I hated it in my heart, so I kept looking. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Although I always say that you are shameless, in fact, you have been in contact with this guy for a long time, but you still have to admit that you are not lying, and you are really a little handsome.

The advantages are also numerous. Gentle, attentive and accommodating...... For a moment, I realized that I couldn't say enough about your merits.

Really, it's obviously a bastard, how can there be so many advantages?

Compared to you, I suddenly feel that I am really bad.

We are enemies, I have always thought so from the beginning to the present.

But your enemy is a little different. Because I can't be sure for sure whether we're really enemies or not.

I remember when I was killing two lustful thugs and you bumped into them.

'You unlucky fellow'

That's what I thought at the time, but then I realized that it wasn't you who was unlucky, but me.

You guy is so wrong, no matter how you look at it, no matter how you contact it on weekdays, you are an excellent ordinary man who can't be better, how can you be so strong!

I'm an elf! It's shocking that you were so easily defeated even though I was injured!

At first, I thought that I would lose because I was hurt, but the world is always so cruel that no matter how hard I try, I can't beat you, and I don't even see a little hope of victory.

No, it's not just that there is no hope of victory, but if it's true, it's actually more hopeless.

Seriously, you're really strong, not just in strength, but also in heart.

obviously has such a strong strength, but he can still be willing to be ordinary, not conceited, not pampered, and even still so kind and tolerant.

You're a rotten good guy! Here's another thing I have to say about you.

We're enemies, but you've always been so kind.

Whether it's the first fight, or the second fight, or the other time, you're always like that.

The first time I wanted to kill you, but not only did you not kill me, but you even took me home to take care of the injured me.

Any idea what I thought at the time?

'Really, actually taking care of the enemy, is this guy an idiot?' ’

Admittedly, from that time on, I completely began to look at you differently.

I've been in this world for a long time, and I've met a lot of people of all kinds, but it's the first time I've met a guy like you who makes people feel helpless and touched.

I still vividly remember how warm my heart was when I took that glass of water from your hand.

But although there are many advantages, you also have a lot of disadvantages.

Cheeky, unobtrusive, likes to bully children, and is very stingy!

Hmph, it's just rubbing your order to eat, and it's really annoying to talk to me every time!

The most important thing, you really don't know the girl's heart at all?

Wood! Wood! Wood!

The last time I was stripped naked by you, I finally made up my mind, and you guy refused without hesitation.

Really, is my body so unattractive? Or is your seriousness actually carved into your bones?

Hmph, either way, I wish you never find a wife in the future! ’

Can't find a wife? Hmph, I don't know what to call a stupid. Uncle's wife doesn't know how much she has!

I despised the psychopath, and turned to the next piece of paper.

With that out of the way, let's get back to the point and continue with what I think of you as a guy.

You're a good guy and a good brother, I can't deny that.

Melly once told me a little bit about herself, and about her and you.

There are other things, but there is one thing I have to complain about.

That's - you just met and you were embarrassed to ask Little Melly to adopt? Should you really say, are you worthy of Chen An? Thick-skinned don't like talking!

You are a good teacher, and that cannot be denied.

I became a teacher with you, and I also see the progress of those children.

No matter what kind of child you are, no matter how naughty you are, no matter how bad your grades are, you can always treat them equally, and you can teach them carefully and patiently.

Because of this, they all like you very much, even if it's Lotus Seed, the poor child who has been bullied by you, she is the same.

But I'm different about that.

Although my colleagues say that I am a good teacher with patience like you, I know that I am all in disguise.

I was actually very impatient at first with those cute children, especially Lianzi, the little ghost who you said was so lively that I didn't know whether to live or die.

Seriously, for that child, sometimes I really want to hang her up and beat her...... No, if she weren't a child, maybe she wouldn't be hung up and beaten, but hung up as a target.

In fact, it's also because of this that the lotus seed, which looks big and is actually very sharp, doesn't like me.

Finally, I have to say again, you really are a good man.

I will be very happy to be your wife.

Hee-hee, I'm not the only one who thinks about this, and there are many female teachers in the school who think so.

It's a shame I can't see who you're going to end up with. Otherwise, I'll make you the perfect wedding gift.

Well, go get a fake pregnancy test sheet, and then tell you in public that you don't want to be responsible.

Hee-hee, it's funny to think about.

It's just a pity that I can't.

In this case, I can only reluctantly bless you.

Please be happy. ’

I was speechless in my heart, but the corners of my mouth couldn't help but outline the arc.

Is that a gift? What a guy.

I shook my head and kept scrolling.

Ah, looking back, I was surprised that I had said so much before I knew it.

But despite the surprise, I still have something to say.

Chen An, thank you.

Thank you, thank you for giving me hope in a time of despair;

Thank you, thank you for giving me care when I was in pain;

Thank you, thank you for giving me warmth when I was lonely;

Thank you, thank you for giving me tolerance when I was wayward.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you......'

Flipping through the sheet of paper full of thank you, I continued to read the letter that had come to an end.

'Thank you really, really.

And at the end of this, it's time for me to say goodbye to you.

