CHAPTER XXXIX
The faint smell of grass in the air under the plane trees scattered in the sky seemed to be covered by the fragrance of hyacinths, Gu Feifei sat quietly on the chair, turned the first page of the book, the plot and content of the story seemed to hold his weak nerves, the storyline that did not know the future direction, so many possibilities, will she choose her first love or the casual expectation in her heart?
His fingertips gently rubbed Zhou Miao's photo, and his sweet smile seemed to be taken when she was a student, and Zhou Miao at that time may still be immersed in the days of waiting for Lin Xiao....... Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
He quietly fell into deep thought, and in a file bag next to Gu Feifei's lap, there were all the information of Zhou Miao and his current unit, of course, he also knew that Zhou Miao was now on the mainland, so it was not difficult to think of why Fu Bo said intermittently on the phone: "Come back." It turned out that she had been there, Gu Feifei selfishly thought that Zhou Miao still had a little bit of her own place in her heart.
He Fei'er was pushed out of the ward, her face was pale, and many chemotherapy treatments had made her have no fear of such cruel chemotherapy, but Gu Feifei's heart was still painful, He Fei'er was adopted by him in the Happy Orphanage, but the child in the orphanage belonged to her the largest, and the chance of adoption was almost minimal, but He Fei'er's leukemia had been cut off and let any parents who longed for children adopt her, and when she saw He Fei'er for the first time, she sat there quietly, playing with a small flower in her hand, And He Fei'er's emaciated cheeks at that time made Gu Feifei's heart hurt for no reason, because that casual expression was like Zhou Miao sighing softly.
It's been two years, and He Fei'er's existence has made Gu Feifei clearly know that the time of their parting has been running quickly, and it has also made him know what Zhou Miao has experienced in the three years that he has been thinking about Lin Xiao in his heart in two years.
"What's wrong with you?" He Fei'er never hid any expression in front of Gu Feifei, and even they got along like friends, friends who talked about everything, He Fei'er knew that Gu Feifei had a favorite big sister in her heart, but she only knew that their story was a story with no ending, this is why He Fei'er liked to read Zhou Miao's book, because only that book allowed her to find their shadow in Gu Feifei's mouth, and their past was traceable, because Gu Feifei's love made her yearn for it.
"It's nothing, let's go back." He Fei'er shook her head and said, "The doctor said that I don't need chemotherapy." ”
"Huh?" Gu Feifei collected his emotions and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Bone marrow found." He Fei'er smiled and said, "There is donated bone marrow." ”
Gu Feifei hugged her tightly in his arms, lowered his chin to her forehead and said, "Great, really good." ”
A tear slipped quietly from the corner of He Fei'er's eyes, and she didn't finish the next sentence, because when the doctor said to He Fei'er that there was a donor, she also said a word, and the survival rate was 30%, He Fei'er hoped in front of the doctor that Gu Feifei would not let Gu Feifei know about this matter, because she didn't want to, she was young and made her more calm and calm than the previous children, and capable.
The doctor asked Gu Feifei to sign a surgical consent form, and at He Fei'er's strong request, he asked him to sign the surgical contract, because He Fei'er didn't want to let Gu Feifei make a decision for himself in the last journey of his life, although the probability of success or failure of this decision was almost pitiful.
He Fei'er opened the book and wrote softly on the last page: "If a person can make you forget the past, then he must be your future." After writing those sentences, He Fei'er's tears quietly slipped and said in a low voice: "Zhou Miao, will you be the woman that Gu Feifei misses in the center of his mouth?" Is it? Could it be? ”。
"How is Fauber?" Fu Bo leaned in and said in a low voice, "Young Master...... You know it all? ”
"Hmm."
"Did Miss Zhou tell you?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Because when she came to our house that day, you happened to call, and she didn't let me say that she was back, since the young master knew, it must have been Miss Zhou who told you personally."
Gu Feifei didn't know how to pick it up, it turned out that Zhou Miao was still avoiding herself, and she still minded that conversation.
Twilight hugged popcorn and whispered in her ear, "You see that the hero loves her so much, why don't you tell her?" Why haven't you been in contact for so long, is it really a sentence from the heroine that you really don't get in touch? ”
Zhou Miao thought in her heart, the conversation two years ago was really hurt, but in the face of Gu Feifei's indifference, she was even more hurt, maybe the last time I went to his house was because I missed it. Zhou Miao muttered in her heart: "Yes, Gu Feifei, why don't you look for me, with your strength, it should be easy to find me, right?" ”
Twilight Xue looked at Zhou Miao and accompanied her to watch the movie, but she was always absent-minded, and Twilight bumped into her: "What do you think?" ”
"Gu Feifei." Zhou Miao said casually, and then she smiled bitterly and said, "I miss him so much." ”
Twilight put down the popcorn and held Zhou Miao's hand tightly and said, "What have you experienced in the past two years?" ”
"What went through? Except for heartache or heartache. Zhou Miao smiled and gently patted the pair of hands that gave her strength that Twilight Xue leaned over her hands.
