"It's so uncomfortable! Damn, it's uncomfortable! ”

"Stop, it's so noisy!"

"Who's ......?"

"Why?"

"It's just ...... At this time......"

Makoto struggled to get up from the bed, his head swollen as if it was about to crack from the inside. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Damn, it's just a cold and fever, and it's actually become so embarrassing.

"Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~"

"Ah, it's coming right away, don't press it!"

"Hmmm......"

It's already hard to just stand up, damn it.

What to do? If you don't hurry......

"Ding Dong~"

"Got it! I'll open the door to you right away! ”

"Who the hell is it...... ...... so early."

"Hahu...... Hahu ......"

When you are sick, your body becomes so fragile?

Sure enough, the flesh is just a burden that can't be relied on after all!

"If you can, I really don't want to."

Okay, adjust your breathing.

Inhale ~ Exhale ~ Inhale ~ Exhale ~

"Ito-san, are you home?"

"This voice is so familiar! Who the hell is it? Peephole! No way...... No...... Force...... Angry! It's painful! It's uncomfortable! ”

Open the door to her, I hope it's someone you know!

Makoto had the impression that before he passed out, he saw a girl about his size standing in front of the door, with a slender ponytail tied.

Then, Makoto just fell into her arms.

Then, the face was buried right in her chest.

It's so warm! But I'm sorry!

"No more...... She's not going to be angry, is she? Let's talk about it later......"

In this way, Makoto lost consciousness in the chest of the girl who ran to my door early in the morning without even determining her appearance.

Just in case, I'll say it anyway. The reason for Makoto's fainting is not "happiness", but pain!

In the dream, Makoto saw a man and a woman sitting back to back on the river embankment, he thought they were a couple, but he always felt that the atmosphere was a little weird.

Because of curiosity, Makoto leaned in!

"You're all right, aren't you?" The man looked into the distance and whispered.

"Hmm......" The woman also looked into the distance.

"That's good!"

"I've been bothering you for a while!"

“……”

The man stopped talking, and the woman wanted to say something, but she didn't have the courage.

The two were silent.

"You take care of yourself, I'm leaving!"

The silence lasted only a moment, and the man stood up, said a word to the woman, and left.

One step, two steps...... One meter ......

"Wait a minute!"

The woman turned and stood up, looking at the man's departing back, and she finally shouted.

"What's the matter?"

The man stopped, but didn't look back.

"That...... That one...... I...... And I ...... I can...... No, it's nothing ......" The woman panicked with nervousness, and in the panic she said something she couldn't say.

"Then don't ......"

The man was not angry, nor confused, but just faintly walked forward again.

The words spoken cannot be taken back, and regret is unforgivable!

But as a woman......

Willful, it will always be regarded as coquettish and get all kinds of inexplicable understanding!

Even if you are vexatious and don't go overboard, you can be forgiven!

This is a unique "privilege" of being a woman.

But......

"Let it go."

Faced with a woman who was in a state of confusion and wanted to keep the man and hugged the man from behind, the man's voice was cold without emotion.

- He's angry.

"Please, please wait! I have something to say to you. ”

A woman's privilege is useless to a man, but a woman's feelings are well conveyed to a man through her voice.

He paused again because of understanding.

He didn't forgive the woman, and he didn't think about forgiving her. So he didn't look back!

Even that is enough!

No, it's better to say it that way!

If she saw the man's face face in person, the woman did not think that she could say what she wanted to say.

Say it, it's your last chance! Say it!

Convey your thoughts to him as if it were that night.

There is no need for exaggerated and wonderful embellishments, but just what you have in mind......

"Can I stay with you all the time?"

No longer as a lover (girlfriend), but just wanting to be with him!

Still like him though, love him! You can give everything to him, including everything you have!

But it can't......

"He doesn't like me anymore!"

So, until then, the woman just wanted to stay by his side and stay in his sight for as long as possible.

This love cannot be spoken, but must be conveyed to him in an invisible way that is different from the past.

"Anything else?"

The man asked, holding the small hand of the woman who was holding him.

"That's enough!"

Although I am happy and my heart has indeed arrived, I can't get carried away.

It's not the "identity" that matters, it's the heart – being with him.

"Is that so......"

The man paused.

"As long as you can keep up with me, I don't mind."

"Is that okay?"

The woman is "greedy" to get a positive answer.

