Chapter 115: Love and non-love will be tormented
This matter has not been solved before, and Dustwind's heart is like a big stone blocked, and it has never been easy, but now this matter is sudden,
Instead, he felt that he had nothing to do, as if he had lost something all of a sudden, and his heart was empty. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Do you really want to go back and get engaged to her? She has given all her love for herself, and she has been worried about herself for so many years, if she still fails her,
How can that be worthy of her fragile woman's heart?
But if I really get engaged to her, can I treat her wholeheartedly? Can I bring her happiness? Countless questions came to mind, let the dust
The wind is very annoying.
He stood in front of the window of Fang Biting's house and looked at the white clouds in the sky through the windowsill, at a loss at the moment, and hesitated in his heart.
Dustwind, I've made dinner, you come and try my craftsmanship, it's not delicious, don't blame me. Hee-hee...
Okay, let's eat. Dusty Wind hadn't smiled at Biting for a long time, and today he suddenly felt that she was so gentle and considerate, warming his scars
Hole in the heart.
In a few days, our company will have annual leave, and then we can go home and get married, happy? Fang Biting smiled brightly. Actually, how she is
How could she not know that Chenfeng's worried heart at this moment, but she wanted to use her own sunshine to warm his sad heart, maybe this is true
It can make him happy.
Dustwind didn't answer immediately, but thought for a long time. If she doesn't agree, Fang Biting will definitely become very disappointed. Look at the one in front of you
A girl who is as innocent as a spirit, how can he bear to bring her sadness again and again?
Okay, let's go back and get engaged. Dusty Wind thought for a long time and replied.
When we get married, I believe that our happy life will begin. When the time comes, you will accompany me to go shopping, travel, watch the sunrise and sunset, and raise
Raise our children, I accompany you to do business, make money, buy what we want, we are a pair of fairy attachments, live a life of mutual affection, lift
The days of the case are very happy, do you say it is very happy?
Hehe... Looking at Fang Biting's expectant face, Dusty Wind couldn't help but smile with her smile.
Unconsciously, the haze in his heart suddenly disappeared, and he felt hungry.
Your stomach is growling, come, let's eat, taste my stewed soup.
Biting, thank you for your kindness and perseverance.
Eat, don't talk about this, this is my own volition, maybe since I bullied you as a child, I am destined to use my life's good to make up
Make up for the damage done to you.
At that time, you were just young and ignorant, and human nature was playful, and besides, you didn't hurt me much, so why should you bother.
No, I thought about it at that time, you were already very pitiful, and I said that, you must be very inferior in your heart, if my willfulness comes nonsense,
Leaving an eternal inferiority complex in your heart, then I am not guilty of the worst.
Hehe, silly girl, you were so young at the time, you were so understanding, it's really rare.
Hee-hee...
I can go back, but if I go back to my sister's house, what will I do?
What are you afraid of, confess the matter to her, this is good for everyone, as long as you get married, she will naturally give up, only she gives up completely,
She can start her happy life.
That being said, wouldn't it be too cruel to her?
You're just too kind-hearted and indecisive in everything you do. Don't you understand the truth that when the judgment continues, you will suffer from its chaos? I believe these
You know better than I do.
Some things are not measured by whether you understand them, and even if you understand them, you know how to solve them, but you still don't take them
There is a way, to be tortured by it to death.
Hearing Chenfeng's words, Fang Biting suddenly became lost, what is the difference between this sentence and her own persistence? Why not
So what?
I'm sorry, but I'm getting you into the sad rhythm again. Let's not talk about that, let's eat.
Okay, eat, let's not talk about that.
Under the dim lights, Dusty Wind and Fang Biting walked side by side, the two of them were about the same height, and they looked even more beautiful under the colorful lights, just like that
A sight on the side of the road is pleasing to the eye.
Okay, you can send me here, and in a few days, we can meet, don't be reluctant.
Okay, then you have to pay attention to safety, and when you get home, call me to report that you are safe.
Well.
At midnight, the dust wind was still strolling on the streets, and he wanted to walk so quietly, hoping that the walk would spread the boredom in his heart and let himself be
It's better to have a messy heart.
What he didn't know was that at this moment, Fang Biting was still quietly waiting for his reply, if he didn't reply, it meant that he still didn't have it in his heart at all
A little bit of her shadow, although she also knows her place in his mind, but she still loves him hopelessly, and she can't forget anything
Bosom.
