What happens when a person dies?

Some people say that the soul will leave the body and go to the so-called heaven, hell, underworld or the underworld, and no matter where it goes, it will eventually be reincarnated. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Makoto doesn't know who he was in his previous life, and of course he doesn't know what kind of things he has experienced, but he has regrets and is reincarnated as his current self. However, he no longer longs for an afterlife, nor does he want another afterlife!

What Makoto is pursuing is a future with no afterlife and no death.

I don't know when it started, and I don't know why! Just one day a question came to mind that no one took seriously: "Why live?"

It's just that after experiencing the years of thousands of dreams and experiencing a different life again and again, I feel that life is too boring and too long!

Makoto is bored with life!

Since then, Makoto has been consciously or unconsciously looking for ways to completely kill himself.

First of all, of course, the corpse must not be left behind, it must be completely disappeared, and not turned into an element, molecule, atom and other tiny existence.

Secondly, the soul naturally cannot be left, and it must be completely disappeared cleanly, and there must be no residue of even a few stars.

Then there is consciousness, the foundation of life, which is the key to the key!

In addition, it is the memory imprinted in the consciousness of the people who have come into contact with me, and this has to be done with a way.

It's just such a rough arrangement, and it can be easily seen how difficult it is to die completely!

High-tech is advanced, but it can't even be a sun. If you can't even have a sun, how can you eliminate the basis of physical matter? The soul, simply put, is an aggregate of non-physical material energy. But at the moment, there is no way to take the physical elements, so how can we do the immaterial?

Conscious! No one knows exactly how it came to be, and even if there was a real God who created the space we live in, it was only a collection of consciousness, not by human beings, but by the actual existence of the space in which we live. Consciousness must not belong to physical matter. As for whether the genus is a non-physical substance, it is also up for debate. Even the existence of the body is not clear, and there is no countermeasure.

From this, it is determined that it is now completely impossible to die completely! As for the future, I don't know how long it will take! At least even if I have another tens of thousands of reincarnations, most of them will be just dreams!

Powerlessness, helplessness, helplessness, this is the most real and direct feeling!

No way, can't do it, don't want to admit it!

Makoto turned to the last point!

Manipulate the memories of others! Let others completely forget the existence of "me". Through my own exploration, I speculated, and finally found "prayer". How did this special ability come about, and what the essence is, and I don't know much about it!

But this is the only regret that Makoto has for what he is pursuing: "there is no future of life and death".

If you can't achieve the complete disappearance of the actual form, then use this ability to achieve the disappearance of the existence of consciousness, which can be regarded as a comfort!

Originally, this power was meant to be used when Makoto was about to die, or when he decided to die, but because of Gui Yanye's sudden accident, it appeared much earlier than expected. And when he saw the Yakumo Lanxiang like that later, he couldn't help but use it willfully again.

And yet it turned out like this......

Wrong, all wrong!

Perhaps, from the beginning, it was all wrong!

Mistakes on top of mistakes, step by step, that's why such a result has been caused!

Makoto Ito is still Makoto Ito after all, although he doesn't think he's a scumbag, he hasn't done anything wrong......

However, Makoto was wrong!

This time, he was really wrong!

The line of sight has become clear, even at night when it is shrouded in darkness, and now it is so clear that it feels dazzling.

I sat stupidly on the ground of the trail and stared blankly at the scene in front of me!

In front of me lay a young man, lying in a large pool of blood underground. Bright red blood stained the streets, the moon had disappeared for some time, and it was drizzling in the sky.

What's going on?

No, I'm well aware! I knew very well the identity of the teenager lying in a pool of blood, and I was very aware of what had just happened.

But what's the use of that!

I have called the hospital just now, and the hospital said that it will be there soon!

But I understand, it's already too late!