However, all that answered her was silence!

The man let go of the woman's hand from his body, and without saying goodbye or making any other movements, he left.

The answer that the woman was looking for in a moment of excitement turned out to be ambiguous!

She was uneasy and confused about this!

Then, since that day separated.

She had never seen that man again.

He, left.

Leaving the familiar place, leaving her again......

No one knows where he went again!

He didn't tell anyone!

She wanted to explore, but was scared......

I ran away, I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't want to accept it......

Who is that girl?

Why does it feel familiar?

Where have you met and who you know......

I can't think of it, I can't find it.

Ah~ I'm so dizzy. It's not good, damn it!

What catches your eye is not the familiar ceiling, but the face of a person, the face of a beautiful girl.

"Long time no see, Makoto ......"

The pretty girl with a single ponytail looked at Makoto worriedly.

She cried.

Did she cry?

She's still crying......

Tiny droplets of crystal clear water flowed out of her eye sockets and fell, one string after another.

Makoto wanted to comfort her, so he opened his mouth, but he ended up crying. Sweet, a little salty, and a little bitter......

- Actually, Makoto can't speak.

The throat and mouth are dry and painful.

"It's inflamed." Makoto immediately thought of it.

But now is not the time to care!

Makoto stared at her with great effort, enduring the discomfort of the organism. Stretched out his right hand to her!

However, it was not reached.

Makoto's hand can't be raised that high at all.

The muscles are as soft as a clay figure, so weak.

"Damn!"

"Is this how embarrassed I really am?"

Can you only silently feel powerless, helpless, and unable to think......

Are you kidding!

Fleshly restricted or something!

"Disease? Ridiculous and boring restraints, how can they restrain me. ”

"What I'm after is ......"

Just as envisaged!

The flesh is just one of the ridiculous and boring restraints.

Makoto touched! He stroked her face and choked:

"Don't cry......"

The voice did arrive, but the mind was not answered at all.

Same as then!

Why?

"Stop crying......"

The crying did not stop, and the tears rained down.

Makoto is shaken!

"Why ......"

Sincere heart...... Doesn't convey ......

"Why ......"

His mind...... Not understood......

"Why ......"

He's angry...... But they are also crying......

"You are the only exception in this world!"

- He once said this to himself.

Yes, he, is a person who exists, but ......

"Please don't cry......"

Makoto wants to say, he wants to say to this crying girl - don't shed tears.

Again, Makoto fainted again.

Makoto dreamed again, and in the dream he dreamed of the tangled past that he didn't want to recall in the "nightmare".

At that time, Makoto was in tears!

- For the first time, I left inexplicable tears.

Not because of pain, not because of sadness; It had nothing to do with being moved, but I felt angry......

Yes, Makoto was angry that day.

- Even Makoto himself doesn't know who he's angry at.

But it doesn't matter!

That day, Makoto's words, she failed to "hear".

She, Makoto's first girlfriend, whom he loves wholeheartedly, is determined to accompany her lifelong partner.

She failed to understand Makoto.

Even if it's just a literal one!

"Don't cry!"

"Stop crying, okay?"

"Please, stop crying......"

It was Makoto's fault, but he was inexplicably angry when she was sad.

As her lover, Makoto is a disqualified.

However, he never regretted it.

Cheng is not worthy of her!

But he never let go......

Makoto has never regretted all the choices he has decided.

It's just that the world is just a momentary thought after all.

It's just a moment!

Makoto is gone, no goodbye!

"When you leave, of course you can't keep me!"

I was separated, and I couldn't think about it anymore.

It seems that it was then that he gradually began to feel tired......

Consciousness slowly awakened, and Makoto opened his eyes and looked around.

Two beautiful girls, no. It's a well-behaved little Lori and a pretty beautiful girl.,They are facing off.。 They looked at each other, invisible sparks dancing in their eyes, hostile to each other.

"Instant ......" Makoto interrupted them in a hoarse voice, as he still felt uncomfortable.

"Huh? Ito! ”

Makoto felt that his voice was not loud, no, it should be said that it was very small; At that moment, I should have paid full attention to the girl, and I am afraid that I would not have time to take care of other things.

However, the moment was heard!

"Am I being naïve? It's great, though. ”

"Give me water......" Makoto said weakly, feeling almost lifeless, as if he was dying.

"Okay, wait a minute!"

