Since the last time they met, Qin Zijin always felt that there was an indescribable sense of distance between himself and Su Yang, which was different from the distance between his previous friends, it seemed to be embarrassing, and it seemed to be an estrangement, or it was indifference that the Tao was different, perhaps, there were all three. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Qin Zijin is very sensitive to this feeling, as if she had a feeling early when Su Yang first fell in love.

However, Qin Zijin did not feel lost or sad.

The relationship between people is so delicate that two strangers can become good friends because of a little kindness, or they can part ways and become strangers because of a small matter that does not involve principles.

And Qin Zijin feels that there are many aspects involved between himself and Su Yang, such as life circles, methods of doing things, concepts, etc.

This distance is safe for the time being. Maybe one day, it will become the killer of their friendship.

But Qin Zijin couldn't find a solution, which objectively existed.

This distance existed at the beginning, but it was relatively thin, until the emergence of family affection and love strengthened this sense of existence.

Qin Zijin has always felt that Su Yang's family is very close, although they are also post-90s, Su Yang will still be coquettish and cute in front of Aunt Lin and Uncle Su, and speak without scruples, but Qin Zijin will not.

In Aunt Lin's words, when Su Yang was in junior high and high school, she was not by Su Yang's side, and she felt very indebted to Su Yang, so she is doubly good to Su Yang now, and Su Yang is indeed very protective of Aunt Lin.

Qin Zijin remembered that Su Yang said that whoever treats her mother badly, she doesn't like anyone.

The dragon gave birth to nine sons, and the nine sons were different.

There is still a difference between siblings of one mother, let alone a family of two surnames.

Qin Zijin's growth is similar to Su Yang's, they are all in the growth stage, and there will be a period of time when their parents or one of them will not be around, but Qin Zijin feels that it is nothing, life is like this, if you want to have some things, you will inevitably lose some other things.

What's more, Qin Zijin felt that he was completely free-range, except for the school's teachings.

Therefore, seeing the way their family gets along, Qin Zijin is not envious or repulsive.

It's just that there are some emotions occasionally.

One night, Qin Zijin washed up and sat on the bed looking at his mobile phone, while Su Yang's family was discussing something on the side.

"Yangyang, remember to call my aunt!" Aunt Lin was holding a glass of water, her face a little anxious.

"Maybe your aunt and they might be busy now, right?"

"I'll look at the time." Su Yang picked up his phone, "It's almost okay, I'll call now." ”

"Well, ask more about the specifics."

"I know." Su Yang began to dial the phone.

Because there were only the four of them in the room, it was difficult for Qin Zijin not to hear what they were saying.

The approximate situation is that Su Yang's brother-in-law was in a car accident, injured and hospitalized, and had just undergone surgery.

Qin Zijin heard Su Yang asking for warmth on the phone, all kinds of care and comfort, Aunt Lin spoke up on the side, asking Su Yang to ask if he needed help financially and so on.

The family of three took turns talking to the person on the other end of the phone, saying words of comfort and care.

This was originally a normal thing, relatives and friends had difficulties in something, and called to express their concern.

However, it was in such a caring voice and a situation where a family of three went into battle together that Qin Zijin had a sense of loneliness in a foreign land for the first time.

Qin Zijin is not a family lover, nor is she a sentimental little girl, on the contrary, she is calm and rational.

There were even times when she felt a little aloof.

But today, looking at Su Yang's family, she felt that in the metropolis of Shanghai, she was just a small foreigner, and she couldn't talk about living in a guest house.

Shanghai, where there are also her relatives, but everyone has their own jobs and does not meet often.

Qin Zijin didn't think there was anything wrong, but at this moment, in this house, Qin Zijin knew that he was also an outsider.

The feeling was sudden, deep and clear.

Moreover, since she met Liu Zishu, Qin Zijin basically eats out at night, and at this time, she needs to call Uncle Su in advance.

Because Uncle Su got off work early, he prepared everyone's dinner, and the amount of rice included Qin Zijin. If Qin Zijin didn't talk about it, there would be leftovers.

At the beginning, Qin Zijin was a little embarrassed, but after a long time, Qin Zijin was a little embarrassed, he didn't know whether to say it or not, and he always felt that he was bothering others no matter what.

Qin Zijin didn't want to trouble others. But I have to trouble others.

In the end, whether he was eating dinner at home or not at home, Qin Zijin felt that there was an indescribable subtle feeling.

Qin Zijin didn't talk to Liu Zishu and told her mood at the moment, she just stayed quietly for a while.

In the blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming.

Qin Zijin was thinking about where to go to play when he received a call from his friend Huang Jiajia in Jinshan.

"What are you doing, dear?"

"Just got off work, how are you doing!"

"Yo, remember me, I thought you forgot about us when you got a boyfriend!" Huang Jiajia's voice teased, obviously wanting to slap Qin Zijin.

"Nonsense, do you think I'm the kind of person who has the opposite sex and no humanity!"

"You are."

"Beauty, I am a beauty, everyone knows it, there is no need to emphasize it."

