Chapter 117: If Life Is Only as First Seen

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Yamada today, Yamada tomorrow sisters, tonight slept together again.

Since they were children, they have slept together until the four seasons came to find them.

But even now, they still sleep together a lot, and it seems that they are not completely used to sleeping alone.

Of course, there are no secrets between the two sisters, and there is no need to have private space.

This world is full of falsehoods and lies, and if there is anything sincere, the relationship between the two sisters is definitely one of them.

"Sister."

"Huh?"

"Are you in a bad mood?"

“……”

Hearing Yamada ask like this tomorrow, Yamada couldn't help but be silent today.

How to say it, it's not bad to say it, but it's not good, it's just that it always feels like something.

There was silence for a long time before he opened his mouth to deny it.

"Nope."

"Liar."

Yamada denied Yamada's words today without even thinking about it.

Although she doesn't have something like the twins, such as so-called telepathy, she can definitely feel Yamada's mood change today.

Living together since childhood, don't you understand? No kidding.

"Sister, what's wrong?"

“……”

Yamada is still silent today.

After a long time, it seemed that he had finally decided, and asked.

"Tomorrow, you say, Brother Siji, will there be someone you like?"

"Brother Shiki, and Sister Ayako?"

"I think so."

"I don't know, but isn't that good? Sister doesn't like Ayako's sister? ”

"No, Sister Ayako is a good person, of course she will like it."

"Huh?"

With that, Yamada Tomorrow is a little confused.

Since she likes Ayako Suzuki, why does Shiki like Ayako Suzuki and her sister be unhappy?

I couldn't react for a while.

But when I think about it, I seem to understand it again.

"Sister, do you like Brother Four Seasons?"

"I ...... I...... Of course I like it, I like it like tomorrow, and I like Brother Shiki tomorrow, don't I? ”

Yamada blushed today and retorted.

In this regard, Yamada Tomorrow doesn't seem to be able to find fault, she doesn't understand these things very well.

Although they are all girls, the little girl really doesn't understand the world of the big girl.

But for liking, I still understand.

Turning around, he hugged Yamada with a cute smile on his face.

"Well, I like my sister, and I like Brother Four Seasons, I like it the same!"

"Yes...... Right. ”

Yamada laughed today, too, though it seemed a little reluctant.

I also sighed secretly in my heart, these things may really not be suitable to talk to Yamada tomorrow.

However, except for Yamada Tomorrow, there is no one to talk to.

……

The same four seasons at home.

On the first floor, the same two sisters slept together.

It was only at this time that Akemi Miyano took off her mask and returned to her original appearance.

At this time, she is Akemi Miyano, not the fake Akeno Miyato.

But there is no way, in normal times, I still have to rely on the mask of Miyato Akino to face the world.

The two sisters slept together, and in my memory, it seemed like this a long, long time ago, and it was still when Gray Yuan was a child.

Anyway, since Gray Yuan Wai was sent to the United States after studying, the time between the two sisters has been very small.

Even if I come back to take over the research, it's the same, it's rare to see each other once, and there is not much time to meet each time, basically have a cup of tea and chat, and it's over.

Just like Yamada today and Yamada tomorrow, they are each other's last relatives.

It's just that Yamada today and Yamada tomorrow now have one more season.

But will they have such relatives?

This, no one knows.

"Shiho."

"Huh?"

"Are you hiding something from me?"

“……”

Ash Hara, who was huddled in Akemi Miyano's arms, heard this and was silent for a while.

If anything, there is indeed a little bit of a thing.

Sure enough, it's her sister, and she can still detect it.

"Sister, do you remember Shuichi Akai?"

“……”

This time, it was Akemi Miyano's turn to be stunned.

This name, naturally, has not been forgotten, and now that I think about it, it seems that not much time has passed.

Ash Yuan Ai didn't wait for Akemi Miyano to speak, and continued.

"I found out that the man has reappeared in Japan, most likely, he came back to deal with the organization."

"Yes."

Akemi Miyano answered and didn't say anything.

Maybe I don't know what to say.

"Sister......

"Shiho, don't say it."

"Sister, can you really let it go?"

"How about putting it down? What if you can't put it down? The past has finally passed, and now, there is no way back to that time. ”

Akemi Miyano shook her head, and the corners of her mouth seemed to have a bitter, self-deprecating smile.

In the beginning, the man approached her just to get into the organization, didn't he?

Even if, even if there may be true feelings later, but so what?

No matter how nice it sounds, deception is deception after all.

Each is its master, and Akemi Miyano doesn't blame him.

But now, there's really no going back.

"Zhibao, you have to understand, even if he comes, even if the organization is destroyed, everything will no longer be the same as before, and what has passed will never come back."

"Sister......

