Chapter 64: The Heart Knot

After the rain in the valley in March, most of the Central Plains entered the rainy season, although the capital is geographically biased to the north, the rain comes relatively late, but before Xiaoman, the capital will also usher in the rainy season. The pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info April 17th, three days will be Xiaoman, and after Xiaoman, it will be the day when Xia Shuanghan and Lu Shaoyun got married in the previous life.

Is it the day of marriage? It's a bit melancholy for no reason.

"What do you think, can you tell me?" In the "murderous house" belonging to Lu Shaoyun in the upper reaches of the Huitong River, in the second-story attic in the corner of the garden, looking at Xia Shuanghan leaning against the window and staring at the rain curtain in a daze, Lu Shaoyun couldn't help but be a little curious.

"I'm thinking, the results of Zirundian's exam should come out, I don't know how he did in the exam." Xia Shuanghan was still staring at the small garden outside the window, trying to clear the picture that had crept into her mind by diverting the topic.

"Then do you want him to do well or do you want him to do badly?"

"What do you say?"

"It should be that I hope he does well in the exam, but also hopes that he will not do well." The title of the gold list, this can be said to be the dream of all readers, if you do well in the exam and can go to high school, you will naturally be happy for Liu Zirun. However, if Liu Zirun hits the Jinshi, he will marry the young lady of the servant family, so if you don't want your sweetheart to marry someone else, you naturally don't want him to go to high school.

"Are you conflicted?"

“...... yes, it's very contradictory, it's very uncomfortable. Facing Lu Shaoyun beside her, the memories of her past life that had just emerged in Xia Shuanghan's mind evoked a trace of melancholy and depression in her heart. Lu Tingxuan, in this life, I really don't want to repeat the mistakes of my previous life and marry into the place of Dingguo Mansion, so please don't like me anymore, okay?

Since agreeing to the request of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince on March 25 and joining the hidden mission execution team, Xia Shuanghan has not had a good time in the past month.

In this life, since the day she confirmed her rebirth, she has made up her mind that she will draw a clear line with Lu Shaoyun in this life and never repeat the mistakes of her previous life. She thought that as long as her position was firm enough, then things would eventually go as she wished, but recently, she had to admit that it was so difficult to persist in implementing the original intention of "staying away from Lu Shaoyun".

In her previous life, there were three mountains of Xu, Pei Huanting and infertility pressing on her, and Xia Shuanghan could be said to have escaped from the Dingguo Mansion because she couldn't bear it anymore. At that time, she and Lu Shaoyun knew in their hearts that only letting go of each other was the best way to let each other live easily.

But in this life, without the tragedies that oppressed them, Lu Shaoyun refused to listen to Xia Shuanghan's advice at all, and he did everything possible to get together with her. Want to reject such a Lu Shaoyun? Summer Frost felt unusually hard.

As the saying goes, a strong woman is afraid of pestering her, even if Xia Shuanghan insisted on the idea of "staying away from Lu Shaoyun" at the beginning of her rebirth, after almost a month of getting along, she still reluctantly realized that her current self has indeed begun to waver.

After all, whether in the past life or in this life, the reason why she and Lu Shaoyun can't be together is not because they don't love each other, is it? After all, counting the time in her previous life and the years after her rebirth in this life, Xia Shuanghan's mental age is almost twenty-four years old, and she should have been a mother a long time ago, right?

Child, this noun that once flashed in Xia Shuanghan's mind in the post station outside the village of Xiaopeach Blossom Village has frequently appeared in Xia Shuanghan's mind again in recent days.

Child, a child of her and Lu Shaoyun, this baby that Xia Shuanghan couldn't ask for in her previous life is no longer an unattainable dream for her in this life, is it? However, in order to get a child that she has been longing for many years, can she really forget the hatred of her previous life and obediently kneel down and call Xu her mother? Xia Shuanghan thought that even if she wanted her to die again, she wouldn't be able to do it.

Xu, the murderer who caused her lifelong infertility in her previous life, why should she be her Xia Shuanghan's mother? Why did she let her summer children call her grandmother? As long as the knot in this previous life cannot be untied, it is impossible for Xia Shuanghan to open his heart and get back together with Lu Shaoyun in this life.

Can you continue to reject Lu Shaoyun? Xia Shuanghan thought that sooner or later he would not be able to persevere. Because, she no longer wants to see Lu Shaoyun's sad appearance because of her alienation and rejection. But even if she couldn't bear it, what could she do?

On the twenty-third day of April, it was another rainy day. On this day in the previous life, two major events occurred in Shuanghe Lane in the east of the capital city: first, the title of Liujiazi's run gold list, the top of the high school; Second, Xia's frost and cold phoenix crown Xia Wei married into the Dingguo Mansion and became the fifth young lady. In this life, the yacha who came to Liu's house to announce the good news still braved the wind and rain to come as promised, but the eight-lift sedan chair that came to Xia's house to welcome the bride will not appear again.

In the Liu family in Shuanghe Lane, the visitors who came to congratulate him were still in an endless stream until the evening, and as Liu Zirun's close friend, Xia Shuanghan, who had a marriage contract, could not come to congratulate him in person. Therefore, she had to appoint Uncle Zhong to go to the Liu family next door with gifts in the afternoon.

"Sister, Brother Zirun, he's so amazing! He actually won the champion, isn't he, he is the legendary Wenqu star? ”

"Maybe, after all, the person who won the top prize in high school before the weak crown, counting your brother Zirun, there have only been two since the founding of the Great Xia Dynasty."

In the main hall of the Xia family, at the black round table, Xia Shuanghan, who urged his younger brother to have dinner quickly, continued: "When you finish eating, my sister will ask Uncle Zhong to send you to Jinglun and Jingwei, didn't you say that your master will marry his daughter-in-law tomorrow, and the family will be busy, so he will give you a three-day holiday?" When the weather is better tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, my sister will take the three of you friends to go out of the city to have fun with your sister Baliya? ”

"That's great!" Xia Chaoyang swallowed the last handful of rice in the bowl in three or two bites, put down the bowl and chopsticks and said, "Last time, my father only took me to stay in the camp for a short time and left, I haven't seen enough of those strange things!" ”

"Then you have to be obedient tonight, if you play crazy with Jinglun and Jingwei again, and you don't come to bed from the next day, then I won't take you there."

"Don't worry, absolutely not. There's such a good place as a caravan camp to whet our appetite, and it's really impossible to go crazy with other things! ”