Chapter 350: I can't let it go, but I can be relieved
"How? Can you get it? Is she really sick? Can you get seriously ill? "The one who wants to know the news of Lanxi is not Fu Xinyi, as soon as she sees Fu Xinyi's person, the clear eyes of the person who has been pacing back and forth uncertainly lit up, and he stepped forward with an arrow, and the sound was a series of questions. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½
Fu Xinyi is entrusted by others, and the clichΓ©s are also for the people who trust her, although she also cares about her cousin, but if she doesn't care, she will be chaotic. Reason knows that the so-called illness is just a cover-up, and even if it is really sick, it is by no means a serious illness.
At this moment, looking at the person in front of her, with an anxious expression, Fu Xinyi's heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, "Since you are so worried, why don't you ask yourself?" "No matter what, it's always cousins and sisters, and it's understandable to care about it.
"It's not that I don't want to, but I can't. Why bother because of this question, the relationship between my mother and aunt, which was finally eased, started again? "With Lanxi in his heart, he cares about it, and he can invite Fu Xinyi, naturally except for Fu Xiuyun, there is no one else. It's just that after these things, some things that were deliberately blinded and not seen are now clearly distinguished. He had been selfish once, but he could not be wrong a second time. Let alone...... The smile on his lips was bitter, "She doesn't want me to ask either." β
The words of that day had been made very clear that she would not marry him. Even if he cleared all the obstacles, she would not marry him.
Fu Xinyi's eyes darkened, and she finally sighed, "I asked, she's fine, but she just feels embarrassed and doesn't want to come out to meet people." The voice was a little cold and hard, Fu Xinyi had a grudge against Lanxi, and she couldn't help but complain, her high-spirited brother had become such a depressed appearance because of her, and his eyes had never been clear, no longer smiling clearly, no longer flying with confidence. No matter how good Lan Xi is to her, she is only a cousin, but it is her brother who is hurt because of her, and she is far away, this is human nature and human nature.
Fu Xinyi thought that what Lan Qin said Lan Xi had expected her to ask, but she was afraid that she would ask for her brother, but she wouldn't say it, it would rot in her stomach forever, so be it! She thought. In the past, she always felt that Cousin Xi and her brother were a match made in heaven, and they matched each other in every way, but maybe the sentence that Lan Yun accidentally said was the truth, and Cousin Xi had a high heart since she was a child...... These words can be understood deeply, and the heart is high, so they can't look down on their little Fu Mansion, and they can't look down on his brother who has just entered Hanlin and Tanhua, otherwise, how could she be so angry that she didn't even go out because she lost her honor and face in front of the Queen Mother, this is not like her. Although she has a big temperament, she is not so stupid that she can't look at people, Lanxi is a person with a wide heart, if she doesn't care too much, how can she be easily frustrated?
Fu Xiuyun is also suspicious, such a Lanxi is not like the one he knows. He didn't think of her in the worst way, after all, he was the one who took it to heart, and he only had her good in his heart, and he still clearly remembered the first time he confided in her, and after she pondered for a moment, she bit her lip and softened but contradictory, he believed that at that time, she really wanted to consider him. It's just later....... it's just later......
Fu Xiuyun shook his head, shook off the clutter, and grinned, "It's good that she's fine." β
Fu Xinyi's heart was on fire when she heard this, and she said angrily, "My brother is thinking about her, but I'm afraid she won't appreciate it." If she had a brother in her heart, she would not be so cold-hearted, I see that she is now bent on climbing high branches, being the daughter-in-law of the royal family, my brother still listens to his mother's persuasion as soon as possible, forgets her, and finds a knowledgeable sister-in-law again, and An Ansheng's life is serious. β
Fu Xinyi and Lan Xi have always had a good relationship, and suddenly saying such a thing made Fu Xiuyun very stunned, but after being stunned, he smiled faintly and bitterly, and the smile was full of bitterness and guilt.
That smile made Fu Xinyi frown, "Why is my brother laughing?" "Still laughing like this? It's sad to look at.
Fu Xiuyun smiled and shook his head, "I just suddenly understood that it was normal for her to not have me in her heart." Fu Xinyi twisted her eyebrows, and just wanted to say something, but saw Fu Xiuyun waving his hand at her, and he continued with a wry smile, "I keep saying that I like her, but I have never done anything for her, I always think that even if she is special, she is still a woman, no different from those women in the capital who flock to me, if I want to marry her, she should gladly agree to it." Consider her promise as a promise. But he knew that his mother was not happy, and he thought that he did not see it, and he always thought that he could ask for the support of his grandmother and father. After failing one by one, he rashly brought her to meet, never asked her if she was willing or not, and never considered her reputation at all. No! I still thought about it, I had a vague idea at the time, if she met me and was bumped into, then she would have to marry me. Look...... I am such a selfish and despicable person, I never knew that under the mask of a gentleman, I was so hateful. Not only did I do nothing for her, but because of me, you and my mother hated her, but...... What did she do wrong? If you were her, would you have such a me in your heart? β
Fu Xinyi was silent, pulled the corners of her mouth and said bitterly, "Where did my brother do nothing for her?" For her sake, my brother knelt down in front of my grandmother and father and begged, and how many times did I quarrel with my mother......."
"It's very unfilial, isn't it? You also blame her for all my unfilial piety. No wonder ......." no wonder she looked at him with disgust now. He deserves to be disgusted. With a faint wry smile, Fu Xiuyun sighed, "That's it!" It's futile to say anything now, it's all my fault in the past, and even if I didn't mean to, I still hurt her. In the future, I will not come to her again, but now, I have her in my heart, full of her, I will follow my heart, silently guard her, watch her, if I can do something for her, it would be better. Until then, at least until her marriage is decided, my business will be put aside for the time being! Mother's place, I'll talk to her. β
After saying this, Fu Xiuyun seemed to have exhausted all the strength of his body, collapsed his shoulders, turned around, and wanted to leave. But at that moment, he stopped again, turned around and looked at Fu Xinyi deeply, and said, "Yi'er, don't blame your cousin, let alone hate her, finally my heart is not wrong." In fact, I really wasn't a man worth entrusting my life. She hurt me, I didn't hurt her, but she didn't hurt you, but she always treated you well. If you are angry with her because of me, and lose such a sister, you will only regret it in the future. She is a lover person, otherwise, if you calculated her before, no matter how much affection you have, it will be exhausted. You know. β
After the words fell, he finally stopped talking and walked away. Fu Xinyi stared at his back, standing in the cold wind for a long time. (To be continued.) )