That dagger, as I still remember, was bought at the supermarket after seeing a sad scene through the door on the roof of the school building. It was specially chosen so that Ito would always "remember him". The hilt and blade of the knife were twenty-five centimeters long, and before I could react to my senses, his body fell from the front to the ground, and the entire blade stabbed into his chest.

By the time I turned him over cautiously, he was completely unconscious, blood pouring out of his chest, only to soak his uniform and form pools of blood on the ground in an instant.

It's too late! It's hopeless......

"Great......"

No, it works, no, it has to work!

He had to be fine......

The ambulance came quickly, about three minutes at most, but these three minutes brought him one step closer to death. I hate these people, why don't I hurry up, unjustifiably resentful, that's because I hate myself more, but......

"Hug ...... Deficient...... One...... Be sure to ...... Forgive...... (You) ...... yourself"

Why? Why do you think of doing such a stupid thing? If only Ito had been like this......

No, no. No! No problem, no problem!

When I arrived at the hospital, I immediately prepared for surgery, and after revealing that I was Ito's lover, the surgeon reluctantly accepted the operation, but the look at me with complicated feelings was clear to himself: "I can only do my best!"

Ito will definitely be fine!

I don't want to think about it, I pray for him in my heart!

"Yanye!"

"Father!"

Yan Ye threw herself into her father's arms, and tears began to gush out like a torrent.

Standing at the door of the operation, burrowing into her father's wide embrace, Yan Ye felt the warm palm on her head, suppressed the endless remorse in her heart, and she silently left tears of repentance.

Silent, but heavier!

I don't want to say anything, and I don't want to say anything!

Now that the lights are on in the operating room, all you can do and do is wait and pray!

"Makoto, it must be okay!"

"If you get through it without it, punish or something, I'll listen to you for everything, even if it's ...... again"

――If that's what you really want to do?

――This time, I'll gladly accept it.

…………

Mai Ito is in sight.

I got a call from the academy and what the hell was going on

In the morning, a very beautiful middle-aged woman walked through the hospital door. She is Makoto Ito's current guardian - his mother, Maii Ito. Although for some reason it did not actually fulfill its duty obligations. But it's not because she doesn't like Ito, and it's not because she doesn't love him, it's just that this child named Makoto Ito is really "different"!

It is said to be precocious, and it is overripe!

How to say that? I guess I don't know what to do at all!

Once you talk to him, you can clearly feel his disgust. I don't want to say it to myself as a mother, I don't want to get too close, but I don't want to destroy the existing family relationship.

After divorcing my husband, I pinned all my hopes on Makoto, but women's intuition told me that this was probably the real reason why I was alienated by Makoto.

Never confide in me, never take the initiative to communicate with me. But it has a good grasp of my psychological condition, and subtly maintains a mother-son relationship that is neither harmonious nor bad.

But......

"Mrs. Ito...... "Miss Mai ......" "Mai ......"

He won't call me "Mommy" anymore!

I haven't called it once since......

There are times when I look at the "don't come near me" aura that Makoto exudes all over my body, and to be honest, I really feel heartache!

But it's my fault, and it's the punishment I deserve!

And I accepted, so I left the house.

Makoto is a proud child! The grades are excellent and the sports are also very good. Able to support themselves and take care of themselves. "Since then", Makoto has never asked me for a penny, and all the living expenses he gave him have been saved by him, and it is useless.

I don't know why I did that, but I have a hunch that the money will be returned to me one day. Thinking about this, even I don't know how I'm feeling at this moment.

"Am I his mother?"

It's not like I haven't thought about such a thing. Blood-related, I am undoubtedly Makoto's biological mother, after all, I gave birth to Makoto from my own belly. So no matter what, it won't be false that Cheng is her child; However, judging from Makoto's character, it doesn't seem to care about any blood ties.

From an early age, I will not rely on my parents, and I will not be able to play with other children. When I see him, he is often alone: holding a book that is not reading at all, taking a contemplative walk on the side of the road, or writing poems of unknown meaning and drawing some puzzling abstract paintings......

