099 Growing up is a long goodbye
It must be a girl. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Tu Ran thought to himself. No boy would buy something like that.
"What do you want to do with beautiful paper?" Ma Xiaolong asked Tu Ran.
"Write you a love letter......" Tu Ran rolled his eyes and said jokingly.
"I don't know who to write to, don't wronged me. said, which kid you like, Brother Xiaolong will check for you. Ma Xiaolong cooperated.
"Fancy it...... Alone! Tu Ran smiled and snatched the notebook in Ma Xiaolong's hand, flipped a page casually, and began to write.
"So stingy! Can't I see if I can't? Ma Xiaolong looked at the handwriting that Tu Ran carefully covered with his hand and asked with a smile.
"No way!" Tu Ran replied without raising his head and continued to write.
After a while, Tu Ran finished writing, and immediately put the notebook and stuffed it into Ma Xiaolong's box of books.
"What is written? I'll take a look at ......" Ma Xiaolong was about to bend down to look for it, but was stopped by Tu Ran.
"Don't, you'll see it when I'm gone~" Tu Ran said seriously.
"Yo, it's a secret! Okay, listen to you~" Ma Xiaolong raised his eyebrows.
After the two of them talked absentmindedly for a while, Tu Ran left Ma Xiaolong's classroom. As soon as Tu Ran left, Ma Xiaolong opened the book. He was really curious about what this little girl had written in his notebook. But because the little girl was present, he agreed to her again, so he had to press it down. But Ma Xiaolong only remembered the approximate location, and could only carefully turn the pages near the place where the handwriting might appear.
Found it, his eyes lit up. The beautiful and small words are written in a very light pencil, as if a blue mist with a clear sorrow:
How can I love so that I don't disturb you, my sweet little girl.
When Ma Xiaolong saw this, he was stunned. He couldn't figure out how Tu Ran knew this. That day, he copied a poem by Neruda in that notebook, which was called "I Like You to Be Silent". He looked at the poem, looked at Tu Ran's appearance, and suddenly appeared in front of him. So, the devil sent the gods, and he wrote this sentence after copying this poem. He meant not to show it to anyone, so after copying it, he tore it off, folded it and stuffed it into a stationery box. He has always had a habit of folding important documents and other things like to fold them and press them on the bottom of the second layer of the stationery box. But now, he's rummaged through the entire stationery box and found nothing. The piece of paper was gone.
What's worse is that this piece of paper seems to be circulating.
Ma Xiaolong recalled Tu Ran's various behaviors when he came to find him, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became. Tu Ran, does she know something? Ma Xiaolong was a little confused. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to pierce it. Tu Ran is still young, and high school is so important, Ma Xiaolong doesn't want to affect Tu Ran because of this matter. Therefore, he has been holding back. But I didn't expect that because of my carelessness, this paper would be circulated. How did Tu Ran know? Could it be that Xiao Jump rummaged through his stationery box and then took the paper to Tu Ran? Ma Xiaolong speculated uneasily.
Ma Xiaolong sat for a while, then got up to find Tu Ran. Tu Ran was not in the classroom, and he couldn't enter the girls' dormitory building. Ma Xiaolong wandered uneasily downstairs in the girls' dormitory, until he finally met a girl he knew. He asked her to help go up to the fifth floor to find Tu Ran. The girl agreed, and it took a long time before she came down to tell Ma Xiaolong that there was no one in the dormitory he said.
Where did that go? Ma Xiaolong was puzzled. He walked slowly towards the teaching building, thinking as he went, but he didn't have a clue. It's just that when he passed by the sports field, he inadvertently looked up, but suddenly found the familiar thin figure.
"What are you looking at?" Ma Xiaolong walked up to Tu Ran and sat down, following her gaze at a faintly floating cloud in the sky.
"I didn't see anything, just sit down." As he spoke, Tu Ran moved to the side.
The two men were silent, neither of them spoke. As the sun sets, the golden afterglow spreads on the sports field, reflecting the gentle and intoxicating dusk. There was a commotion in the distance, but it was far away, and it sounded faint at this time, far less clear than the whining of the wind flowing through the treetops.
"You know everything?" After holding back for a long time, Ma Xiaolong finally couldn't help but interrupt the silence.
"Yes." Tu Ran replied with difficulty.
"What do you think about ......?" Ma Xiaolong raised his head, looked at Tu Ran and asked seriously.
"If you like it." Tu Ran swallowed the unwillingness in his heart, lowered his head, and replied quietly. Hearing Ma Xiaolong ask her this, Tu Ran's heart was extremely sour. It turns out that I have always been wrong. I still thought that Ma Xiaolong thought that the person he liked was himself...... It seems that everything is self-inflicted...... He thinks of himself as a sister......
"Tu Ran~" Ma Xiaolong didn't know what was going on, Tu Ran looked very unhappy. He wanted to take her hand and hug her, but he hesitated. Knowing his mind, why did Tu Ran do this? Could it be, is it ...... Thinking of this possibility, Ma Xiaolong couldn't help but clench his fingers.
"Brother Xiaolong, thank you for taking care of you all the time. I'll keep my distance from you in the future. Tu Ran stood up suddenly, and after saying this sentence awe-inspiringly, he turned around and ran out.
Ma Xiaolong looked at Tu Ran's back in a daze, and his eyes were filled with a layer of gray gloom. She really didn't like him! This discovery made Ma Xiaolong can't help but punch the ground hard. What is this! What a lot! Are you thinking too much about it? It turns out that she has always regarded herself as an older brother? Hehe, that's funny! He always thought she liked him! Unexpectedly, after knowing her mind, she would have to keep a distance from herself! Tu Ran~ You stinky girl! Ma Xiaolong thought hatefully, and the grief and anger that welled up in his heart almost overwhelmed him.
When Tan Xi arrived at school one week, he was refreshed. Tu Ran promised to help her find out who that person was, and she couldn't wait for the result.
Humming a song on the way to the classroom, he might as well be slapped on the shoulder by a hand.
"What's the matter, so happy?" Ma Xiaoyue patted Tan Xi's shoulder and asked.
"I'm not happy~" Tan Xi denied it, then turned around and shook off Ma Xiaoyue's hand hanging on her shoulder: "Don't hook up, the impact is not good." ”
"Yo, you know to keep your distance from boys!" Ma Xiaoqiao stared at Tan Xi with interest, and asked mysteriously, "Do you have a sweetheart?" ”
"You're the sweetheart." Tan Xi's face turned red when he heard this, and he opened his mouth to retort.
"No sweetheart, what are you blushing about. Also keep your distance. How many times I've told you you you haven't listened. Why did you change sex all of a sudden? Ma Xiaoyue muttered.
"I want you to take care of it. Hum! Tan Xi was unable to fight back, snorted, and ignored Ma Xiaoyue.