CHAPTER XXXIX
The next day, Lu Ziye handed over two resignation letters to Zheng Jie, one was Sophie's and the other was hers, Lu Ziye chose to help Zhang Zhe because of the fleas, and it was a fact that he wanted to help Zhang Zhe in order to repay the flea's kindness, but he didn't want to owe too much, and when Lu Ziye handed over the resignation letter, Zheng Jie's expression was very weird, she seemed to say that she didn't want to enter Boya? Why is it retreating now?
"Why?" She looked at Lu Ziye and asked, "Why did you choose to leave Boya?" ”
"I think my explanation might be too pale, just a little, I want to be alone and quiet. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Do you know why you came in Boya? Do you know how much you risk your existence? ”
Lu Ziye smiled: "Is it because of Zheng Kai?" You are his aunt, I respect you, but please also respect me, I didn't enter the boya because you think, I have my own reasons. ”
"What reason? Is there any reason why you can't say it? ”
"Forget it, I think I should leave."
"Lu Ziye, didn't you explain? Zheng Kai has done so much for you, don't you have the slightest explanation? Who are you worthy of this? What do you want? Boya has cultivated you, do you think you can leave the Boya cultivation when you leave? I'm sorry for any of you. ”
Lu Ziye didn't explain much, when she turned around and wanted to leave, she saw two court enforcers coming out of Zhang Zhe's office, and then she heard the sound of thunderbolts and falling things in Zhang Zhe's office, and when she pushed open the door, a teacup smashed open at her feet, Lu Ziye was startled, looking at Zhang Zhe who was sitting on the ground, his neat suit was all messed up, pulling his hair with one hand, he was always so high, always domineering, but this is also where fleas like him.
It's hard to imagine that Zhang Zhe will become like this, Lu Ziye wanted to ask him what happened, but she didn't, and left quietly.
I'm afraid this is something that only fleas can ask, right?
In the hospital, Sophie was lying quietly on the hospital bed, she looked at her with empty eyes looking at the ceiling, her body began to tremble, tears fell endlessly, she covered her mouth and didn't want to cry, Sophie turned her face and looked at her calmly and said: "Bohai is gone, he left without saying anything like five years ago." ”
"How so?" Lu Ziye's voice was already choked as soon as it came out.
Sophie didn't cry or make a fuss, just lay quietly on the bed, which used to be Bohai's hospital bed, and now it has been cleaned up.
Sophie said to herself: "Bohai's request, even if he wants chemotherapy, it won't help, and he has to endure the torture of illness, he signed an agreement with the hospital to euthanasia, this matter was decided when he was ready to come to Beijing, but he didn't tell me, it turned out that he still didn't discuss anything with me." ”
"Sophie, don't be upset." Lu Ziye wanted to comfort her, but found that all the comfort was pale, she ran over and hugged her tightly, yesterday we were drinking together, and talking about Bohai, I didn't expect that today even people can't see it, the tricks of fate, the world is impermanent, everything has changed in a blink of an eye, it's too late for people to think about it, not even the slightest chance of nostalgia is given.
That's when the doctor walked in and came in with a disc, "You're Sophie?" ”
"I am."
The doctor said, "This is left to you by Bohai, and he said that I would give it to you personally." ”
Lu Ziye and Sophie nested together on the small sofa in her house to read the disc left by Bohai, Bohai was still wearing a sick suit, but his eyes were no longer as bright as before, his pale face was like an angel, and his thin body seemed to be completely unable to bear the weight of the clothes on his body.
In the CD, Lu Ziye knew that the short story was Bohai's work, and Bohai wanted to be admitted to this school back then, but he failed the list, it was Zhang Zhe who helped him, and he also asked Bohai to participate in the work that year, and the short story that the school has always been proud of turned out to be from Bohai.
What's even more absurd is that Flea actually liked Zhang Zhe for five years for this short story, and it turned out that the staff of the court came to pass on the summons from Bohai.
Lu Ziye didn't tell Flea about this, she thought this was the saddest thing, she had loved someone for a long time, and wanted to live a peaceful second half of her life with him, but there was too much deception in it.
Lu Ziye thought that the fleas would forgive Zhang Zhe, after all, they loved each other so much, but she had never seen Zhang Zhe make a phone call to the flea, he was so high, it turned out that all the height was just relying on a dead person.
No wonder Tang Jiao always likes to say that she knows too little, she ...... Nothing is known.
This matter is too cruel, Lu Ziye must not be able to stand it when he wants fleas to know, but this is youth, this is love, in the face of something you don't want to face, you always have to experience too much, in fact, she is always too worried about fleas, but it is Sophie who is sad, how can she endure it?
