58 It didn't come at the right time
Compared to the Jedi madness after the despair of the ingots, Ling An of the Warm Spring Pavilion was deeply worried. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The green smoke in the three-legged crane incense burner on the small table was rising, and the decoction next to it was also steaming, and Ling An, who was leaning on the chaise longue, was holding a travelogue in his hand, with no expression on his face, and his expression was indifferent, that is, the travelogue had not turned the page since the imperial doctor left Xiao Wang.
Hongdan on the side frowned slightly, and hurriedly took the incense burner away, "Master, now that you are pregnant, don't use this kind of incense." Xiao Wang Imperial Doctor took the booklet, you can take a look, but there are a lot of things that the master should pay attention to, after all, this body is the most careful. ā
Ling An didn't react at all, Hong Dan was really anxious and angry, how difficult it was to conceive a child in this palace, and how difficult it was to give birth to a healthy child. The master of his own family knew that he was pregnant, so he stayed in a daze without any action. To say, this is definitely not Ling An's character.
Hongdan was thinking too much about Ling An's first pregnancy, so she directly took the book in Ling An's hand and enlightened, "Master, you can relax. There are minions to help you watch, it is those demons and monsters who want to do anything here, even if the minion loses his life, he will be beaten to pieces! You should meditate on the fetus, and when the fetus is stable and the pulse is clear, then you can report to Your Majesty, and your Majesty will be happy to think of it. Hong Dan grabbed Ling An's hand and held it vigorously, thinking that which woman in the palace was not a wolf with ambition, and wished that his master would not have a good time. Then she has to cheer up all kinds of spirits. Secretly made up her mind, Hongdan decided to take care of her master, and shed blood for her master, so as to protect her safety and smoothness.
His hands were warm, and Ling An's eyes were extremely complicated when he looked at Hongdan. Just now, Imperial Doctor Xiao Wang came to deliver the medicine, she just thought that Imperial Doctor Zhang was too cautious, but she didn't expect Imperial Doctor Xiao Wang's eyebrows to dance and drop a muffled thunder, which directly scorched Ling An. Until now, Ling An felt confused and unclear.
To say that she is pregnant is simply a joke!
Who is she Ling An, she is the spy that Duan Junyan put into Baitu, a clear spy. With such an identity, as cautious as Duan Junyan, how could he let his subordinates conceive the enemy's seed? The world often says that mother and son are connected, Duan Junyan is cautious and suspicious by nature, he will never let a child restrain the spy he has carefully cultivated. Then there must be an excellent means to completely cut off this hidden danger, so the women in their line were all fed the elixir of the child. I'm afraid that in this life, Ling An will not have any children of his own.
Besides, she has a special physique, and the old ghost even laughed at her, "You even ate the Jedi Pill?" What a waste. You have been soaking in my medicine tank for so many years, and there are many tiger and wolf poisons gathered in your body, and the toxicity of this poison is less than one-tenth of that in your body, and the toxicity is dissolved in an instant. With your current cold physique, it is even more difficult to conceive a child than to ascend to the sky. It's good to be alive, and it's such an idiot to even think about having a child. ā
Yes, it is impossible for her to have a child, so what about being pregnant now...... Of course, she believed in the envoy of the Zhang Yuan, and the imperial doctor of Xiaowang also diagnosed the pulse, and it was unanimously said.
Ling An couldn't help but reach out and cover her lower abdomen, where there was a child, although she didn't know anything.
"Master......" Hong Dan couldn't help but become more and more sour as he saw the blood on Ling An's face fade.
Ling An glanced at the red pill, his voice was deep, with an undeniable beak and warning, "Bury today's events completely in your heart." ā
Before Hong Dan could say anything, he had to shut up under Ling An's coercion.
Ling An didn't say anything anymore, got up and got out of bed, turned around and went into the back room, and he didn't even look at the fetal pills on the table.
Her heart was like a stone, and it was impossible for this child to stay.
Not to mention anything else, if he is born, then as a prince and princess, if his mother has a disgraceful identity, then his life will be miserable. What's more, Ling An felt that his child might not be born.
When Ling An came to Baitu in the future, she would naively think that the person next to her was the unique entourage that Duan Junyan had prepared for her, taking care of her but not obeying her. But when she grew up, or when she arrived at the court, she understood more deeply that if those people did not obey her, then who did they obey?
The more I thought about it, the more my heart jumped. What kind of character should he be, who can make Ling Anshun enter Baitu smoothly, and the tanuki will not be detected, and he can smoothly enter the palace and deliver the news to Ling An on time, and even those antidotes...... This person is by no means an unknown person, not to mention that the power leans towards the government and the opposition, he must also have considerable power and skill. I'm afraid that the person is watching Ling An's every move in the dark, and she is loyal, if she has a different mind...... What if the child's existence was discovered by that person? Ling An never believed that he would go to his son and mother, and he would definitely get rid of Ling An even with her. Motherhood is natural, and no matter how faithful she is, she will definitely leave behind an indelible regret, which may be the seed of guilt, remorse, and betrayal. They absolutely cannot keep such unstable factors.
Does Ling An want this child? She resisted, but when she dug out her heart, in the depths of the dusty sludge, she wanted to keep the child. Ling An didn't know where she came from or where she was going, and in her dusty memory, there was only a vague woman, with a hoarse voice that made her definitely live. Her past was dark, a beggar who was beaten and scolded, a dog who fought for food, and even if she died on the street, she would obstruct the eyes of others and dirty the way people walked. But she saw the sun, Duan Junyan, who was facing the sun with his back, seemed to be plated with a layer of golden light, and the person stretched out his hand towards her, and the breezy young man's voice was low, and he said to Ling An, "Follow me."
That's about it.
Even after experiencing bloody rain and slaughter and looting in the later days, Ling An's heart was grateful, and what she wanted most was Duan Junyan's approval. In other words, what she wants is a stability, a home, and there must be her benefactor in this family.
Ling An never thought that there would be someone else in her heart, someone else stationed in her home, even if that person was a blood relative who was connected to her blood. But now, she thought about it. She was independent in the world, and suddenly had a child, which was connected to her by blood, and her blood depended on each other. This feeling was very strange to Ling An.
Loyal to the country, she should have made up her mind sooner and went to the child with her own hands, and showed her loyalty to those who spied on her in the shadows. Even if she is reluctant.
"In the future, we will give birth to a row of little cubs, the girl will be as beautiful as you, and the boy will be as handsome as me. You hold the child, I hold you, we must be a family of Heshun......"
Ling An shook his head and shook Ming Ze's words out of his head.
This child, she can cook with her own hands.