Chapter 63
It is said that on the first night Deng Yu returned to Luoyang, he found an excuse to avoid sleeping with Ou Hanxiang and lived alone, but what he was thinking about was how to deal with Ou Hanxiang. www.biquge.info On the way back, Deng Yu thought a lot, and when he thought of all these years, he wished it was just a nightmare. For a long time, Deng Yuqiu's wife was just a woman who could know and love him, he originally thought he got it, but he didn't expect it to be so unbearable. Recalling that in order to marry Ou Hanxiang, he paid so much, and after marrying back, he found that although Ou Hanxiang was filial to his elders, had a good family, and was indeed a good lady, but the days after marriage were not as beautiful as he imagined, although harmonious, but not harmonious, because Ou Hanxiang had injured his hand, he used to appreciate Ou Hanxiang's piano, calligraphy and paintings, all of which were gone, he believed it at the time, and thought that the two always had other common interests, but in the end they found that no, they really got along together and found that there was no one between the two, you can imagine how disappointed he was at that time. But despite his disappointment, he kept his promise that he had never spoken, and kept Ou Hanxiang and his sons living a dull and boring life day after day, and he thought that the rest of his life would go on like this. After knowing the truth, after getting to know Yin Lihua, how painful his heart was, how deep his hatred for Ou Hanxiang was.
Deng Yu thought that he could really live a life with his wife Qin Se and Ming, after all, he and Yin Lihua are so like-minded and like-minded, they can drink like a confidant, or they can love Baishou like a couple, even if they talk about trivial things in the house, he will find it interesting. But everything that should have been there has become a mirror, the person he loves has accidentally entered the deep palace like a cage because of him, he and Yin Lihua know and love each other but can't stay together, such a result is caused by the selfish and ruthless Ou Hanxiang, who did such a despicable thing but still enjoyed everything that belonged to others peacefully, taught Deng Yu how not to hate, he hated Ou Hanxiang and disappeared immediately, such a district Hanxiang made him unable to face it anymore, so he decided to let her disappear and disappear from now on. Putting aside these loves and hates, Ou Hanxiang knows that there is an ulterior motive between him and Yin Lihua, this is always a disaster, just in case, Deng Yu is also not allowed to stay in Ou Hanxiang. It's just that Deng Yu is still thinking hard about what to do.
Just when Deng Yu was worried, when he heard that Yin Lihua was sick, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he hurriedly left the house after pondering.
That night, Ou Hanxiang, who had always been healthy, fell ill, and then he didn't get better for a few days, but became more and more sick.
Ou Hanxiang was dazed for several days, and it wasn't until this day that her son came to see her, shaking her body and crying to wake her up, that she was able to wake up a little more, and when she thought about it, she was secretly suspicious. However, his consciousness was uncontrollable, and he fell asleep again.
On this day, Deng Yu took leave to serve at home with Ou Hanxiang as seriously ill and fed him personally.
Although Ou Hanxiang was unconscious, she still had consciousness and sense of smell, and the smell of Deng Yu's body had long been engraved in her bones, realizing that Deng Yu was feeding, she gathered her consciousness to resist and tried to wake herself up. When she finally opened her heavy eyelids, she gradually saw Deng Yu clearly, and she felt that she hadn't seen Deng Yu for a long time, as if she was in another world. Her gaze fell on Deng Yu, with a smile on her lips.
Deng Yu didn't expect Ou Hanxiang to wake up, and after being stunned, he raised the corners of his mouth slightly and said, "Wake up." ”
After listening to Deng Yu's words, Ou Hanxiang's smile slowly disappeared and turned into bitterness, and she asked, "The concubine woke up, but the general was greatly disappointed?" ”
When Deng Yu heard this, a dark light flashed in his eyes, but he smiled with a little helplessness on his face: "I see that Mrs. is sick and confused, and I hope that Mrs. will wake up as soon as possible." Madame awoke, and my heart rejoiced. ”
Ou Hanxiang smiled bitterly and said, "To this day, why does the general say these lies. Although the concubine has been unconscious for the past few days, her brain is still awake. The concubine body will be like this, presumably someone deliberately did it. With that, she looked at Deng Yu firmly. Now she is sure that Deng Yu and Yin Lihua knew what happened back then, although she doesn't know where these two people knew, and it doesn't matter at the moment, the important thing is that she wants to know whose idea she ended up in such a field, she hopes it is Yin Lihua.