I'm tired, and if it weren't for you, despair might have crushed me, but even with you, that despair would have exhausted me.

I want to end it all. Like I asked you the other day. What if you can't find hope all the time? You and I say – change.

I felt that it made a lot of sense, so I chose to change.

I decided to give up that hopeless effort and intend to make that last ditch effort.

Actually, I've thought about this in the past. I just couldn't make up my mind.

But now, finally, I have to make up my mind.

Because I find that the more time I spend with you, the weaker I seem to become.

This is not good, because I am Kurumi Tokizaki, so I won't let weakness erode me.

I'll tell you a secret, in fact, I had already made up my mind when you came to me that day.

But I didn't expect you to call me at that time. Hearing your voice, I found myself weak again, and then I was happy again.

But, now—

All I can say is, goodbye, Chen An.

Please forget about me - I was tempted to say that in the end, but sure enough, I was a selfish person.

So, what I really want to say is, please always remember me, remember me as an enemy who has always been stubborn and wants your life, but has never been able to succeed and cannot really attack.

Please remember that I once wanted you to be unlucky because of my pranks, and said that I love you.

Please remember my smile, remember the way I look, remember everything I have, and most importantly. Please remember my name - Kurumi Tokisaki. ’

I read the thick stack of letters without missing a moment's silence. So he carefully put away the stack of letters.

I took the letter and stood up in my own words.

"Lianhua, do you think that guy is stupid? Obviously, she said that if she came to me in trouble, I would help her, why did she just refuse to believe it? ”

Lianhua didn't answer directly, just sighed.

"That's a poor kid."

I was stunned and noncommittal.

"Perhaps."

Originally, I wanted to go out directly, but I saw something inadvertently, and I couldn't help but stop.

I looked at the flute that Kurumi Tokizaki had given me some time ago hanging on the wall, was silent for a moment, and finally brought it with me.

Although I don't really like to use the flute other than the one I lent to Hua Fan in the first place, I don't have a choice now.

Besides, I've bought it back, so I can't put it at home to get moldy, right? So bring it with you.

Although it is not useful, it is also good to blow a song to say goodbye to Kurumi Tokizaki when the time comes.

As soon as I went out, Lianhua asked.

"Are you going to find her?"

I smiled helplessly and pedaled off the pedals of my bike.

"yes, that idiot, I'm going to have to scold her so badly."

"Do you need me to tell you where she is?"

"Well, although I don't want to trouble you, I can only ask you for now."

I pushed my bicycle to the road and happened to run into the hillboard next door.

Yamabanhei was stunned when he saw me, and greeted me warmly.

"Yo, Chen An. Is the school not in session today? Why did you come back so early. ”

I smiled.

"It's nothing, it's just that there was something going on today, so I took leave and came back early."

"Something?"

Yamabanhei scratched his head, as if he had thought of something, and became concerned.

"Is there a conflict between Miss Tokizaki and you? I saw her leave alone with her luggage. ”

"It's not that there's a conflict, it's just that she's going home."

I let out a long sigh and said goodbye to the black mountain with a look of surprise on my face.

"Alright, I have to hurry to find her and say goodbye to her. Let's go first, goodbye. ”

Riding my bike, I was speeding towards the address that Lianhua had just whispered in my ear.

The wind whistled in my ears, blowing my long hair behind me. The scenery on the side of the road passed me quickly, and then disappeared far away.

After a while, I was at my destination, the apartment.

This is exactly where Lianhua told me.

Kurumi Tokizaki is on the rooftop of this apartment.

I parked my car and rushed into my apartment, down the old stairs to the roof.

The apartment was in disrepair, and the door to the rooftop had long since been damaged, so as soon as I came up, I saw Kurumi Tokizaki.

She's burning something there right now, wearing the clothes I gave her.

All her clothes and luggage were burned in the raging fire on the rooftop.

The flames crackled and recklessly sounded, turning the cheeks of Kurumi Tokizaki, who was standing by the fire, red.

I guessed it right last time.,This apartment is estimated to have no other residents except for Kurumi Tokizaki.。

Otherwise, it wouldn't be Kurumi Shizaki burning things on the rooftop, but there are no people in sight here.

As if sensing my arrival, Kurumo Tokizaki, who was quietly watching the flames burn, suddenly turned his head to look.

She made me feel very different this time than in the past. Having lost the despair and madness that had been hidden in her past, she now seemed refreshed.

Her left eye is obscured by long black bangs, but her right eye is full of lightness.

Kurumi Tokizaki smiled, and his tone was as relaxed as usual.

"Chen An, are you stopping me? This time, I made up my mind that I wouldn't admit defeat. ”

"No, on the contrary, I'm here to see you off."

I shook my head, and as if I didn't see the surprise on Tokizaki Kurumi's face, I walked over to her.

I couldn't help but sigh as I looked at the past and all that burned in front of me, and then turned them into ashes and smoke and disappeared in the wind.

"Kurumi, why are you burning these?"

Shizaki Kurumi smiled with his hand, and his tone was indescribably relaxed.