The heart of waiting is anxious and tormented, Fang Biting wanted to call many times, but after thinking about it, forget it, she is willing to wait.
The hard work paid off, and at twelve o'clock in the morning, the call from the dust wind came.
"Biting, I'm sorry, I forgot to call you back just now."
No... It's okay. Fang Biting said with a crying voice. The things that have been waiting for are always touching, and at this moment, Fang Biting felt that all the things were waiting
It's worth the wait and the suffering.
I just ・・・・・ just went to the hotel for a while, so I'm only home now, you go to bed early.
Okay, you too, don't get too tired, good night.
Fang Biting knew that Dusty Wind had lied to herself, Dusty Wind never lied, as long as she lied, she would stop, but she didn't expose it, because he knew
, I lied to myself because I didn't want to upset myself. Maybe this ordeal, if you get through it, you'll be fine, and if you get through it, it will be the arrival of happiness.
She believes her attachment is right.
A glance is a little sad, a leaf knows the late autumn, looking at the photos in the mobile phone and the fallen leaves outside the window, Du Lingshi is not sleepy, she seems to be enchanted, eyes
Collapsed, without a trace of vitality.
She hadn't seen the dust and wind in the past few months, which made her sleepless and haggard.
However, I didn't have his phone, and the messages I sent were like mud cows entering the sea, without any response.
Dudu... In the dead of night, Du Lingshi's phone was still being dialed.
Accustomed to many people calling her at this time, Du Lingshi ignored it, because of the months of waiting, the result told her, no
It will be a dusty phone, because in the past few months, she has been holding her mobile phone, and every time she thinks about the phone, she is looking forward to being dusty, but not once
Dusty.
The incoming call rang and hung up automatically, and not only that, but the phone calls came one after another. Du Lingshi seemed to be numb, without a trace of demand
What it means to answer the phone.
It wasn't until the phone rang six times in a row that she took the trouble to pick up her phone and connect the call.
See if you don't know each other, although Du Lingshi answered the phone, she didn't speak.
"Sister, what's wrong with you, why don't you answer the phone?" The familiar voice imprinted on the phone came from the heart, and Du Lingshi suddenly became energetic
, crying with joy.
"Feng'er, is it you, is it you?"
It's me, it's me. Sister, why are you crying?
Why am I crying? Don't you know? You just walked away, leaving your sister, how could you be so ruthless?
I'm sorry, sister, I'm so uncomfortable, but if we don't, what should we do?
Why call me when you've decided that this is it? That means yes or can't let go, right?
I... I just want to ask my sister, will I go back for the New Year this year?
Are you really reluctant to talk about what happened between us again?
Sister, let's let this matter go for a while, shall we? If we continue to cling to this way, it hurts us, and we are not sorry to die, but we are so selfish
, how can I make my aunt embarrassed? Do you want to your aunt off to death? She's dozens of years old, how can we be cruel to her?
Okay, I promise you, let it go first, but you come back to live, okay?
Sister, can you let me think about it?
Okay, you give me the answer tomorrow.
Okay, that sister, you go to bed early, cover the quilt, don't catch a cold, when I go back, the sister I want to see is still the same demeanor, and the face is not
Sister Lingshi.
Okay, sister have a good night's sleep tonight, and so do you.
Well, let's have good night, then.
After hanging up the phone, Du Lingshi and Chenfeng were also in tears, they knew that they would never be able to leave each other in this life. Dust and wind again
I feel that only when I am with her, I am happy, this feeling is what I want, and this feeling is even if I cry
Movement is also beautiful and happy. In others, he has never felt this way, this down-to-earth, moving, happy sense of belonging.
This night Dusty Wind lay on the bed thinking a lot, and he couldn't sleep for a moment, if he could, he would be willing to even if it was a moth to the fire
Blooming momentary beauty, but he can't be so selfish.
The next day, just as Chenfeng was about to go back to find Du Lingshi, as soon as he walked out of the door, he saw Fang Biting, who was carrying breakfast with a face
Happy smile, standing in the distance and smiling at him.
Dust Wind...
With a shout, Fang Biting smiled and slowly walked towards the dusty wind.
Seeing that Fang Biting blocked all her expectations on herself, the idea of dusty wind going back was shattered. Sandwiched between two women who love themselves deeply
In between, he was really on the verge of collapse.