According to Bohai's parents, they wanted to bury him in Beijing, it was raining that day, the rain was very heavy, and the smile on the tombstone was still so clean, with white teeth and eyes, but this kind of smile disappeared at the end of the darkness.
Bohai's father seems to have aged a lot overnight, and it doesn't look the same as back then, Bohai's mother has been crying and crying, Lu Ziye and Gu Fang thought that Sophie would cry more than once, but she didn't, as if she was just sending Bohai away, thinking that he would come back one day.
Bohai's mother said, 'Bohai's request is to be buried in Beijing, because there is the person he loves most in his life. ’
A tear fell from the corner of Sophie's eye when she heard this, and she immediately turned her face away, she thought that Sophie didn't want Bohai to see her crying, right?
Everyone left, only Sophie stood alone in front of the tombstone, she thought that Sophie still had a lot to say to Bohai, and looked at the wipers in front of the car swaying back and forth.
"Why did you quit?" Gu Fang asked, Lu Ziye smiled and said, "I'm tired and want to take a break." ”
"Don't you like liberal arts? Why did you leave? Gu Fang still asked Lu Ziye, and Lu Ziye smiled and said, "How ridiculous, because an illusion can last for so many years." ”
"What do you mean?" Gu Fang asked her, Lu Ziye thought Gu Fang didn't know yet, forget it, if she didn't know, she didn't know, she thought Gu Fang would know.
"I think you are cousin Zheng Kai, you should know why I came to Boya."
"I heard Zheng Kai say that you are because you want to avoid Chen He, you love him very much, and you love him very much now, but you know that he is married, who can say clearly about the marriage in the entertainment industry? Although Li Leer is a first-line star now, her current identity is already a smash hit, and she doesn't have to rely on Chen He to affect her career at all, but she didn't choose to divorce, the reason for this, I think I don't need to say that you also know, yes, Li Leer told you that their marriage was fake, but what about your own thoughts? ”
Lu Ziye looked at Gu Fang and smiled, it turned out that she had drunk the paragraph that day, she actually told Zheng Kai everything about herself, she didn't dare to imagine, what else did she say to Zheng Kai? also said that in fact, his heart is also fleshy, and he also likes him, but the hurt doesn't want to continue?
Life still goes on, and sometimes she gets together with Gu Fang Sophie, Lu Ziye moved, and when she handed over the key to Tang Jiao, she found that in fact, unless Tang Jiao is willing to dedicate herself, otherwise you will definitely not find her. So Ye Zi put the key under the doormat and dragged the suitcase away.
Because she wanted to live a quiet life, it was only a year ago that Lu Ziye knew that Zhang Zhe had also resigned, and he also resigned in the half month after she left, was it because he wanted to give the fleas an explanation?
She doesn't know, but she just knows that in the best five years of fleas, she fell in love with the man named Zhang Zhe full of machismo, and then spent five years to understand him, in fact, he is lonely, people don't always say that they stand tall and look far away, but there is still a good saying, after all, the height is cold.
Zhang Zhe used Bohai's short films to achieve his current career, and of course, Bohai also used his last time to regain the honor that should belong to him.
After this incident, the author of the short story in the school was changed to Bohai, and this short film was also sent to the competition by the school, not to live up to the crazy love of this short film back then, he was won the first place, Sophie also went to that school as a lecturer, Sophie said that this school has bits and pieces with Bohai, which are all his memories, so she wants to have the last beauty.
Flea found her again, she said that Zhang Zhe went to the detention center and was sentenced to two years in prison, she said that she would wait for him, after all, she liked it for so many years, and Flea said thank you for helping Zhang Zhe succeed again.
In fact, these are all ridiculous, Zhang Zhe knew from Flea that she used to be a take-off person, and she was also a smash hit screenwriter at that time, she worked in Chen He's hands, and her performance in the company was also the first, so Zhang Zhe asked Flea to call up all the information of Lu Ziye.
Lu Ziye thought that the content of Zhang Zhe's conversation with her that day was also ridiculous, people always thought that they could stand taller and go farther before taking action, after all, the case in Xi'an was also recommended by him.
Lu Ziye thought that Zhang Zhe might not know the relationship between me and Zheng Kai, and then the report revealed by the media had long been covered by other more eye-catching things, but Zhang Zhe should know, after all, fleas also know themselves, Lu Ziye can't believe that there are more terrible things in this entertainment industry, no wonder the entertainment industry is a big dye vat.
Back then, Lu Ziye thought that no matter how big this dye vat was, it would not pollute herself, it turned out that she was wrong, she was too wrong, Lu Ziye didn't think deeply about how many people around her hadn't changed, was it Sophie? Sophie stayed in Bohai's school as a lecturer for her love, and she went out of the entertainment industry, but her story continues.