In an instant, the girls who were still competing with each other until just now rushed out of Makoto's room without delay. Listening to the voice, it seems to have gone to the living room.

After a while, the water came over in an instant, but he hesitated.

"Help me up!"

Makoto understands what she's worried about, but she's just paying the price she deserves......

"Hmm......"

"Quick, water ......"

Uncomfortable, in addition to being uncomfortable or uncomfortable.

I'm so dizzy, I want to vomit.

Taking the glass of water from Instant's hand, Makoto immediately drank it in one gulp, and then immediately lay down.

I can't stand it!

"Do you want more?"

Makoto hesitated. He's thirsty right now, but it's really unbearable. Just as she was thinking "Forget it", the girl left at some point, and now came with another glass of water. She stared at Makoto and took a sip of water, then crouched down and kissed him without hesitation.

Makoto couldn't dodge. On the one hand, it was because it happened suddenly, and on the other hand, because he didn't have the energy and strength to exercise at all.

"Woo~"

Her eyes widened in an instant, she must have felt unbelievable!

A girl she doesn't know kisses her favorite person in front of herself......

However, she didn't move, just watched!

The girl put her tongue into Makoto's mouth, letting the water flow slowly down her tongue into his mouth, and then the water was crossed little by little. At this time, Makoto's mind was blank, and he drank the warm water mixed with the girl's saliva in a daze.

Over and over.

"Isn't she afraid of being infected?"

Looking at the girl's movements, Makoto has a familiar sense of déjà vu.

It seems that at what time, he also encountered the same thing! However, there is no thought in the head......

"Well, have we seen it somewhere?"

After drinking the water, Makoto felt a little more comfortable, but his throat was still very sore.

"Huh?"

There was a moment of astonishment on the girl's face, but then it quickly turned white.

"Really? I've forgotten about it......"

She lowered her head and whispered to herself, and it seemed that Makoto's words hit her hard. He felt a little guilty, but didn't care too much. Over the years, I have become more and more unable to remember people's faces. Obviously, if you see it once, you won't forget it, but now you will forget it as long as you don't see it often.

Can't think of anything.

"Really? But sorry, I can't remember. Can you tell me your name, if so? Maybe I can think of something. ”

The moment of surprise, he actually showed an incredible expression, it seems that this girl has a relationship with herself. But he was really not impressed.

Looking at the girl's face, Makoto feels familiar, but it is true that he "doesn't know" and has no impression.

"Yes! Two years ago, I was Ito's classmate and tablemate, but you don't seem to remember it at all! So, the first time we met, I'm Yakumo Lanka, please advise! The girl forced a smile on her face to introduce herself.

"Then, Yakumo is ......"

"I wish you could call me Arashika like you used to......"

It's a little bit of a lost look, but it feels cute.

"Is there something Yakumo-san is looking for me?"

But it has nothing to do with Makoto.

Obviously, he just "kissed" with someone, but now he immediately turns his face and doesn't recognize anyone, like a white-eyed wolf!

But!

Refuse to be too close, refuse to care, refuse to be gentle......

Makoto is a person! It always has been.

It was, it is, and it will be......

Yakumo's expression was extremely unnatural, and he felt a sense of loneliness and deep unwillingness.

This feeling was not what Yakumo herself expected, she was just stuck in this state of sentimentality.

"I've transferred to Sakakino Academy, so I wanted to say hello to you in advance. But...... It became the first time we met......"

I can't remember who she is, and there's no need to understand it thoroughly, just leave it alone.

"Instantly?"

"At a glance!"

"Yes! So is there anything else you guys are up to? You can see my current state, and I can't entertain you. If you can, please go back today, and when I get better, you are welcome to come and play at any time! ”

Silence! Neither of them spoke, they looked at each other for a moment, and then, as if they understood something, they walked out of the house. However, he did not leave, judging by the sound that came, he probably stayed in the living room.

"It's really eventful at this moment, I told her not to worry, but I still ran over early in the morning."

"Is it a matter of course for you to care about your crush?"

"Or is it the care of your best friend's crush?"

Either way, a well-intentioned act will only make Makoto feel bored!

Obviously, he is the most vulnerable at this time;

Obviously, it should be said by one person at this time;

Family, no. Friends, not uncommon!

"As long as you are alone, as long as you feel cold...... Sick, what can I do? ”

- That's how it should be.