097 Growing up is a long goodbye
It's okay for a thin person like Tu Ran, and it's not a problem to put on an autumn school uniform after wearing three or four clothes. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but it hurts those who are plump and fit very well. But fortunately, the head teacher is still very reasonable, and it doesn't matter if you wear a school uniform in the classroom in winter. As long as you leave the classroom and put your school uniform outside, you're fine. Therefore, in the winter of Kitahara High School, you will find many students hurrying around in ill-fitting school uniforms.
Ma Xiaoyue has been a little troubled lately. After meeting Tan Xi at Beiyuan High School, he was very happy. But Ma Xiaoyue hadn't been happy for a few days before he began to get depressed. He was troubled and depressed for nothing else, just because of the kraft candy-like "crazy bees and butterflies" around Tan Xi. What's worse is that there are a few jumping and extremely happy bee butterflies still close to the water. Can Ma Xiaoyue not be depressed? When he thought of Tan Xi, his childhood sweetheart, like a piece of fat meat being stared at by so many ill-intentioned wolves, he couldn't feel comfortable.
Ma Xiaoyue, who was extremely depressed, "advised" Tan Xi very tactfully: "You are a big girl now, you must keep a proper distance from boys." ”
After listening to Ma Xiaoyue's heartfelt advice, Tan Xi just rolled his eyes at him, and then left him with his head held high.
Ma Xiaoyue's heart was as anxious as a cat scratching, but no matter what he said, Tan Xi ignored his words as if they were air. Later, Tan Xi saw Ma Xiaoyue again, and before Ma Xiaoyue came up and said "bad things" about those boys, Tan Xi had already walked away lightly.
Ma Xiaoyue was helpless, so she could only watch Tan Xi and the "Yingying Yanyan" beside her play and laugh, but she didn't give him a good look.
Ma Xiaoyue, who was extremely depressed, could only grit his teeth and think of other ways. Sometimes he was depressed, so he wrote the words he wrote to Tan Xi over and over again on the paper: Your bamboo horse, whose Qingmei did you marry; And you, whose bamboo horse did you take?
At the time of writing this weekly diary, it had been a while since Tan Xi left Ueno Middle School. That time I wrote a weekly diary, for some reason, Ma Xiaoqiao remembered Tan Xi, who was far away in Beiyuan County, and then suddenly felt a sense of adolescent sadness in my heart. Thus, this classic question was born from the pen of Ma Xiaoyue.
When the buddies in the class who played well saw Ma Xiaoyue writing this sentence repeatedly, they noticed his abnormality. They encouraged Ma Xiaodian to confess. Ma Xiaoyue was a little hesitant. He was afraid that Tan Xi would reject him. If so, wouldn't they even be friends?
Ma Xiaodian's fear of rejection is not groundless. Although he and Tan Xi grew up together, they have been noisy and-for-tat all over the years. In the past, although the two people were very good, more often than not, the two people were arguing. Many times, Tan Xi was angry with himself and cried. With such a childhood friendship, Ma Xiaoyue doesn't know what his chances of winning are. In addition, Ma Xiaodian has not grown very tall over the years. Standing beside Tan Xi, he is still a head shorter than Tan Xi. Ma Xiaoyue thought about it, forget it. Around Tan Xi, although there are no particularly handsome boys, they are not very small. I'm afraid I don't have much hope.
Depressed like this, Ma Xiaoyue retreated. But a good buddy's words blew up the combative Ma Xiaoyue.
He said, "If you don't do it first, then others won't be polite." ”
After Ma Xiaoyue heard this, he immediately put aside all his concerns. He had to act now. Just imagining the scene where Tan Xi became someone else's girlfriend, he couldn't stand it. Tan Xi must be his, his alone.
Just do it. In order not to let Tan Xi realize that it was him, Ma Xiaoyue wanted to write a love letter to Tan Xi in an unsigned form. During that time, Ma Xiaoyue thought about many beginnings, and then was denied by himself for various reasons. Until one day off vacation, he went to Ma Xiaolong's classroom to play and found a few lines of poetry written by Ma Xiaolong on a piece of light blue paper. His eyes lit up.
A few days later, Tan Xi had an extra light blue love letter in his desk. Tan Xi opened it and was immediately attracted.
I like that you are silent, as if you have disappeared.
You listen to me from afar, but my voice cannot reach you.
As if your eyes have flown away,
Like a kiss that seals your mouth.
As all things fill my soul,
You emerge from all things and fill my soul.
You are like my soul, a butterfly of dreams,
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I like that you are silent, as if you are gone.
You sound like you're lamenting, a butterfly that screams like a dove.
You hear me from afar, and my voice can't reach you.
Let me be silent in your silence.
And let me speak to you through your silence,
Your silence is as bright as a lamp, as simple as a ring.
You are like the night, with silence and stars.
Your silence is the silence of the stars, distant and bright.
I like that you're silent, as if you're gone,
Distant and sad, as if you were dead.
At that time, a word, a smile, was enough.
And I'm going to be happy, happy because it's not real.
Tan Xi usually reads some romance novels at most. Poetry or something, she always felt that she was moaning and sour, so she wouldn't even glance at it. But she read the poem on pale blue paper several times. Next to the poem, the writer also wrote a small line in pencil: How can I love so as not to disturb you, my sweet little girl. At the end of the pencil word, there was a dandelion flying up.
In this kind of cautious love mood, Tan Xi had to admit that he was quietly moved. The mysterious letter writer aroused Tan Xi's curiosity and interest. She looked at the neat and handsome words and fell into fantasy. What would the person who wrote such a letter look like? Tall? Handsome? Gentle? Or is it sunny?
Tan Xi thought blindly, looking forward to the arrival of the mysterious letter writer again. She was determined to catch the mysterious letter writer and see who he really was.
Ma Xiaoyue smiled and gave the buddies who gave ideas, each with a hug. Look at the way he looks, and the buddies know it's done. So, they coaxed Ma Xiaoyue to invite him to dinner. Ma Xiaoyue said with a smile, "It's still far away, and when it succeeds, I will definitely please."
In order to prevent Tan Xi from distinguishing the difference in handwriting, Ma Xiaoyue could only pester Ma Xiaolong to help him write love letters. Ma Xiaolong was unwilling, and Ma Xiaoyue's soft grinding and hard bubbles couldn't make his brother change his mind. This made Ma Xiaoyue very frustrated.
After the first letter was sent, Ma Xiaoyue did not send a second letter. He was in a hurry, but there was nothing he could do. Ma Xiaolong asked Ma Xiaojian to write by himself, but Ma Xiaojian said that his handwriting was not good-looking and asked Ma Xiaolong to help. Ma Xiaolong said, then you can ask your classmates in your class who are good-looking to help you copy it. Ma Xiaoqiao was speechless, he didn't have the courage to admit that he had "taken" the poems copied by his brother to make Tan Xi happy.