"The moment I received the letter, I realized that when a person is very sincere and plans to leave you, you really can't find out, and you can.....'t stop it. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"He said in the letter that the reason why he didn't tell me was to alleviate the pain it caused me, he didn't want me to be single for too long, he wanted me to have another person around me to take care of me for him, he didn't let me wait for him, he wanted to wait for the day when he became famous and wanted to recover me."

"For a long time after the separation, I was living in constant confusion, and I ..... I just can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, why can, there is no greeting, there is no formal ceremony, and the two people who have been together all the time are separated without warning. ”

"Later, when I was a sophomore, I remember that the winter was very cold, and one night, Yuanbao asked me to eat hot pot, and the two of us drank a lot of wine and talked a lot. Yuan Bao told me, don't look at what I usually talk about what I want to be a big director in the future, in fact, I don't know what I want at all, the one who knows what I want is always the silent Fang Haoyu. ”

"Yuanbao also said that the reason why she said that was because Fang Haoyu knew my identity, knew that my father's name was Nan Zhongyang, and knew that my brother was Zhang Yixing, he saw the gap between us in identity, instead of looking up at me together, it was better to separate, and when he could stand side by side with me, he would return to my side."

Therefore, he chose the study abroad quota arranged by the school and chose to leave quietly.

"I'm sad, I'm really... It's sad, Han Sheng, I'm really sad....he thought he was doing this for the two of us to be better together, but he didn't know, I didn't need him to do it at all. ”

Nanxi's voice was full of sadness, looking at the violently shrugged shoulders, Han Sheng knew that with the dissection of these memories, what brought Nanxi was the pain that outsiders couldn't intervene.

"Then he... Are you back? Han Sheng wanted to walk over and give Nanxi a shoulder that he could cry on, but at this time, his legs were like 10,000 catties of lead, and he couldn't move a bit.

Listening to Han Sheng's voice, Nan Xi shook his head very hard, his voice was very choked, and he began to sob, "He had an accident when he went out to work part-time..."

"He can't come back, I'm sorry for him, if it weren't for me...."At this time, Nanxi couldn't cry anymore, and the whole person knelt on the cold floor, but he still insisted on telling the whole thing, "If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have left, if he hadn't left, he wouldn't have died, all because of me...."

"It's all because I ....."

"It's all because of me...."

There was a constant sound of self-blame in his ears, Han Sheng looked at Nanxi who was kneeling not far away with a complicated mood, should he go over to comfort her?

"It's not your responsibility." It took Han Sheng a long time to find his voice and speak comfortingly.

"You all comfort me like this." Nanxi's mood was very bad, "But after all, he chose to go abroad because of me." ”

Everyone has a past, whether it is painful or happy, these are not something that outsiders can interfere with, can bear it, those painful memories can only be dealt with by themselves, either forever sealed in the memory, or slowly let go of themselves....

But five years have passed, and Nanxi has spent five years, and she still hasn't forgotten all the previous things, maybe she hasn't even discovered herself, right? When I looked back again, those small episodes were still vivid, and the pain at the beginning had not diminished in the slightest.

Han Sheng slowly retreated, giving up a huge office to Nanxi alone, and once again experiencing these pains, Nanxi could only bear it slowly by himself.

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Since that day, Nanxi has disappeared in Han Sheng's world as if the world has evaporated, and Han Sheng also wanted to go over to find Nanxi, but every time he fell short, and Nanxi could not be seen anywhere.

Tonight is the anniversary reception of Shengshi Media Group, if Nanxi has not appeared at that time, then ......

Han Sheng didn't want to think about what would happen next.

"Brother Sheng, it's time to change your clothes." Han Sheng had been standing on the balcony for a long time, Xiaobei urged over and over again, but he didn't move, "Brother Sheng, there is still half an hour left, there is really no time." ”

"Alright, let's change our clothes." Han Sheng reined in his thoughts, tonight is very important, he must not suffer because he brought Sheng Shi with him, and reached out from Xiaobei's hand to take the suit that Armani personally tailored for himself, "You go out first, change your clothes and I'll call you in." ”

Han Sheng's clothes have always been worn by himself, even if he usually films, at most he will ask Xiaobei to help him put on a top, and the rest is done by himself.

Half an hour is fleeting, Han Sheng exists as the host tonight, following Han Jin's side, greeting tonight's guests at the gate of the cocktail party,

"Chairman Han!!" The person who came was none other than the father of movie star Xiao Ting, Xiao Kai, "It's been a long time." ”

"Director Xiao's complexion is really getting better and better!" Xiao Kai is a senior government official, but he took the initiative to greet Han Jin, which shows the status of Shengshi Media.

"Where is it," Xiao Kai and Han Jin politely greeted each other, "My family Ting'er usually receives the care of your family Han Sheng in the film and television industry, and I often have things to trouble Brother Han, thanks to Sheng Shi, we can worry less about so much heart, hahahaha....."

Tonight's guests are either rich or noble, military, political, and so on, and almost all the authorities from all walks of life are present.

It can be seen that the foundation of Shengshi Media is stable and its influence is great, and all walks of life have a common tacit understanding - that is, not to fight against public opinion manipulators.

Too lazy to listen to the mutual praise of these two, Han Sheng plucked his ears impatiently, and whispered in Han Jin's ear, "I'll go inside to see the guests." ”

gave Xiaobei a look, and instantly understood, "Brother Sheng, ..... here"

To find Nanxi, this is the first thought that Han Sheng wants to leave, his slender legs move quickly inside, the internal employees of Shengshi Media have exclusive channels, and the gate is set up to welcome guests, Han Sheng secretly calculated in his heart, raised his hand and looked at his watch, Nanxi should be here at this time.

"Brother Sheng, what are you looking for?" Looking at Han Shengdong looking around, Xiaobei asked inexplicably. (To be continued.) )