Deng Yu looked at Ou Hanxiang and thought: It is really not easy for a woman who can hide from the world and cross the sea to complete the grafting beautifully. The matter has come to this, since Ou Hanxiang is open, he doesn't want to pretend anymore, so he said to Ou Hanxiang: "It's good that you know it in your heart." ”
"Is that her?" Ou Hanxiang asked eagerly.
"It's me." Deng Yu responded without hesitation, he looked at Ou Hanxiang firmly and said, "It's time for everything to end." You must die. ”
Deng Yu's words were undoubtedly a powerful amulet, Ou Hanxiang's tears suddenly fell, and she said to Deng Yu extremely sadly: "One night husband and wife for a hundred days, the concubine has been a husband and wife with the general for seven years, and there are five sons, are these not as good as her song back then, the general and her short relationship?" This makes Ou Hanxiang embarrassed. She didn't expect that things would be exposed one day, and she didn't expect that Deng Yu's final choice was Yin Lihua, she was unwilling, very unwilling.
When Deng Yu heard this, he couldn't help but sneer, and then said: "Everything you and I have been deceived by you, and everything I have with her is clear and clear, and it can't be compared at all, not to mention that you don't deserve to be compared with her." ”
"Nope. The concubine admitted that she had deceived the general, but only that, the concubine's heart for the general was true, and if there was any falsehood, the concubine would not die well. General, the concubine is the lady you are marrying with your heart, and the Ming media is marrying, and she is the lady who has been with the general for a lifetime and grows old together. Ou Hanxiang said from the bottom of his heart.
But Deng Yu said: "All this should have belonged to her." ”
Ou Hanxiang burst into tears when he heard this, "But now that the wood is in the boat, even if the concubine goes, nothing will change." General, the sons are still young, and the concubine has to grow up with them, so she begs you as a concubine, if she hates the concubine, the concubine can be disposed of by her, and the concubine just wants to save a life and watch the sons grow up. "Watching the general grow old, even if it's just silent, even if you don't like concubines. Ou Hanxiang said this in his heart.
"You became like this, she didn't know it, everything was my idea, I can't keep you." Although it doesn't matter if Ou Hanxiang mistakenly thinks it's Yin Lihua, Deng Yu doesn't want to do this.
"No, the general is cheating on the concubine, she wants the concubine to die, and the general is just defending her." Ou Hanxiang thought it must be like this.
Deng Yu did not leave any room for illusions in Ou Hanxiang, he said: "Since the day I learned the truth, I don't want to see you again." In order to avoid the future of the season, you will only die. To tell you the truth, I deliberately took a leave of absence from the house today, just to end your life personally. ”
Ou Hanxiang looked directly into Deng Yu's eyes, looked at her and finally accepted the reality, and suddenly burst into tears and grief.
Deng Yu opened his eyes, handed the potion in his hand to Ou Hanxiang's mouth, and said, "Drink it." ”
Ou Hanxiang avoided it with tears in her eyes, she said, "The concubine wants to take one last look at her sons." ”
Deng Yu withdrew his hand, thought about it for a while, and agreed, but in case Ou Hanxiang said something that shouldn't be said, he warned Ou Hanxiang: "If you don't want to affect your son, then be cautious, I don't mind letting them accompany you." ”
Ou Hanxiang looked at Deng Yu in disbelief when she heard this, no matter how painful it was, now she could only admit it. She knew that Deng Yu would do what she said, and she knew what to do for the sake of her truly beloved sons.