Zheng Kai finally found him that day, and he smoked in silence.
Lu Ziye smiled. "Thank you, thank you for helping me, and thank you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have entered Boya."
Zheng Kai took a deep puff of his cigarette and said: "Actually, I didn't know your story very early, I just knew why you came to Boya, it turned out to be for Chen He, why didn't you say it earlier?" Feelings, I and this iron buddy like a girl, he told me that he liked a girl, but I have always been curious, since I like it, why not be together, and marry Li Leer, at that time Chen He told me that it was because the girl didn't like him at all, so he got married, but today it seems that the result should not have been like this, you like him, and you chose to leave in order to avoid him, right? It's also to avoid him for the sake of liking? ”
"Do you know me?" Lu Ziye looked at Zheng Kai and smiled, took a deep breath and said: "Working in Boya, I am very happy, and knowing Gu Fang also makes my life very fulfilling, but I don't know when you came into my life unruly, and made a mess of my originally peaceful life, you do whatever you want, you do whatever you like, you never want to think about the feelings of the people around you, but that's you, I appreciate you like that, we may be born good buddies, and our friendship can go far, far away." She casually said the word friendship, as if she should have said it.
"What do you say? Nabs? He smiled extraordinarily and said, "You treat everything I have done to you as a buddy, don't you?" ”
Lu Ziye looked at him and said, "When I was drinking that day, I don't know what I said to you, but I think I have already said what I should have said, right?" That's right, I like Chen He, now when I see him, I still have sweaty palms, and my heart is full of deer, I know that time will not make me forget him, but will make me remember him more clearly. ”
"Chen He is already married."
"Their marriage is fake."
Zheng Kai smiled: "You also said the same thing that night, but you also said that if Li Leer didn't like Chen He, she would definitely not choose to marry him, if the two people have no feelings, then why did this marriage last for two years?" ”
Lu Ziye looked up at him with teary eyes and said, "Why are you talking to me about this?" Why is it making me so sad? Why can't I just be left alone to reminisce about the past? ”
"Lu Ziye, things have passed, you can't always live in the past life, right? Face your life calmly, there are many more people in it who deserve your love ....... ”
Lu Ziye nodded and said: "Yes, I liked Chen He at the beginning, because Chen He let me out of the haze of the past, but when I came out, I fell deeper." ”
"Shouldn't you have lost confidence in the future because of Chen He's injury? Lu Ziye, can you do it? Isn't it just a Parisian lover? Isn't it just a confessional love letter? Isn't it just a rainy night chat? Isn't it just a night of talking by the sea? If I had known that you were dead set on Chen He because of this, I would have beaten Chen He no matter what. ”
"Your aunt is right, you should be grown up."
He said with a stunned face: "You know everything? ”
Lu Ziye nodded and said: "Well, I know, but it seems too late to know, but it's okay, let me know that I should be myself again, after all, I can't lose the ability to walk because I made a mistake for a while." ”
"I didn't want to hide it from you." He glanced at the distance, as if recalling how he got Lu Ziye into Boya back then, "Just rely on your competitive nature, you must know that Boya is my family, so you won't break your head and go inside." ”
Lu Ziye Yaoyao said: "No, if we all knew earlier, you and I, Sophie and Gu Fang would not have known each other, and since there is no acquaintance, there will be no future stories." ”
"Lu Ziye, you really hate to make me admire, I have not met any girl for so many years, but it is the first time I have encountered a girl like you, everyone in the entertainment industry has it, it was simple before, and it will slowly change because of this or that thing in the future, become scheming, and become not like you were at the beginning, why do you ****** live in my psychology."
Lu Ziye smiled and said, "It's not too early, I should leave, you should take care." ”
"Lu Ziye, I said so much, didn't you hear it? Did you take all this nonsense after I said that? Lu Ziye, can you be sober. He was roaring angrily, watching the veins on his neck burst out.
"Thank you Zheng Kai, I also heard your words clearly, and I also know the meaning of your words, but I need time now, really, I need to think about it, there are too many things that have happened during this time."
"Lu Ziye I like you, I like you since I first saw you, you never knew that a person was standing downstairs at your house looking at you, do you know how long a night is? You don't know how much I want to run over and hug you tightly every time I watch you leave silently, telling you not to be afraid that everything is with me, do you know how long it takes to wait for a person's wound to heal slowly? Two years makes me just feel like I'm with you for a day? ”
Lu Ziye turned around and left, not daring to look back, because she was crying, Lu Ziye never dared to imagine that Zheng Kai would confess to her like this.
How ridiculous, when Lu Ziye thought about Chen He's confession to her back then, he didn't, just a letter, lying quietly in the crack of her book, and now she didn't want to hear Zheng Kai's confession, but he insisted on saying it.