Even if Concubine Wan Guifei is not sick, Zhang Yan will not think about it, the emotions in her heart are too chaotic, and there is no way to face Zhu Youzhi anymore. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

However, during the time that she was locked up in Anxi Palace, Zhang Yan found that she was even more wrong.

Every day, Zhang Yan would always be uncontrollable, holding the piano back to the room, and when she reacted, she found that she was playing the music that Zhu Youzhu taught her over and over again.

When I sit in a daze with nothing to do, I always think of the scene in the flowing water pavilion.

Zhang Yan's heart was even more chaotic.

She left the Flowing Water Pavilion and left the East Palace, thinking about sorting out her thoughts, but she didn't expect that in Anxi Palace, her thoughts were even more confused.

Moreover, she found that she really missed ...... In the East Palace, in the days of the Flowing Water Pavilion......

Especially, in the Flowing Water Pavilion, the person who taught himself to play the piano.

This kind of feeling, every day, fills my heart little by little, and it seems that I am slowly controlling myself, repeating an idea every day......

Hurry up and go to the East Palace again, and then go to the Flowing Water Pavilion.

Especially when Emperor Chenghua came to Anxi Palace, looking at the intimacy between Emperor Chenghua and Concubine Wan, this idea reached its peak in an instant.

Even if Zhu Youqi doesn't break into Anxi Palace, Zhang Yan may not be able to control herself, and she will have the will and idea to return to the East Palace again.

After returning to the Flowing Water Pavilion, today, with Zhu Youzhi's confession, Zhang Yan realized that something was wrong with her during this time.

She...... fell in love with Zhu Youji......

Zhang Yan grew up in her uncle's house, and her uncle's tutor was very strict.

Not to mention early love, even if you are a little closer to any boy, you will be separated by your family.

However, as the saying goes, I haven't eaten pork and seen pigs run, Zhang Yan hasn't liked anyone, but in modern times, so many of her romance novels are not in vain.

She just didn't realize it, and after realizing it, Zhang Yan had no intention of hiding her thoughts.

Therefore, she did not hide it, and said her thoughts to Zhu Youji.

Zhang Yan's honesty made the corners of Zhu Youji's happy mouth curled, and he took a step forward, looking at Zhang Yan with bright eyes.

However, Zhang Yan took a step back and avoided Zhu Youji's eyes.

"Ah Yan......" Zhang Yan's reaction made Zhu Youzhu full of joy and suddenly cooled down.

tried to suppress his sadness, but the incomprehension and unwillingness in his voice couldn't be suppressed: "Ayan, why? ”

"I don't understand, why!"

"Youji......" Zhang Yan closed her eyes, full of sadness, so that the curvature of the corners of her mouth, no matter what, could not be smoothed, "I am not from your world!" ”

"Someday, I'm leaving." Zhang Yan cried blood, but she worked hard and forced herself to harden her heart, "I came back for Concubine Wan and my sister." ”

"Not for you!"

"No matter how much I like you, it's useless." Zhang Yan bit her lip, "I want to go back, I want to go back." ”

"So, I can't marry you, and even, I can't like you at all!" Biting her lip too hard, Zhang Yan's body was trembling, "I can't like you, I can't ...... Can't ......"

A bit hysterical repetition, and in the end, it becomes a gossamer-like murmur.

Yes, she can't like Zhu Youji.

She has always known that, that's why she has always been so chaotic, so confused and hesitant.

Because, she knows, she knows it clearly.

But...... What's the use of knowing?

I don't know what to do, I always have a deep love, and I can control this kind of thing when she wants to control it.

"Ayan, don't cry......" Zhu Youzhu looked at Zhang Yan in a daze, and sighed for a long time.

The slender fingers gently caressed Zhang Yan's cheeks: "Ah Yan, when you cry, I don't know what to do." ”

"......" looked at the water marks on Zhu Youji's fingers, and Zhang Yan realized that she didn't know when, she was already in tears.

"Yuji, I shouldn't like you, but ......" Zhang Yan's voice was completely choked.

She raised her head and looked at Zhu Youzhu sadly, "What should I do?" ”

Zhu Youzhu was silent for a long time, then suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Zhang Yan tightly into his arms.

"I don't know." The gentle and magnetic young voice echoed in Zhang Yan's ears.

"But Ayan ......" Zhu Youzhu hugged Zhang Yan with great strength, big, as if he wanted to work hard to embed her in his body, "I don't expect you to be able to marry me, but, promise me, don't stop liking me, okay?" ”

"I think, in my life, I'm afraid, I can't stop liking you."

On that day, she couldn't remember exactly how Zhang Yan left the East Palace, but she clearly remembered that she promised Zhu Youzhu that she would not avoid him, nor would she stop, the study of the guqin.

"Ayan, if we are destined not to be together." When leaving the East Palace, Zhu Youzhu grabbed Zhang Yan's hand, and the look in his eyes was persistent and serious, "So, can you accompany me more when you are still in the East Palace?" Just be ......"

What should it be? Zhang Yan doesn't remember anymore, she only remembers, she agreed.

Therefore, the study of guqin is still continuing.

originally thought that after such a play, it would be embarrassing for two people to get along again, but the reality was completely opposite to what Zhang Yan imagined.

Maybe it's because he confessed, when he got along with Zhang Yan, Zhu Youzhu never hid his feelings for Zhang Yan anymore.

And Zhang Yan may have really faced her own thoughts, and when she faced Zhu Youzhu again, she was no longer confused and flustered before she confessed.

Before, the slightest gap and barrier between the two disappeared completely, and the two people got along more freely.

Before you know it, another month has passed.

This month, there is no special change in the days, Wan Guifei is still like glue with Emperor Chenghua, and Zhang Yan and Zhu Youji's piano learning lessons are also going on as always.

Zhang Yan and Zhu Youji, the two of them, neither of them mentioned the things they confessed that day, and the things they talked about when they met every day were limited to the guqin.

After learning the guqin, she returned to Anxi Palace, Zhang Yan had nothing to do, so she practiced the piano, and after practicing for a month, the strings of the guqin were broken for Zhang Yan.

Wan Guifei hadn't touched the piano for a long time, and there were no spare strings in Anxi Palace, so Fuxiu happened to go to get medicinal materials for Wan Guifei, so she took Zhang Yan out with her.

"Miss Fuxiu." Seeing Fuxiu's appearance, the eunuch in charge of the items was suddenly terrified, "If the concubine wants something, just give a direct order, why did you let Miss Fuxiu come in person?" ”