At night in the city, there is no quiet starry sky, no whispering chatter under the night sky, no insects chirping one after another, no frogs, and no fireflies to pounce. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Yes, it's just the lively crowd on the street, the colorful electronic displays, and the aunts dancing in the square.

Qin Zijin doesn't like such summer nights, she always feels that there is no feeling of light and elegant summer, so she doesn't like to go out at night.

Staying at home, a glass of water, a book, or a movie, quiet or lively, but Qin Zijin's heart is calm.

Qin Zijin felt that this kind of life was calm and satisfied after a cursory taste, but he was terrified when he thought about it.

This is not peace, this is the habitual laziness and depravity.

Those youthful and passionate years seem to have passed for a long time, but if you think about it, only three or four years have passed.

However, in Qin Zijin's memory, those days when he was smiling like a flower and speaking boldly and without sorrow were as old as the old photos of his parents, blurry and mottled, and he could not see the original appearance clearly.

This is not the life he wants, Qin Zijin told himself.

However, before Qin Zijin could make a detailed and clear plan, what she thought was a peaceful but decadent life made waves, and she couldn't be calm for a long time.

Although there is a four-month internship period, there is still something to be done, and Qin Zijin has also taken up his post independently, and recently, he has also taken over some projects.

Recently, because of the personnel changes, Qin Zijin took over a pharmaceutical project from a colleague.

This was originally nothing, and the project was not difficult, but because of this project, Qin Zijin always felt restless recently, and when he went to work, he was always distracted.

Doing this project every day, looking at the overwhelming variety of true or false news on the Internet, Qin Zijin is very entangled.

"Female malignant tumors show a clear trend of younger age"

"The wife is seriously ill, and the husband disappears after being taken to the hospital"

"After marriage, I found out that my daughter-in-law had hepatitis B, and my mother-in-law asked her for a divorce"

"Hepatitis B is not treated in time, and there are endless problems"

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I have to say that, on the one hand, because of this project, Qin Zijin feels that he cherishes life and his body more, and every time he sees news related to health, he will click in and take a look twice, although sometimes, it is just a trick of the headline party.

However, on the other hand, Qin Zijin was faintly worried.

However, she hasn't figured it out yet.

For this reason, Qin Zijin was a little entangled.

In the evening, Liu Zishu was not in the entertainment, and Qin Zijin sat on the bed and looked out the window blankly.

Although more than ten years have passed, she still hasn't forgotten those ignorant, busy and bitter times, and there seems to be a bitter taste of Chinese herbs on the tip of her tongue.

At that time, she was still young, but she was only eight or nine years old, but she was found to be infected with the hepatitis B virus during a test, and she was ignorant and did not know what it was.

Qin Zijin only knew that from that time on, it was his mother who took him to travel all over the world, big hospitals, rural doctors, and doctors by word of mouth, and in those years when the traffic was not very convenient, there were footprints of their mother and son on the roads, country roads, and even mountain roads.

And then there's the check, the medicine.

Qin Zijin still remembers that in a hospital in Wuhan, because he was too thin, the nurse said that there was too little blood when the blood was taken for examination, and he had to change his hand and draw it again.

Then there is the daily Chinese medicine, and the house is always filled with a bitter smell of Chinese herbs.

These memories are long but profound, but Qin Zijin will not think of them, and at the same time, he will not forget them.

Over the years, like other healthy friends, there is no difference, life, study, and the doctor said that there is no problem.

Therefore, Qin Zijin lived very happily and didn't feel that he was a patient at all. Originally, this is not a big deal, it will not be easily contagious, and it will not affect normal life.

However, there is a great deal of prejudice against hepatitis B patients, and this prejudice is unassuming, but profound.

Under this prejudice, Qin Zijin did not dare to make friends easily after leaving school, and did not dare to choose a company with physical examination requirements when applying for a job.

Qin Zijin didn't want to face this kind of prejudice, it was too hurtful.

Now, however, she is in a difficult situation.

Over the years, Qin Zijin has not regarded himself as a patient, so far, Qin Zijin has not told Liu Zishu that she has hepatitis B, but this does exist.

When Qin Zijin realized this, she and Liu Zishu had been together for almost a year.

She was a little worried, and a little anxious.

Qin Zijin remembered that when he had just graduated from college, his mother told her about this matter, saying that when he fell in love in the future, he should remember to tell the other party about his situation, so as to avoid any subsequent conflicts and disputes.

However, the current situation is that they have been together for almost a year before Qin Zijin remembered to tell Liu Zishu.

This one, Qin Zijin came home from work and saw a physical examination report on the table, and she suddenly felt a little nervous.

"You went for a medical checkup?"

"Yes, the company arranged, unified physical examination."

Qin Zijin looked through it, especially checked the results of the blood test, although she was a little unsure whether this item would be reflected in the current physical examination report, but when she saw that everything was normal, Qin Zijin couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Qin Zijin took a few deep breaths and looked at Liu Zishu: "Liu Zishu, let me tell you something." ”

"Say it!"

