Chapter 368: Relief
He stood upright outside the temple gate, and felt the joy and excitement in his heart to the extreme. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info His heart reverberated with the delicate and soft sentence "Even if he treats me badly, I don't regret it", and the whole person was a little dizzy with happiness and satisfaction.
His chest was so full of something that made him want to cry, but he didn't feel uncomfortable.
When he first knew that Jiaojiao was unwilling to marry him, he was uncomfortable, incomprehensible, sad and angry, and all emotions came up to bite him.
When it was the hardest, there was a voice in his heart that kept clamoring: Since she didn't want to marry you since she was a child, she is now walking so simply, and she has no nostalgia at all. She won't come back in the future, so why wait for her to come back like a dog?
Wagging your tail and begging for mercy will only get nothing!
He is the Son of Heaven and has his own dignity!
He asked someone to seal all of Gillian's belongings, and he never entered the Jiaofang Hall for a long time.
He began to spoil the harem concubines, and he desperately pressed the unhappiness in his heart and anesthetized himself: he must have been with her for too long to feel that it was all his fault to spoil the concubines.
He is the Son of Heaven, he can spoil whoever he wants, what is there to be sorry for? Funny!
But then he still couldn't lie to himself, unhappy is unhappy, and if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it.
It's not that he hasn't tried to be emotional to others, but there is no woman in the world who wins.
Yes, no one can beat Gillian, no one can be as gentle and delicate, as cute and lively, as simple and kind, as intelligent and stupid, no one can understand his pride and weakness, humility and conceit.
No one can pull at his heartstrings with every move, telling him to cry and laugh with her.
His delicate is a unique treasure in this world, and he shines brightly.
He has only liked Gillian since he was a child, he only let her, and he only treats her well.
She had already melted into his flesh and blood, unable to be separated.
Losing Gillian's life is like losing the backbone, everything loses its sparkle and becomes dull and boring.
Later, he still started to live according to his habitual preferences of Gillian at the time, and he no longer entered the harem.
The love between men and women is not the whole of life, not to mention that you have the best and hottest love, how can you fool yourself with those mediocrities?
If you don't have it, you don't have it, the world of the Son of Heaven is very vast, and he won't be alone.
What's more, he can also spend a lifetime recalling Gillian's voice and appearance, recalling the more than 20 years they spent together, which is also a very happy thing, isn't it?
In the three years since Gillian left, his emotional mentality was once extreme and ruthless to the point that several sisters were afraid, and he was also so depressed that he didn't care about anything and felt that life was no fun.
But in the end, he survived, he still loved her, but he didn't complain anymore.
He thought that his heart would be unwavering, and that he would never have the day when emotion would triumph over reason.
It was only when he received a military report from Li Guang, which was Gillian's handwriting. His hands trembled suddenly, and tears ran straight out, and he couldn't bear it.
As long as she is willing to come back, even if she has no self-esteem?
He thought that if he really had a tail, he would definitely wag it desperately the moment he saw her.
Maybe it was from his aunt that he heard that Gillian was unwilling to marry him since she was a child, and he felt a little loosened in his heart.
No longer blinded by the tenderness as before, he began to guess Gillian's thoughts, and began to think about how much Gillian was sincere to him? Does she regret marrying into the imperial family?
Jiaojiao has too many abnormalities, and many things are that he can't find an explanation for his intentions and ignorance.
But he didn't want to lose it again, no matter how wrong Jiaojiao was, even if he didn't love him as much as he loved her, he didn't want to care about it.
As long as she is Chen Ajiao, it's fine.
But in the dead of night, he was still sad.
He laughed at himself, are people so greedy? When you lose it, you just want to be satisfied if you can have it again, so why do you want so much now?
He thought that he didn't have any mustard in his heart, but at this moment, he heard Gillian say that he never regretted marrying him.
His former entanglements and pains have all disappeared, how can he expect Gillian, who is still only five years old, to understand what love is?
Maybe at that time she just thought it was a terrible thing to get married.
Haitang lowered his head slightly and respectfully waited for His Majesty's orders, and finally heard the Son of Heaven as if he was emitting a sound from his chest, then he stretched out his hand to push open the door of the palace, and whispered back to the queen and the eldest princess Her Majesty is back.
The conversation in the hall immediately stopped, and a rush of footsteps rang out.
In the blink of an eye, Gillian was like a flower butterfly happily pounced into his arms.
Liu Che hugged her with a smile, took her hand and walked in slowly. "How's it going? What to eat for lunch? ”
Gillian might as well have stood at the door for a long time, just thinking that he had just come back.
Hearing him ask, he counted him with his fingers. "Tonghua soft beef soup, steamed donkey stuffed with ambiguous cold flowers, raw duck flower soup cakes, fried lotus root boxes, fried lotus root dices in sauce, fresh lotus root chicken slices, and the children used shrimp egg custard and rice porridge."
As soon as the summer came, Jiaojiao looked at eating lotus root.
Stir-fry it crisply and eat it raw, and drink it in stewed soup with noodles and noodles.
She can ask Shaofu to toss all kinds of tricks, and she is not tired of eating all summer.
Liu Che knew that she liked to eat, so he asked someone in the palace to open a big lotus pond for her to raise lotus roots.
He clenched her warm hand, and his voice unconsciously sounded like he had a thousand pounds of honey. "I also used lotus root for lunch, which was crisp and raw, and I ate a whole plate."
Gillian snorted, "What do you want to eat for dinner?" "Speaking of which, I saw that the time of the leak in the temple was still early, and I realized that he came back very early today." Is it so early to conclude today's deliberations? ”
Liu Che sighed, "Whatever you want to eat, let's eat." ”
Gillian said: "Then stew chicken soup with lotus root?" ”
Liu Che laughed and replied dotingly: "Okay, our queen can do whatever she wants." ”
As he spoke, he had already arrived in the inner room, and Guantao stood up and saluted.
Liu Che called out to his aunt with a smile.
Guan Tao saw that the two people were tired of being together when they saw each other, and they could no longer see others. I was happy in my heart, and I didn't want to bother more, so I got up and said goodbye.
Liu Che insisted on leaving her for dinner before leaving, how could she be willing to do it? didn't wait for the emperor to persuade again, and left without looking back.
Because it was not yet time to eat, the two children had not yet gotten up.
The emperor and queen sat on Xiangyang's couch and talked, and Liu Che naturally stretched out his arms to take her into his arms. patted her back again and again, as if coaxing Yuanhui to sleep at night.
Gillian lay on Liu Che's broad chest, and her heart shook slightly when she heard his heartbeat.
It's like a dream.
Gillian only felt that her heart was peaceful and peaceful to the extreme, and she had too many grievances in her previous life, complaining about herself and complaining about Liu Che.
But now she is very quiet, and she only wishes to live this life as Zhuo Wenjun said in his poem, "I wish to have one heart and never be separated".
And then don't be reincarnated, just like that.
She didn't want to experience a new life, and she didn't want to forget Ah Yan.