"And, even if he comes? Now, we're here at Shiji, I asked, and Shiji made it very clear that he and the FBI have a hostile relationship, and even if I really get back together with him, do you think Shiki will let me go and reunite with the FBI people? The Four Seasons didn't kill me, they didn't kill us, but they saved us and reunited our sisters, no matter what the purpose of the Four Seasons is, the grace of saving lives should be reciprocated, I won't think much about anything else, now, it's just a matter of being a maid with peace of mind, doing a little bit of help for the Four Seasons, it can be regarded as repaying his kindness, that's enough, and the rest, I won't think about it anymore. ”

“……”

In this regard, Gray Yuan Wai can only choose to be silent.

Maybe Akai Shuichi is doing it for his work and for justice, but that's not an excuse for him to deceive and hurt Akemi Miyano.

has already torn a shocking wound in Akemi Miyano's heart, can it be repaired?

No more.

Some things can never go back to the way they were.

If life is only as it first sees, it is of course very beautiful.

However, goodbye is not as good as the first meeting, after experiencing many things, meeting again, there is only coldness.

……

"Whew...... Whew......"

The four seasons were sweating profusely, running back and forth outside the villa.

There seems to be no moon tonight, not even a single starlight in sight, and it is pitch black.

Only the lights on at the door of the villa bring a glimmer of light to the night.

A cool breeze blows from time to time, making people feel a chill.

Such nights may be more suitable for hiding in a warm quilt to sleep.

However, the four seasons did not sleep, they just ran here.

He's been running for a long time, and there's no way not to.

After coming to this world, when he killed someone for the first time, he didn't have any adverse reactions.

Originally, I thought that there would be no sequelae of murder, and what would make you vomit for the first time you killed someone was fake.

Only now did I find out that it was not nothing, but a backlog again and again.

Until before, after killing hundreds of people in a row, the sequelae that had been squeezing seemed to have finally exploded.

Of course, not crazy vomiting, but crazy killing intent.

Shiki clearly remembers that when he was in the mountains, at first, it was normal, but in the back, he simply changed. State homicidal maniac, sadistic. Wait to kill someone.

Thinking back to that scene now, even Shiki himself feels a little chill in his back.

Maybe it's okay if you don't want to, but in the four seasons, there's no way not to.

I know that I am out of danger, but the four seasons still feel like I am still in danger.

If something is slightly wrong, the killing intent will rise uncontrollably.

So the four seasons can't leave here for the time being, he is afraid that when he goes outside, he will break out and hurt people if he is not good.

Now, at night, the killing intent seems to be even stronger.

Therefore, he can only let himself vent through such a run.

Maybe when you get tired of running, the killing intent will subside.

In such a situation, it may be more appropriate to find a psychiatrist.

However, there is no way to please.

Maybe at that time, I really had a nervous breakdown, and even if I didn't collapse, something went wrong.

Shiki is not a psychiatrist, and even if he is, he can't treat himself by himself, so he can only keep hinting that he is out of danger.

But it doesn't seem to be working.

"Whew...... Whew......"

Although he didn't feel very tired, Shiki still gasped for breath, as if he could consume a little more physical strength.

Now he was a little tired of his abundant physical strength and long-lasting stamina.

If he was an ordinary person, he would have been tired and lying down after running for so long, but he didn't feel much yet.

"It's better to cut off your hands and feet directly, so that you don't have to worry about hurting innocent people!"

Shiki thought so.

Then, the thought seemed unstoppable and grew wildly.

Turning back and running back to the front of the villa door, he stopped, gasping slightly.

Then, he "snapped" and slapped himself directly and knocked himself on the head.

"What are you thinking!"

Shaking his head, he hurriedly continued to run.

Sure enough, when you run, you shouldn't think so much, just concentrate on running, why think about those messy things?

But someone seems to have said that the meaning of life is to think, thinking is the instinct of human beings, even if it is a newborn baby, it is estimated that it has the ability to think.

So it's not wrong to think, it's wrong, it's also the fault of cranky, it's the fault of those unrealistic ideas.

But is it wrong to be cranky? Maybe you can come up with some great human invention by thinking about it.

It's like an airplane, it's cranky before it appears.

It's like going to the moon or something, and it was just as cranky before it appeared.

So the four seasons are really still thinking nonsense.

"Damn!"

Shiki grabbed his hair in annoyance.

If you continue like this, you'll really be driven crazy.

What should I do?

Shiki thought so, though he couldn't think of any way.

"Sure enough, if someone could beat me up at this time, maybe it would be good."

Shiki said to himself.

If there really is such a person.

But in his current state, this can be said to be a crazy state, even if a few people who are crowned masters and top masters come, it is estimated that there is nothing they can do about him.

After all, he himself is not weak, he is in a state of madness, and he is completely deadly, and he can't tell who will beat whom when the time comes.

If you go crazy, no one can stop you!