Chapter 60 Don't be an autistic person

More than four months of getting along, although it is not long, but it has continued. The www.biquge.info of the pen and the fun of the pavilion are serious in Ouyang Ziji, and they can be regarded as comrades-in-arms who have established revolutionary feelings, and they are really uncomfortable when they are separated in a hurry.

For example-

Ouyang Zizhi still had no way to condense the Xuan Qi into a sharp weapon such as a sword outside his body, and when dealing with the captured Xuan Beast, the handling of the fur and pieces of flesh was very difficult.

Another example -

There seems to be no winter in the secret realm, and since the three of them separated, for some reason, the temperature seems to have risen a lot. Without the iceberg of Yun Tianmo, Ouyang Zizhi was often so hot that he was sweating.

"Hey......" sighed for the umpteenth time, not to mention the hard days of fighting alone, the loneliness alone is very obvious.

I still remember that in my previous life, Ouyang Zizhi once made a special report on "Star Children", talking about children with autism. At that time, I also learned about why human beings feel lonely, and the negative impact that loneliness can cause has a profound impact on a person's future.

In a blink of an eye, more than half a year has passed, and I am completely isolated from the outside world, in addition to fighting with various mysterious beasts every day, I am meditating to consolidate and expand the mysterious energy in my mind. If I go on like this, I don't know if I won't be able to bear this feeling of being isolated, which will cause a huge burden on my psyche.

If the trial is successful, but you are really like the research data shows, because of the long isolation or lack of contact with others, the pain of not being accepted can be miserable. It is important to know that long-term or severe loneliness can trigger certain mood disorders and reduce people's mental health.

Thinking about that iceberg, Yun Tianmo, I don't know if it is because I have isolated myself from others for a long time that I have become what I am now. Living out of a mentally ill person, Ouyang Zizhi estimated that it was because of the cycle of loneliness that he was separated from others and even society, and became more alienated, which led to alienated personal physical disorders over time.

Ouyang Zizhi was thinking nonsense while skinning and deboning the Xuan Beast with sharpened stones.

If he becomes like Yun Tianmo in the future, isn't it a manifestation of mental illness?

Also, as the saying goes, don't all say that if you don't explode in silence, you will pervert in silence.

"No, I don't want to be a pervert." Ouyang Zizhi shook his head vigorously, wanting to get rid of these messy thoughts in his mind, and if he was so blind, he would go crazy first.

After a long sigh, Ouyang Zi hastily ate some roasted beast meat, then found a low-lying pit and began to meditate cross-legged.

Not long after Ouyang Zizhi entered a meditative state, a figure passed not far from her.

The distance between the two was only a zhang, but neither of them sensed the existence of the other, and after a while, the figure walked away.

Yun Tianmo had been walking around here for three days, and he had a feeling that there were people around here.

But no matter how much Xuan Qi he released to investigate, he found nothing. If he didn't find it today, Yun Tianmo didn't plan to stay any longer, after all, the level of the mysterious beasts in this vicinity couldn't get into his eyes.

At the moment when Yun Tianmo's figure disappeared, Ouyang Zixu woke up from meditation, "How do I feel as if someone was nearby just now?" ”

In the past six months, Ouyang Zizhi has been troubled by this strange environment, lonely environment, and sudden separation. It was the first time she had felt so strongly that someone was near her.

Eagerly getting up, Ouyang Zi raised his eyes and looked around, the air here was always filled with a gray and unidentified gas, and the range of his vision was very limited. Even if Ouyang Zizhi has improved her strength in the past half a year, the range she can see is only two feet away.

"No one." Is it your own delusion? Is it because you are too eager to meet other people, so you have the illusion?

Ouyang Zixu, who was a little frustrated, turned around and returned to the pit, sat down with his knees crossed, and the sense of loss in his heart was a little stronger.

"Anyone can do it, cloud-sky-ink-south-palace-tuo, where are you!" In order to eliminate the loneliness in his heart, Ouyang Zizhi shouted into the air: "Come out, ......"

The world he lived in in his previous life was overcrowded, and he didn't have to worry about feeling lonely at all, coupled with the endless work all day, Ouyang Zizhi didn't even have time to feel empty. After crossing to the Yuhai Continent, he was followed by Liu Ying Liulu, and there was a mother who didn't look like him, a father who doted on him, and his childhood was very happy and fulfilling.

Even if you enter this secret realm, there is Yun Tianmo, Nangong Tuo by your side, even if Yun Tianmo is an iceberg, but there is Ah San arguing with him, and he doesn't feel lonely every day.

The more Ouyang Zizhi thought about it, the more he felt aggrieved, and he couldn't help but sob, and crystal tears rolled down his cheeks. The little nose that twitched quickly turned red, and after crying for a while, Ouyang Zizhi wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, "Ouyang Zixu, you are not a child anymore, it is really embarrassing to cry your nose." ”

After re-energizing himself, Ouyang Zizhi decided to take the lonely experience in this secret realm as a test of whether his heart could truly become strong.

"The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, as long as I concentrate on cultivation, the days will soon pass. Ouyang Zizhi, you can't expect to meet them every day, this will only make you unable to concentrate. Got it? ”

Patting his cheek, Ouyang Zizhi raised the corners of his mouth, the inner world of adults is strong, so it will not be so easy to collapse. Isn't it just isolated from people, don't be afraid! Don't be afraid anymore!

Since then, Ouyang Zizhi has focused more on cultivation, and all distracting thoughts have been left behind by her, and the speed of improvement in cultivation is far from being comparable to that in the past six months.

Time flies, time flies, twenty years have passed in a hurry, and Ouyang Zizhi no longer has a sense of strangeness in the secret realm. Where the level of the Xuan Beast is suitable for her cultivation of actual combat ability, and where the level of the Xuan Beast is suitable for foraging for herself, she is already familiar with it.

She didn't meet anyone during this time, and she didn't feel any loss because of it.

When the three of them entered the secret realm together, and they were unexpectedly separated, even if she met other people who entered the secret realm, Ouyang Zizhi would not be happy. Instead of meeting strangers, it is better to go into the secret realm alone, and now I am not a burden, and I don't want to meet a person who will become a burden to myself.

"Strange, didn't you say that the secret realm is ten years, and the outside world is only one year? Twenty years is two years, why are my clothes shortening so quickly? While peeling the fur of a tiger-eyed leopard, Ouyang Zixu looked at his reflection in the river.

It's only been two years, how do you feel like you've grown up a lot?

I carefully washed the fur of the tiger-eyed leopard, and used the extracted leopard tendons to connect the fur to the original clothes, and I don't remember how many times I have sewed up the clothes that have become smaller.