"Make up your mind, burn these goodbyes to my past, and then travel lightly for the last stand.

And whether I succeed or fail this time, I won't need them anymore. ”

As she spoke, she suddenly spun around with the hem of her clothes and leaned over at me and smiled playfully.

"See? Although I intend to say goodbye to all the past, I didn't burn the clothes you gave me because I wanted them to go with me. ”

"That's ......"

I pursed my lips, suddenly turned around, and tapped my flute on Tokizaki Kurumi's forehead.

"You idiot, haven't you told you many times that you have trouble coming to me? Why don't you listen all the time? ”

"Because you can't help me."

Tokizaki turned three sides and didn't make eye contact with me.

"No one can help me with that kind of thing."

I continued to hit Tokizaki Kurumi on the head with my flute.

"Fool, you can't do it yourself, don't think that others can't do it."

"Huh? What do you mean by that? ”

"That's what it means."

I smiled and tapped her on the head a few more times before I took it back.

"Mad Three."

"Huh?"

"It's all now, can you tell me if we're friends or not?"

"Not counting!"

Kurumi Tokizaki said without hesitation.

"I and you are enemies, you live and die, I am an enemy of your life and death."

"Really, why is this still the answer at this time? You hard-mouthed guy. ”

"It's not a hard mouth, that's the truth!"

Shi Qi snorted wildly, and suddenly clapped his hands and launched a spatial shock.

The flames in front of him distorted, and then formed a pitch-black spatial hole.

"Okay, don't talk nonsense with you, I have to go."

"Wait."

Just as Kurumi Shizaki got up and jumped into the space hole, I suddenly reached out and grabbed her shoulder.

I'm serious.

"Kurumi, I'll ask one last time, aren't we really friends?"

Kurumi Tokizaki originally wanted to complain about why I stopped her, but when I saw my serious appearance, he was dumb,

Her eyes were staggered from me, and the answer was still the same.

"That's right, we are enemies, enemies to the death."

"That's ......"

I let out a long sigh and let go of Kurumi Tokizaki's shoulder.

"Well, although you are a little dissatisfied with your answer, I have been treating you as a friend. Now, let me, my friend, give you one last gift. ”

I smiled at Tokizaki and then jumped into the spatial hole with her stunned expression.

Discovering this, Shizaki Kurumi suddenly became frightened. She reached out to grab me, but was a step too late.

Seeing me disappear into the spatial hole, Tokizaki screamed in despair.

"Chen An!!"

On the empty rooftop, except for the sound of flames, no one responded.

The flames twisted into the pitch-black void in the air, then vanished.

Shi Qi looked at the space hole, and suddenly fell to his knees weakly.

She knew that it was not her homeland that led there, but to death!

"Chen An......"

As she muttered the name, she suddenly felt a little moist on her cheeks.

Shizaki Kurumi subconsciously reached out and touched his cheek, but found that his face was covered with tears at some point.

Tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably, blurring Kurumi Tokizaki's vision.

"Strange, strange, strange, so painful, so painful, why does my heart hurt so much......"

Kurumi Shizaki hugged his head in pain, and crystal tears spilled all over the ground, but they were quickly evaporated by the flames next to him.

"Why, my heart hurts!"

Shizaki Kurumi was in pain, and he seemed to remember that sentence in his ears again.

"Kurumi, are we friends?"

"Yes, yes!"

Shizaki shouted in despair, and rushed into the flames and jumped into the spatial hole.

"Chen An, we are friends!!

Just as Kurumi Tokizaki was about to enter the spatial hole, such a whisper suddenly came from her ear.

"Really? That's great. ”

She thought I was dead, and suddenly I came back from the spatial hole. She and I hugged each other in the air.

Kurumi Tokizaki shouted with joy.

"Chen An!!"

Before she could say anything, I suddenly turned around in the air.

"That's my last gift to you, goodbye, Kurumi Tokizaki. My friend, I wish you a happy homecoming. ”

I chuckled and whispered in Tokisaki's ear. He reached out and gently pushed her into the spatial hole.

Kurumi Shizaki disappeared into the space hole, and she didn't have time to leave anything except a word.

And I don't think I'll forget that sentence.

"Chen An, please remember me!"

I rolled over and landed on the ground with a light turn. Looking at the spatial hole in the flame disappearing, I knew that I had experienced another parting.

And this parting, I don't think we will ever see each other again in the future.

I picked up the flute and stroked it gently, it was a gift from my friend who told me not to forget her, the girl named Kurumi Tokisaki.

I can't take it with me, but I'll cherish it.

The sadness of parting suddenly came to my heart, and I couldn't help but pick up the flute and play it.

There is no fixed tune, there is no fixed key, I play as I like.

In the melody, the clear face in the flames seemed to fly into the sky with the ashes, and then drift away.

I played the flute, looked at the vanishing ashes in the sky, and sighed softly in my heart.

Goodbye, Kurumi Tokizaki.

The breeze was blowing, and the flames were silent to me.

For a moment, there was nothing in the world except the somewhat melancholy flute.

……