It's just a person who is usually accompanied by a gentle smile, which makes people close and warm! Get in touch with it, but you will be rejected!

Never allow others to step into their own world!

This seems to be the child's principle of contact with people.

Although I often see him alone, I don't feel that he is lonely or lonely, I always feel that he enjoys the world by himself.

Exclusion of everyone, everything, and even the real world......

It's probably just my delusion. I sincerely hope it's just my own whimsy!

When I came to the door of the operating room, I saw a man and a woman (one old and one young) sitting side by side on a chair in front of the door of the operating room. I gathered my mood and walked over to them.

"I'm Makoto's mother, Maii Ito!"

As I got closer, the two men noticed me. They got up from their benches, and I bowed to them.

"Gui Sanchun, here is my daughter Gui Yanye." The man pointed to the cute girl beside him, and I followed Gui Sanchun's gaze to the girl named Gui Yanye. But I saw that the girl named Gui Yanye looked at me with complicated eyes, and she trembled and bent down deeply in front of me.

"Mr. Gui, your daughter is ......"

I asked Gui Sanchun with a puzzled look, but the way he answered made me even more confused.

"I beg your pardon!"

Gui Sanchun also bowed his head, and like his daughter, he also bent down deeply in front of me. Although it was not a ninety degree right angle like his daughter's words, it was at least seventy-five degrees.

"What's wrong with all of you? What the hell is going on? Hurry up and talk! "I was confused, I had no idea what was going on, but the reaction of Ketsura Sanjun's father and daughter clearly told me that something must have happened to Ito.

Thinking of this possibility, my vision blurred for a moment.

"I'm so sorry!"

Gui Sanchun bowed deeply and raised his head, but his face was still not good-looking, and he always felt like he owed me something to me.

"Little girl, look up too! It's inconvenient to talk like that! ”

I steadied myself and calmed myself down. While the status quo is clear, I'm not going to anger them right now. Either way, it's just too capricious.

If Ah Cheng knew, he would definitely be angry!

And, one way or another, it was my negligence - and I was at fault.

"No, it's all because of my willfulness and I did something sorry for Chengjun...... I don't ask you to forgive me, but I want you to allow me to stay by Sei-kun's side until he wakes up. ”

Yan Ye's body was lowered deeply, and the angle was obviously more than ninety degrees. But when I noticed this, I wasn't thinking about that.

What did she just say? "Stay by Makoto's side until he wakes up"? What does that mean?

Could it be that things are much more serious than you think?

Looking at the lights on in the operating room, and then at Gui Sanchun with a guilty face and Gui Yanye bowing deeply, my heart suddenly fell to the bottom.

"In the end, it happened...... What's up? ”

I could clearly feel my voice trembling. Because of uneasiness, because of an ominous premonition, because of fear......

But no one answered me!

Gui Sanchun, who was staring at me, took a step forward with a look of desire to speak, looking at the situation as wanting to protect his daughter Gui Yanye. Gui Yanye was just silent, trembling, and maintained a deep bowing posture.

......Just as I was about to erupt, the lights in the operating room went out. Several nurses walked out of the operating room around a hospital bed, and although they were walking, their steps were fast. I only had time to catch a quick glance before they pushed the bed out of my sight together.

"Little girlfriend......"

At this time, a man with a hood walked out of the operating room, he pulled off the mask on his face and sighed at Gui Yanye, who had stood in front of him at some point.

"Doctor, what's ...... Like?"

Because Yan Ye was facing away from me, I couldn't see what Gui Yan Ye's expression was, but I could see the stiffness of Gui Yan Ye's body when he spoke.

"The surgery went very well! However, after being stabbed for the first time, the injured person penetrated deep into the body again due to the angle shift of the impact blade, although he was very fortunate not to injure any vital organs, but due to excessive blood loss, he is still in a coma, and his condition is not easy to say. You have to be prepared for long-term care......"