Tang Xinyuan said very impassionedly, and everyone quieted down in Tang Xinyuan's story, and Zhao Luo also cried when he listened. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info He is not wrong, all the premise of her escape is to know them and know what they will do, whether it is coming back to steal horses or setting up an ambush in the bamboo forest, it is expected that they will do it. If they don't pay attention to any of them, their escape plan will not be carried out. Use their kindness to make a wedding dress for yourself. Zhao Luo felt very guilty, but she really knew that she was wrong and longed to be forgiven.

"Xinyuan, I know that I am selfish, it is me who is wrong, it is that I don't understand what life and death are brothers, it is I who have failed your hopes for me, you treat me as a family, a friend, a brother, it is I who did not exchange heart for heart and am a bastard. Everything is my fault. But the heart is far away, people are not sages, who can do no wrong, are you not willing to give me even a chance to forgive? ”

"Do you think what you're doing is a sign of repentance? If Team Guo hadn't personally caught up with you and captured you that day, how would you ever have thought of coming back? What are you doing with all these flowers and plants? Do you want to get married or do a new house? ”

"Xinyuan, don't say it again." Xiao Yi saw that Zhao Luo's face was wrong, and got up to persuade him

Zhao Luo knows that all this is his fault, but is he really not wronged? When she is scared and vulnerable, who knows about her? She is a girl, not so strong, especially after seeing a real battlefield, how has she ever seen such a bloody scene? I grew up in a peaceful era from childhood to adulthood, and those wars, those killings, and those bloodshed were far away from me. The education I received since I was a child is that Confucianism is kind to others, peaceful coexistence, and patience if you can. And killing people within the framework of one's own life is absolutely not allowed. This deep-rooted educational concept has made her suddenly change now and accept the survival rule of the jungle, how will she accept it for a while?

Zhao Luo can admit his mistakes, he can pay for his actions, and he knows that not all sorrys can be exchanged for a sentence that doesn't matter, but does he really want to do this? The birthday that I carefully prepared, I ignored Fang Xun's advice, didn't I want to show my determination and admit my mistake regardless of my body? Why is it so worthless in his eyes? Even with contempt? He can say that he is not serious and that he is wrong. But now he is sarcastic about himself with such words that others sarcastically say that he is a girl, Zhao Luo really feels a little unbearable, this is the most vicious thing Tang Xinyuan said to himself, Zhao Luo knows that their friendship is so broken that it is difficult to reconcile, and it is difficult to collect it. Tears also flowed unconsciously.

"Look, look, you cry when you say you, what does it look like a boy? What the hell are you doing with all these fancy things? Tang Xinyuan saw Zhao Luo's tears, and suddenly felt very irritable.

The hand couldn't help but wave away the vine around him, and the vine was connected to other flowers, and for a while, like shaking off dust, the flowers fell in clusters, and the flowers fell to the ground, scattering petals. The words on the back also fell, along with the peonies and gardenias, and they were smashing on the cake in the middle, and for a while, the pink and white flowers, mixed with red and blue jam, fell to the ground together. The top nightshade beads rolled on the ground, and the original bright appearance was now covered with thick dust. The top layer collapsed, and the word "birthday" was gone, except for the word "happy" lying in the dirt, with some irony on its back. The camp that had been happy suddenly became a mess.

Everyone looked around, and then looked at Zhao Luo and Tang Xinyuan. Zhao Luo turned around and saw that everything she had carefully prepared was ruined by him like this, the grievances in her heart were mixed with anger, and tears blurred her eyes in an instant, but she turned her head and stared at Tang Xinyuan, and after a long time, she tried her best to remain calm and said, "Tang Xinyuan, I hate you." ”

After Zhao Luo finished speaking, he ran out crying, and Yu Chi Xiuyan followed him out.

Zhao Luo ran alone, ran all the way to the back of the barracks, hiding behind a camp tent and crying. Yu Chi Xiuyan chased after her, didn't say much, just squatted beside her, waited quietly, and then slowly pressed her head on his shoulder. When Zhao Luo finished crying, Wei Chi Xiuyan said, "Maybe you can tell him the truth." ”

Zhao Luo said with tears in his eyes, "What do you tell him the truth?" ”

"The truth about your escape."

"You know?" Zhao Luo looked at Wei Chi Xiuyan with some surprise, Zhao Luo thought that he hadn't said anything to him, and he had been hiding it well.

But Yu Chi Xiuyan smiled, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, faint, sweet, and he actually gave people a warm feeling on such a night. Then he said, "Do you remember what I told you when I found out who you were? ”

Zhao Luo thought about it hard, and suddenly remembered in his mind that after he was rescued by him that time, he asked her if she wanted to leave, and he said that he didn't want to leave, saying that it was good to stay here with friends. But he said that this was not a good destination, but Zhao Luo didn't believe it, and even felt very disdainful of what he said, the real battlefield is not the one that a woman can bear, but when he really faced that, she knew that what Xiu Yan said was right.

Zhao Luo felt very ashamed, feeling guilty for his youthful insolence, "It's because I think things are simple." ”

"Actually, it's not that women can't really accept the battlefield, there have been many heroines throughout the ages, but do you know what they are? Either they are the children of poor families, forced into a desperate situation, and when life and death are problems, they are naturally more able to accept the impermanence of fate and the bloodiness of the battlefield, or they are born after being a tiger, and they have been exposed to fighting and killing since childhood, and you fight for me, so they can naturally accept life and death killing, and the weak eat the strong. But you are different, from the first time I saw you, I knew that you did not belong here, your eyes were too clean, clean like the spring water of Yao Chi, without a single impurity, the cleanliness of your eyes showed the cleanliness of your heart, there was no darkness, no evil, no greed and no desire. You can be at peace with what you encounter, you can eat and drink. But you can't see the insidious evil and the ugliness of human nature. So I told you at the time, this is not the best place for you. When the **** asked me to teach you how to ride a horse, and secretly recorded the terrain, I guessed that you had the heart to go, so you could steal the horse and escape so smoothly that night, do you think that a few companies left the barracks, and the barracks can really let you do whatever you want? At least I wanted you to leave, but you were caught anyway. “

"It turned out to be you." Zhao Luo muttered

Thinking that that night, he stole the horse so easily, because the personnel were deliberately dismissed by him, he expected that he would come back to steal the horse, and later after he was discovered, no one chased him, and it seemed that he was secretly protecting himself. In this way, Zhao Luo really figured it out. It turned out that he had been secretly observing himself and protecting himself.