herself with the sadness of self-abandonment. She had a lot of contact with Miss Ni's cousin Mr. Luo, Mr. Song and Miss Ni talked about friends, and always pulled the two of them as companions, playing bridge and playing badminton, in fact, she didn't understand what they were playing, but she had her cuteness after all, he also had his manners, he always smiled and taught her how to play, she was also smart and cunning, and he said something that made him laugh after thinking about it, he thought that she had a rare quality of girls in his circle, a simple aura, The air in the forest after the rain is refreshing, and he also yearns for her, even Miss Ni joked with her: "If it weren't for Mr. Zhao, I would have been the matchmaker for you and my cousin!" She snorted, laughed and scolded, and Miss Ni was all over the room to dodge...... She can still carry it, she has never dreamed like that, gentlemen and gentlemen are naturally worthy of ladies and celebrities, as for her, she is very content to be friends with them. In the dazed and empty time, she felt like a madman for Lian Sheng and Mr. Tang, and also played with Mr. Luo like a madman, she had no intention of him, but she did not restrain her character - he taught her to ride a bicycle, holding the back seat and gradually letting go of her hand, she trembled and rode more and more steadily, and said "goodbye" loudly, and actually rode all the way out along the park...... The early morning sunlight penetrated the woods, and countless rays of memory flickered like the light of her eyebrows, and she remembered that when she was in Hongkou, Lian Sheng also had a bicycle, and he often took her through the streets and alleys, but he didn't remember to teach her, let alone now...... After a leisurely turn, I saw Mr. Luo's hand-copied pocket on the lawn and smiling and looking here, and the wild swan-like moored after her return from swimming in the lake, he applauded and greeted her, and took a picture of her with a camera pushing a bicycle.

A few days later he mailed her the photograph with a brief letter. He didn't understand what he said, but his words still implicitly revealed his affection for her, he said apologetically that he was busy, and he was afraid that he would not be able to play often in the future, but he would cherish this memory, and also gave her two blessings briefly. In fact, she understood that this was an excuse, and it was also a reminder to her - Mr. Song downstairs came to invite Miss Ni and brought Mrs. Ni a small bunch of pale pink carnations, and they politely invited her to go with her as usual, and she smiled and found an excuse to excuse herself. She is appreciative and grateful to Mr. Luo, this time he has taught her a lot of things, and also timely care to remind her to retire, she knows that she and he will also come to an end, I don't know if he also kept a photo of himself, she thought about smiling and went over to open the window, scattered thick black hair down the grate, here can still vaguely smell the fragrance of flowers in the garden behind, this quiet spring dusk and who slowly played the accordion, it is a tune she is familiar with.