Chen Yuan slowly stirred the cup of coffee in front of him, although it had been long enough to believe that the coffee in front of him was cold, but Chen Yuan still kept stirring. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Zhou Miao looked at the waiter and said, "Heat up the coffee of the young lady in front of you." ”

Chen Yuan raised his head and looked at Zhou Miao, and then said, "Do you know what I came out of today for you?" ”

Zhou Miao shook her head and said, "I don't know, but I don't want to know either." ”

"Maybe in your opinion, this is indeed a joke, I can follow Gu Feifei by my side, I have been his personal assistant, for so many years, how many days and nights, I have never seen him like this, you know, Gu Feifei's dedication to you is beyond your imagination, maybe your unintentional words, he will believe it, I Chen Yuan is not a person who can see through anything, but for you, I see it thoroughly, you don't love Gu Feifei, but you don't love, but you don't let him know. It's the most excessive thing you've ever done. ”

Zhou Miao smiled and said, "I think I should know the purpose of your coming out of me, but Chen Yuan, I think you should have misunderstood me, since I didn't get together with Gu Feifei back then, of course, there is no need to continue now, you are right, I am indeed ...... I don't love the extraordinary, but that doesn't stop us from continuing to be friends. ”

Chen Yuan took out a piece of paper and wiped his hands, and said with a smile: "It's really tiring to be your friend, Lin Xiao's matter, Gu Feifei could have ignored it, because it was enough to keep Boya, but you forced Gu Feifei to go to extremes." ”

"Let's get to the point!" Zhou Miao really didn't have any mood to continue playing dumb riddles with her.

"He fainted yesterday."

"What?" Zhou Miao's voice suddenly raised, making the people who were originally passing by the café looking at her, but now she didn't care that others looked at her with strange eyes, but a sentence kept flashing in her mind, and he fainted.

"This is not the first time Gu Feifei has fainted, you know, why didn't he go to look for you when you left, because he was already in the hospital at that time, don't you know? Zhou Miao, there are so many things you don't know. ”

Zhou Miao's heart throbbed tightly, it was this sentence again, there are so many things you don't know, this sentence makes her breathless, too many people have told her this sentence, yes, she does not know much, but she knows so much, isn't she tired?

Chen Yuan continued: "When we received the doctor's critical illness notice, do you know the mood of all of us? ”

Zhou Miao's mind was in chaos, she didn't even know that she should listen to that sentence, maybe she should be quiet, because she didn't want to hear a word about what was said here, and she didn't want to believe a word.

Gu Feifei has always been good, hasn't he? He still looks so healthy, why is he sick? Why is there a critical illness notice?

"What's wrong with him?" Zhou Miao could feel the tremor of his voice as she continued.

"Cancer."

"What?" Zhou Miao's big eyes continued to be unable to bear the tears that frequently slipped down, "How is it possible?" Gu Feifei has always been healthy, how can he have cancer? Was it a misdiagnosis? ”

"Zhou Miao." Chen Yuan called her slowly, "If you still have a conscience, don't deny that you don't love Gu Feifei anymore, I don't like you at all, if it weren't for you, Gu Feifei wouldn't be what he is now, life is worthless to him at all, but do you know that I looked at him on the hospital bed and whispered that it was your name, do you know that kind of heart-piercing feeling?" Can you feel it? Chen Yuan handed a small business card to Zhou Miao. I really don't like it when you bother Gu Feifei again, but your interruption may make him pick himself up again and regain the meaning of life. ”

Zhou Miao looked at this small card, on which was an authoritative doctor, and it could be seen that this doctor was not from China, he had read his report in a magazine, and he was called a cancer expert who came back to life.

A snow-white wall in front of her, looking so pale and depressed, Zhou Miao used almost all her strength to walk into this hospital, she never liked the hospital, because in addition to being able to feel death here, it was still death.

Stretched out his hand to push open the heavy isolation door, the room was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and it flowed into Gu Feifei's body as if he was emaciated, his slender eyelashes curled slightly, and his eyelids were blinking, she knew that Gu Feifei was sleeping very unsteadily.

The heavy curtains have isolated the particularly good weather outside, the curtains are impermeable, so that there is an invisible pressure existing, she walked over and pulled open the curtains vigorously, the dim light in the house was stimulated by the dazzling strong light outside, such a strong light can clearly see the fine dust in the house, the small one is dense and uneven, but it makes Zhou Miao's tears like pearls with broken threads.

"Why are you here?"

Gu Feifei behind him wanted to struggle to get up, but let Zhou Miao walk to the side of the bed quickly and pressed his emaciated shoulder, "Let's lie down." ”

"Why are you here?"

"Come and see you."

"I have something to look at, it's just a little cold." He smiled very reluctantly, and then suddenly said, "How do you know I'm in the hospital?" ”

"Gu Feifei, do you think this is intentional? Can you not worry us? Why don't you rest when you're sick, do you know what you should rest most about your illness now? Zhou Miao's tears broke completely, if you have to pretend to be strong, you don't have to pretend now, Zhou Miao has no way to know Gu Feifei's illness but pretend that you really just have a cold. She really couldn't do it.

