After Xiao Yi finished asking, Zhao Luo didn't speak for a long time, and the two of them looked a little confused, just when Tang Xinyuan was about to speak, Zhao Luo said in a low voice

"I thought it was peaceful here, I thought we were just training hard, I thought at least the war wouldn't come so quickly, but I was wrong, I was wrong to come here from the beginning and then stay. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info I shouldn't stay, I shouldn't stay. Zhao Luo seemed to be talking at first, but then he was talking to himself.

"I used to think so, when I first entered the barracks, I was shoehorned in by my father, I didn't want to come at that time, how could I listen to other people's orders here? But when I was actually here, I realized how extravagant my life used to be. I can understand your feelings, but there's nothing wrong with staying. After I stayed, I became good brothers with them, and you stayed and we had a group of good brothers. Men, it's good to see a lot of things. Tang Xinyuan said.

Zhao Luo looked at Tang Xinyuan, listening to what he said so easily, but he couldn't understand it at all, and then said, "Does it have to be a war?" ”

"War is not something we want to have, but it can't be avoided, if we just settle down today, we will naturally have a lot of problems, and a series of things that will be triggered behind this are not what we want. No matter what time or place it is, war is always an inescapable problem. ”

"Isn't it good for everyone to live in peace? Yesterday, do we know the people we fought with? Do they know us? If we hadn't been in that place, no one would know where we came from, what our names were, we had no relationship, and we didn't have hatred, so why fight to the death without knowing each other? Even when you die, you don't know how you died? Isn't that a sorrow? Zhao Luo said.

"There is not so much truth in this world, I was in Pingkangli Lane in Chang'an, where there was a girl named Xiao Tao, who looked like a flower and jade, and many men who came to play there pointed out that they wanted her. Once the third young master of Li Yuan valued her, and insisted on marrying her back as a concubine, even the ransom was ready, the little peach thought that he could be good like this, although he was small, but at least he had a name, and then he didn't know how to be known by Li Sanshao's wife, and rushed into the north with a team of people, caught the little peach out, and beat the person to death, the third young man saw that the person was dead, and used some money to settle the people in the yamen, and this matter passed like this. Then the third young master of the Li family will go again in the future, and he will not dare to be tempted by any girl. You said that in this matter, it was Li Sanshao who was wrong, and it was indeed Xiao Tao who died, where did you go to reason? His Li family has a lot of wealth, even if the yamen has to give three points, who can say that he is not? The peace you want will not be there at any time, just a lot of ugliness that you don't see. Just because you don't see it doesn't mean you don't have it. You want to protect yourself, you want peace and friendship, that's just what you think, if you have the ability, you are the truth, if you are not capable, what you are talking about is the air. Tang Xinyuan said.

Zhao Luo was silent after hearing this, because she found that what Tang Xinyuan said was actually not wrong, no matter where it was, there would be no absolute fairness and peace. As he said, just because you don't see doesn't mean you don't. Zhao Luo thought to himself, could it really be that his requirements were too high? But when she thought about the scene like yesterday, her heart couldn't stop trembling. Maybe there are a lot of injustices and wars in this world, but can't you be alone? My heart is too fragile, and I don't want to see many, many bad things, if I don't have the ability to change, then choose to escape. Zhao Luo felt very aggrieved, and looked at Xiao Yi with teary eyes and said

"Brother Xiao, do you also think that war is inevitable?"

Xiao Yi looked at Zhao Luo's crying eyes, and as soon as he cleared his eyes, he slowly smoothed his skin, and felt pity for the jade, and said in a very gentle tone, "There are many things, we can't escape, we have to learn to accept them." ”

"Why can't you escape?"

"Because there's no escape."

"How do you know there's no way to escape without trying?" Zhao Luo said. Tang Xinyuan couldn't stand it anymore and said, "The whole world is not the king's land, where are you fleeing?" Besides, why run away? One day, you will accept such a cruel truth. ”

"No, let me accept it, unless I'm dead." Zhao Luo said very decisively, she would never want such a result.

"Xiao Luo, if one day, Tang Xinyuan and I die, will you be sad?" Xiao Yi suddenly asked very calmly.

Zhao Luo turned his head in surprise and looked at Xiao Yi with a serious face. Zhao Luo looked at Xiao Yi's face, but he was thinking in his heart, if one day, both of them died in front of him, would he be sad? Suddenly, Zhao Luo found that his heart was very painful, the two of them were his best friends here, Zhao Luo had never been born and died like this, they were the only two. After getting along for more than a year, the two of them are no longer friends and comrades-in-arms in Zhao Luo's heart, they are like their relatives, tolerating and protecting themselves. They have become a part of their lives, a part of their memories, if they disappear from their lives like this, Zhao Luo thought, he will not be sad, because his heart has been broken. Zhao Luo didn't say anything, but his eyes suddenly swelled with a sourness, and then tears fell down in a snap.

Xiao Yi saw Zhao Luo's appearance, his expression was also a little sour, and he said in a very calm tone, "Xiao Luo, we are brothers and friends who get along day and night, if we have an accident, you will be sad and sad, it is conceivable that if you can't take care of your beloved family and lover in the war, when they die in front of you, will you still think about peace and tribute?" Why do we have war, not because we like killing and blood, but because we live so that more of our loved ones can live well. War, at least, is fighting, fighting for what we want to protect, and without war, we don't even have the qualifications to protect the people we want to protect. Xiao Luo, many times what we can't understand is not that our eyes can't see clearly, but that we don't want to admit it. ”

Zhao Luo listened to Xiao Yi's words quietly, and felt that he had spoken every word to his heart, yes, many things were not clear to his eyes, but his heart did not want to admit it. Zhao Luo knew that it was her heart that didn't want to admit it, she just wanted to escape and leave here. For Zhao Luo, it is not so easy to admit it.

After the two of them saw it, Zhao Luo didn't speak. The two looked at each other, and then Fang Xun walked over and said, "Okay, it's not early, let her have a good rest, what you said is also very reasonable, but there are many things that she needs to digest by herself, let her think about it herself."

The two of them couldn't say anything when they saw her like this, so they went back after explaining a few words. Zhao Luo thought a lot alone in the tent, and then fell asleep in a groggy state.

After two days, Zhao Luo was still like that, even Team Guo knew about it, and Tang Xinyuan and Xiao Yi still kept persuading, but it was of no use. Zhao Luo will still be alone in a daze, although she doesn't have to lie in the tent now, but she still stays in a daze by herself.

The warm and warm wind blew in front of Zhao Luo's eyes, and the hair that fell down was scattered behind him like a waterfall, still plucked by the wind. The black silk fluttered lightly in the wind, covering the appearance of the lake in front of Zhao Luo's eyes. Zhao Luo hadn't been training for a long time, and she didn't want to train at all. I used to think that I could train myself, and no matter how bad I was, I could protect myself on the battlefield. But after that time, Zhao Luo understood that he couldn't fit into the man's world. She was too sensitive and vulnerable. Knowing that there is no way to survive in their environment no matter what.

Zhao Luo didn't know how Hua Mulan, who was in the army of that generation, came over, how Mu Guiying, who was brave and in command, came over, and how Liang Hongyu, who galloped across the field, came over. Zhao Luo didn't know, but she knew that she couldn't be any of them. For thousands of years, thousands of years of history, the survival of tens of thousands of countries, the replacement of hundreds of thousands of soldiers, but very few can become heroines. Under the torrent of history, a woman who can leave a strong mark on the hegemony of men, how can an idle person easily match and compare?