Zhou Miao leaned weakly on Twilight Xue's shoulder, she seemed to be thin again, and there was almost no strength on her thin shoulders to carry her forehead, and tears slipped silently.
Li Lin sat quietly in front of Zhou Miao, Li Lin didn't wear makeup, Zhou Miao smiled inadvertently: "You and I are really close to each other." ”
"Who said it wasn't, I didn't expect that we would be entangled for so many years, so many things, so unbelievable."
"yes, I'm also curious, how did we get to where we are today." Zhou Miao also agreed.
"Do you know Lin Xiao?" Li Lin said thoughtfully, as if he was saying that you know if it will rain today.
"What's wrong with Mr. Lin?" Zhou Miao took a sip of honey grapefruit water, and shouted sweetness in a slight bitterness.
"I mean Linshaw." Li Lin smiled, as if she was going to tell a story with some ulterior motives.
Zhou Miao's fingers slowly retracted, and the strength was just right, just to hide his flustered heart, and also let his memories of the past, which seemed sweet and vague, slowly wake up. "What's wrong with Lin Xiao?"
"Lin Xiao is going to marry me." Li Lin slowly stood up and walked towards Zhou Miao, sat beside Zhou Miao, looked sideways at Zhou Miao and said, "Do you know? ”
Zhou Miao asked, "What did you say?" ”
"Many people say that you are smart, and I have always thought that you are very smart, but Zhou Miao, sometimes you are really stupid, how can there be such a similar person in the world? Zhang's image is just that, even the temper is the same, don't you think this is the same as the story you wrote? Li Lin seemed to be dissatisfied and continued to say the most vicious words from her seemingly beautiful lips: "Why did Lin Xiao leave you back then, do you want to know?" ”
"Li Lin......" Zhou Miao roared at Li Lin uncontrollably, attracting the sideways glances of many people, Zhou Miao's face approached Li Lin: "You explain it to me clearly." ”
Li Lin smiled, and her tears were almost laughing: "Didn't I just come to make it clear to you today, Lin Xiao had a car accident back then, and he forgot about you, so even if you appear in front of Lin Xiao, he will look at you like a stranger, this is why he suddenly disappeared into your world, and why Gu Feifei intervened, Zhou Miao, you were originally a joke, do you think so?" ”
Zhou Miao's eyes tightened, she almost didn't want to believe or listen to what she was going to say, "Impossible, do you think I will believe you?" ”
"Zhou Miao, I hope you believe me." Li Lin suddenly laughed, tears flowed unconsciously, Zhou Miao watched her cry like this, I don't know why my heart hurt so much, it hurts so much, and I want to open my mouth to comfort her, but after the words come to her mouth, she doesn't know what to say, she wants to know how Tang Xu managed to let go.
"Zhou Miao, when I was talking about your pity, why shouldn't I be, why can't I be autonomous in my life, why?" Li Lin cried with pear blossoms and rain, and she asked her with tears in her eyes, "How did you live so peacefully?" Why? ”
"......" Zhou Miao didn't know how to interpret with her, "Does Lin Xiao love you?" Do you love him? She seemed to question her, but it was more like talking to herself, her eyes were not focused, and before she knew it, Zhou Miao's eyes couldn't see Li Lin clearly, until she cried when she tasted the salty taste on her mouth.
The music in the bar was wanton, looking at the people writhing wildly on the dance floor, Zhou Miao looked at the lively people with confused eyes, Twilight Xue drank a glass of wine, and then looked at Zhou Miao holding a wine glass, and said with a smile: "You can't drink, don't drink." ”
"It's fine." Zhou Miao took a sip, she hadn't drunk it for a long time, she seemed to have forgotten the taste of drinking, but the burning pain in her stomach slowly made her unable to straighten her waist.
"Don't mind if I sit down." Li Lin didn't know when she appeared, her delicate makeup looked so refined and contrasted with her who watched the pear blossoms with rain before, giving Zhou Miao an illusion, the embarrassed person she met today was not Li Lin at all, I don't know if the wine came up and she had a splitting headache.
"What should Tang Xu do?" Twilight, who had been quiet, suddenly asked, Li Lin just shook the red wine glass and looked at Zhou Miao's confused eyes through the red wine glass.
It is said that three women are in one play, and this is the time to bring these three women together.
"If everything can be decided by me, I will answer the question you asked today." Li Lin said lukewarmly.
"But Tang Xu loves you so much."
Li Lin turned her face seriously, looked at Twilight Xue and said word by word, "Love me?" She sneered and said, "Since you love me, why don't you come and ask me why you broke up." Li Lin put down the goblet, due to the excessive force, the goblet was shattered, and the red wine inside spilled out lightly, with Li Lin's thin fingers scratching a deep wound, there was faint blood, and the color of the red wine in the red wine glass reflected each other, looking so harmonious.