Gu Feifei touched her hair and said in a low voice, "Do you know Zhou Miao?" I hate the person who makes you angry and makes you cry, but now I hate myself, because I made you cry, Zhou Miao, you are too weak, can you be very strong in the future? Don't be particularly prone to revealing your true emotions, learn to hide them so you can protect yourself. ”

"You're getting better, I can't be strong, as long as you're here, I can continue to do whatever I want to show my true emotions, as long as you're getting better."

"Zhou Miao, you know how much I want to continue to protect you and let you continue to live an innocent life that can go on a rampage, but I really can't do anything about it."

Zhou Miao suddenly woke up, it turned out that what he said that day about powerlessness also had another meaning, but now she hates herself to death, everyone says she is smart, but now she knows, no wonder everyone says, you don't know anything, she really doesn't know anything.

"It's me who can't do anything about it, so Gu Feifei, can you also be brave for me, accept the doctor's advice, and accept the treatment?" Zhou Miao's tearful eyes were misty, and she couldn't see Gu Feifei's appearance clearly at the moment, but through the misty tears, she could guess Gu Feifei's current appearance, he must have looked at her with a frown, so handsome and annoyed.

"I know my illness, my death sentence has been pronounced at the beginning of treatment, Zhou Miao, do you know, I have never been afraid of tomorrow, but every time I sleep, I am afraid that I will not wake up, that panicked mood is like a huge net, pressing me out of breath."

Under such a strong direct sunlight, it seemed that he could vaguely smell the refreshing smell of the plants and trees being dried, and the doctor looked at the medical records, and then looked at Zhou Miao who was sitting in front of him.

"Mr. Gu's illness is not optimistic, I think he already knows his condition, so he does not accept treatment, in fact, I also recommend that it is safer to treat with medication like this."

"Isn't there any other way? Is there really no cure for cancer? ”

"Yes."

"Really?" A hint of hope flashed in Zhou Miao's eyes.

"Unless it's a father and son, or a brother, donating bone marrow may be able to sustain his vitality, and there is no other way."

Zhou Miao hugged herself helplessly, that is, there was no way, how many years had Lin Zhenxiong been dead.

There are pedestrians with goals walking on the crosswalk one after another, and Zhou Miao doesn't know if she should be on this road at the moment, what is she going to do there? Suddenly, the trajectory of life has quietly changed dramatically.

Zhou Miao suddenly smiled bitterly, it turned out that what Chen Yuan said was indeed right, she was indeed sorry for Gu Feifei who loved her so much.

When he returned to the ward again, seeing Gu Feifei smiling at him, Zhou Miao smiled slightly, but the smile was very bitter.

Gu Feifei said softly: "Don't worry, it's just cancer, and you can't die." ”

"What do you say, Gu Feifei, do you have to be like this? Do you know how much effort it took me to convince myself not to shed tears? Zhou Miao's voice trembled a little and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Why should someone else tell me? You know how much my heart hurts. ”

Gu Feifei leaned over and said, "Zhou Miao, don't cry, I don't like to see you cry, I like to see you laugh." He took Zhou Miao's hand and said, "Zhou Miao, I actually have a lot of things to confess to you. ”

"You should take care of your body first, and you can talk about it later."

"No, you can't wait any longer, you said you hate cheating, in fact, I hate hiding it too." Gu Feifei's eyes drifted away, as if time had returned to the past, "Lu Xiao is really good to you, but I took advantage of his goodness, how long has it been, when you cooperated with Lu Xiao, in fact, the entire literary world knew that Lu Xiao didn't have to cooperate with Boya at all, but you let him stay, because at that time to help Lin Xiao, he had to do something, but Lu Xiao achieved Lin Xiao, and then Lu Xiao should have fallen deeper and deeper, Ji Boya wanted to frame you, in order to help you, I said let him break the news of the generation." , Because as soon as this news comes out, it will definitely be able to calm down your incident, what I didn't expect was that Lu Xiao agreed without even thinking about it, and in order to make up for him, I asked my old classmate Wang Lei to sign a contract with him. ”

"Then have you ever thought about whether it is fair for you to do this to Lu Xiao?" Zhou Miao's voice was extremely pale, and she couldn't imagine what Lu Xiao had done that she didn't know.

"You left, I panicked, in order to let you appear, I had to let you know through other ways that Lu Xiao would sign a contract with Qingtian, so that you would appear on Qingtian for him, although I thought so, but I still selfishly thought that you wouldn't go, because if you had anything with Lu Xiao, you would have been together in Taiwan at the beginning, but you still went, I would talk to Wang Lei on the phone every day, because I want to know your news."

Zhou Miao smiled bitterly, it turned out that what Wang Lei said was familiar to her, because of Gu Feifei, there were too many things she didn't know as they said.