After seeing her son as she wished, Ou Hanxiang drank the medicine that Deng Yu fed her with tears. Before he died, Ou Hanxiang recalled his short life like a horse. She lost her mother since she was a child, although she had her aunt's love, but her aunt was not by her side after all, so she became a poor person who had no mother, her father didn't hurt, and her stepmother tortured, and the pain she endured was unimaginable, she approached Yin Lihua in order not to live so miserable anymore, Yin Lihua helped her to a certain extent as she thought, but she couldn't be heartily grateful to Yin Lihua, because Yin Lihua was living too well, so good that she had to be jealous, and even hate. It's hard to get married, unlike Yin Lihua's endless stream of suitors, she has no one to care about, and when she reaches the age of knowing Shaoai, she naturally has a good Lang Jun who she loves, Deng Yu, a good son, makes her unforgettable, tossing and turning. Back then, such a good opportunity was put in front of her, she didn't let it go, she married Deng Yu as she wished, and lived a happy life. However, her jealousy for Yin Lihua did not disappear, but when she learned that Yin Lihua had spent her years just waiting for Liu Xiu, and then Liu Xiu married Liu Xiu when she was filial piety, and later took her wife as a concubine, she was happy but relieved a lot. She has no regrets in this life, she only hates that she couldn't grow old with Deng Yu. When she swallowed her last breath, she suddenly remembered how Yin Lihua and Deng Yu learned the truth, it stands to reason that no one knows, but unfortunately she can't ask anymore, this question may be answered when she sees Fang Xiaole in the Netherworld.
The news of Ou Hanxiang's death came out. In the past, how many people praised her and Deng Yu's affection, and now how many people regret it. However, as people die, everything will gradually fade into oblivion.
When Ou Hanxiang's bad news came, Yin Lihua was shocked and puzzled. She knew that Liu Xiu and Deng Yu had a friendship and brotherly relationship, and Liu Xiu would go to Deng's Mansion to mourn because she couldn't rest assured, so she told Liu Xiu to ask to go with her.
Liu Xiu knew that Yin Lihua and Ou Hanxiang were old friends, and they had a very good relationship in the past. In his opinion, it was common sense for Yin Lihua to go to mourn, so he naturally agreed without asking. So, Liu Xiu avoided everyone and deliberately chose to take Yin Lihua to Deng Yu's mansion at night.
Deng Yu was surprised by the arrival of Yin Lihua and Liu Xiu. He glanced at Liu Xiu, then at Yin Lihua, and then saluted respectfully and welcomed the two into the mansion.
Liu Xiu comforted Deng Yu, while Yin Lihua went to see Ou Hanxiang for the last time. Standing in front of the coffin and looking at Ou Hanxiang lying inside, thinking about the entanglement between her and Ou Hanxiang and Deng Yu, she couldn't help crying. After watching it for a while, Yin Lihua wiped away her tears and left the mourning hall. When she returned to Liu Xiu, Liu Xiu happened to finish talking to Deng Yu, and in this way, she was going back to the palace.
Just before leaving, Deng Yu said to Yin Lihua in front of Liu Xiu: "Nobleman, Mrs. Weichen asked Weichen to tell you a word before she died, Mrs. said that life and death are up to fate, nobles don't have to be sad, she wishes you a good life in this life, and continue the edge in the next life." ”
Yin Lihua looked at Deng Yu, and when she heard this, her eyes immediately burst into tears, because she knew that this was not what Ou Hanxiang said, but what Deng Yu said in his heart.
Liu Xiu saw it on the side, thinking that Yin Lihua was sad about what Ou Hanxiang said, so she hugged her into her arms and was silently relieved.
In this way, Yin Lihua couldn't see Deng Yu. After a while, Yin Lihua's sanity came back completely, stopped her tears, and followed Liu Xiu with the grief in her heart. When leaving, she couldn't help but look back at Deng Yu, who was obviously close at hand, but as if she was far away in the world, she had a thousand words in her heart, but she could only choke speechlessly.