"Well, I had hepatitis B when I was a child, and I haven't been telling you about it until now, I'm used to it, and I don't think it's anything special, and I have to remind myself of it anytime and anywhere, so I haven't thought about it. It just so happens that you also had a medical check-up and were not infected, and now the decision is up to you, even if you break up, I won't have anything, really. ”

After a pause, Qin Zijin spoke again: "Moreover, this matter is not big or small, I suggest you think about it." ”

Liu Zishu smiled and didn't say anything.

"What are you laughing at?" Qin Zijin bit his lower lip lightly, a little unhappy at the same time, a little nervous in his heart, and a little relieved.

"I told you about this from the beginning, but I forgot, I didn't mean to lie to you."

Qin Zijin lowered his gaze and thought to himself, if the two strangers met for the first time, they would discuss this topic, not to mention whether there would be any later, it would be very strange to just say this, as if they were announcing the verdict.

Qin Zijin thought about it, and remembered that he still had a physical examination report from when he was in college.

At that time, the school organized a physical examination, and after the report came out, the counselor called the students with hepatitis B to the office alone, and asked them to go to a hospital above the third grade for blood testing, and asked the doctor to show a certificate that they could live and study normally.

Qin Zijin was one of those classmates, in the face of the counselor's request, she didn't know what the other classmates were feeling, Qin Zijin at that time was only anxious and sad.

Qin Zijin didn't feel insulted, but the requirement to issue a certificate similar to daily contact is not contagious, and that he can live and study normally, so that Qin Zijin can see the fear, worry and discrimination behind this.

Faced with such a request, Qin Zijin was powerless to refute it, so he could only do it.

The only thing that made Qin Zijin happy was that the roommate at that time did not alienate her at all after knowing this situation, and accompanied her to the hospital for examination.

The doctor said that he could not issue such a certificate, because the hepatitis B virus carried by Qin Zijin had no impact on his life, but he could say in the medical record that he could live and study normally, so as to dispel the misunderstanding and worries of the outside world about them.

As a result, this medical record has been kept by Qin Zijin.

Taking out the medical records, Qin Zijin handed them to Liu Zishu: "This is the previous physical examination report, you can take a look." ”

Liu Zishu looked at it casually, and put it aside after reading it.

"If you want to break up, just say it, it's okay."

Liu Zishu didn't speak, just looked at Qin Zijin like this, and seemed to be smiling.

Qin Zijin couldn't figure out what Liu Zishu meant for a while: "Everyone is so familiar, don't be embarrassed, it's good to get together and disperse, but if you want mental loss or something, then no, there is no need to ask for money!" ”

Listening to such ridicule, Liu Zishu smiled and glared at Qin Zijin: "If you don't have money, then take your life!" ”

"Then let's give money, is it okay to pay in installments?"

"No! Either pay it all in one lump sum, or just make a personal promise, choose one of the two. ”

"Then let's make a promise!"

“…… How do I feel a little lost! ”

"How could it be! Find a girlfriend like me, your ancestral grave is smoking, okay, it's obvious that I'm at a loss, like me, how can I say it, I have to find a beautiful boy with a talent and a face like a crown of jade! ”

"Isn't the beautiful boy standing in front of you!"

Qin Zijin raised his eyebrows and couldn't help laughing: "Your face is so big!" ”

"Each other, each other."

Although Liu Zishu didn't directly say that he didn't care, Qin Zijin knew that he really didn't care, and his words and deeds just now had already shown his attitude.

Qin Zijin couldn't say what he felt in his heart, he was relieved and relieved, and he was moved by understanding and acceptance, and at the same time there was a trace of exhaustion.

Such exhaustion, Qin Zijin didn't want to experience it a second time.

Since this matter was talked about, Qin Zijin felt that the whole person was much more relaxed.

At this point, they can be regarded as a real and honest meeting.

In the past, when two people were together, they rarely mentioned their respective families, and even if they did, they didn't introduce them in depth. And now, when the chat between Qin Zijin and Liu Zishu talks about their respective family members, it will be more detailed and frequent than before, and they will also share some interesting stories about their respective families.

At this point, in addition to understanding Liu Zishu himself, Qin Zijin also has a certain understanding of his family.

Although they still have a long way to go before they talk about marriage, it is also necessary to know their respective families in advance.

Qin Zijin and Liu Zishu did not clearly express this idea, but the two had this tacit understanding.

Qin Zijin is a little strange, because his family did not approve of looking for other places at the beginning, so he has to know more about it many times, but Liu Zishu is the only son in the family, and he is also twenty-six or seventeen years old.

"My family also hoped that I would find a local one at first, and then let me go on a blind date, and I was almost settled, thanks to my persistence, otherwise how would I meet Xiao Qin!"

Qin Zijin pursed his mouth: "It's a nice thing to say, I haven't seen how good you are to me!" ”

"It's not good, how can it be good?"

"Have you heard of three from four virtues?"

"Isn't that what women have to abide by, why, you have to follow the ancient precepts of three obedience and four virtues!" Liu Zishu's tone was excited and teasing.

"Cut, I don't know! The three from the four virtues of the 21st century know, that's what you have to follow, don't hurry up to popularize science on the Internet, this palace is waiting for you to perform. ”

"Don't wait, I'll perform right now!" Liu Zishu laughed evilly and threw Qin Zijin on the bed.