Huang Jiajiale on the other end of the phone: "I haven't seen anyone boast that he is still so arrogant!" How about it, is there a plan for the Dragon Boat Festival? ”

"Not yet, you want to date me?"

"Yes, we haven't seen each other for a long time, it just so happens that the Dragon Boat Festival is free, Chu Chu and they are also coming to Shanghai, do you want to come over and get together together."

"Well, it's not good, you guys are in pairs, I'm too embarrassed to be a single dog."

"You don't come, don't you have a boyfriend, bring it over and we'll take a look."

"If you really want to bring Mr. Liu over, you won't mind, right?"

Huang Jiajia was very surprised: "Isn't Mr. Liu your boyfriend, what is there to mind?" ”

"Uh..."Qin Zijin was a little embarrassed, "I didn't think about it, we are also a class reunion, and I have just started with him, I'm afraid you won't be used to it!" ”

"Where is this?" Huang Jiajia obviously smiled very happily, "It's decided, when the time comes, you will come by high-speed train, and Li Mu and I will pick you up after you arrive, as well as Chu Chu and them." ”

"Okay, call us then."

Qin Zijin was indeed a little hesitant, not knowing whether to take Liu Zishu with her, but now that Huang Jiajia had spoken, she wanted to ask Liu Zishu's opinion.

In this matter, her hesitation came from Liu Zishu, at this time Liu Zishu's identity was still on the edge of outsiders and insiders, she neither wanted her friend to be embarrassed, nor did she want Liu Zishu to feel uncomfortable.

At dinner in the evening, Qin Zijin mentioned this matter.

"Do you have something to do with the Dragon Boat Festival?"

"It's okay, do you have an arrangement?"

"Well, I have a friend who is also a high school classmate, who works in Jinshan, and I mentioned to you before that she asked us to go over for the Dragon Boat Festival, and there will be two other friends who will also go at that time, do you want to go?"

"Go!" Liu Zishu did not hesitate, "Why don't you go." ”

Qin Zijin looked at Liu Zishu: "You really want to go?" ”

Liu Zishu raised his head: "What do you mean, you don't want me to go?" ”

"Not really. Let me tell you about the specific situation, in addition to the two of us, there are a total of four people, two couples, all married, we are classmates, friends, or fellow countrymen, when we are together, we must be speaking dialects, and you don't understand, isn't it embarrassing, are you sure you want to go? ”

"Go, since it's your friend, we'll always meet."

"Then don't be like last time, it's really embarrassing."

"Okay, I see." Liu Zishu smiled, "According to what you mean, if I have a gathering of friends in the future, you don't want to go." ”

"I don't want to go." Qin Zijin said honestly, "If it's a very good buddy friend, you can call me, if it's an ordinary friend who can see but can't see it, don't call me, it will only be more embarrassing and boring to go." ”

"Yo, that makes sense!"

"Hmph, believe Sister Qin, get eternal life!" Qin Zijin looked arrogant.

"Look at you like that, Dasher!"

The itinerary of the Dragon Boat Festival was thus decided.

When talking to Su Yang, Qin Zijin was thinking about what clothes to bring and whether it would rain.

"Su Yang, do you have any plans for the Dragon Boat Festival, I'm going to Jinshan to gather with friends."

"I'm going home!" Su Yang said, "Didn't my brother-in-law get injured last time, it just so happened that I was free, go home and take a look." ”

Speaking of this, Aunt Lin spoke on the side: "Yes, Yangyang's sister-in-law is seriously injured, although he is out of danger now, he still hurts his vitality." Fortunately, their family is still relatively rich, and they are diligent, they usually work hard to make money, and they don't have to worry too much about medical expenses. ”

Speaking of this, Aunt Lin seems to have a lot of emotion: "You are young now, and you still have to work hard, but your body is the most important, so you should usually relax and relax, don't just care about making money." ”

Su Yang nodded and agreed: "That's a good thing, you have to enjoy it in time!" ”

Qin Zijin also nodded, she still agreed with Aunt Lin's words.

In this life, people are not only working and making money, money can never be earned, but the physical and mental pressure is limited, why use limited energy to pursue infinite material things.

Be aggressive, but also do what you can.

"Let's go to the supermarket at night, I don't have time for the Dragon Boat Festival, I can't go home, it's a long time to go home, let's go buy something for Yangyang, Zijin, do you want to go together?"

"You all go, how do you go?"

"Drive the battery car, there are exactly two battery cars, I and your Uncle Su take one with you, are you going, don't you want to go out to play, just buy some food to eat on the road."

"Uh... I don't usually eat in the car, or you go, I won't go. ”

"Oh, let's go, let's go, you see my mother invited you so warmly, Zijin, you can go!"

"Alright then, should you go now?"

"Mmmm, I'll change my shoes and leave, you see if you want to change your clothes and shoes or something, let's leave when you're done, there are quite a lot of people going to the supermarket at night."

"I don't have to change it, that's it, let's go."

Qin Zijin didn't want to go, and he didn't have anything to buy, so he basically stayed with them to discuss what he wanted to buy and what he wanted to buy.

At the end of the trip, go home.

Nothing was said all night.